186. 186.Extra: Who has loved without regrets (2)
Shen Yu's face was unusually red when he lifted it from the quilt, it seemed that he had a fever, and his hair was a little fluffy.
Sheng Yangge glanced at her still young face, she was only in her early twenties, his brows wrinkled imperceptibly, and then he hummed lightly and said, "You rest, I'll go out to eat." ”
Shen Yu pursed her lips, she usually never asked him about socializing or anything like that, he and his friends would not bring her to dinner parties, nor would they tell her. Because from the day they got married, Sheng Yangge said that they were not in a relationship where it was possible to tell each other about their life direction.
He won't take the initiative to touch her life, and she won't be able to get into his world in the slightest.
It took her a lot of time to understand that sometimes, two parallel lines were destined to have no intersection, even if she deliberately made the two people intersect by some small means, but after the intersection, they still returned to their previous position.
At first, she would look at his back with some resentment and leave without saying a word, and sometimes she would express her grievances and ask him, if they are husband and wife, why did they treat her like this?
Forget about sleeping in separate rooms, and when you meet at home, you don't even have much time to eat at one table.
His answer was, I don't love you.
Ask her once she doesn't give up, thinking that the cultivation of feelings between people is there.
However, sometimes the heart dies in an instant, and sometimes it is a long process.
Countless times I have taken the trouble to answer you seriously, I don't love you.
No matter how much attachment there is, no matter how much resentment there is, it will eventually disappear one day.
Now, he was indifferent and caring, like greeting a colleague who had seen her a few times occasionally, and she had long since found the kind of pain in her heart.
So, she would now answer him so calmly, "I see." ”
If you don't love, you don't love, what's the reason?
It's just that he has another woman in his heart, and there is no place for you anymore.
Sheng Yangge went out, the door was closed, and Shen Yu fell into the quilt again, looking at the ceiling, his head was dizzy, but he couldn't sleep.
The process of falling in love at first sight to falling in love with someone is too short, so short that she can't think carefully about whether it is okay or not, and whether she should or not, so she forcibly ties herself to this man in the way she thinks is the right one.
If she was given another choice, she would never have wanted to tie herself to a tree with a heart wrapped in iron sheets.
Sheng Yangge's heart was wrapped in iron sheets, that woman couldn't get out, and other women couldn't get in.
She chuckled, even the Song Yue he brought back, it was because it was what Wei Lan liked.
She once couldn't guess and couldn't figure it out, Sheng Yangge could give up Azure for the sake of profit, why couldn't he fall in love with her for the sake of profit?
Right now......
It is said that it is because when Azure got married, she already had other men's children.
If it wasn't for her intervention, would the results of Sheng Yangge and Weilan be different? After all, there is no entanglement of interests, after all, there is no emotional stain on the other party, and having a child with another woman is in the eyes of a normal woman, it is all betrayal.
Even if they hadn't reconciled yet, there was hope.
At the beginning, she resented Sheng Yangge for not forgetting Weilan and being too much for her, but she didn't do anything to hurt anyone after all, except for marrying Sheng Yangge.
Shen Yu lay quietly on the bed, lying like a tree, lying like a stone, not thinking about it.
Sheng Yangge, who had changed his clothes halfway, walked from the door of his room to Song Yue's door and knocked on the door: "Song Yue, hurry up." ”
"Right away." Song Yue replied.
After a while, Song Yue, who had changed into a small suit, came out of the room with a small box.
"What is this?" Sheng Yangge took his hand and walked out.
The immature child said, unable to hide his happiness, "This is a gift for Aunt Azure." ”
Is it blue?
Shen Yu's motionless eyes blinked.
After a while, the sound of the car engine sounded, and they were gone.
Shen Yu rolled over, lay on his side, and buried his side face in the pillow.
Crying could be faintly heard.
She frowned, and the child's voice grew louder and louder.
She hurriedly got out of bed and put on her shoes and went to the baby's room next door, and looked downstairs to see that Chen's mother was hurriedly turning off the fire.
Shen Yu opened the door of the baby's room, and the soft child was crying heartbreakingly.
She picked up the child pityingly, gently hugged him in her arms and patted his back, "Nian'er, don't cry, be good." ”
The child's name is Sheng Nian, and she thought of the name when he was still in the womb, Sheng Nian.
Both boys and girls are called by this name.
Nian Nian, but unfortunately she can't go back to the person who doesn't belong here, she knows that she won't read it for a lifetime.
Taking care of the mood, Tang Feifan and Tang Shuang had arrived early, and there were many people, and the atmosphere was good, and they were happy.
When the doorbell rang, Tang Shuang went to open the door, and when she saw that it was Sheng Yangge holding a child, she smiled, "Sheng Ershao's movements are a little slower, come in, I'm going to eat soon." ”
"Well," Sheng Yangge was relatively gentle, smiling lightly but politely, "why didn't Klaus come." ”
He asked as he walked inside, and Song Yue let go of his hand and ran to the blue side. Sheng Yangge asked Tang Shuang, but as soon as he entered the door, his eyes fixed on the back of the sofa with his back to him.
"He's back in New York, and there's a lot going on."
Sheng Yangge snorted.
Tang Feifan, who had just walked into the place where everyone was sitting, was peeling fruit for Weilan to eat, turned his head to see him, greeted him with a smile, Weilan put an orange in his mouth, his head and body paused obviously, and finally turned his head very naturally and greeted him naturally, "It's late." ”
"Well, there's a bit of a traffic jam on the road."
As soon as he said a question and an answer, Gu's voice came from the restaurant: "Everyone put down the things in their hands and come to eat." ”
Gu Xing held a relatively large and delicate white porcelain bowl in his hand, which contained steaming soup, which she brought from the cooking table when Tang Xiaohui was busy carelessly.
Tang Xiaohui heard the voice and looked back, his heart was about to shake out, and he was wearing slippers in his mood, as if she was holding such a big bowl of soup and walking unsteadily.
He stepped forward a few steps forward to take the soup in her hand, frowned unhappily, and scolded, "Tell you not to do this." ”
Tang Xiaohui put the soup on the table, walked into the kitchen again, and casually shouted, "Tang Shuang, come in and bring the dishes out." ”
Tang Feifan pulled out a chair and asked Gu Xing to sit down, "Mood, you are so capable, this is to develop my nephew in the direction of a good man at home, I treat you as a treasure all day long, my aunt and I have never enjoyed such treatment." ”
"You will let your son-in-law serve you later." Gu mood quipped.
Tang Feifan glanced at Tang Shuang, "I'm afraid that she won't be able to marry without that blessing." ”
Tang Shuang just came out with the dishes and chopsticks, and when he heard Tang Feifan's words, he put the dishes and chopsticks on the table and glared at her, "Mom, you don't curse me, don't cry if your son-in-law is really gone." ”
"Naomi, tell you, from the moment you got a gun when you were a child, I never expected me to see my son-in-law in my life, and I used to count on my daughter-in-law to come, but now there is no hope, so it is best to let you two brothers and sisters die alone. Anyway, I'm dead and kicking my legs, and I can't see your miserable appearance. ”
Weilan gave her a thumbs up, "Aunt Tang, you're so Ah Q." ”
Sheng Yangge walked behind Weilan and helped her pull out the chair, Song Yue sat down next to Weilan, Sheng Yangge also sat down on the other side of her, she was stunned, she didn't expect him to sit next to her, I don't know if this meal will be stable.
Tang Shuang successively brought the dishes to the table, a table full of sumptuous dishes, most of which were home-cooked dishes, and a few big dishes, full of color, flavor, and flavor, I didn't expect Tang Xiaohui to practice such a hand.
Tang Xiaohui, who was wearing a women's apron that took care of her mood, was still cooking the last two dishes inside, boiled fish and steamed fish. The boiled fish was too spicy and heavy, so considering the two pregnant women, he made another dish of lightly steamed fish.
Two flavors, the same deliciousness.
Gu Cheng sat next to Gu Xing, next to Song Yue, and the two little guys who hadn't seen him for a few days got together and talked a lot.
In the end, when Tang Xiaohui was also on the table, everyone started. Picking up the chopsticks, Song Yue whispered in Weilan's ear: "Aunt Weilan, I have prepared a gift for you, and I will give it to you later." ”
Wei Lan raised her eyebrows when she heard this, and said, "Okay." ”
Then carefully helped him roll up his sleeves and write, children are most likely to get their clothes oiled when they eat.
Tang Xiaohui took a bottle of treasured red wine from the drunkard, except for children and pregnant women, everyone present could drink it, and of course the two men had to have a little white wine in addition to the red wine.
Wei Lan saw that Tang Xiaohui didn't pour wine for pregnant women, and was slightly dissatisfied, "Tang Dashao, do you discriminate against pregnant women?" ”
She pushed her goblet forward, motioning for a little more.
Gu Xing pushed her, "You're going to give birth, don't drink." ”
"There are a lot of people, the mood is good, the appropriate drinking of red wine can also be beautiful, drink less, a sip or two is also okay."
couldn't resist her, Tang Xiaohui still poured her some.
Nine people sat at a table, talking and laughing, very lively, and the meal was like a Christmas dinner.
A small gathering is rare and precious, and if it can be satisfied, it is also worthy of a meeting.
The man at the table tasted wine and talked about this and that, which can always be seen at the party of every family, Tang Xiaohui and Sheng Yangge, who was open and laughing, drank a lot of wine.
Both of them are people who have become Dionysus, and they are still on their faces after drinking too much, and they are also a little top-heavy.
Originally, Weilan and Emma, as well as Tang Feifan's mother and daughter, were going to live in the Tang family's villa tonight, Sheng Yangge was too drunk to drive back, so he stayed at the Tang family for the night.
I have always had to eat well, and from time to time I could talk to Sheng Yangge for a few words, the blue smile was a little lighter, and I didn't say anything.
By the second half, everyone had eaten almost enough, except for the two men who were still drinking, and the women were almost all chatting.
Sheng Yangge took a sip of the wine in the delicate cup.
Azure glanced at him as he lowered his glass, only to see him suddenly pick up a piece of steamed fish and put it in her bowl.
*
Two more later