141. 141. I miss him so much
Out of the conference room, Tang Feifan wanted to have a drink with Gu Xing, so he said to her with a smile: "Mood, how about a drink?" ”
"Okay." Gu replied with a very simple feeling.
"Let's go." Tang Feifan raised his eyebrows, then walked to the elevator, took two steps and found Klaus following them, Tang Feifan glanced at him, "Are you going to play?" Good son. ”
Klaus was furious, "I can go wherever I want!" ”
"What are you doing with our women's family? People who don't know still think you have a mother-love plot. Tang Feifan's eyes were half-squinted, his tone was not light or heavy, and the words he said were strange enough.
"Joke," Klaus sneered, "no matter how you look at it, there is a market better than yours." ”
As soon as Klaus's words fell, Tang Feifan kicked him in the leg, "Dead bear child, play with it." ”
Klaus frowned and looked at her with an unhappy expression, he was worried about his mood, he promised Tang Xiaohui......
"Behind my back to find my stepfather, I will go to my father's grave tonight to complain." Klaus said such a sentence coldly, and turned around and left very arrogantly after speaking, Lao Tzu rarely plays with you.
Tang Feifan raised the corner of his eye and glared at him, and then walked into the elevator side by side with Gu Xing.
Gu kept holding back a smile, she didn't expect the way Klaus and Tang Feifan got along with each other was so ...... Particularly.
Tang Feifan turned his head sideways and looked at her with a smile, "Klaus is like that bear." ”
"Poof." Gu couldn't hold back his laughter for a while.
"It's funny, isn't it, it's just that I've been playing with Xiao Huo since I was a child, and both of them have developed this poor temperament...... Tang Feifan said, in fact, she realized that the smile on Gu Xing's face was obviously stiff when she heard the word 'Xiao Huo', and then reluctantly continued to laugh, maintaining her disguise.
Tang Feifan turned his head and didn't stop talking, this girl is too stubborn and reckless, too used to pretending with laughter, quite similar to her, and she likes it a lot. But when it comes to a certain situation, it's easy to lose your brain.
"When Xiao Hui was young, Ning Anyun treated him badly, although my brother was strict, he loved him very much, and didn't want him to live in the shadow of Ning Anyun, so he often sent him to the United States, and these two boys grew up fighting together." Tang Feifan's tone was very light, and it was exceptionally clear in a small space.
She said with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and glanced at her mood from time to time.
Gu felt that the wall built on his face was collapsing little by little, and when he heard this name, endless memories were pulled out.
The elevator opened, and the two walked out side by side, Tang Feifan walked into a red Ferrari sports car in the garage, opened the door of the scissor door, and raised his eyebrows at her and smiled, "Baby, you come to drive." ”
Gu Xing looked at her, he didn't know what she meant, he glanced at the sports car, it was a sports car with a perfect streamline, women rarely drove this kind of model, it seemed that Tang Feifan was really extraordinary.
Gu Xing liked it at a glance, because the first time you Tang Xiaohui asked her to drift and flick her tail was the only red Ferrari sports car in his garage, and she even remembered that he sat in the passenger seat and cheered for her perfect drift.
Regardless of the mood, he got into the driver's seat.
Tang Feifan sat in the co-pilot, and the two women drove out of the underground garage in a sports car together.
The red sports cars merge into the traffic, and it is still a wonderful sight in the lane where luxury cars gather.
At this time, it was already evening, and the city that never sleeps in City A began to be decorated with neon lights, and the darkening purple in the sky seemed to be enjoying the city's bright lights, constantly dyeing the color of the sky.
"Where are we going?" Gu Xing asked as he drove.
Tang Feifan thought for a moment and asked her, "Like to drive?" ”
"Hmm." Tang Xiaohui taught him by hand, how could he not like it.
"How's it going?"
"Tang Xiaohui praised it." Thinking of being with him, the corners of Gu Xing's mouth unconsciously went up, except for the sadness that gradually filled his eyes, in fact, nostalgia is not a bad thing.
Tang Feifan turned his head sideways, couldn't bear to look at it, and said, "Then let's go to the beach for a ride first?" ”
"Okay." Gu Xing replied.
There is a winding but flat lane by the sea, which is perfect for drag racing, and there are fewer cars there and much quieter than in the city.
I drove to the beach in my mood.
When she was about to reach the beach, Tang Feifan suddenly asked her, "Do you know that I have a daughter named Tang Shuang?" ”
"I've heard Tang Xiaohui mention it, but I haven't met her."
"She's missing." Tang Feifan said, his tone was not painful, not sad.
When Gu Xing heard the word missing, his heartbeat suddenly stopped in a row, and he slammed on the brakes, and the tires made a sharp grinding sound against the ground before stopping.
At this time, I found that Tang Feifan was just staring ahead, without sadness or joy, and his smile looked white and beautiful against the backdrop of the headlights.
"I'm sorry." Gu Xing apologized for his wandering mind and restarted the car.
"It's nothing, now, we are a pair of people who have lost their husbands and daughters." Tang Feifan said.
Gu felt that if Tang Feifan had a bottle of wine in her hand, she would definitely pour it against the car door.
She also lost a small unformed life in her belly.
The car drove onto the seaside mountain road, and Tang Feifan's eyebrows and eyes were smiling with a hint of excitement, painful, but excited.
"Mood, speed up."
Gu Xing pressed the accelerator tightly, and the car continued to accelerate and began to speed on the mountain road.
The salty smell of sea water wafted through the open window.
The speed of the car became faster and faster, and when it came to the turn, Gu Xing flicked his tail and played a drift, and the car rubbed against the ground, making a screaming sound.
Tang Feifan shouted and laughed excitedly, Gu continued to speed up her mood, the car went up and down the mountain, Tang Feifan praised her excitedly. Gu's mood was extremely happy, and he felt like he had finally released some of it.
Tang Feifan's excitement lasted until the time he went down the mountain, when the car entered the last section of the mountain road, Tang Feifan's smile disappeared inch after inch from his face, his eyes looked ahead, and gradually a blurred light flashed in his eyes.
"Shuangshuang also likes to play with cars, sports cars, motorcycles, and even airplanes can be piloted freely, I used to be very opposed to her entering Klaus's world, but Nick has let her train with Klaus and Xiaohui since she was a child, and gradually, she also fell in love with this kind of training, and fell in love with this kind of life, if I insisted back then, I broke Nick and Shuangshuang's mind when she was a child, now, this qiē will not happen...... I knew something was going to happen one day......"
Gu Xing's eyes were sour by the sea breeze, and she tried hard to see the road ahead, but she had to open her eyes.
Tang Feifan bent his legs and sat on the seat of the car, his black hair covering half of his face, "Mood, let's go to the flame night." ”
……
Flame Night, the most luxurious entertainment venue in City A, is the best place for all the upper class to vent.
The world of drunken money, the world of power, the world of money. Someone splurges here, someone gets here.
The flame night was opened by a friend of Tang Xiaohui, and someone saw Gu Xing and Tang Feifan coming in, and immediately prepared a box for them.
Gu Xing looked at the pile of wine in front of him, picked up a glass of martini without hesitation, and poured a glass of brandy into his stomach, Tang Feifan also poured a glass of brandy.
The two of them ordered almost all the spirits, and finally drank them all together.
Tang Feifan also deliberately showed a few cups of depth charges with one hand, and did it all with her regardless of his mood.
In the private room, Gu Xing and Tang Feifan fell crookedly on the sofa, and the messy wine bottles rolled off the coffee table.
Gu's mood was already drowsy and unconscious, and the whole world was spinning, and then Tang Xiaohui's face didn't know where it appeared, and it rotated with her world.
Tang Xiaohui......
"Tang Xiaohui......" Gu muttered, watching the angry face slowly enlarge in front of her eyes.
He was very angry, and yelled at her very angrily: "Gu Xing, you don't want to die, do you?" ”
"You're sick!" Gu Xing suddenly propped himself up from the sofa, pointed at him and scolded: "You don't want to die, do you care if I want to die or not?" ”
"You're the most asshole man I've ever met in my life, and now that you're finally dead, I can do whatever I want! You don't care about me. ”
Gu was in a mood like a drunken mania, waving his hands indiscriminately.
Tang Xiaohui in front of her really turned around and was about to leave, there was no nostalgia at all, Gu was in a panic, she reached out to grab him, but she fell to the ground hard, she looked at his back, and said pitifully: "Tang Xiaohui, Tang Xiaohui, I made a mistake, don't go......"
But the figure resolutely disappeared from her sight without hesitation.
Gu, who was drunk, finally cried bitterly.
"Bastard...... I told you not to go......"
"Even if I dream of you a few times...... Gu mood rolled to the ground, her forehead hit the wine bottle that fell to the ground, she pinched her nails and pinched her fingers fiercely, and her weak fist was beating on the ground, just hoping to attract his attention, look back, and let him see him in her dreams, she can dream of Gu Cheng every day, but she can't dream of him.
"Ah Hui ......"
Tang Feifan stumbled behind him at some point, reached out to help her shoulder, his chest rose and fell in tears regardless of his mood, and he fell on her shoulder, "Auntie......"
His voice was helpless and desperate, not terrible in disappointment, but most terrible in despair, because there was no glimmer of hope.
"I haven't dreamed of him for almost two months, doesn't he want to see me? I miss him so much......"
Tang Feifan hugged Gu Xing, whose face was full of tears, and hugged him in his arms.
In the five years when Gu's mood disappeared, Tang Xiaohui once told her that he couldn't get Gu Mood, because Gu Mood could live without him, but he couldn't be sure that Tang Xiaohui had experienced a long period of depression in five years, and even had to rely on stability to fall asleep.
And now, she can't be sure who between them is gone, and who can't live. Perhaps, neither of them can live, or maybe they can live.
Just lost half of myself.
Gu Xing gradually lost her voice in her arms, and Tang Feifan looked down only to find that she was holding her stomach tightly, and her face was pale.