Oh, yes! I've never had a choice.

Ever since the blood-stained evening of my eighth birthday, I have had no choice.

As a Father, every day he is alive will protect you all day......

The words my father said to me at that time, as he finally stood in front of me, stayed in my mind forever, lingering.

And I, in fact, wanted to tell my father who was smiling and closing his eyes at that moment.

As long as your daughter is alive, she will avenge every drop of your blood that you shed today......

"Sister An, you tell us not to act rashly in the palace, you privately take two trusted palace people to investigate this murderer, but be very careful."

"Do you suspect that this is a trick by Emperor Tianming to test you?"

"Hmm. I really can't think of anyone in this palace who would do such a cruel thing for an idiot like me. Thinking about it, I feel that Emperor Tianming's ignorance of me for so many years seems to be coming to an end, I am 16 years old this year, and I am old enough to marry, if Molingshuang comes to Beiyang to marry me at this time, the emperor does not seem to be able to find a reason to refuse. It's time for him to do something to me. ”

"He's trying to lure out the powerful forces behind you!"

"Hehe, I want him to lure it out for me."

I lay back on the bamboo chair relaxed, resting my head on the bamboo backrest, looking at the moon above me with scattered eyes, and a slightly bitter smile on the corner of my mouth.

"I don't even know where this force is hidden, and I haven't seen anyone contact me for so many years, it seems that either my father made up lies to save my life, or that force doesn't recognize me at all and is not ready to obey my orders."

"Moyu, don't be too discouraged, maybe someone has tried to contact you a long time ago, but you didn't find out, or those people are actually secretly protecting you, just like this person who killed more than a dozen palace maids, maybe he is one of those forces."

"I wish he wasn't, after all, I still feel a little too cruel for this kind of murder."

Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly sat up from the recliner, I don't know if it was too hard to get up or a little anemic, the moment I sat up, my eyes were dark, and everything around me instantly became blurred, I can't remember how many times this happened, I carefully held on to the armrest of the bamboo chair, and said with a normal face: "You want to find a way to contact Brother Ming, and let him go to the Nanchen Country Post Station to find Mo Lingshuang's personal guard Cangyu to bring a message to his master, and ask him to send someone to Beiyang Country to pretend to ask for someone, But don't be too tough, either. ”

"You want to use this method to force the emperor to act as soon as possible, and then lure out that hidden force!"

"I'm just tired of worrying like this every day, using Moling Frost to test where Emperor Tianming's bottom line is."

I closed my eyes, leaned my head back on the bamboo chair, raised my hand and rubbed the throbbing corners of my forehead, and spoke lightly.

Yes, I just want Molingshuang to propose to take me back to Nanchen Kingdom at the right age, so that Emperor Tianming will attack me in order to get that hidden force, in recent years, the situation of the Three Kingdoms has become more and more unstable, the war between the Northern Yang Kingdom and the Western Liao Kingdom has not stopped, Emperor Tianming will definitely not want to have a stalemate with Molingshuang for me, and if Nanchen and Xiliao unite to attack the Northern Yang Kingdom, the Northern Yang Kingdom will definitely be defeated. However, in order to deal with the imminent outbreak of the Three Kingdoms War, Emperor Tianming must get the powerful power with the top talents in the country, how he will choose between the two, and what is the bottom line of his choice, I must know.

"Mo Yu, do you like Moling Frost?" An Qingjie suddenly spoke, his tone slightly excited.

"Sister An, why do you ask that?" I asked, still with my eyes closed, puzzled.

"Well, it's nothing, I just think it's almost impossible to go to Nanchen Kingdom in your current situation, not to mention that your revenge has not been avenged, even Emperor Tianming will never let you go, it's better not to invest too much affection in Molingshuang."

"yes, I see." I closed my eyes and faintly responded.

Sure enough, An Qingjie has many secrets buried in me that I don't know, such as her and Emperor Tianming, or her and Molingshuang, or her and the Nanchen royal family.

"Mo Yu, you go back to your room early to rest, and I'll go to the senior brother to discuss the matter of going to Nanchen Station."

"Wait a minute, you tell Bodhisattva that I'm going to go out of the palace and let him think of a way."

"Out of the palace? What are you doing? ”

"Look at a person."

"Okay, I'll go and let Senior Brother prepare."

"Well, go early and come back early, be careful."

"Don't worry!"

As soon as Ann's soft voice fell, footsteps sounded, and after a while, the footsteps disappeared outside the courtyard gate.

I opened my eyes, and the surroundings were still blurry, and I stretched out my fingers and shook them in front of me, and there was a faint shadow swaying in front of me, but I could only see the general outline of my palm.

How many times has this been? I can't count them anymore.

Ever since I vomited blood a few times on the day of Yexue's disappearance five years ago, my eyes have blurred from time to time, and at first they lasted for a short time and the seizures were infrequent, but recently they have lasted longer and longer, and the seizures have become more frequent.

I didn't tell An Qingjie, just like I didn't tell her the symptoms of my blood aversion and insomnia headache, as long as she knew, the Bodhisattva and Su Enamel outside the palace would know, I don't want them to mistake their own affairs because they are worried about me, especially Bodhisattva, the underground intelligence organization he has established in the past five years has become bigger and bigger, infiltrating the Three Kingdoms, and there are more and more things he has to worry about, and I can't let my own affairs distract him.