156. 156. I Can't Remember Anything (Asking for a Monthly Pass)
Looking at her smile, Mueller felt very uncomfortable, because he was too silent and too alienated.
It is very difficult to break through the psychological defense of Gu Xing, who is mentally mature.
"Mood." Müller walked down the escalator, his voice with the usual gentleness, no, the usual gentleness in front of her, his gentleness, which was rarely seen. Anyway, Mueller is a person who has fought hard in shopping malls and officialdom for many years, and when he can't put away his edge, the whole person is sharp and cold.
"Mr. Mueller, may I go out for a walk?" Gu Xing watched him walk down, she put one hand behind her back, and pointed to the door with the other and said.
"Of course, you don't have to ask me about this, I don't restrict your freedom, you can go wherever you want." Now he, he can't control it, and he can't control it, so she will be disgusted, and he will be disgusted.
Gu felt a little sorry for the self-deprecation in his mouth, she pursed her lips, and then when she didn't know how to say it, she instinctively explained: "Don't get me wrong, I just think that you help me heal, I should tell you where I go, so as not to worry about you." ”
Mueller gave her a deep look, "Really? ”
I hope that's what you really think, mood.
Gu Xing looked at his gloomy eyes, not as anxious and concerned as she woke up today, faint, with a layer of sadness.
I don't know why, the more I looked at him, the more Gu felt a sense of trust from the bottom of his heart, and his defense against him gradually decreased, and he felt uncomfortable looking at his self-deprecating frowning.
Are they really lovers, as Sally says?
Gu Xing turned around and asked him, "If you want, go out for a walk with me." ”
"Okay." Mueller said yes in one bite.
At this time, the sea is dark, there is no moonlight tonight, it looks even darker, if it is moonlight, looking high and far away, the sea is like a sapphire falling into the mortal world, dark and seductive, exuding a mysterious devouring light and shadow.
It's both loved and feared.
The beach in the villa is not far away, because I knew that the two of them were going out for a walk, so I turned on all the lights in the yard around the villa, and the beach in front of the villa became much brighter, but it was limited to that area.
The light centered on the villa has a sandy beach on the front, a courtyard and a low slope on the back.
Gu Mood walked slowly, as if it was really just a walk, and she breathed in the lightly salty air of the seaside. At night, the sea breeze was strong, blowing her hair wildly, and the shadow illuminated by the light was like a ghost with teeth and claws.
She woke up and changed her clothes, and she found that the clothes in her wardrobe were either beige or white and gray were all light colors, and most of them were white, and she didn't feel much like the color that took up most of the wardrobe, so she picked a gray loose thread and the only pair of dark blue jeans.
As soon as he walked out of the door, he was blown by the cold wind, and he unconsciously hugged his shoulder with his hand.
Müller walked behind her, and she held her movements, and at once went back into the house and took a woollen shawl and put it on her.
Gu Xing folded his shawl and said thank you.
"Mood, you don't have to be so polite to me." No, you don't.
"Yes, Mueller." Gu Xing smiled slightly, then walked down the stairs, walked past a small patch of greenery in front of the villa, and then came to the soft sand.
Gu Xing kicked the fine sand under his feet as he walked, and there was some silence between the two.
"Muller," broke the silence at last, and she tossed her windswept hair to the side, and asked him, "where are we now?" ”
"We're in the middle of the Mediterranean, a small private island for the Muller family."
After Mueller finished speaking, a rough map of the world automatically popped up in Gu Xing's mind, and her consciousness drove her to see the location of the Mediterranean Sea.
"Where are you from?"
"Germany." Mueller had his hands in his trouser pockets, his amber eyes flickering in the night, and his neat short hair made him look mature and tasteful.
Muller is more than 1.8 meters tall, and he cares about his mood of 1.64 meters, but it is near his shoulder, and if you want to look at him, you have to tilt your head slightly, look at his quiet side face, and your heartbeat suddenly skips a beat.
She quickly turned her head to look at the sea level, feeling a strange feeling in her heart.
Some facts in her heart seemed to be settling with her heartbeat, and the idea that they were lovers lingered in Gu Xing's mind.
As she walked along the edge of the sand, the waves crashing again, she jumped to the other side of the muller. There is always a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
Muller looked at her obviously lowered guard, and seemed to be in a good mood, he unconsciously laughed, and the haze in his heart gradually dissipated.
"Are you asking me to stop the water?" Mueller joked.
Gu was silent, and looked at him with a deeper smile.
Walking slowly, from the light side to the dark side, along the way, I asked him some questions, such as how old he was, what he liked to eat, and what kind of work he did.
Although they were all small questions, the more Gu Xiang asked, the more she felt like she was checking her household registration, but apart from these, she didn't know what to ask.
She was a little embarrassed to ask, but Mueller never showed an expression of impatience or reluctance, and answered her questions patiently.
"You've asked me so much, you don't have anything to ask about yourself?" Müller stooped down and picked up a two-petaled whole shell from the sand.
Suddenly, he digressed and asked, "Do you guess there are any pearls in here?" ”
Gu Xing glanced at the thing in his hand and raised his eyebrows, "Just open it and see it, but how can such a small shell have pearls." ”
Müller looked at her face, which was clear and clean even in the dark, and she knew everything, theoretical knowledge of everything, but only the memory of practice was missing. According to this sober development, it is only a matter of time before she recovers her memory, and she has been out all day today, and I don't know when Tang Xiaohui will come to find her. If she chooses to go with him then......
Then they don't have much time to spend together like this.
For her, if she can, if she can't, let her remember a qiē and return to Tang Xiaohuo's side. At least when she doesn't remember anything, he will protect her and follow her wishes.
Thinking about it, he seemed to be a lot more relaxed.
He reached out and opened the shell, and sure enough, there was nothing but some fine sand poured into it.
Müller looked disappointed, but still held the shell in his hand and played with it. He returned to the question he had just asked, "You haven't answered me yet, do you want to know something about you?" ”
Gu Xing was silent for a while, lowered his head and said, "I don't know what to ask." ”
She even now only knows her name, where is there so much to ask, do people who have no memory still need any questions? However, what bothers her the most now is, are she and Mueller lovers? And the name blurted out, Tang Xiaohui, who is Tang Xiaohui?
Although I forgot about it, I guess I know it very well.
"Anything, if you want to know, you can ask me."
"So, where am I from?" Gu Xing thought about it and asked him.
"A native of City A in country Z."
"How did I lose my memory?"
"You were in a car accident four months ago and broke your head," Mueller said abruptly, looking at the shell in his palm, clenching and loosening. Should he tell her everything? If he knew if he would go back to Tang Xiaohui, the man who caused her harm and the man she loved the most. But he wanted to stay with her a little longer, even if it was to create a memory for him that he could engrave in his heart.
But she has the right to make her own choices......
After all, he still didn't want her to blame him when she remembered everything.
He told her what he knew, from the time Tang Xiaohuo was not dead, to how she was hit, how long she stayed in the hospital, how he took her out, and then lived on the island, what was her condition a while ago, until today, and told her one by one.
He didn't hide that she had a daughter who had died, but he didn't know that Gu Xing had received a text message before he was hit, so Song Xiaohan's name only appeared in the place where the building exploded.
Gu Xing listened to him quietly, and her footsteps did not stop, only when she heard that Tang Xiaohui was her lover, and when she heard that she even had a daughter and died in the explosion, her footsteps paused, and then frowned and walked forward silently.
After listening to what he told her, she was very uncomfortable, not because she had lived in the pain of losing her lover and child for two months before losing her memory, not because she was injured, not because of Tang Xiaohui's deception, but because she didn't have any impression or feeling about this qiē, just like a person listening to a story, she only felt that the protagonist in the story had such a bumpy experience.
The saddest thing is not what happened to me, but what happened to me, but I can only feel nothing like listening to other people's stories.
"Do you have an impression?" Mueller looked at the frown she had been on since the king had listened to her.
It was too indifferent, he knew that it was futile to ask this, even if she could see small pieces of fragments in her mind, she would not have this expression, only a pity, a pity for the people in the story, there was no empathetic grief.
Gu shook his head with a heavy heart: "I can't remember anything." ”
She was a little frustrated, even if she couldn't remember it, but when she heard these things, if she really experienced it herself, then at least she would feel a little, but she didn't have the slightest, and still didn't wake up her sleeping memory.
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Lalala, at the end of the month, the monthly pass is doubled, oh, the sister with the monthly pass smashes the paper to me