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Krystal shook his head and smiled, looking at Han Guo: "You don't need to blame yourself, feel guilty and embarrassed, or anything like that. ”

Han Guo didn't speak.

Krystal was silent for a while, then pulled the corners of his mouth and exhaled: "After Sulli quit the team, I didn't have the mood to go toe-to-toe with her for a long time. I was inexplicably worried about her and wanted to know how she was doing. What are your plans for the future, is there anything you can do to help? ”

Han Guo paused and looked up at Krystal. Banxiang smiled: "It means that you are mature." Grew up. ”

Krystal tilted his head and smiled, and after a while, he pinned his hair: "Ernie said that maturity can't be said by himself, but it must be proven and recognized by others." ”

Han Guo sneered: "She's embarrassed to say such things? ”

"Hehe, ah."

Krystal raised his hand and looked at him without saying much. Han Guo pouted and muttered something, probably not a good word.

bowed his head and was silent, and half-loudly krystal spoke: "I am very naïve and ignorant, and I once broke up like that to end the relationship between you and me." The way you treat me now, I think, is the same way you used to be towards Taeyeon. But I'm not satisfied, I just think about my feelings......"

Looking at Han Guo, Krystal spoke: "If it is really mature, I think what I should do is not to redeem and compensate, but to learn to face and let go." ”

Han Guo pursed the corners of his mouth and looked at Krystal.

Krystal smiled: "You don't care about Xu Xian Oni if you don't want to face her." will end the relationship with her with an indifferent attitude, and don't care about her retention and sadness. But you can get along naturally with me. I got out of bed and went back to my room last night, and it was I who figured out that the person who should face everything with you now should not be me. It's her. ”

"I've always faced it myself."

Han Guo spread his hands and smiled.

Krystal shook his head casually, didn't respond, just looked at him and said, "You should be more mature." ”

Han Guo was stunned: "Me? ”

Krystal nodded: "You." ”

Looking at Han Guo, Krystal spoke: "You always think that others give you 1 and you pay back 10, that is, you are worthy of your own principle." Whether as a person or as a man. You think that you pay more than the other party and sacrifice more than the other party is good for the other party, which is to express your good behavior for the other party, but in fact, it is fundamentally wrong. ”

Han Guo's expression was surprised.

Krystal spoke softly: "How can feelings be a math problem?" Feelings are not the physics of action and reaction, nor are they the displacement of feelings or chemistry. It's not a back-and-forth deal. If you really care about Seo Hyun Oni, the relationship between you shouldn't be treated like this by you. Feelings need to be shared, not only happiness but also pain. Happy, okay, you give each other, when you have sadness and predicament, you run away from her. It's not for her good. This is selfishness, arrogance, and inferiority, but it is not a way of emotional sublimation. ”

Han Guo grinned and shook his head: "You are not only mature, but also ripe. ”

Krystal smiled, looked at Han Guo, and said half-loudly: "Finally, can you answer the question I asked you at the beginning?" ”

Looking directly at Han Guo, his eyes were cold, Krystal pinned his hair behind his ears and looked at Han Guo: "Why do you want to go back?" ”

Han Guo was stunned and bowed his head silently.

Krystal looked at him: "You wanted to run away from everything at first. Escape from your own home. Escape from South Korea, where you work, come to the United States and don't plan to go back, at least not in the short term, and calculate how much money you can make yourself stay at home without anything...... Why do you suddenly want to go back? ”

Han Guo was silent for a while, then shook his head helplessly: "I said it." I can't hide all the time, and I have to reassure my mom. I still want to live in the future, and I can't let go of my work. I'm not a billionaire. ”

Spreading his hands and looking at Krystal, Han Guo spoke: "Why are these reasons far-fetched?" ”

Krystal smiled and looked at Han Guo: "How can you find something far-fetched in you?" You pay the most attention to rationality and logic. There is no impeccable reason for this. ”

Han Guo smiled: "So I don't understand what you want to ask after asking twice." ”

Krystal shook his head: "I didn't mean to ask. I'm just trying to make sure that you didn't even notice it yourself because you're not a bystander. ”

Look directly at Han Guo. Krystal chuckled: "Escape or go back...... Every reason you have has nothing to do with Seo Hyun Oni. ”

Looking at Han Guo, Krystal said softly: "It's because it's too perfect that it's even more deliberate." You went back for any reason, but none of them were because she ......."

"The real reason, isn't it obvious?"

Slowly retreat. Krystal waved his hand away from Han Guo.

"The reason you tried so hard to avoid may be the one that makes you really want to go back."

Han Guo's body suddenly trembled, and he stood there with his head bowed. Slowly lean to the side and sit down without saying a word.

“hen~”

"Fat~"

"Badass ~"

"You're smoking again!"

"I believe in you."

"You are my hero~"

"Whatever you give me, I want."

"Why? Why is that?! ”

Xu Xian...... No, it's the dead fat man's smile, drink, and cry that emerge in his mind and in front of his eyes from the memories that he deliberately sealed and discarded. Lingering.

The wrinkled nose, the shiny sparkle, the hair, the chin, and even the holy light behind the head are vividly presented in my eyes as smoothly and clearly as a slideshow.

In the end, what was soft together was imagined through the phone, but I didn't really see it. She wept and begged her face to go back.

is still so swollen and fat, with red eye circles and tears overflowing, and his eyes are no longer shining.

"Come back, come back...... Didn't I already know? ”

Exhaling deeply, Han Guo covered his face with his hands and bent down.

has always supported himself without sympathy and pity and a strong smiling backbone, without any strength to stand up anymore, as if something else is pressing, unable to bear it and staggering against the wall.

Pressed by what?

Pixiu bracelet with a bead removed?

Cell phone?

Or is it a whole gourd bottle?

"Feelings are not a mathematical problem, not a physical force reaction, and not a chemical reaction."

"Have fun sharing. If you are sad, run away. ”

"Selfishness, arrogance and inferiority, but not the sublimation of feelings."

"The real reason...... Maybe it's the one you've been avoiding. ”

Suddenly, the phone rang, Han Guo came back to his senses, picked it up, and connected. Jessica's voice was heard.

"Ah, I'm here. When will you and Krystal come back? ”

Han Guo was stunned. Half-ringing, dropped the phone, grabbed the key, and ran out. Krystal was already gone, and Han Guo quickly got in the car and rushed towards the airport.

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Hurricane 200 miles...... That's impossible.

But when Han Guo quickly ran to the airport, Krystal was about to take the ticket and the whole piece and go through the security check.

“krystal！”

Krystal froze, turning his head in confusion. took off the mask and looked at Han Guo in confusion. Han Guo ran over, gasped a few times to calm down, and looked at the beautiful face and cold eyes.

"Thank you."

Han Guo spoke.

Krystal paused and smiled casually: "If you know what I mean...... Just figure it out for yourself. ”

Han Guo hesitated, his expression was strange, and he turned his head halfway and said, "Also, I want to talk to you." ”

Krystal waited, but he hesitated for a long time, and couldn't help but smile and said: "Say it." ”

Han Guo was silent. After a long time, he took a deep breath and looked at her with a strange expression: "Actually, before coming to Korea...... It's not like I don't have a first love. ”

“m…… mo？！ ”

Krystal was stunned for a moment, and his eyes widened: "You mean...... Isn't Taeyeon's Oni? Before her......"

Han Guo coughed lightly, spread his hands and said: "When I was in college, I suspected of having a first love. ”

Krystal looked at Han Guo in a daze, and suddenly raised his leg and kicked him in the ass: "You big liar!" ”

Han Guo fluttered his pants: "I think so, maybe she thinks it's not." In fact, it may not be. Anyway, it's confusing, and it seems simple. ”

Krystal sneered: "So you want to tell me that your tangled concept of mathematical, physical and chemical love was established at that time?" ”

Han Guo actually nodded: "It should be, right?" ”

Krystal was surprised. He actually admitted it? He's serious?!

Han Guo pulled the corners of his mouth and sighed lightly: "After a quarrel and a cold war, I deleted all her contact information. Penguins also pulled her to the blacklist. The next day, she went to the hotel with a male classmate from her high school who came to see her. The whole class knew about it, including me. ”

Krystal slowly put away his smile and remembered his time with Bob.

"But she really opened the house......"

Sure enough, Han Guo looked at Krystal: "It's not pretending. ”

Krystal opened his mouth, but was speechless.

Han Guo smiled casually. Exhale: "Since then, I have never had more contact or relationship with any woman than a colleague." Even ordinary friends of the opposite sex do not have one. And I haven't been in a relationship with a woman again, whether it's because I'm fat or something. I became no longer actively close to women, and even deliberately avoided touching women. I always feel that if I am not in good condition, I will grow so fat again. If you really have a relationship with me, sooner or later you will betray me and go to chuang or run away with other men. I even think that the way to keep my feelings from hurting is to simply not get emotional. ”

Krystal seemed to understand why he was so entangled in the process of getting along and interacting with women. But apparently she didn't know that this might not be the point of Han Guo's expression.

"So you ......"

Krystal looked at Han Guo and spoke. was interrupted by Han Guo.

"So I want to talk to you at the end."

Han Guo was silent for a while. Banxiang looked up, looked at Krystal, just watched. Finally spoke: "I really thought about it...... I'm going to marry you. ”

Krystal was suddenly stunned and looked at Han Guo.

Eyes flashed with surprise, panic, joy, regret, and finally, amazement.

And this change, at the same time, is accompanied by different curvatures of the corners of the mouth, and finally forms a smile that hangs on the face.

If it is also recorded in life, then acting skills must no longer be despised as idols. Because of such a change in eyes, it would be difficult to interpret if it was not a senior actor. Art comes from life above life.

But Krystal obviously didn't think about this, looked at Han Guo, and said with a chuckle: "Why are you talking to me about this." ”

Han Guo shook his head and looked at krystal half-loudly: "It's because I understand what you mean...... I feel like I owe you a word. ”

Krystal was silent, and after a while he exhaled and laughed: "It's a little late, though." ”

Han Guo was silent and nodded half-loudly: "Although...... It's a bit late. ”

The two bowed their heads and were silent, the atmosphere seemed incompatible with the surrounding airport atmosphere, but it seemed to be very natural.

After a long time, looking not far away, Han Guo gently patted her shoulder: "Let's go to the security check." I'll go back tomorrow too. ”

Krystal subconsciously walked forward, but still looked at Han Guo.

It wasn't until I went through the security check that I turned a corner and couldn't see it.

After waiting all the way to get on the plane and take off, Krystal looked at the night sky outside.

Banxiang curled the corners of his mouth and laughed, but the tears in his eyes also fell at the same time.

And it seems that Han Guo has a goddess who has a past, and is always used to crying and laughing or laughing.

Not sure why.

You, you know?

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-To be continued.

PS: When will the wind go away?

There was only one me left

I want to hold some hand

and to the kite free

When is the gentleness of the rain?

Wake up the sleeping wound again

I was reluctant to go, I was reluctant to stay

That period of loneliness

Why is there a crossroads in my dreams?

How many wandering seagulls in the mood of that sky

Wandering between meeting and parting with you

How many dreams did youth use

Spend it with me laughing and crying

How sad I was in my dreams

Stay at the beach where you forgot me

The more footprints, the more heartache it becomes

When I want to forget about you

You're here again

The crossroads I want to leave

When I want to forget about you

You're here again

The crossroads I want to leave