When the story was finished, there was silence all around, except for the sound of magnolia petals falling gently to the ground with the breeze.

My chest was uncomfortably suppressed, and the fishy sweet taste in my mouth suddenly rose, I hurriedly stood up and said lightly to a group of people with different looks: "Hehe, I'm sorry everyone, I'll go to the toilet." ”

After speaking, he didn't look at everyone's reactions, raised his feet and walked eagerly out of the courtyard, until he could no longer see the stone table, the table of handsome nobles, and then he held a magnolia tree on the side of the road and spit out the blood that had been in his mouth for a long time.

The red blood, the white flowers, and the snow-white petals under the magnolia tree were all dyed blood-red.

I shook my head with a wry smile helplessly, leaned on the trunk of the tree and slowly got up, and before I could stand up completely straight, I found that under another white magnolia tree not far away, a slender figure was standing there quietly, with a faint expression on his handsome face, a bit like him when he was wearing a military uniform.

"When did you come along?"

Somewhat surprised, I quietly swept the magnolia petals in front of me with my foot, trying to cover up the bloodstain.

"How long are you going to pretend?" Beixue's expression moved slightly, and his voice sounded lightly.

"Pretend? What did I pack? I tilted my head to look at him, as if I didn't understand what he was saying.

"Do you think that if you pretend to be as happy and lively as a bird released from a cage this day, we will be blind to think that you are really like this?"

"That's not right for you, who said that I pretended, how good it is outside the palace, carefree, don't think about anything, don't have to walk on thin ice like in the palace, I don't know when the head will fall to the ground, I finally stole this quiet time, is it possible to pretend to be old with a sad face?"

I grimaced, took my hand on the cherry blossom tree, and with a wave of my sleeve, I was about to lift my foot back to the stone table in the garden, but I didn't expect that as soon as I lifted my foot, I felt a wave of dizziness hit me, and my body shook, and finally I fell softly.

When it was dark in front of me, I saw Beixue Yeqi's panicked face, and then the whole person fell into a generous embrace, and the tip of my nose suddenly smelled a good smell of dragon incense.

Alas! It shouldn't have been a long time ago, and this damn problem really shouldn't have happened at such a time.

It was dark in front of me, only a faint shadow flickered in front of me, and I simply closed my eyes and didn't look at the black shadow that made me a little dizzy.

The body was gently laid flat on the thick white magnolia petals, fragrant, and then the hand was raised, and there were slightly cool fingers like jade on my wrist, and then there was a quiet around, not the magnolia petals that were blown off by the wind fell down, and fell on me, which made me a little itchy, and I couldn't help but want to laugh.

"I often have insomnia, and even when I fall asleep, I often wake up from nightmares."

"Hmm."

"My limbs are always cold, and my body is always cold."

"Hmm."

"Always depressed and anxious, feeling irritable."

"Hmm."

"I often cough up blood and lose my eyes for a short time."

"Hmm."

"Then what are you doing alive!"

"Hmm."

Belch...... Fell into the pit.

"Northern Snow Night......

"Huh?"

"Actually, I don't want to live, what's so good about living, carrying heaviness, pain, and missing a person to live alone, it's better to die, so I tried to commit suicide, but after that, I understood that death is actually a relief for people, people can die without thinking about anything, without having to carry anything, and if you want to torture a person, the best way to make a person suffer is to let him live, carry the pain and live. And after that, I decided that no matter what happened in this life, I would live and live well. ”

"So you're punishing yourself and torturing yourself?" Beixue stabbed the most hidden place in my heart with a burst of blood, "By the way, punish and torture the people around you who care about you." ”

"I don't understand what you mean." I was a little annoyed.

Talking to Beixue Yeqi, I will always lose a mess, although people like him seem to be indifferent to everything, a dispensable look, but he can always see through the most vulnerable part of other people's hearts at a glance.

But since it is the most vulnerable part of others, it must also be the part that others don't want to know the most, just like me.

"You think you're well disguised and you're going to convince everyone that you're having a good time and laughing like a real 16-year-old. will be coquettish and helpless, but how can people who really care about you and understand you not understand the helplessness behind that smile, you will only make them more worried and anxious. ”

"Maybe I just want to make you feel sorry for you with this pretending to be strong, so that you will do whatever it takes to help me achieve my goal. Hehe......"

I quietly closed my eyes and smiled softly, a cold palm negligently touched my face, covering my face, followed by Beixue Yeqi's somewhat annoyed voice: "Don't laugh like this, not now, not in the future." ”

"Hey, hey! You're so domineering, you even have to control me when you laugh. ”

"Ling Shang ......" Bei Xueye's voice suddenly became serious.

"Huh?" I was a little surprised that he was so serious, as if it was the first time that he did not call me aunt, but by name.

A kiss fell like a fluttering feather on the back of my right hand, warm and moist, rippling in the lake of my heart.

"The first person in the dark department of 'Troubled Times' has seen the young master, and hereby swears to the young master with the most precious thing that surpasses life, and follows the young master for the rest of his life, never abandons, and swears to ......die with him."