251. Chapter 251: Awakening
Wen Nana lowered her eyes, her eyes wandered on the toes of herself and Su Xiaoshen, and the hands that fell on her side trembled slightly: "Xiaoshen, once, because I was beautiful, I really wanted a lot of things, and my ambition was really big, I think that with my appearance, I should live the happiest life in the world, and I should be radiant...... However, I always backfired. On the contrary, the one I thought would be an ordinary life, but you lived the kind of life I wanted without much effort. So, I'm jealous of you, I'm jealous of your jealousy madness, I don't think you deserve to live like that, you don't deserve it, only I ......deserve it."
As Wen Nana spoke, the sneer on the corner of Su Xiaoshen's mouth became even more profound, although she had always known that Wen Nana had such thoughts, but after she really put this idea on the table, the anger in her heart was as uncomfortable as if she was going to devour her whole person.
"Finished?" Su Xiaoshen asked.
Wen Nana shook her head and continued: "Later, because of jealousy, I did a lot of unconscionable things, ignoring your kindness to me, and doing all kinds of things to hurt you, at that time, I really wanted you to die, but every time, I let you get away with it......"
"At that time, surrounded by jealousy and vanity, I didn't realize how outrageous my actions were, and I didn't realize how sinful I was......"
"At that time, I was cursing you behind my back and hurting you, but on the other hand, I was a good friend with you on the surface, I almost played you around, and you who didn't know the truth were not only very good to me, but even introduced me to Sun Donghai...... Because I met him, I had the opportunity to act, I participated in Xi Rong's MV, and I was full of radiance, but at the same time as the radiance, I was also saddled with drug addiction......"
"People really can't take any wrong step, one wrong step, one wrong step, one fall, destined to fall step by step, and later, I met the emperor president, became his woman, served him and Sun Donghai, I was played by the two of them as playthings, and finally, I finally became the most popular actress in country X, and lived the life I wanted the most......"
"However, life is obviously getting better and better, but my mood is getting worse and worse, I really got what I wanted, but I found that I was really unhappy, more and more unhappy...... In this circle, there are unsightly rules everywhere, and this circle, when outsiders look at the brilliance, is actually very dirty."
"Lately, when I'm unhappy, I'm always thinking back to when we were in college, when I didn't have anything, I was full of energy and hope, although I didn't have anything, I had the best friend in the world for me, I didn't have anything, but I had happiness......"
Listening to Wen Nana's sincere words and words, Su Xiaoshen's heart also throbbed fiercely, recalling, and unconsciously returned to the past, yes, they were really happy at that time, very simple, and in their ears, they unconsciously began to emerge when the two of them used to laugh and play, the pleasant laughter, that laughter, was really as crisp as a silver bell.
But now, everything has changed...... They were all destroyed by Wen Nana's own hands.
Wen Nana burst into tears and grabbed Su Xiaoshen's hand: "Now, I seem to have everything, but in fact, I have nothing, no healthy body, no vitality, and no true friends...... All I have is a lonely heart, and a body that has been crippled 、、、 by poison //// addiction......"
Su Xiaoshen shook off her hand, the corners of her mouth lifted slightly, and her chin raised slightly: "So? What do you want to do? Make peace with me? Do you think it's possible? ”
There are a lot of things, once they are broken, even if they are glued, there will be cracks, and this is true of love, and the same is true of friendship.
Wen Nana nodded: "Well, I know, but I still want to tell you I'm sorry...... I'm sorry to have been blinded by those things before, I'm sorry to have done so many things to hurt you before, my best friend......"
People often don't feel the value of something when they have it, but once they really lose it, they will understand its preciousness.
Wen Nana, that's it.
Although she knew that she and Su Xiaoshen would never be able to return to their original ways, she still wanted to confess to her, even if she could no longer get her forgiveness.
Wen Nana turned around, smiled slightly, and then wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Once, she had the best friendship in the world, the purest friend, but she didn't know how to cherish it, but she destroyed it with her own hands.
Out of the school gate, waiting for Wen Nana was a large group of bodyguards, an agent, and an assistant.
Today, her pomp and circumstance can be described as very big.
And the car responsible for picking her up is also the most luxurious nanny car.
Once, these things were what she wanted the most, but now, she got them, but found that, in fact, these things were useless.
In fact, sometimes, it may not be a success to be a brilliant one, and it is also a kind of success to simply live a clean life.
The phone call of the president of Emperor Entertainment came, Wen Nana looked up at the scorching sun above her head, and then, pressing the rejection, stepped forward, and said to her agent: "I'll go alone, you go back first." ”
Subsequently, Wen Nana put on a black super and walked alone along the path at the school gate to the back street.
This is a famous food street near the school, which is full of the most delicious snacks, delicious and cheap.
Standing on the street, Wen Nana's tears fell involuntarily.
Through the hazy teary eyes, she saw a lot of things, saw the scene where she and Su Xiaoshen once laughed and laughed from the street to the end, and saw Su Xiaoshen's heroic laughter, at that time, they were so happy, as if the troubles of the whole world had nothing to do with them.
She tidied up her windswept hair, walked to the street stall of grilled cold noodles, asked for a grilled cold noodles, and ate quietly by herself.
It tastes so good.
Once, what she wanted to eat was delicacies from the mountains and seas, abalone and cucumber wings, but she really lived such a day, but she began to miss the grilled cold noodles, spicy rice noodles, and delicious skewers.
In the streets, there was a riot......
In an instant, the whole world, screaming, screaming, and screaming.
Wen Nana turned her head, and the scene in front of her made her eyes widen in horror......