Li Ru's mother suddenly spoke, which also startled Zhang Yi and Jiang Yuhan, Zhang Yi originally planned to leave after saying what she wanted to say, but she didn't expect her to speak suddenly.

But since she spoke, Zhang Yi also breathed a sigh of relief, at least her previous words were not in vain.

At that moment, Zhang Yi said slowly: "She has something to do today and couldn't come, so ⊥ I will accompany you, she said let you eat well, sleep well, and don't think about a lot of unhappy things." ”

After Zhang Yi finished speaking, suddenly a woman looked at him with a very strange look, and then her eyes slowly turned into suspicion, and finally a trace of fear appeared

Suddenly, the woman got up and retreated towards the corner of the window, she pointed at Zhang Yi with her finger as she retreated, and said with a trembling look of fear: "No, you were not sent by Xiaoru, who are you?" What does it come from? What did you do to Xiaoru? Is she dead? Are you here to harm me? Don't you come? ”

The woman's frightened look at him and her incoherent questioning made Zhang Yi very puzzled, he didn't know what he said wrong, making her so sensitive.

At that moment, Zhang Yi hurriedly explained: "Auntie, don't be excited, I am really your daughter Li Ru's friend, and she asked me to come to see you." ”

"You're not, you're not, you're definitely here to hurt me." The woman trembled and shook her head, then lifted the chair, put it on her chest, and stared at Zhang Yidao: "Xiaoru will never let people say these things to me, she will only sue me, she is going to kill the murderer who killed her father before, so you must be a fake, did you kill Xiaoru?" You murderer, don't want to harm me, you get out of here, get out of here. ”

Zhang Yi suddenly scolded himself for damning, and then hurriedly explained; "Auntie, you believe me, I am really your daughter's friend, those words are what I want to say to you, not her, so please believe that I don't mean to harm you."

However, the woman did not listen at all, and suddenly cried out in fear: "Someone, murder, come and save me, someone wants to harm me." ”

The woman shouted and threw the chair in her hand at Zhang Yi, and then ran out of the door barefoot.

Zhang Yi was startled, and hurriedly pulled Jiang Yuhan behind him, and only then did he catch the chair, and then chased after the woman.

"Bang"

At this time, the door was suddenly opened, and the doctors and nurses who had heard the women's shouts rushed in, and the three nurses drove Li Ru's mother, and the doctor took out a syringe and gave her a tranquilizer, and her feelings calmed down, but after a few seconds, she fainted.

The middle-aged doctor asked three nurses to help Li Ru's mother to the hospital bed, and then said to Zhang Yi, who had a wry smile on his face: "Tell you, don't let her be stimulated, this female patient's situation is a bit special, I always think that someone wants to harm her daughter and herself, so it is easy to get sick when talking to strangers, and only when her daughter Miss Li Ru comes to see her, she will always be normal." ”

"So strict?" Zhang Yi smiled bitterly and shook his head, it seemed that he could no longer communicate with her, and she had fainted now after taking a tranquilizer, and she didn't know when she would wake up.

After the middle-aged doctor asked the three nurses to take care of Li Ru's mother, he said to Zhang Yi: "Let's go, let's go out and talk." ”

On the way, the middle-aged doctor told Zhang Yi some of the basic conditions of Li Ru's mother, he is the attending doctor of Li Ru's mother, and has been treating Li Ru's mother for three years, but it has not improved, according to him, Li Ru's mother's disease is very difficult if it wants to be good, and there have been many experts and psychologists in the nervous department who have analyzed it, because her situation is not a mental disorder, but an organic lesion of the brain, and it is also accompanied by paranoia, unless a miracle occurs, there is basically no possibility of cure, It can only be suppressed by guò medicine.

After listening to the middle-aged doctor's words, Zhang Yi's heart couldn't calm down for a long time, he took out a bank card and handed it to the attending doctor, and said slowly: "Doctor Sun, there is a sum of money in this, just treat it as all her treatment costs and nursing expenses, whether you can cure her or not, please leave it to you." ”

"No, no, no, this is absolutely impossible" The middle-aged doctor hurriedly shirked and shook his head: "Miss Li Ru has already paid enough fees, and there is no need for it, so you better take it back"

Zhang Yi said slowly: "Doctor Sun, don't hide it, I don't have a good relationship with Miss Li Ru at all, her mother is like this, maybe it has a lot to do with me, so this time I came to see her mother, she didn't know, since she no longer needs medical expenses, then this money should be used to buy her more delicious food and clothing, and besides, the nurses who take care of the mentally ill are also very hard, so they should be given a little more salary." Because I was about to leave here, I might not have the opportunity to see her again in the future, so I asked Dr. Sun to collect the money on my behalf and take good care of her, after all, I have no other way than this. ”

The middle-aged doctor opened his mouth wide in surprise, nodded slowly, and took the bank card in Zhang Yi's hand.

Subsequently, Zhang Yi wrote down a number and handed it to him: "This is my contact information, if she has any special circumstances in the future, you can notify me." Also, don't tell Miss Li Ru about my visit today. ”

After the middle-aged doctor nodded and agreed, Zhang Yi pulled Jiang Yuhan and left.

On the way, Zhang Yi's mood seemed to be a little heavy, Jiang Yuhan hooked his arm and asked, "Zhang Yi, aren't you afraid that the doctor will swallow your money alone."

Zhang Yi smiled slightly: "He won't." ”

"Why?" Jiang Yuhan wondered.

Zhang Yi breathed a long sigh of relief: "Because of his eyes tell me, he is an upright person, I never look at people wrong, if he accepts me for the first time, I may still be a little worried, but when he refuses for the first time, his eyes are very resolute, without the slightest hesitation, a person's honesty and integrity can be shown from the eyes, and doctors in places like mental hospitals are not like hospitals in other places, and those who can be doctors in this kind of place are generally not too bad, Being able to treat such a patient already speaks to his moral character at the level of thought. ”

"Besides, even if he wants to be greedy for this money, he can't run away." In the end, Zhang Yi smiled mysteriously: "If you have to be greedy for the treatment fee of a mentally ill person, then there is no need for this kind of person to live in this world." ”

Jiang Yuhan nodded as if he didn't understand: "Zhang Yi, what you have done and some of the things you have said in the past few days are too far away for me, and I have difficulty digesting these contents until now, can you tell me, what are you doing?" I want to know a little bit more about you before I go back to Kyoto with you. ”

Zhang Yi said lightly: "My matter is too complicated, in short, after you go to Kyoto City, you will know more after you get along with other sisters for a long time, and the expression of women will be clearer than what I told you, and you will be easier to understand." ”

"Oh" Jiang Yuhan nodded with some disappointment, and then said faintly: "Zhang Yi, these mentally ill people are so pitiful, although my father has been cured, I still can't forget the painful and desperate look when he was in the hospital." These mentally ill people deserve more sympathy than patients like my father, because their world may always be dark and there is no light in sight. ”

"The world of the mentally ill is indeed incomprehensible and incomprehensible to ordinary people." Zhang Yi smiled slightly: "Nietzsche once proposed in his great book "The Birth of Tragedy" that in capitalist society, despite the increasing material wealth, people do not get real freedom and happiness. The rigid mechanical mode suppresses human individuality, makes people lose the passion of free thought and the impulse to create zào culture, and modern culture seems so decadent, which is the disease of modern civilization, and its root is the atrophy of the life instinct. In order to cure modern diseases, it is necessary to restore the human instinct for life and give it a new soul, to give a new interpretation of the meaning of life, and he believes that the essence of the world is the will to life. ”

"The mentally ill are human beings who have no will to live, and in simple terms, they have lost their souls, so they are also the most pathetic and pitiful of the human population." Zhang Yi then concluded.

When the two walked out of the psychiatric hospital, the dull depression in Jiang Yuhan's heart had weakened a lot, and since she walked into the hospital with Zhang Yi, her heart had never been calm, because this was another world that she had never been able to touch.

Zhang Yi raised his head and glanced at the gentle sun above his head: "For the mentally ill, what they yearn for is a free life, and they also want to be happy, angry, angry, and want to have love like ordinary people." Although they can't feel this kind of attitude to life, they also have the same kind of blue sky as we do, and when they look up one day, they will see a rainbow above the sky. ”

Jiang Yuhan looked at Zhang Yi's line of sight, the gloom on his face dissipated a lot, and he nodded happily: "Well, one day, there will be a rainbow light there." ”

A passenger plane took off from Guangnan City Airport and flew in the direction of Kyoto City, and Zhang Yi and Jiang Yuhan finally caught a plane to Kyoto City in the evening.

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