"Xiao Shen, what are you going to do...... Wen Nana asked.

"How? Now that the truth is known, the dream is okay, and of course it's time for the stand-in to leave. Su Xiaoshen closed her eyes and continued to lean on Wen Nana, as if Wen Nana was the last piece of life-saving driftwood beside her.

"Are you going to break up with him? If he knew that the root of this qiē was all because of me, would he give me ......?"

"I won't tell you that we are best friends, don't worry." Su Xiaoshen closed his eyes and said weakly.

Wen Nana's hanging heart slowly returned to her stomach and patted Su Xiaoshen: "Xiaoshen." Don't cry. ”

Su Xiaoshen took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped his tears and snot, and then pushed Wen Nana away: "Nana, you go back, I want to stay alone, don't accompany me, if Mo Qian comes back for a while, it will not be good to see you." ”

Wen Nana also had this intention, but she said duplicitously: "Xiao Shen, I'll stay with you for a while, when you stop crying, I'll leave again, I don't worry." ”

Su Xiaoshen wiped his tears again and forced out a smile: "I'm fine, you can go quickly...... Don't let this qiē get involved with you. ”

"Xiao Shen."

"Nana, and I want to be alone too, okay? Give me some space. "She needs to be quiet.

Wen Nana got up, nodded, and left silently.

After Wen Nana left, the entire secret room was silent.

In the quiet space, Su Xiaoshen slowly got up, picked up all the letters written by Mo Qian in the lattice locker, and then sat on the wall and looked at it quietly......

Those letters were all written when Mo Qian was thinking about that woman.

On the letter, sometimes, he called her baby, sometimes called her Qin Luyu, and sometimes called her Luyu......

Every letter is full of his thoughts about her, and every word carries his deep affection.

Her tears smeared on the letter, and then little by little they spread out on the handwriting, leaving a deep imprint.

Su Xiaoshen opened the letters one by one and read them......

She didn't stop until the paper piled up on herself, until she had read all the letters.

Through these letters, Su Xiaoshen vaguely understood the bits and pieces between Mo Qian and this woman named Qin Luyi, she knew that they used to be the most important people to each other, even to the point of talking about marriage, but later, this woman died of infection with the superbug [Acinetobacter baumannii] because of an operation.

After reading all the letters, Su Xiaoshen leaned against the wall weakly and sat in the pile of letters, his eyes so empty that he had no focus.

The tears on his face have long since dried up, and the tears on his face have long since scabbed.

The icy temperature, spreading from the walls to her body, was a bone-chilling cold.

She's so cold, really cold......

She Su Xiaoshen is so fond of Mo Qian, but he just treats her as a stand-in.

Hehehe, since it's just a stand-in, why didn't you tell her earlier, why did you tell her anything about love, and why did you make a lifelong promise to her.

If he hadn't been so affectionate to her, and had not spoiled her like that, she wouldn't have fallen into the gentle swamp laid by his own hands, sinking deeper and deeper, unable to extricate herself.

The cruel truth is like a bucket of ice water in the nine cold days, dousing her with no skin.

She sat there quietly, closed her eyes, and the scenes that she had once been with Mo Qian began to replay like a replay of an old movie, from the first encounter, to love, to deep love, to pregnancy, those once warm and vivid pictures all made her heart like a knife.

The heartbeat, as if it had stopped, breathing, became so difficult, so difficult, that with each inhalation, the pain accelerated to boil and spread in her blood.

Tears suddenly began to spread on her face again, and she covered her mouth with her hands, whimpering and crying.

Grievances, injuries, heartache, despair, and all kinds of feelings are entangled together, and this kind of feeling is really devastating.

"Woo woo woo woo ......" she whimpered, and in the next second, the whole person fell directly into the letter, her body curled up weakly, shivering......

......Her cries grew louder and more heartbreaking, and her hands clenched into fists fiercely, banging on the floor through the pile of papers......

Why do this to her, why!

It's all fake, it turns out it's all fake!

She hated herself so much, hated herself for being so light and lost in his tenderness, hated herself for being so light and lost in this relationship, and was even willing to let go of all her qi qi for him and give him children.

Thinking of the sweet words she once said to him, and the sincerity she gave to him, she felt that she was really ridiculous, so stupid, and so ......brainless!

When Mo Qian walked into the bedroom, he saw the door of the secret room open, and his heart tightened, and he quickly walked into the secret room......

The scene that caught his eye made his heart twitch fiercely, and at this moment Su Xiaoshen was curled up in the pile of letters, with a desperate face, and his eyes were full of hollowness, like withered grass, as if it was broken with a light touch.

He froze in place, looking at Su Xiaoshen like this, his eyes were slightly red.

He stepped forward quickly and knelt on one knee: "...... Cat. How did you get in here? How did you come in......"

Su Xiaoshen slowly opened his eyes, looking at Mo Qian's eyes full of guilt, but still extremely gentle, and just snorted coldly.

She got up tremblingly, wiped away her tears, sat on the ground, and looked at Mo Qian: "I'm so curious, so I cracked the code of your safe and came in, what's wrong?" Can't I come in? Can't you know the truth...... ”

"Haha...... Good thing I came in, otherwise I'd be fucking stupid all the time thinking I'm your only one and ...... you fucking love me! Mo Qian, do you lose it? You're fucking a stand-in for me, you said it earlier...... Why are you hiding this from me, why are you still hypocritically telling me what you don't love...... Why are you so mean? Su Xiaoshen picked up a handful of letter paper and threw it directly at Mo Qian's angular cheeks.

Mo Qian half-knelt there, did not dodge, did not close his eyes, he looked at her, holding her face with both hands: "I'm sorry, cat, I can explain...... Cat, listen to me......"

He was in a hurry.

Her tears, to him, were like a nail, knocking into his eyeballs alive and making him feel painful.

"Haha, listen to you, listen to what you say, do you think I will still listen to what you say? Great director! This qiē is all fake, all fake!! The happiness you gave me is just a dream in a bubble, and now, I know the truth, and I wake up from the dream, I won't be stupid anymore, you get out of here! Su Xiaoshen got up and prepared to go out.

Mo Qian stopped her, stretched out his long arms, and hugged her tightly into his arms: "That's not the case, I admit that I did use you as a stand-in at the beginning, but I fell in love with you for a long time...... Su Xiaoshen, from the moment I confessed to you and told you that I love you, you are no longer a stand-in, do you know? ”

He hugged her tightly, he was afraid, he was afraid that as soon as he let go, she would fly away like a dandelion in the wind.

His words not only did not play any role in appeasing, but made Su Xiaoshen even more angry, and Su Xiaoshen pushed him fiercely: "Haha, haha, haha, haha, haha, haha, it's really funny." It's over now, you're still quibbling, what's there to quibble, you let go of me, the old lady wants to break up with you, and the old lady won't serve you anymore! ”

The word breakup is like a thousand pounds of boulders, mercilessly smashing him from head to toe.

He hugged her tightly; "What I said is true, break up? What is the hand? Listen to me tell you slowly, isn't it friendly? Su Xiaoshen, I really, love you now...... I didn't use you as a stand-in for anyone anymore, and now, you're ...... to me."

“Shit！ Stop, I'm too lazy to listen! Su Xiaoshen covered his ears tightly, not wanting to hear anything from him at all.

All words, at this moment, pale in comparison. She won't believe it, she really won't......

The first time a person is deceived is ignorance, and the second time he is deceived, that is an idiot!

"Cat, you have to listen, you have to listen." Mo Qian forcefully pulled Su Xiaoshen's hand away from her ear, grabbed her wrist with both hands, her face was anxious and distressed, and between her eyebrows, there was an indescribable vicissitudes of life.

"I'll listen, I'll listen, I'll listen to your sister...... You listen to me, I've decided now, we're going to break up! I'll never be fooled by you again, Mo Qian, we'll break up! She roared hoarsely, almost using all her strength, and the bruises on her red neck erupted.

When he finished saying this, Su Xiaoshen felt as if the muscles and bones in his whole body had been drained by something, and his whole body instantly lost a trace of strength......

"I won't break up with you, you listen to my explanation, Su Xiaoshen, can you listen to me explain to you, you come and sit, let's talk calmly, huh?" Mo Qian approached her again, trying to grab her shoulder, with a bit of humility in his eyes, but as soon as his hand was close to her shoulder, she took a step back as if hiding from the plague.

"I said I want to talk to you, what else do we have to talk about!" After Su Xiaoshen finished speaking, he walked directly to the wardrobe, opened the wardrobe, threw the suitcase on the ground and began to pack up his clothes, tears welling up again.

Mo Qian stepped forward, half-knelt on the ground, and took her hand: "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'm leaving...... I'm going to stay away from you, a liar. Su Xiaoshen snorted coldly, got up, and directly took off all the clothes in the closet and stuffed them into the suitcase......

Mo Qian stepped forward and hugged her tightly: "That's right, at the beginning, I did treat you as a stand-in, I did want to use you who are similar to Qin Luyu to alleviate my thoughts about her, but, Su Xiaoshen, later, I really fell in love with you for a long time, I found that I myself have become more and more inseparable from you, I found that you have replaced Qin Luyu's position in my heart, Su Xiaoshen, really, really, really...... From the moment I told you I loved you, I didn't use you as a stand-in anymore. ”

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There's also a chapter.,It's placed during the day.,The update time is usually around 3 o'clock in the afternoon.,It's good for everyone to come and see it then.,Moda.。