114. My heart is a little confused

Cheng Tiantian was silent, to be honest, her heart was a little shaken now, and she was not as resolute as she was to refuse Ji Feng as before.

After all, she is only sixteen years old, and she has a yearning for beautiful feelings in her heart. It is impossible for her to really live a lifetime in that palace compound with Mu Lingxuan, and lose all her youth and a lifetime of happiness for a marriage that exists in name only.

She comes from the modern era of the 21st century, and is not the kind of little daughter-in-law of feudal society, she has accepted the open concept of equality between men and women and independent marriage in modern times.

Since there is no love between her and Mu Lingxuan, and Mu Lingxuan is not good to her, sooner or later, she will break and crush this emotionless marriage! Be brave in your pursuit of your own happiness......

Seeing that Cheng Tiantian was silent for a long time, Ji Feng sighed slightly, and said in a low voice: "Tiantian, what are you hesitating about?" I used to think that if you were with him, you would be happier than with me, then I would stand far away, silently pay attention to you, bless you, and not affect your life. However, he doesn't treat you well, he also marries another woman, and he keeps you wronged. Can you live with these? Even if you can bear it, I can't bear it. Tiantian, you know what? Every time I think about the days you spent in the palace, my heart aches. I hate myself for not going out of his way to take you away and let you be bullied by him in the first place. ”

"Ji Feng, actually...... That didn't happen between me and the prince...... In that regard, he did not force me. He and I are still innocent. Cheng Tiantian hesitated for a moment and told the truth about the relationship between her and Mu Lingxuan.

"Tiantian, you mean...... He hasn't touched you yet? Are you still, the sweet one that only belongs to me? Ji Feng's eyes widened in surprise, and he asked cautiously and expectantly.

"Yes, I won't let anyone touch me unless it's a man I'm in love with!" Cheng Tiantian smiled lightly and said in a resolute tone.

Surprise, shock, disbelief, and more unspeakable ecstasy...... All kinds of complicated feelings suddenly filled Ji Feng's entire heart.

"Tiantian, my sweetness, I know that you still have me in your heart! You're like this for me. Don't worry, I will make you happy! I swear I'll make you happy! Ji Feng excitedly rubbed Cheng Tiantian into his arms, his lips fell on her lips, and kissed her fiercely.

I never thought that the girl I love would still stick to her pure virginity after being married for so long.

The huge surprise made Ji Feng's heart fly up to the clouds in an instant, and his action of kissing her became fanatical, no longer as gentle as just now, and almost kissed Cheng Tian to the fullest.

"Don't do that! I didn't do it because of you, either! Just because I don't let him touch me doesn't mean you can touch me! If you do this again, I'll ignore you forever!" Cheng Tiantian saw that Ji Feng had misunderstood what she meant again, and hurriedly pushed him away with all her might.

"Tiantian, what the hell are you ...... What do you want me to do? Ji Feng was stunned and looked at her fixedly.

"Ji Feng, let me make it clear to you first, I and the previous Cheng Tiantian are two people. Before I turn back into her, you can't think of me as her anymore, you can't kiss and hug me at every turn, you know? Cheng Tiantian said.

Ji Feng stared at Cheng Tiantian for a long time, his eyes were full of indescribable heartache, and he said softly after a while: "Okay, I won't hug you or kiss you." But, Tiantian, you give me another chance, let me guard you and take care of you from now on, okay? ”

After a pause, he added in a low voice, "I really ...... I can't leave you alone. ”

Cheng Tiantian stopped talking again, her heart was actually a little messy.

After today, she can't help but say that she doesn't have a little feeling for Ji Feng.

To have an infatuated Prince Charming to protect herself is a romantic dream that every girl has in her heart, and Cheng Tiantian is no exception.

It's just that...... Do you really want to let go of everything and follow Ji Feng? Really, has it been cut off from that hateful man from now on, and has nothing to do with it anymore? With such a determination, she can't seem to make up her mind......

Ji Feng didn't say anything more, the two of them stood silently for a while, and Cheng Tiantian exhaled softly and said, "Go back." ”

"You haven't said it yet, did you promise me?" Ji Feng looked at her expectantly, with a hint of nervousness in his voice: "Tiantian, you...... Will you come with me? ”

"Definitely not now, Ji Feng, you let me think about it, give me some time, I'll give you the answer after I think about it, okay?" Cheng Tiantian groaned for a moment and said frankly.

"Okay, Tiantian, I'll wait for you." Ji Feng smiled gently, his eyes full of love: "No matter when you give me an answer, I will wait." Moreover, I will always be behind you, no matter when, whenever you think of me, when you look back, I will always be there. ”

At this time, Ji Feng's heart was a little lighter.

He was really afraid just now that Cheng Tiantian would reject him without hesitation as before, and that would make his heart that had just received a little comfort fall into hell on earth.

Fortunately, Tian Tian didn't reject him immediately, she said that giving her time to think about it proves that she already has a little weight in her heart.

Then, he still has a chance, maybe it won't be long before Tian Tian completely remembers their unswerving relationship in the past and is willing to return to him.

Cheng Tiantian saw that Ji Feng said so resolutely to wait for herself, and she felt a little uneasy, after all, she was not sure whether she would be able to fall in love with Ji Feng in the future.

If she falls in love, of course she will follow him without hesitation, wandering the world, and she is not afraid of mountains and rivers. If she doesn't love, she can't force herself. She will not grieve her heart, the man she wants to stay with for the rest of her life must be the kind that he loves herself and loves him.

"Actually, you don't have to be so ...... to me Okay, there are so many good girls in the world, such as that Princess Caiwei, it's good. Cheng Tiantian paused, and suddenly remembered the scene where Princess Caiwei and Ji Feng held hands and went shopping together yesterday, and couldn't help but say.

"She's very good, but I only have you in my heart." Ji Feng didn't expect Cheng Tiantian to suddenly mention Princess Caiwei, and was stunned for a moment and said.

"You ...... You want to be too, right? Cheng Tiantian asked softly.

"Tiantian, don't be angry, I really have nothing to do with her." Ji Feng thought that Cheng Tiantian was unhappy because of Princess Caiwei, and hurriedly explained: "Yesterday, it was only because of the festival that the emperor ordered me to accompany her, so I went out with her." But...... After I met you, I was completely absent-minded. I didn't hear what she said to me several times later, I always thought about what you liked to eat, what you liked to watch, what you liked to play when I accompanied you shopping......"

"Hehe, since the emperor has ordered you to accompany his baby daughter to go shopping, I think the emperor has taken a fancy to you, and I want you to be his horse in the east bed." Cheng Tiantian made a mischievous joke.

"Tiantian, I only love you one!" Ji Feng's expression was very serious, he didn't like Cheng Tiantian to say such things and involve him with other girls.

Cheng Tiantian smiled noncommittally and said, "I'm going back, I really have to go back now, otherwise it will be too late." ”

"Will you come back tomorrow?" Ji Feng asked faintly, so reluctant to part with his beloved girl.

"I ...... I don't know. Cheng Tiantian wanted to refuse when she opened her mouth, but when she saw Ji Feng's eyes with pleading and hurt, the words came to her lips and turned into such a sentence.

She found that she had become extraordinarily indecisive today, not at all like the firm and decisive Cheng Tiantian before. For Ji Feng, there is always a feeling that he can't bear to get hurt. Why is that? Could it be that he is really attracted to him?

"Tomorrow, I'll be waiting for you in front of that stone lion at No. 8 East Street. It's the same as before, whether you come or not, I'll wait for you. Ji Feng said something indiscriminately, and took Cheng Tiantian's hand: "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”

"Hey. You don't have to wait for me, I figured it out, I won't be here tomorrow, I have other things. Cheng Tiantian came back to her senses at this time, no matter what, she is now a woman with a husband, and it is definitely not right to date Ji Feng like this. So, there can be no next time.

"I said I'll wait, you don't have to care about me, it's your business whether you come or not, it's my business whether you wait or not." Ji Feng said sullenly, his tone was very stiff.

"Okay, then you just wait, it's really none of my business!" Cheng Tiantian saw that his face was not good-looking, and she was also a little unhappy.

"Tiantian, I'm sorry...... Ji Feng squeezed her hand and said earnestly: "Forgive me, you can't come, I'm in a bad mood because I want to see you so much." ”

Cheng Tiantian thought about it, and Zhengse said: "Ji Feng, emotional matters are about fate. I will definitely give you an answer if I say that I will give you an answer, don't rush me too much, let me calm down and think clearly, we will go with the flow, okay? ”

"When did I say something bad about what you said? Of course, everything is up to you. Ji Feng smiled lightly.

The two of them went out of the maple forest together, rode on the lightning, Ji Feng sent Cheng Tiantian to the gate of King Jing's mansion, but saw the third prince Mu Linglan standing anxiously in front of the palace.

Seeing Cheng Tiantian and Ji Feng coming back on the same white horse, Mu Linglan had a look of surprise on his face.

Ji Feng and Mu Linglan naturally knew each other, he got off the horse first, helped Cheng Tiantian off the horse, and then walked over to say hello to Mu Linglan.

When he got on the horse and wanted to leave, Ji Feng said to Cheng Tiantian, who was still standing at the door: "Tiantian, tomorrow, No. 8 East Street, don't forget." ”

"Hey, Ji Feng ......" Cheng Tiantian shouted, wanting to tell him that he didn't have to wait, and he wouldn't go, but the lightning had already galloped away with Ji Feng.