153. [152] What the hell (asking for a monthly pass)

Gao Yuan said: "Don't be in a hurry, it is not advisable to act rashly when sending troops, although Gao Yi and I have roughly analyzed the situation of the enemy army, but the right time and place are indispensable, and the location has been occupied by the Qinglong army, so we must make good use of the time, the weather during this time is not suitable, so we can temporarily hold our troops still." ”

"Then won't the Blue Dragon Army attack it?" The fact that our army does not move does not mean that the enemy army does not move.

"Theoretically not." Gao Yuan said in his heart, in fact, he just wanted to report the situation of the enemy army to the prince and analyze the reason why he would not send troops in the near future, but since the prince was absent-minded, he couldn't listen to it anymore, so he just said that he wouldn't, and it was not too late to say it another day when the prince was in good spirits.

"Okay." Hearing Gao Yuan say this, Mu Chen was relieved to ignore it for the time being.

Gao Yi knew that Mu Chen must have something on his mind, so he asked her to go outside for a walk, breathe fresh air, and chat more comfortably.

Sitting down on a small hill and seeing from afar, although the view is not good, at least it is visually comfortable.

"Prince, seeing that you always look thoughtful today, do you think of the woman you like?" Gao Yi still remembers that on the night on the way, the prince was melancholy for the moon, just for the person who couldn't be loved.

So he naturally thinks that today's prince is likely to be worried because of that person.

Mu Chen was already accustomed to Gao Yi calling Su Wuxian a "woman", because Gao Yi didn't know her daughter's body, and she didn't know that the person she liked was a man, so he naturally thought that the person the prince liked was a woman.

"Sort of." Mu Chen didn't know how to explain, if he told Gao Yi that her sorrow was just because of a dream, would he feel that he was making too much of a fuss?

Feeling that Mu Chen didn't want to say it, Gao Yi smiled gently: "Can't tell me?" ”

At this time, Gao Yi is like a mature big brother coaxing a child to speak, compared to him who is usually cheap, Mu Chen likes him like this.

"It's not that I can't say it, I just don't know how to say it." Mu Chen flicked the broken hair that was blown by the breeze, and his eyes kept looking at the end of the handover of heaven and earth, "I understand what you said, if you want to grow, you must learn to live peacefully with your own pain, in fact, I am already trying to grow, but somehow, occasionally it still touches some pain points, and I can't control it." ”

"Do you remember, you asked me, did you really love someone?" Gao Yi suddenly brought up the question that Mu Chen had asked that day, but he didn't answer it positively at that time.

"Remember, you didn't seem to answer at the time."

"Well, I'll tell you now, I have, but she doesn't love me, she loves my brother, when I give everything without reservation but is rejected, I really feel exhausted, I want to die, am I very cowardly?" Gao Yuan also followed Mu Chen's gaze to the endless end in the distance.

"Hongling?" Mu Chen turned his head and asked in surprise.

Anyone's first reaction will think of Hongling.

But the answer is not what I think.

Gao Yi smiled: "No, I love her, she loves her brother, but my brother loves Hongling." I once thought that since my brother didn't love her, I still had hope, so I kept paying, but in the end, the most ironic thing is that she died in an accident, and before she died, she still only thought about her brother. ”

Life and death are impermanent, it turns out that there are people who are worse than herself, Mu Chen suddenly rejoiced, although she couldn't get love, but at least Su Wuxian was still there, and the people she loved were still there.

She couldn't help but think of that dream again, it was terrible, if it was true......

It won't be real, it's just a dream.

That's right, just a dream.

She didn't dare to think about it, her face couldn't help but turn even paler, and cold sweat broke out on her sideburns.

Gao Yi kept looking into the distance, not noticing the change in Mu Chen's expression, and only looked at himself and continued: "The heartache of watching the person you love die, I really can't wait to understand myself with a sword." And in her mouth, she kept saying, she wants me to live well and take care of my brother on her behalf. ”

Gao Yi couldn't help but look up to the sky and smile: "She is still thinking about her brother, what about me?" She didn't know how much I didn't want to agree to his request, and how much I wanted to go with her like this. But I finally said yes, and I saved my life. Although I am still alive, I have been in pain for a long time, I can't get out, I can't understand why I can't see the love from my heart and lungs, even if she doesn't love me, at least I should live and let me see her happy. ”

He said, a little sad again: "Later, it took me a lot of time to slowly accept the fact that she was gone forever, and the promise I made to her before she died will be the motivation for me to try to finish this life." Therefore, you should also give yourself some time to get used to it slowly, and in the process, it is normal to have occasional pain, just try to control your emotions and mentality. ”

Mu Chen also wanted to control her emotions and mentality, she also thought that she could, and she had always been confident that she could live peacefully with this pain, but just a dream made her head explode and collapse, completely shattering the good mentality she had worked so hard to build.

She didn't want to do this either, she told herself many times that it was just a dream, a dream that only happens when she didn't sleep well, it was illusory and unreal.

But this dream seemed to have a magical force, haunting her, and the tragic image always flashed in her mind, making her really unable to control this uneasiness.

She secretly scolded herself, what a useless guy, a dream will make you disruptive, and you deserve to fail.

After Gao Yi finished speaking, he didn't hear Mu Chen's response for a while before turning his head to look at her.

Her side silhouette is so beautiful, but it's a pity that there is too much sadness and sorrow in it, and she has lost her original morning sun atmosphere, and even her eyes have lost a little grace.

He looked at her closely, and finally found that her face was getting paler, her lips had lost their normal blood, and her sideburns were oozing cold sweat.

Gao Yi felt that Mu Chen was not only in a bad mood today, but even his physical condition was slightly poor: "Prince, your face is very bad, I should accompany you back to the camp to rest for a while." ”

"Okay."

A nightmare can really cause physical and mental distress, or try to catch up on sleep, maybe the situation will get better.

Mu Chen thought about it, returned to the camp, and fell asleep.

But as soon as I closed my eyes, the dream reappeared.

Awakened again, her face became even worse.

The same dream, repeated twice in a row, is she too mentally weak, or does this dream tell her something?

As night fell, she sat at her desk exhausted, hoping to distract herself by watching some art of war, and try not to think about nightmares.

The afterglow of his eyes suddenly swept to the outside of the tent, and a dark shadow hurriedly flashed, attracting Mu Chen's attention.

It may have been that some soldier had left in too haste, but she still put down the scroll and stepped forward to check.

She walked out of the tent, and there were soldiers standing guard outside the tent, but there were no soldiers who hurried away.

"Did anyone just pass by here?" She casually asked a soldier standing guard.

"Nope." The soldier shook his head, then continued to stand guard straight.

Mu Chen smiled to himself, maybe he was dazzled, but it was just a dark shadow, maybe it was just an illusion of his mental tension.

Opened the curtain of the door and was about to return to the tent, but was attracted by a distant back.

That back was very similar to Su Wuxie.

But it's too far away to see clearly, just like.

But even a little resemblance is enough to lead her pace.

Mu Chen hurriedly followed, the closer he felt, the more he felt like it, and even more and more that that person was Su Wuxie.

The long back is very familiar to her.

Why did Su Wuxian appear in the ghost town? Could it be that he came for her?

I couldn't help but be pleasantly surprised.

But then I thought, if I came for her, why didn't I go to her? It could just be for another reason.

I couldn't help but feel lost in my heart.

However, it may not be him at all, but he misses it too much, so he will recognize the wrong person.

She quickened her pace, trying to confirm the man's identity, but every time she tried to catch up, it always felt like the man had turned a corner or shook his head, and the distance suddenly felt far away.

Obviously, I saw that the person in front of me was walking very slowly, and his footsteps were already chasing very quickly, but he never caught up, what a hell of a thing.

It can't really be an illusion of mental tension, right?

If it is, it is too serious.

Another street corner was turned, and the figure in front of him disappeared completely.

Mu Chen wandered back and forth for a while, looked around a few more times, and was completely nowhere to be seen.

only to find that he had left the barracks far away.

In the dead of night, the entire long street was empty except for a roadside food stall, and the owner of the snack stall was cleaning up the tables and chairs, and it seemed that he was ready to close.

Mu Chen walked up to the boss: "Boss, may I ask ......?"

The boss thought she had a foil, and replied without listening to Mu Chen: "I'm sorry, guest officer, we're closed, let's take advantage of it tomorrow." ”

"It's not." Mu Chen hurriedly said, "I don't want to eat, I want to ask, did you just see such a tall man in a green robe passing by?" ”

She said as she gestured with her hand to Su Wuxie's height.

"No, no one passes by except you, this son, are you the hell?" When the boss said that he was going to see the hell, he looked very ordinary, as if he was just asking if you had eaten.

"What the hell?" It can't really be that evil.

"yes. Childe, it seems that you are a foreigner, so I don't know, a ghost town and a ghost town, there is a name you call, and there are occasional ghosts at night, many people have seen it, it is not surprising, just get used to it. ”

Hell you have to get used to it, this city is so special.

But if it's really a ghost, then it's a ghost that looks very much like Su Wuxie, and it's really evil, it seems that you have to take a mirror when you go back to see if you have a black seal.