After the family meeting, Qi Rui sent Bu Ran to the hotel first. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info can see that Bu Ran is actually quite worried, and with the clear support of Qi Rui's father and mother, the child finally put his mind at ease. Qi Rui also felt a lot more at ease, and he settled down. He ran back to Daddy Weeser. After entering the door, I wanted to go to the study, but I didn't expect to hear from my mother Qi Hongyi that my father Wei Ze was preparing for a long trip. He hurried to the bedroom again.

Seeing that Wei Ze was looking at a list to check the clothes and supplies he carried, Qi Rui said in surprise: "Father, you are in such a hurry to go out?" ”

Wei Ze didn't answer immediately, he finished the list and items, closed the trolley box, put away the list, and then said to his son: "If I didn't wait for you, I would have set off at this time." Let's go, go to the study. ”

Following behind his father, looking at his father's still brisk pace, Qi Rui suddenly felt that his father was really old. In the past, Wei Ze's brisk walking was a natural manifestation of his powerful body, but now Wei Ze's brisk pace is an action that he has to complete with strength. Qi Rui suddenly remembered what he heard during the training at the party school, "In the era of talent, the era of youth and creativity, what everyone does accomplishes everything." When the energy is low and the creativity is gone, everyone begins to be 'the old self'. ”

This is a course in the advanced class of the party school, and the comrades who can participate in such training are considered to be a very high-level group, which makes those comrades who have begun to enter the age of 'being their former selves' very embarrassed, and young and experienced comrades feel that their eyes are opened.

Qi Rui always thought that his father would not fall into the realm of mortals, even if he knew that his father Wei Ze was just a mortal, Qi Rui subconsciously skipped this idea. Now seeing his father enter the old realm, Qi Rui suddenly remembered that his father Wei Ze was already a 62-year-old man.

Only those who are truly close and observant can notice these inner details, and Weser walked into the study with what seemed to outsiders to be still brisk and closed the door. Sit down face to face with your son. "Buran, girl, but I have some suspicions that you haven't been able to take your heart back. Treat Buran with the mentality of the kind of family life you longed for. ”

When Qi Rui knew that his father was definitely going to talk about marriage, he didn't expect his father to come up and say such puzzling, but it seemed to be very reasonable. Qi Ruiqiang smiled, "Father, are you saying that I haven't forgotten Chu Xue?" I really haven't thought of her in a long time. ”

Wei Ze crossed his fingers and put his hands on his lower abdomen. He said in a very calm tone: "I mean, the kind of affection you have for Chu Xue makes you write your expectations about your family on some neuronal connections. And your mood for otherwise, probably deliberately avoiding that kind of neuronal connection. In common parlance, it is to avoid touching that mood. Because when you touch that mood, or when you mobilize those neuronal connections, you get miserable. But in my personal experience, even if you turn a blind eye to those ones, your neurons and some of the connected blocks will still affect your judgment. As long as that part of the content exists, you'll deliberately avoid it. But I have to say that a lot of what you're deliberately avoiding is actually tied to family life. You will be missing from the present by avoiding the past. ”

Qi Rui was dumbfounded, he thought that his father Wei Ze would talk about this marriage with a vague description of normal human feelings. And Wei Ze described this matter with a scientific attitude, Qi Rui felt that he couldn't understand it, or he couldn't listen to it at all.

Looking at his son's expression, Wei Ze smiled slightly, "I can't give you any guidance emotionally, I have my emotional judgment, and you have your emotional judgment." So I can only give you some advice from a materialistic point of view. Whether you listen to it or not, it's your business. I like that kid very much, and I have no objection to your marriage. It's just that I want you to do nothing that is not a continuation of the past, but a new beginning. After the sun rises, it's a new day. It's normal that you can't get out of the past and don't dare to touch the past experience. But I don't think it's a healthy attitude......"

Qi Rui could understand this cliché, and just when he thought that his father would continue, he heard Daddy Wei Ze say four words, 'That's it's all', and then he kept silent. After waiting for two minutes and seeing that Dad didn't say a word, Qi Rui realized that Dad had actually finished his ideological education.

According to his previous experience, Qi Rui believed that if he continued to be so silent, his father would be ridiculous. 'Don't be angry, don't be angry' is the position that Daddy Weizer adheres to. Qi Rui hurriedly said: "Father, you said before that I would be transferred out of the army......

"I changed my mind about that and I'm not going to get involved." Weese replied.

Qi Rui was stunned for a moment, although he knew the necessity of changing tactics according to the current situation in the war, he still felt uneasy. The first thought in Qi Rui's heart was, 'Is Daddy disappointed in me?' ’

Weeser replied calmly: "The reason for the change is that I originally thought that the people did not accept the republic. Now that things are not so complicated, if everyone decides to reject the republic, the reason must be that they feel that they will lose a lot after the implementation of the republic. I don't see any signs of that, and people don't look very worried about the republic. ”

Qi Rui was stunned again, he thought that he was a very key existence in the republic, but he didn't expect that in the consideration of his father Wei Ze, his own son Qi Rui was not as important as the republic. And Qi Rui believes that he is also a figure in the Liberation Army, so he can't be treated like this. A few moments after this moment of confusion, a wave of anger born of shame and anger rushed from Qi Rui's chest to his head.

Wei Ze looked at the son in front of him and said calmly and coldly: "You are by no means worthless in my heart, and I have carefully considered your future for a long time. You put yourself at the heart of the world, so you have a strong anger. I can understand. But what I'm trying to say is that I don't have me at the center of the world, so what you imagine about me doesn't fit the facts. ”

Qi Rui was originally just an indescribable anger, but his father's words made Qi Rui feel like he was in a basin of cold water, and while he was terrified, his anger did not subside because of this. Qi Rui also tried his best to answer in a cold and calm voice: "Father, I can understand what you said. No matter how upset I am, give me some time to think about it, and I'll understand that you're right. But you can't say it to me once, even once, with such an attitude. It's about speaking to me as a dad and not from an absolutely correct angle. Just once. ”

"......, and then what? After pulling me to your level, will you be able to improve yourself? Weezer's voice was still flat and calm.

Qi Rui was stunned, maybe it was because Daddy Wei Ze was always at that height that was difficult to reach in front of him, so he hoped that one day Daddy Wei Ze would be able to step down from the high altar and stand on the same level as Qi Rui like a human being. But what will happen after that day comes, Qi Rui really hasn't thought about it.

"Qi Rui, I'm not someone who is completely blind to pain and sorrow like you think. On the contrary, I am a person who has little tolerance for pain and sorrow. In order to avoid suffering, I have to learn to follow a path that does not care about gains and losses, but only seeks to be worthy of my heart. After embarking on this path, I finally got rid of what I couldn't bear. If you think I'm superior, it's because I care about you. If you think I don't value you, it's probably because our values may not be the same. But one thing is true, you are my son, and I can't love you without my methods. Weezer's voice was still calm, but there was finally some emotion in his voice.

Qi Rui's anger and dissatisfaction began to dissipate with the words of his father Wei Ze, who was also a political commissar and knew a lot of truth. Negative emotions have nothing to do with the truth, but because Qi Rui thinks that he has a large part of his father Wei Ze's heart. As soon as the momentum of anger passed, Qi Rui's rationality still admitted that Daddy Wei Ze genuinely cared about Qi Rui. Qi Rui wanted to show weakness, but he couldn't help but say, "Father, I can understand what you said." But I think a lot of things are about me, and you never tell me that. ”

"That's probably because we disagree on whether it's about you or not. For example, your younger brother Wei Kun is already the director of the Nanjing Municipal Bureau of Industry and a member of the Standing Committee of the Municipal Party Committee. You don't have to talk about it. So some people said that you and your brother Wei Kun are double stars. There will definitely be a chance to be president in the future. Do you think this has anything to do with you? ”

When Qi Rui heard this, he was stunned. Logically speaking, he knew that this had nothing to do with him, but Qi Rui found that he really couldn't turn a blind eye to it. Even though he knew that someone wanted to use Qi Rui, when he thought of the opportunity to become the president of the country, he still felt a burst of reaction in his heart.

Wei Ze sighed, his voice was low, "If you get it, you will be happy, and if you lose it, you will be uncomfortable." It's all human nature, and I think it's okay. What is more terrible than this is the empty-to-empty thinking in the mind, because there is no effort, there is no pain in the trek, and the exhaustion after paying, so imagining what is possible is even more beautiful. The imagination of possible loss makes it even more panicked. After understanding materialism, I will probably be able to feel less delusional. But that's it. A happy life is the same, but an unhappy life can show a thousand forms. ”

Qi Rui nodded, he understood this. The past 30 years have not been in vain, if basic materialism can't be done, Qi Rui will definitely not be able to stand out among the talents.

Weeser continues: "Therefore industriousness, bravery, and steadfastness are called virtues, and no one ever calls wisdom and cleverness virtues. Virtue is probably without exception because we are unwilling to bear the fact that we no longer want to fail, lose, not accomplish, etc., so through many efforts and many pains, we forcibly transform our own ways of doing things and attitudes. If you make a little progress, you can even find your own way of life. ”

Qi Rui continued to nod, these were the roads he had walked.

Weeser looked at his son, and seeing that his son's performance was not perfunctory, he said: "I feel like I continue to work on this, and then I realize that I am not actually capable of making me the center of the world, and I can only choose one of the various options to solve the problem according to the position I decide." Other than that, I think the general direction of things can be determined, but the specific process in the middle is always beyond our imagination. We have to have our own imagination, but we don't have the ability to imagine a world on our own. ”

Qi Rui felt that this was very true, but he had never considered the problem from such a high level. Just as he was trying to understand and frame such thoughts, he heard Weeser say again, "When I truly understand this, my pain is getting less and less day by day, and now I don't even suffer because of myself anymore." ”