Su Enamel died.

One of the two corpses lying on the ground is Qingling's, and the other is Yexue's nominal mother after I cheated to death and left, Jing Concubine Niangniang when Emperor Tianming was born, and now Jing Taifei Niangniang.

They hated and poisoned me, and they were determined to kill me, even at the cost of their own lives, their layout was very simple but with the determination to kill, first Qingling gave me a dagger in front, even if I dodged, I would definitely be distracted because I saw her want to kill me, and then it was the second blow of Concubine Jing. Mo Qianxing will guard against the Empress Dowager, the Queen Mother, will guard against the people in the court, will guard against the eunuchs and palace maids in the palace, but they will not guard against Qingling and Jing Taifei Niangniang, one of them is Qingling, the personal maid who has been waiting for me for many years in the Green Clothes Palace, and the other is Jing Taifei Niangniang, who eats fasting and recites Buddha in the Buddhist hall every day, but these two people want to kill me, one is for the beloved, and the other is for the son raised by himself.

None of them are wrong, they are all for the people they love, but is Su Enamel wrong? He died like this for me, helping me block Qingling's first assassination, but he didn't dodge the second time, and saved me with his own life.

At that moment, I felt as if I had returned to the day when my father was killed, sitting on the ground like a fool, holding Su Enamel's corpse, watching countless people walk around me, and my heart was blank.

Su Enamel, I have always relied on him, used him, hurt him, if I say that I am most sorry for anyone in this world, it is him, he has treated me wholeheartedly from beginning to end, until the end I was misunderstood, but he still died to save me.

In the next two days, I numbly posthumously crowned Su Enamel as the Marquis of Loyalty and Filial Piety, and looked at his wife, Princess Ji Yue, who was the most glamorous in the world at that time, knelt in his mourning hall with a pair of children with a withered expression, and bowed to the ministers who went to see him off and thanked him.

I thought she would be hysterical when she saw me, but I didn't expect her to just bow to me numbly, and she has long lost the temper of the princess who was arrogant and domineering back then, it turns out that we have changed over the years, and the only thing that remains unchanged is the last sentence that Su Enamel told me: "Beixue Lingshang I love you, I have always loved you, no one has ever loved you like me......"

Two days later, until I sat in the carriage to Xiancheng, my mind was still dazed.

"Xiang'er, bear with it, bear with it again, it will all pass soon, my brother assures you."

In the middle of the night, half-asleep, I heard Mo Qianxing whispering in my ear over and over again, his voice thick with worry.

"It's okay, it's just a dream, you'll wake up from it soon, I know you've suffered enough, bear with it and you'll be able to wake up from this nightmare soon......"

Su Enamel died, and the Beixue Night, who was supposed to go to Xiancheng with us, could only flow down to deal with the government of Beiyang Kingdom, and along the way I returned to the state when I was born, without saying a word or moving, like a marionette, Mo Qianxing pulled me to move, and the rest of the time I was in a daze with nothing in the carriage.

There was a smell of blood in the air, and every time I got out of the carriage during a break, I could see the corpses of starvation on the side of the road, the corpses were so hungry that they were almost only flesh and skin, there were old people, there were children, there were women, but there were very few young men, and they all went to the front line together with the war, and they may have become corpses a long time ago.

On the road, you will meet refugees fleeing the famine, they look numb, thin as skin and bones, see our car passing by, the eyes suddenly burst out like a beast-like light, rush up to eat, the accompanying soldiers silently took out their own dry food and stuffed it into the hands of those people, but unfortunately there are more and more refugees, and the food we bring is a drop in the bucket after all.

"Look at it, you take a good look at everything that is happening in front of you, all the people are either starving to death or being beaten to death, you are nesting in the palace with food and drink, have you considered them?"

On the fifth day of the road, when Mo Qianxing saw that there were hungry people on the side of the road to exchange their children, he broke out and dragged me directly in front of those people, and let me look at the babies who were torn into pieces of flesh by their hungry parents, and roared angrily, telling me to see the hellish scene on earth.

My eyes quietly swept over the corpses on both sides of the road, as well as the corpses of children who had been eaten by relatives, and finally came back to my senses from my confusion.

Bei Xue Lingshang, what the hell are you doing! Su Enamel, Mo Qianxing, Beixue Yeqi, they are all working hard for these people, only you are sad for your selfish feelings, you are unhappy, and in the end of your limited vitality, do you want to go on like this? Facing all this negatively all the time? Until the person next to you dies in front of you again, and you see that there is nothing you can do?

No! I don't want it, I want to cheer up, I want to stop the two people facing each other in the nearby Xiancheng, I want to make this war end!

"Brother, I understand, let's go and stop this war!"

I looked straight at the defense line of Xiancheng, clenched my fist hard, and my voice sounded powerfully, and I strode towards the carriage under Mo Qianxing's relieved gaze.

Night snow, night sun, I'm coming, I'm finally going to see you soon......