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Hu Yuqin smiled relievedly after asking what happened, she admired Shen Bing's real manly character, and she also gave in to Shen Bing. Shen Bing rode back to his house slowly. It just so happened that his wife had just come back from outside and was washing clothes in the house. As soon as Shen Bing got home, he sat down heavily on the sofa and poured out to his wife what happened during the meal.

His wife laughed for a while after hearing this, complaining that he was almost thirty years old, and he was still so impulsive! Seeing that her husband was still chattering, she interrupted him and said, "Don't worry, she is not the only girl in the world, Xie Wumei, there are many good girls!" If you had explained Zhu Yushen's situation to me earlier, maybe I would have helped him get the target. Don't worry, I'll help him find a girlfriend during this time. ”

Shen Bing was much relieved at this time. He said: "Zhu Yushen is an excellent person, and his heart is also very kind. Don't introduce a bad woman and spoil her. ”

Mrs. Shen burst out laughing, and she said, "I've only heard of bad men spoiling women, but I've never heard of women spoiling men!" You've made him perfect! Anyway, I just have a good idea. As you said, he is really such a person, as long as he waits for fate, he will soon say goodbye to being single. ”

Shen Bing's move to almost smash the field at Xie Wumei's wedding banquet once spread very quickly, and many shops and stalls in Huangzhen knew about it after a while. But Zhu Yushen writes his modernist works in his cold dormitory, but he knows nothing about it. He still occasionally rode or walked to the street to buy groceries. As he went, his mind went into a deep state of contemplation.

For his business. Many passers-by here know it by heart. In addition, his hair is already mixed with a lot of gray hair. When he wears a turtleneck outfit. When you appear in front of people in a deep voice, you always attract some people to point fingers. He turned a deaf ear to this. After a period of adjustment, he had forgotten a lot of sorrow, and tried his best to construct an ideal kingdom, and then put himself in it to feel more comfortable.

It's late autumn, and I'm sitting in the house. The wind outside the window was blowing from time to time. When he was tired of sitting, Zhu Yushen saw that the surroundings of the teaching building were in a quiet state, so he walked out of the dormitory and came to the woods. The yellow leaves of the trees have covered the earth, and the trees are becoming bare. He squatted down, picked up a maple leaf, put it in his hand and looked at it for a while, and then raised it casually, letting it float away with the wind.

At this moment, a thought flashed in his heart: the most cruel thing in the world should be time. It flows away in the helplessness of people. Whether you want to keep your golden childhood, beautiful youth, middle-aged people who embody value, or old age who are afraid of dying, they are all unattainable due to the rush of time. Those wasted years are like a wail with the autumn wind. Never coming back.

He thought: all his efforts over the years have been pale, his life has still not improved at all, and everything about himself has been stopped on a gray background; Xie Wumei is the only person who can be her wife so far, but she is gone forever. Maybe she was right to go. How can you compare your own efforts with those sons and buddies with better backgrounds? This is not comparable for quite some time. So there is no reason to ask Xie Wumei to bet all the bets on herself.

He wasn't sure how much happiness he would bring her. As a result, she left on her own initiative, and she was right.

All will grow old. If they meet again in another dimension in the future, he hopes to see her live in a privileged environment, and she herself will be a graceful and noble woman. Instead of being like most women who were born and raised in the countryside, their clothes are old and their faces are full of the vicissitudes of life. If that's the case, who will soothe her heart, which has been eroded by the ruthless years?

Zhu Yushen stayed up for several nights in a row before finally finishing the last few chapters of the article. He went through it all over again. When he was about to finish his manuscript, he had another sleepless night. Busy until early in the morning, Zhu Yu washed his face deeply, and saw in the mirror that his beard had grown a lot, and the white hair in his hair was still standing upright. He covered his face with his hands for a long time.

He thought: I went to class with this virtue yesterday, I don't know why the students don't have a strange expression when they see themselves like this, is it that they have been wandering for a while, so that the people around them are used to it? After standing for a while, his eyes went black and he almost fell. He took a few steps and threw himself headlong onto the bed.

It was a Friday, there was no class for him, and it was a weekend later, so he lay in bed for three days. He felt that his body was extremely weak, and it hurt all over his body when he moved. Perhaps, he thought, he was experiencing the waning of life. Lying like this, I don't think about everything in the world, but feel very relaxed. Was it the original situation that people were born to suffer? If life is interpreted according to the law of the jungle, all kinds of people at the bottom of the food chain are exhausted, precarious, and have no good ending, and they exist only for the needs of the upper part of the food chain.

Perhaps, many poor couples here have made mistakes when they conceive life. The opposite of ordinary life is disease and disaster. The latter has some accidents, but the former is something that almost everyone in modern society has to experience, and many old people have their lives abruptly ended in illness.

When life declines due to illness, everything is calm, all entanglements, struggles and pursuits are gone, and all that remains is the hope of the next life or ghosts. The merits and demerits of a lifetime, honor and disgrace are all like a cloud of smoke. The so-called bird is dying, its song is also mourning, and the man is dying, and its words are also good. People in this situation will deeply repent of the evil they have done in their lives, and they will be deeply gratified by the good deeds they have done.

Zhu Yushen thought of this in a daze, and a warm current surged in his heart - for so many years, he had stood in the world and basically had a clear conscience. The happy faces of those he had sponsored flashed in front of his eyes repeatedly, and tears welled up in the corners of his eyes......

Next is the morning of the first semester, and Zhu Yushen should go to class two (2). The students waited for a few minutes before they saw him coming, and they were already making a fuss. The class leader Luo Qiang has a close relationship with Zhu Yushen, and he often asks Mr. Zhu for Chinese or mathematics, physics and chemistry topics, and Zhu Yushen is also his introduction to the group. Luo Qiang thought to himself that if the leader asked, it would definitely be detrimental to Mr. Zhu. So he first told everyone to be quiet, and he said he would go out and have a look. So he rushed to Zhu Yushen's dormitory. (To be continued......)