147. Brief warmth
She avoided Fu Xuan's eyes, "I'm tired, Fu Xuan, I want to rest." ”
"Then take a shower first, and then go to bed after taking a shower."
"Hmm." Xia Yiman nodded, opened the wardrobe, took a set of pajamas, lowered his head, and entered the bathroom in a panic, Fu Xuan looked at her abnormal expression, and silently followed behind her, "Manman, what's wrong with you?" Little ......"
The bathroom door slammed on, and Xia Yiman hurriedly slammed it shut, almost hitting his nose.
Fu Xuan looked at the closed bathroom door sluggishly, touched his nose, and a deep and inexplicable light flashed in his eyes.
Xia Yiman leaned over the bathroom door, felt out of strength, and sat on the ground softly, unaware of the coldness on the ground.
The bathroom, the only place where there is no carpet, sat there, but did not notice the cold, only a feeling of wanting to cry without tears.
Xia Yiman didn't know how long he sat there, and he didn't get up from the ground until his body was numb.
Fu Xuan started knocking on the door outside, "Manman, have you washed it?" ”
"Wait!" Xia Yiman shuddered, listening to the familiar voice, his heart ached, "I...... I'm going to take a shower, I'm going to soak a little longer, you leave me alone. ”
Fu Xuan's footsteps left, and Xia Yiman soaked in the water before he felt his body recover.
She sat motionless in the bathtub until the water was about to get cold, then she got up and showered again, then changed into her pajamas and went out of the bedroom.
Fu Xuan had already washed up, sat on the bed, and looked at her steadily.
Xia Yiman bit his lip, "Go to sleep, I'm tired and want to rest early." ”
Fu Xuan lifted the quilt for her, Xia Yiman climbed up, and immediately wrapped himself in the quilt.
"Manman, don't you have anything to tell me?" Fu Xuan looked at her with a puzzled expression.
Xia Yiman was stunned and shook his head, "No, I'm too tired, Fu Xuan, don't make any more noises with me." ”
She turned her back to him, silently closed her eyes, Fu Xuan reached out, circled her, and moved her into his arms.
Xia Yiman immediately shook his head like an electric shock, "Fu Xuan, don't make any noise with me, okay?" ”
"Vine, didn't we all sleep like this before?" Fu Xuan's voice was aggrieved.
"But I don't like it now!" Xia Yiman's nose twitched, his voice seemed to be angry, Fu Xuan was stunned for a moment, and retracted his hand.
But after only a while, Fu Xuan automatically approached her, and Xia Yiman sat up, "I'll go sleep in the guest room today." ”
"Why?" A trace of injury flashed in Fu Xuan's eyes.
"I don't know, anyway, it's annoying, I'm annoyed when I look at the paintings hanging in this room, even if I'm sleeping, with my eyes closed, I can still get to this painting, I'm still upset, Fu Xuan, probably because the child doesn't like this kind of environment." Xia Yiman's heart panicked, and he subconsciously lied.
Looking at the disappointment in Fu Xuan's eyes, her heart became even more uncomfortable.
Fu Xuan smiled reluctantly, "Manman, are you looking at me upset?" ”
Xia Yiman's eyes widened and he looked at him in disbelief.
"You won't even face me, you're facing the wedding photos on the wall......"
"Fu Xuan, I'm not bothering you. I was just...... I'm so tired, go to sleep. Xia Yiman said a little depressedly, "I think it's very hot tonight, don't get too close to me, understand?" ”
Xia Yiman got out of bed and moved a new quilt.
"Didn't you say it's hot? Why did you bring another quilt? Vine, can't you even tell the difference between hot and cold? Fu Xuan looked at her strangely, but there was inquiry in his eyes, Xia Yiman shook his head, "Let's sleep separately, so that we won't be covered in a bed and covered with heat." Anyway, the bed is wide, whether I can cover it or not, you can roll up a quilt yourself, and you can cover it however you like. ”
Fu Xuan snorted a little reluctantly, turned around, and turned his back to her, as if he was angry.
Xia Yiman silently moved his quilt over and covered his new quilt silently.
The two of them were in the dark, and they were all right.
Xia Yiman secretly bit his fingers and suppressed the whimper in his mouth.
Tears soaked the pillow unconsciously, in the dark, Fu Xuan's breathing rose and fell steadily, Xia Yiman wiped his tears, and couldn't fall asleep over and over.
Fu Xuan seemed to be woken up by her, Xia Yiman immediately stopped, silently counting the sheep, and I don't know what happened later, and fell asleep unconsciously.
In her sleep, Xia Yiman saw Sun Yiyao, and Sun Yiyao seemed to tell her that Fu Xuan was not related to her, so let her not worry about herself.
Xia Yiman laughed happily, only felt that life was full of sunshine, he seemed to be living in happiness, it was cold and snowy outside, and he was in the house, but he felt very warm and happy......
In a trance, Xia Yiman opened his eyes suddenly, and looked at the ceiling for a minute, Xia Yiman moved, and found that he was held in Fu Xuan's arms, and his new quilt turned over somewhere, and the bed on his body was Fu Xuan's bed, which was also their wedding quilt.
Xia Yiman turned his head in surprise and met Fu Xuan's quiet dual-purpose talent, Fu Xuan's handsome face with a smile.
She found that looking like this is also a pleasing thing to the eye, thinking that at the beginning, the first time she saw Fu Xuan, she was impressed by Fu Xuan's appearance and temperament, even if she has been married for so long, she still feels that she is still very happy to look at, and there is no aesthetic fatigue that others say, in her bones, it must be an appearance association, I heard that it is not good to judge people by their appearance, she just made this mistake,
Fu Xuan's eyebrows, I don't know when, frowned slightly, Xia Yiman couldn't help but reach out and smoothed the wrinkles on his brows for him.
A smile flashed on Xia Yiman's face, Fu Xuan, who was sleeping, was happy, and she also felt very happy.
Fu Xuan's eyes, Huo Di opened, "I've seen it for so long, have you seen enough?" ”
Xia Yiman listened to his low and pleasant voice, and was a little stunned for a while, "You didn't fall asleep?" ”
"yes."
"You're kidding me."
"I didn't fool you, you thought it was funny, I just didn't bother you." Fu Xuan said very scoundrelly.
Xia Yiman snorted, "I'll ignore you." ”
Fu Xuan hugged her, "Manman, can you tell me, what was on your mind last night?" ”
Xia Yiman's face changed in an instant, how could she forget that Fu Xuan was related to her by blood.
If he hadn't mentioned it, she wouldn't have forgotten about it at all, and in her subconscious, she wished she had forgotten about it.
Xia Yiman immediately shook his head, "No." ”
Fu Xuan sighed slightly, "Wife, if you have something, don't hide it from me, I'm not a fool before, but I'm not very smart and can't guess your mind, if there's any problem, let's solve it together?" ”
Xia Yiman was silent.
"I'll make you breakfast." Fu Xuan moved out of bed and changed into home clothes.
Xia Yiman looked at Fu Xuan's back, her heart was like a knife, so suitable for her, the man who loved her was actually her younger brother!
Her husband is actually her younger brother, even though she knows such a terrible truth, she still lives in a dream, still comes back, shares a bed with him, still covets his arms, covets the warmth he gives.
However, all the time, her heart is tormented.
Why did Heaven let her suffer like this? Something must be wrong!
Sun Yiyao never appeared at all! She was just dreaming!
The mobile phone suddenly vibrate, Xia Yiman picked up the mobile phone and looked at the three words on the caller ID, "Yao's mother"
She immediately threw away the mobile phone in an instant as if she was holding a hot potato, the mobile phone fell to the ground, and it still rang unforgivingly, Xia Yiman trembled her hands, picked up the mobile phone, and pressed the answer button.
"Eman."
"Mom......" Xia Yiman said with difficulty.
"Yiman, my daughter ......" Sun Yiyao's voice was excited, "I was not sure last night, whether I really found my daughter, Manman, my daughter is really back." That's nice! ”
Xia Yiman's heart froze, "Mom, I'm your daughter, it's true." ”
"Eman, last night, I dreamed again that I went back to twenty years ago, the dead old woman tried to kill you, you are eight years old, and you were still caught by the dead old woman, and she pressed you into the pond......"
Xia Yiman's heart jumped, the pond, when she was a child, in the countryside, there was a pond where she lived, she once fell into the pond, at that time, a group of friends were having fun, I don't know who started it, bullied her for being young and small, pushed her into the water, and pressed her into the water.
It was originally just a children's game, but at that time she was often bullied and so scared that she almost drowned in the water. Fortunately, there were adults passing by at that time and drove away the group of friends.
Fortunately, the water was shallow and no one needed help, Xia Yiman climbed ashore by himself, only crying in fright.
The children were all hung up and beaten by the parents. But since then, Xia Yiman has alienated from that group of friends, and his childhood has been spent alone like that.
Thinking about it now, at that time, she seemed to be exactly eight years old!
Could it be that this is called blood connection?
"Eman, did you really have the experience of being flooded in a pond at that time?" Sun Yiyao asked with some concern.
"No, Mom, it's you thinking too much, where is the dream really done? I didn't get flooded, although I liked to play in the water when I was a child, I wouldn't go into the pond because the water was very deep, and I was afraid of it. I can't swim. How dare you go there? ”
"That's good, that's good! Yiman, for so many years, my mother is not by your side, do you blame me? Sun Yiyao's voice was full of sadness.
"Mom, how could I blame you? It's not your fault. ”
"It's all the bad man and the dead old woman, Yiman, the fate of our mother and daughter is bumpy, all thanks to the Fu family, Yiman, you must take the Fu family over...... Didn't the old woman always attach importance to the Fu family? took away her family business, and took her years ...... years ago."
Xia Yiman listened to the hatred in Sun Yiyao's voice, and felt uncomfortable in her heart, "Mom, have you ever thought about letting go of ......?"
"Yiman, if it weren't for the fact that your mother escaped back then, you would have ...... long ago."
Xia Yiman's body trembled, listening to Sun Yiyao's voice painfully, and a wave of hatred also surged in her heart, complicated, sad, uncomfortable, and all kinds of emotions were mixed together, making her feel uncomfortable.