"Aren't you drunk? ”

So far, I can only follow her words.

"I don't know what the quinoa looks like? There's no way he's going to drink with anyone other than the members. ”

My colleague smiled strangely on the other end of the phone, "You two have a situation." ”

I rubbed my hot cheeks and replied, "Don't talk nonsense! What is his identity and what is my identity, you don't know?"

"Big stars and assistants. That's it, and besides, you're 4 years older than him, which is just right. ”

"Don't talk nonsense, we're not what you think. ”

I hope the other party will talk to me more, and joke with me a little more, but—

"That's right, the fruit quinoa is too raw to enter, and it is impossible to imagine who he likes and what it looks like. ”

When I arrived at the company, according to my colleague's expectations, the senior management asked me to leave after a brief inquiry, and the matter was over.

I thought this was the end of it, but the captain contacted me and said he wanted to talk to me.

The place of conversation is his dormitory, living room.

As soon as I sat down, he said straight to the point: "I have a general understanding of what happened last night, Guo Ziquinoa took all the responsibility to defend you in front of the company, just because he was kind." ”

I didn't speak, my heart felt like I was choked.

"We and the company have seen your performance at work, you are very responsible and dedicated, and you are also very considerate to Zili, so we are very relieved to let you take care of Zili. The captain's words changed sharply and said, "But, I hope you understand that you and Fruit Quinoa are only in a work relationship." In general, he should be your immediate supervisor. ”

I nodded bitterly and said, "I know." ”

And then started lying, "I haven't had other ......"

What else?

Thinking differently, or thinking beautifully?

The captain interrupted me and said, "I'm not talking about this. ”

I looked up at him, not understanding. What is it that lays down such a lot of foreshadowing not to say that there is a transgression between men and women?

"I hope you don't treat him like an ordinary, ordinary friend. ”

The captain's words hit me hard.

"You're not friends. The temperament of the fruit quinoa is easy to have a feeling of closeness and dependence on the people who get along day and night, and likes to shout about his brothers and sisters, but that is just his habit and does not represent anything. ”

I couldn't help but say, "Got it." ”

"I hope you can treat him as a boss who pays you a salary, and a junior who needs your care. ”

"Got it. ”

When he said so, he thought to hell with him.

The ghost's junior, he is only 4 years younger than me. In school, it is the relationship between freshmen and seniors.

Think I will lack this monthly salary, overtime pay and five social insurance and one housing fund benefits?

If I don't want to soak him, I can take care of him so hard and hard?

It's even more important than myself.

I can't figure out who it is.

Coming out of Zhou Yiqing's dormitory, I thought about going to say hello to Fruit Quinoa and thank him for his maintenance today. took the elevator down, and as soon as he arrived at the door, he found that the door of his dormitory was not closed, and there was the sound of Fang Lu chirping.

"You can't do this now, I think you still have to find a girlfriend. ”

"Can you introduce me? "The sound of the fruit quinoa.

"I'll introduce you, I can introduce you, what do you like?"

"You don't know. ”

"Then ......," Fang Lu's voice began to stutter, "That's too difficult, you're just embarrassing me." Just like that, the whole world can't find a second one that is the same. ”

"Then what are you talking to me about, go back to your house quickly. ”

"Isn't my brother worried about you, or ...... Or ......"

"Or what?"

"Why don't you go to South Korea?"

"What are you going to do in Korea. ”

The voice was completely cold, and I was horrified when I stood in the doorway and listened.

"I think ......," Fang Yan's voice trembled, "I think I can get my nose up for it." ”

"Go ahead, don't just move your face, but also your brain. ”

Listening to the sound of Fang Lu walking, I hurriedly hid in the stairwell and waited for him to leave by elevator before coming out, but I didn't want to say hello to the fruit quinoa.

The next day was a busy schedule, and the fruit quinoa looked like nothing had happened, and he didn't tell me anything, and everything was as usual.

But I felt awkward.

Because of the captain's words, because Fang Yang said that he would introduce him to his girlfriend.

Fruit quinoa asked me a few times why I was absent-minded, but I was perfunctory. On the fourth day, he gave me a gift box.

"What is this. ”

"Didn't the previous perfume break? ”

I opened the box and it was the bottle of perfume he had given me on Valentine's Day.

"When did you buy it?"

"Brother Fang asked him to bring it by the way when he went. ”

"It's hard for you to remember. ”

"Didn't you say at that time, just buy it after it is broken, men should be trustworthy. ”

I laughed and said, "What a man, or a boy." ”

He suddenly stopped talking, and looked at me fixedly, his eyes deep.

"I'm not a kid anymore. ”

"yes, I misremembered. ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, but the disappointment in his eyes flashed quickly.

I'm really unproductive and easy to buy.

originally said that he would be angry with himself for a few days to punish his previous inadequacy, but because of the arrival of this bottle of perfume, he gave up his previous commitment to himself.

The quinoa is already an adult, and it will be twenty years old this year. A person like him, who is assertive and self-disciplined, must know very well what he is doing and what he wants.

So, my worries are unnecessary.

The captain's worries are also unnecessary.

His life is chosen by himself, and no one can interfere or be the master.

After that, the days went on like this, the fruit quinoa grew day by day, becoming more and more popular and popular, and the concert went to a place I couldn't imagine, and was loved by countless people.

Sometimes I accidentally see it on TV, or turn my head at a certain moment, and wonder if this excellent and perfect big star is the boy I like to be obsessed with.

He turned over his 20th birthday and really became a thorough adult.

The day after his 20th birthday, he told members that he wanted to get a tattoo.

Fang Yang was immediately frightened and choked on a mouthful of soda.

"Why? Why do you suddenly have this idea? The tattoo hurts. ”

Qi Lu asked very calmly: "What do you want to tattoo, where do you want to tattoo." ”

"Didn't think about it. ”

"Pierced ears can still heal, and it is very troublesome to clean the tattoo. ”

"Why should I wash. ”

"You can think about it. As an adult, you can take responsibility for your own decisions. ”

Qi Lu, the strongest player in the team, had nothing to say, and the captain did not object, only said: "Don't make it too obvious." ”

In the end, it was decided that Fang Yang would accompany him.

Before I went, I asked him, "Why do you want a tattoo?"

"Pretty cool, isn't it?"

I looked at the piercing in his ear and didn't speak.

When I came back that day, I said it was done.

"Where's the tattoo?" asked the captain.

Guo Ziqu didn't speak, he went back to the house by himself, Fang Yang looked at me, "I'll tell you later." ”

Really, what can't you say to my face?

Based on my relationship and friendship with Fruit Quinoa, I wouldn't ask him myself?

I was wrong, and he didn't tell me when I asked.

Completely, tight-lipped.

I have the impression that he is only reticent to this extent when talking about his ex-girlfriend.

"There's nothing you can't say. I wondered, "It's normal for a boy of your age to have tattoos, and I wanted to get them when I was the same age as you, so didn't I give up for fear of pain?" ”

"Hmm. He touched my head, "Girls, don't do this." ”

The feeling of emptiness envelops the whole body, fluttering. So I forgot the original purpose of talking about this topic in the first place.

Later, I still knew. He insisted on the concert while sick, and fainted at the end, and the doctor laid him flat on the ground and unbuttoned his clothes to give him ventilation.

That's when I saw it.

On the left side of the clavicle, below the collarbone, that is, on the chest, a very short sentence of flowers is tattooed in English.

After careful identification, it should be:

“she doesn’t see me。 ”

She couldn't see me.

Why do you have such a sentence?

All of a sudden, I thought of the ex-girlfriend he had been avoiding talking about.

However, no, as far as I know, it is not a very unforgettable relationship.

was together as an adult at the age of 18, but they broke up in just a few months, and he took the initiative to mention it, which shows that the relationship is not so deep. To a large extent, it is analyzed by colleagues, because adults are curious about the feelings between men and women.

In the past two years, I have been with him day and night, and I have not seen him contact anyone, and there are no other clues.

Perhaps, it was a random pick in the tattoo artist's album that looked good in English.

That's how it should be.

Self-deception, that's how it should be.

It's also that I don't like to listen to songs very much, except for what he sings, I basically don't listen to them. If I had known that there was a song called that, I would have understood everything.

After returning home from a job abroad, there is a short vacation.

Fang Yang brought up the old matter again at this time, and asked Guozi Quinoa to have a girlfriend. This time, even the agent followed suit and said:

"It's okay for a gentle and sensible girl. ”

The fruit quinoa didn't speak, and my clothes were about to burst when I pulled them here.

When it was just me and him, I asked him, "Do you really want to be in love?" ”

He didn't hide it from me, and said directly: "I did have this idea recently, probably because I wasn't busy with work." ”

"Do you have someone you like? ”

"No, I just want to get along with girls. ”

"How do you want to get along?"

Fruit Quinoa thought for a moment and said, "First of all, I must go to the amusement park, take the roller coaster pirate ship jumping machine, and go to the haunted house." ”

I answered coldly, "Do you fantasize that girls are afraid that they will lean into your arms and be coquettish with you?"

"That seems like a good thing. ”

"So you like this kind of contrived girl?"

I've started to speak harshly and viciously. How can you say that a girl who is afraid of heights and ghosts is pretentious?

"Is this contrived?" he asked me curiously, as if he didn't understand it at all.

"So the girls you used to date were like this, riding a pirate ship roller coaster that would lean into your arms in fear, and would hold you and scream in a haunted house?"