135. Chapter 135: Don't Forgive Me for Being Like This
"Xi'er, you see I'm catching fish, you look at the big fish......" Xia Yun raised the fish in his hand with a cheer, Xia Xi on the opposite side smiled and looked at Xia Yun who caught the fish, the woman's Tsing Yi robe in the distance was already soaked, and the bright smile on her face made Xia Xi warm.
Xia Xi endured the pain in his heart and looked at the people in the distance, the smile on his face remained unchanged, he didn't want Xia Yun to worry, he was very happy these days, he could be with Xia Yun every day, sit and watch the morning and sunset, watch the beautiful mountains and rivers, and live a life of companionship, he even wanted to be able to live like this for a lifetime.
Xia Yun grabbed the fish in his hand, ran to Xia Xi happily, shook the fish in his hand in front of Xia Xi with a smile, and said happily? "Xi'er, we have fish to eat today, see if this carp is very big......"
"Hmm......" Xia Xi endured the pain of drilling his heart, he was already in pain and didn't have the strength to say one more word, endured the heart-rending pain, and still smiled very coquettishly, and said coquettishly: "Yun'er, let's go see the sunset, I heard that sitting on a high place and watching the sunset is very wonderful!" ”
"Okay, I'll put the fish in the bamboo basket, you wait for me......" Xia Yun said with a smile, hurriedly pulling Xia Xi's hand, looking at the person in front of him undoubtedly, and exclaiming: "Xi'er, why, why are you trembling all over......"
"Yun'er, I'm fine......" Xia Xi finally couldn't help shaking her body and said very weakly. He's really fine, it won't hurt for a while.
"You still said it's okay, your hands are bloodied by you, what's wrong with you, are you having another seizure......" Xia Yun threw the fish in his hand, anxiously supported his body, looked flustered, stared at his face looking for a trace of wrong footprints, and seeing him smile so full made Xia Yun feel uneasy, a kind of uneasiness that made his heart tremble.
"What's wrong with you, you tell me......" Xia Yun asked over and over again, holding him with trembling hands. She couldn't get an answer, as if a helpless child was seeking comfort from his mother, so he asked over and over again, and Xia Xi, who was leaning on Xia Yun, just smiled, smiled beautifully, and he was silent just because he didn't have the strength to speak; He wanted to reach out and touch her face, but the raised hand hung limply; He wanted to smile more beautifully to soothe her panicked, but he wanted to close his eyes weakly.
Xia Yun knew that Xia Xi was asleep again, and she told herself over and over again that he was asleep, but in fact she wasn't sure if he was really asleep or ......
"Doctor, tell me, how is my husband......" Xia Yun nervously held the doctor's hand, maybe even she didn't know that her hands were trembling so much, those eyes were full of anticipation, so the old doctor couldn't bear to tell him, so he could only shake his head, sigh and leave with the medicine box on his back.
Xia Yun came to the bed uneasily, what does it mean to shake his head, is it hopeless? She doesn't understand, she really doesn't...... Xia Yun leaned over and looked at Xia Xi who was asleep in front of her, that was her favorite husband......
"Xia Yun, do you know what disease Xia Xi has?" Mo Hua pulled the awkward Mo Han into the room, just now she stopped the robbed doctor, the doctor refused to say, only knew that sighing, angry she really wanted to beat the doctor hard, but unfortunately the only old doctor in the cottage at that time, she had to pull Mo Han into the room.
"Heartache......" Xia Yun guarded Xia Xi, looking at his sleeping face, she could feel his presence, she was afraid that in the blink of an eye, her Xi'er would be gone.
Mo Han frowned, stepped forward to check Xia Xi's pulse, and looked at the unconscious Xia Xi undoubtedly, 'How could the Heart Devouring Gu be like this!' 'This Gu worm doesn't look like it has just been launched, then there is only one possibility, the sealed Gu worm is awakened, it's terrifying! It seems that this Gu worm has been raised in his body for ten years, and now that he has been awakened, he has eaten his heart, which means that this Gu worm can no longer be pulled out, so he can only let it continue to gnaw until he has no heart. Mo Han was frightened and took a few steps back, if he guessed correctly, Xia Xi only had two years, and it might not take two years, with Xia Xi's weak physique, he couldn't bear such a heart-rending pain, did he want to tell Xia Yun Xia Xi's actual situation......
"Senior brother, how is Xia Xi...... With your medical skills, you must know what the reason is......" Mo Hua asked, what a beautiful man! It's not beautiful when you're sick......
"Xia Yun, I can only say that Xia Xi's disease has not been cured, and the only way now is to relieve Xia Xi's pain, Xia Xi's current physique can't bear such pain at all, do you understand? He was inflicted with a Heart-devouring Gu worm, and this Gu worm could no longer be lured and lured, unless it was sealed again, and there was another way to relieve pain. At present, what we can do is to relieve the pain for Xiaxi......" Mo Han said faintly, the most difficult thing is the painkiller medicine, it is too difficult!
Xia Yun looked at Xia Xi in a daze, she could feel his pain, her stupid Xi'er, what should she do to save you! Xia Yun raised his eyes to look at Mo Han, and what he said was true: "What do you have to do to save him!" ”
"The Tim Xiang Pill of the Tim Xiang Country or the Weprec Grass of the Linlang Country...... Alas! Mo Han looked at Xia Yun and said with a sigh, these two things are national treasures, and it is impossible to get them.
"Tim Ka Maru...... Wan Youcao ......" Xia Yun muttered distractedly, now Xia Yun only has these six words in her mind, she doesn't know what this is, but she understands that these two things can make Xia Xi no longer hurt, her Xi'er is afraid of the dark and afraid of pain! What to do......
"This incense pill is only available to Her Majesty the Empress of Tianguo, it can cure all kinds of poisons and diseases, if this pill can get Xia Xi, it won't hurt. And Wanyou grass is the national grass of Linlang country, which solves the difficult diseases of the world, but no one has ever seen this kind of grass. Twenty years ago, someone broke into the palace at night to steal this grass, but it was never found. Thinking about it, there is only Tianxiang Pill now......" Mo Han told Xia Yun everything he knew, and saw that she was expressionless, just holding Xia Xi's hand, quietly not knowing what she was thinking.
"Let's all go out...... Let me ...... quietly" Xia Yun said coldly, she wanted to have a good conversation with Xia Xi, she had never spoken to him properly.
Until only Xia Yun and Xia Xi were left in the room, Xia Yun looked at Xia Xi who was sleeping quietly and said in a low voice: "Xi'er, my name is Xia Yun, do you know?" A new human from the 21st century, where I am unhappy, my parents are divorced, I was raised by my grandfather since I was a child, and then I got married, married to a man who matches my family, I have no so-called love with him, I live very lonely, so lonely that no one will remember if I disappear. One day I woke up, my world was completely changed, I met you, I saw you crying at first sight, I was confused and helpless, I even wanted to leave the life I wanted to live, but I found that I couldn't leave a man named Xia Xi. I want you to live a good life and live a happy life, but it is difficult to imagine that it is very difficult. Heaven seems to have played a joke on me, after I fell in love with you, it told me that it was impossible, it was betting with me with your life, I couldn't afford to lose, I could only be forced to accept such a fate, I didn't want to lose! In the end, I realized that it was over before it started......"
"You know what? The last thing I want is to see you sick and die in front of me......" I don't know when Xia Yun's face was already wet, so she was crying silently, saying the most beautiful love words in the world, but silently.
"I love you more than I love myself, how can you make me bear it?" Xia Yun leaned over and kissed his lips, tossing and turning.
"Xi'er, will you blame me? Will you blame me? Xia Yun asked softly, and laughed stupidly again.
"Xi'er, don't blame Yun'er. Yun'er just lost you, don't blame Yun'er for losing you......" Xia Yun laughed at his incompetence and gave his favorite person to Tian Xuanxin, which was as shameless as Tim Xuanxin twenty years ago, the same cowardice, the same ridiculous, and the same ineligible to be forgiven.
Xia Yun got up and helped up the unconscious Xia Xi, dressed up for him, her Xi'er loved beauty very much, she didn't like herself who was not beautiful, put on a coat for him, put on Xia Xi in a coma on her back, and said gently: "Xi'er, Yun'er carried you to see the rising sun, I didn't see the sunset yesterday, today I carry you to the top of the highest mountain to see the earliest sunrise, that is very beautiful......"
Xia Yun carried Xia Xi out step by step, walked through the river, and went up step by step, no one knew that Xia Yun who was carrying Xia Xi on his back was in extreme pain, just like falling into a black whirlpool, unable to go in, but hopeless to go on.
Until the morning sun rose, the first rays of sunlight shone down, but it couldn't soften Xia Yun's heart, she held the person in her arms, and the sadness lingered around her body, and it couldn't dissipate for a long time.
She said, "Xi'er, my father-in-law! Do you know that not being able to love you is the pain of my life! If I can think more, I will accompany you to live an ordinary life as I do now, I love you, I love you very much...... After today, we won't see each other again! So, my dear, don't forgive me for being like this, it's not worth it! ”
Xia Yun said faintly, looking at a corner, her eyes were dead, and she said, "Tell Tian Xuanxin that in less than a month, I will return her charm to her." I just begged her to take the Tim Xiang Pill to cure him, and I promised anything, as long as I could save him......"
A "whoosh" in the secret position appeared in front of Xia Yun, and asked suspiciously: "How do you know that someone is following you......
"Tian Xuanxin will not rest assured, even if I stunned you that day, I think there will still be someone to monitor my every move, in fact, I want to thank you for protecting us along the way! ......" Xia Yun sneered, she wasn't stupid, she just pretended not to know.
The dark position was a little embarrassed, could he say that it wasn't her who was stunned that day? She has been watching silently from a distance, silently watching this woman named Xia Yun marry Her Majesty's Mei Guijun, of course, she didn't tell the Empress all this, she could only say silently: Your Majesty is only because your character is too poor......