143. 【143】I owe her a love
"The little man poisoned me, I woke up and missed the time to go out, and my internal strength was temporarily lost, if I barely exercised, I would only have a splitting headache, and the gains outweighed the losses, I just tried it, and the strength recovered about seventy or eighty percent, and the back of the head is still a little uncomfortable, it is estimated that the toxicity has not completely faded, otherwise I won't even be able to notice you behind me." Ren Shaotian reached out and rubbed the back of his head.
As expected, Mu Chen didn't want the two of them to be implicated.
"She has no experience in the battlefield at all, and the people of the Immortal God Sect will definitely take the opportunity to hunt her down, she is dangerous all the time, no, I will set off to find her now." Su Wuxie looked nervous, he couldn't wait, wishing that a pair of wings would allow him to fly to Mu Chen's side in an instant.
Speaking of Mu Chen, in fact, Ren Shaotian was full of anger towards Su Wuxie, and he really didn't know where to start, so he kept holding back.
Mu Chen wrote in the letter to Ren Shaotian that she liked Su Wuxie, but was rejected by Su Wuxie, Ren Shaotian already felt a little strange, because he clearly felt that Su Wuxian was also interested in Mu Chen, but since Mu Chen himself said so, there would be no falsehood, of course, it would be subject to what the parties said.
And now, Su Wuxian is so nervous about Mu Chen's safety, and he looks like he would rather die than be hurt in the slightest, no matter how he looks at it, it doesn't look like he has just a simple brotherly feeling.
If Su Wuxian doesn't like Mu Chen, Ren Shaotian doesn't believe it, if Su Wuxian likes Mu Chen, but still rejects her, hurts her, and pushes her into the abyss of pain, then such a man is really too ...... Damn.
Seeing that Su Wuxian turned around and wanted to leave, Ren Shaotian grabbed his wrist.
Su Wuxian only felt that Ren Shaotian was extremely serious today, and his expression was extremely solemn: "What's wrong?" Anything else? Or don't you want to go? It's okay, you don't go, I'll go. ”
Su Wuxian was extremely anxious today, he really didn't have the patience to go, nothing was more important than Mu Chen's safety at the moment, he just wanted to go to Mu Chen's side as soon as possible.
He wanted to break free of Ren Shaotian's hand, but Ren Shaotian buckled it very tightly.
Su Wuxian raised his eyebrows, gave the last patience, and asked in a deep voice, "What do you want?" ”
Ren Shaotian ignored all the questions and asked his own questions: "Are you honest, do you love dwarfs?" ”
Ren Shaotian also replied with sharp eyes, the two of them looked at each other, and they both had the momentum of a tiger encountering the enemy, without giving in, they could open the world in the blink of an eye and cut people into thousands of pieces.
In the final analysis, both of them are anxious, but the anxious things are different, which is why the atmosphere is particularly tense.
Does it make sense to ask this kind of question at this time? The top priority is to get to the prince's side as soon as possible, assist her, and protect her. "Emotional matters cannot be explained clearly in a few words, especially the feelings between him and the prince, let alone a sentence of love or dislove.
The corners of Ren Shaotian's mouth were slightly the same, and he snorted: "I know you're in a hurry, why shouldn't I?" But it's not bad for a while, love is just one word, and if you don't love, it's just two words, and you can't waste much time. ”
Yes, love is one word, not love is two words, the answer is very simple, the person who wastes time is not Ren Shaotian, but himself, but what is the meaning of his love or not love? What if you answer? It doesn't change the facts at all.
Thinking of this, Su Wuxian's eyes couldn't help but soften, and he smiled bitterly: "It doesn't matter if I love her or not, because she doesn't love me." ”
If Su Wuxie's answer was love or not, maybe Ren Shaotian would be better to accept it, after all, it was the answer he expected, and he was somewhat mentally prepared.
But Su Wuxie's answer was unexpected, not only did he not directly say whether he loved or not, but also seemed to blame Mu Chen, blaming her for not loving him, which was really ridiculous.
On the letter, Mu Chen wrote very clearly that she loved Su Wuxie, and she loved it very much, is this still false? If Mu Chen didn't love him, would he be so sad after being rejected? The letters are full of pain and despair he brought to her, and she doesn't even have the courage to love anymore.
Now Su Wuxian actually said the opposite, saying that she didn't love him, so she wanted to distort the facts and get rid of the relationship.
Ren Shaotian couldn't help but be furious, and this fire burned very vigorously all of a sudden.
He punched Su Wuxian in the face hard, gritting his teeth and spitting out two words: "Bastard." ”
Leng was caught in the punch, and Su Wuxian felt inexplicable.
And the punch was not light, and the corners of his mouth were already bleeding.
Tasting the smell of blood, he wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand: "Are you crazy today?" ”
"Am I crazy? That's right, because I have no eyes, I always thought that you were not a shameless person, but today I found out that you are shameless and not human. Ren Shaotian only felt anger all over his body.
"What did you say?" Su Wuxian was still in the fog.
"The little man has a deep affection for you, why do you bear to hurt him? Even if he is a man, you don't want to be said that you have broken sleeves, and you don't need to use him as an excuse that he doesn't like you, men should dare to act, otherwise it will only hurt the people who love you more. ”
Ren Shaotian's words were very different from Su Wuxie's cognition, reversing the facts that he had already determined in his heart.
"What did you say?" Su Wuxian was stunned.
Ren Shaotian didn't bother to talk nonsense to him, so he pulled him and walked to the room.
He took out the long letter that Mu Chen had left before he set out on the expedition: "Look. ”
Su Wuxian opened the letter and read the contents on it, his face became more and more gray, his sword eyebrows became tighter and tighter, and after reading the entire letter, he stood on the spot.
Every word in the letter shocked him, his head was in chaos, memories rolled in, colliding with the content of the letter, Mu Chen's voice was still in his ears, and those words in the letter were constantly intertwined.
"You really don't want me?"
"Actually, I love Su Wuxie, I really love it."
"From now on, you and I will be cut off."
"Love is a lifetime, I think, I will never be able to fall in love with someone else again in this life."
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Are these heartbreaking sentences your heart's content? Is it wrong to persist and endure all the time?
Su Wuxian held his head decadently, every word and sentence was like a sharp knife stabbing him in the heart, enough to make his blood flow and shatter.
"I love you...... I love you......" The pain dragged the emotions in the body and slowly expanded, almost detonating the body, "I love you, Chen'er." ”
"I love you......" he said many times, when no one was around, to Chen'er who came to mind.
But he never said it in person once, and he never let the woman in his heart hear it.
Su Wuxian has tasted the taste of distress, every time he thinks that Mu Chen loves something that is not him, he will feel distressed, and every time he separates from Mu Chen, he will feel distressed, but these distresses have not collapsed this time.
Only then did he realize that he had always thought that his concession was for Mu Chen's good, but in fact, he had deeply hurt her.
She is so self-righteous, but she is affectionate and unrepentant.
He owes her, he owes her a love.
I don't know what you want, I've always misunderstood your mind, I've always wanted your love, I want everything about you, but I don't dare, I can't afford it, it's not that I don't love, it's just that I love too much, and I'm reluctant to hurt.
I owe you love and repay it for the rest of my life, okay?
The words "I love you" kept muttering on his lips, Ren Shaotian had never seen such a melancholy and painful Su Wuxie, so much so that he was also infected, and the anger just now disappeared.
Ren Shaotian stretched out his hand and gently stroked his shoulder, he slowly raised his head, and his scarlet eyes startled Ren Shaotian.
Su Wuxie's eyes were full of tears, sadness, pain, self-blame, guilt, all emotions were swelling in his body, but he didn't know how to vent it, and he knew the pain.
Ren Shaotian seemed to be able to feel his great pain at the moment, patted him on the shoulder, and asked softly: "Lao Su, you also love little people, right?" ”
Judging from Su Wuxie's performance, Ren Shaotian already knew his intentions, but Ren Shaotian still wanted him to answer in person, and didn't want him to escape anymore.
"Yes." He didn't run away, he just didn't dare to say it.
After receiving a positive answer, Ren Shaotian felt a little pain in his heart, he should have known that Lao Su and Xiao Xiao were in love with each other, but he was too stupid and clumsy, and he never saw it.
But it's not too late to know, or God wants to tell him that it's time for his love to retreat to a proper position.
As long as the little man is happy, even if the one next to him is not him, he will bless it.
Thinking about it, he was also a little sad, but sad was sad, and he did not forget the most urgent thing at the moment: "Since you love him, tell him, let's go now." ”
"Okay." Su Wuxian endured the heartache and returned to his usual calm as much as possible, "You pack your bags, I'll go outside the palace to prepare the horses, and an hour later, we will meet at the Fulai Hotel." ”
"Hmm." Ren Shaotian nodded.
Su Wuxian did not leave the East Palace immediately, but entered the Prince's Hall with the significant kite.
He pretended to leave and went in while Ren Shaotian was not paying attention.
He twisted the mechanism on the prince's bed, went into the stone chamber under the bed, and placed the kite at the head of the little bed.
The bedding on the bed was still a little messy, not only did he think of the lingering night, memory overlapped with reality, the scene seemed to be right in front of him, and his heart ached again.
She was so beautiful and enchanting, peerless, like a budding rose, waiting to bloom under him, but he actually pushed her away.
At that moment, how sad was she?
He just remembered it, and he could already imagine that kind of heartache, which showed that she must have been like a knife at that time.
How much pride and self-esteem did she let go of before she allowed herself to ask the phrase "You really don't want me"? And he rejected her again and again and broke her heart.
What a fool, a self-righteous fool, Su Wuxian really wanted to pull out the Jiaolong Sword and hack himself to death.
But at the very least, he should have said a word of love to Mu Chen in person, so that he died willingly-
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