Chapter 59: Dreams and Nightmares
That night, for the first time in his life, Ye Su had insomnia all night.
Throughout the night, he kept his eyes open, as long as his eyes were closed, Tang Chen's moving curves full of vitality and beauty would immediately appear in front of him.
The curve was close in front of him, making his mouth dry and at the same time impossible to touch, and the side effect of not being able to really quench his thirst was to make him even more upset.
The most tormenting thing was that Tang Chen slept in the room next to him, and the even breathing sound that could be heard in his ears reminded him every moment that the little beauty was asleep at this time, and it was the defenseless kind!
Such a fact always appeared in his mind inadvertently, constantly beating him, so that Ye Su could never remove the wonderful but painful picture from his mind.
Of course, in fact, as long as Ye Su was really willing, he had ten thousand ways to enter the state of meditation and meditation, so as to get through the longest night in his life.
So from this point of view, the whole night of torture was completely Ye Su's self-inflicted suffering.
When the morning light of the next morning entered Ye Su's bedroom through the pre-dawn darkness, Ye Su was staring at his red eyes, clenching his teeth, and entangled in the struggle between reason and desire.
The faint light interrupted Ye Su's struggle, which seemed to be fruitless, and he looked up slightly stunned, looking at the sun outside the window that had already peeked half of his body from the horizon, and patted his head painfully.
The excellent location and view of the apartment building could not bring Ye Su the slightest pleasant mood at this time.
He sat down on the bed and began to seriously think about whether or not to change apartments.
Ye Su believed that living in the same room with a beautiful woman like Tang Chen was definitely the dream of all men, but if this kind of cohabitation had to be maintained on a positive distance, then the dream would instantly turn into a nightmare that would be unbearable for anyone.
Moreover, the pain of nightmares increases exponentially with the approach, and this increase will reach a peak when the positive distance becomes a zero distance, and the pain that reaches the peak can never be truly expressed unless it becomes a negative distance contact from zero distance again.
Can the relationship with Tang Chen develop enough to make negative distance contact?
Ye Su shook his head, trying hard to get this ridiculous idea out of his mind. Because there is always another woman in his heart, the elf-like smile of the little junior sister has never been forgotten by him.
Even if it has been dormant for a thousand years, it only seems to make the memory more profound.
Ye Su knew that he was not a saint who could guard himself like jade, in fact, any adult man's thoughts about women were never dirtier than toilets.
He just has a little psychological barrier, and this psychological barrier makes Ye Su instinctively hypocritical, especially when it comes to women.
At least, if you can still persevere, you must always insist, if you encounter a situation that you can't persevere...... Let's talk about it.
Ye Su thought helplessly, as for what kind of situation could not be adhered to, even Ye Su himself did not have a specific concept.
A lot of times, men aren't really loyal, they just want to find a reason to enjoy the chaos with peace of mind.
For men, mental single-mindedness and physical repetition are never opposites, and in an ideal state they should be united.
After thinking for a while, looking at the time that had passed a little, Ye Su reached out and rubbed his messy hair, stared at his bloodshot eyes and got up and walked out of the bedroom.
After washing up in the bathroom, he looked a little sober.
Although in his current realm, it is impossible to have any impact without sleep at all, Ye Su's spirit has been engaged in high-intensity infighting all night, which really makes him extremely tired.
And this exhaustion made him feel a little bad.
Without waiting for Tang Chen to get up, Ye Su went directly out of the apartment, he was worried that his self-control was too low in his worst mental state, once he saw Tang Chen's lazy appearance when he just woke up, he might immediately lose control and directly throw Tang Chen on the bed, and then use all his strength to release it crazily.
In order to avoid this worst scene, Ye Su decisively chose the distance.
After strolling around the campus in the early morning for a while, he finally calmed down his mood that had been restless all night, and looked at the gradually increasing number of students on campus, Ye Su went to the teacher's cafeteria.
After breakfast, Ye Su went to the office to sign in again, and then walked towards the teaching building.
According to the class schedule, the first class this morning is his class, and since he is a new counselor, the teaching task assigned to Ye Su by the school is not heavy.
Coupled with the special xing of the marine science class itself, after Su Yunxuan assigned this class to Ye Su, Ye Su no longer had the teaching task of other classes.
In the teaching schedule of marine science, there are only five professional courses a week, so in this way, Ye Su really needs to teach very little time.
Although he had calmed down his restlessness, Ye Su's mood was still not good, so when he pushed the door and entered the class, the aura on Ye Su's body was a little gloomy.
It stands to reason that it is impossible for ordinary people to feel this change in aura, but as Ye Su pushed the door in, Zheng Kexin, who had been sitting in the back row and concentrating on reading, frowned and looked up at Ye Su, and then there was a rare trace of doubt on his face.
Ye Su also felt Zheng Kexin's gaze, turned his head and looked at Zheng Kexin's eyes, from Zheng Kexin's eyes, Ye Su couldn't see any fluctuations!
This high-IQ genius is an absolutely calm guy like a machine!
Ye Su silently commented in his heart, Ye Su had the most detailed understanding of the information of everyone in this class, and the database of the highest authority of Ocean University even contained everything they had experienced since they were born.
But there is still a special case among them, that is, Zheng Kexin.
There is a lack of information about Zheng Kexin, so even Ye Su's understanding of Zheng Kexin is limited to a few dry pieces of information such as what school he entered at what age he entered.
It is precisely because of this that Ye Su pays more attention to Zheng Kexin, although the other students in this class have prominent backgrounds, they still belong to the category of ordinary people.
But Zheng Kexin is not, her intelligence is far beyond ordinary people, and from the look just now, Ye Su was surprised to find that this girl, who should only be nineteen years old this year, actually knows how smart she is!
To use another more appropriate adjective, it is Zheng Kexin, who has real wisdom.
And there are always very few people in this world who can truly have wisdom!
[Author's digression]: I saw a message saying that I asked for a reward at the end of each chapter......
Wronged...... I've never asked for a reward since I published this book...... I've just been asking for book reviews and collections......
On the question of rewarding~ This will indeed bring me a lot of sense of accomplishment~~ But I really didn't take the initiative to ask for it~~ Even if it was the last one~ I wrote it for a year and a half, I only had a cheeky face in a certain event~~ Everyone is quite face-saving, I asked for it once, and you gave a lot.
I think I still have some character in this regard......