Chapter 115: Good for Nothing
"Young grandma, if you don't accept it, I won't be able to pay it back when I go back, and I will definitely be scolded by the young master so bloody, you can accept it."
YIN MANQING DIDN'T WANT TO SEE SHEN YE, SHEN YE HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO ORDER PETER TO COME AND GIVE YIN MANQING A SUM OF MONEY, ALTHOUGH QIN YUEFENG DID GIVE HER A LARGE AMOUNT OF MONEY WHEN HE LEFT, BUT EVEN IF YIN MANQING DIED, SHE WOULDN'T BE WILLING TO SPEND IT.
And when she left the Shen family, according to her temperament, she would definitely not accept the Shen family's help, without the work of the stretching table, her economy was not rich, but she would not ask for Shen Ye's money.
"Young grandma, this is the young master's money, and it is not someone else's, you should spend the child's father's money. If you don't accept it, the young master will be even more sad in his heart, and during the time you left, he seems to have returned to his previous unsmiling attitude, young grandma, is this what you want to see? ”
"PETER, TAKE IT BACK, NO MATTER WHOSE MONEY IT IS, I DON'T WANT IT, SINCE I WANT TO LEAVE HIM, I HAVE ALREADY THOUGHT ABOUT RAISING THE CHILD BY MYSELF, WITHOUT ANYONE'S SUPPORT, GO BACK, DON'T COME TO ME IN THE FUTURE, TELL SHEN YE THAT HE DOESN'T COME TO ME, HE DOESN'T DISTURB MY LIFE, IT IS THE GREATEST KINDNESS AND LOVE TO ME."
Yin Manqing's eyes were cold, and her determination was so obvious, she didn't seem to be affectionate at all, but she knew very well that it had to be so, she had to ruthlessly refuse all of Shen Ye's kindness, even if she was considered to be ignorant, she had to do it, what she was most afraid of was that as long as she was a little soft-hearted, all her efforts would be in vain......
"THIS ......," PETER GRIMACED.
"If you really think about Shen Ye, you should persuade him to let go of me, don't waste your efforts."
"Young grandma, although there are some things that I can't say as a subordinate, I don't want to see you and the young master separated. Since we met at the flower market, Miss Long is now forcing the young master to go back to Chicago every day, if the young master really goes back, have you thought about it? YOU REALLY DON'T HAVE A CHANCE TO BE TOGETHER......" PETER WANTED TO WARN YIN MANQING TO PANIC.
"Don't talk about it, let's go back." YIN MANQING DIRECTLY SHUT PETER OUT OF THE DOOR THIS TIME, AND TEARS SLID DOWN HER CHEEKS THE MOMENT THE DOOR CLOSED.
She thought about it, how could she not have thought that she would not have a chance in the future, but what could she do......
Reconciling with Shen Ye desperately, Annie, Long Yunjing, these people, even including her and Shen Ye, will have unpredictable fate in the future, almost unimaginable future and difficulty.
PETER STOOD OUTSIDE THE DOOR FOR A LONG TIME AND WAS EMBARRASSED, AND SIMILARLY, HE COULD ALSO SEE YIN MANQING'S DIFFICULTIES, IF HE WAS YIN MANQING, HE WOULD INEVITABLY MAKE THE SAME DECISION.
Yin Manqing wiped away her tears and opened the notebook, she asked Yin Luowen to contact the place where she lives abroad for her, it seems that she doesn't need it now, she doesn't have to run outside to live in order to hide from Shen Ye, if she doesn't hide, Shen Ye will leave......
On MSN, Yin Luowen was unusually surprised by Yin Manqing's sudden change of mind:
Arwen: What is the reason for changing your mind, that you can't forget him in the end, and decide to go back to him?
MAN: He's going back to Chicago soon.
Yin Manqing typed out this word on the keyboard, and the three words "Chicago" were particularly eye-catching.
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For a long time, Yin Luowen fell silent, it seemed that he couldn't give a good opinion on the relationship between her and Shen Ye, the love for Yin Manqing that had been hidden in his heart was not weakened, but with the growth of years, he became more mature, and he knew how to think about Yin Manqing, at least at this time, saying that he loved her or wanted to take care of her, which undoubtedly added a great burden and discomfort to her.
Arwen: Let's take the video and show you something.
In the past, no matter how unhappy Yin Manqing was, as long as she saw mickeymouse, her mood would naturally become happy.
But when Yin Manqing took Yin Luowen's video and saw several mickeymice of different sizes placed in the video, although a smile bloomed on his face, the sourness in his heart became stronger.
Arwen: When I return to China, I'll bring it back to you.
Every year on Yin Manqing's birthday, I will find her a mickeymouse with a different shape as a gift, and I want to give it to her together.
Xiaoman: Thank you.
The appearance of mickeymouse made Yin Manqing happy at the same time, and missed Shen Ye more and more, when they met when they were children, it seemed that everything seemed to be destined, if they hadn't met, Shen Ye would not have been forced to marry her, let alone finally know that she was the daughter of the Shen family......
Perhaps, if she doesn't meet, she is still alive as the daughter of the Yin family, there is no windy and Lang's emotional world, and her ordinary life is the simple life she wants, but if she can choose again, she will still choose to meet Shen Ye......
After greeting Yin Luowen offline, the "crackling" keyboard sound in the room disappeared, and it became more and more cold and lonely to the point of panic, moving out the design drafts drawn in the past few days, unspeakably uneasy, in fact, if you don't make money by working on the stretching table, if you rely on drawing design drafts, I'm afraid that it will be impossible to support yourself.
However, no matter what, Yin Manqing wanted to try it and try what she liked to do.
Knowing that a well-known clothing design company needs to solicit a batch of autumn and winter men's and women's clothing design drafts, I heard that once adopted, the remuneration is very generous, Yin Manqing has been busy for several days to rush out of the design drawings, his heart is full of anxiety, afraid of rejection, but full of expectations.
She had never drawn men's clothing before, but thinking about Shen Ye's height and figure in her mind, she regarded him as a male model in her mind, and designed a very gentlemanly suit.
In her eyes, Shen Ye is the most handsome and handsome in a suit, and when she was a child, she was probably fascinated by his gentleman and thoughtfulness like a little adult, so she would always identify him......
Yin Manqing has been staring at these design drafts for a long time, which is definitely not the best, but the most sincere, with full feelings and thoughts, and Ah Feng......
Previously, before he died, he had mentioned asking her to design men's clothing for him.
And now, it's not that he doesn't want to design, it's just that once Yin Manqing imagined what Qin Yuefeng looked like when he left, the appearance of his tragic death, Yin Manqing's heart immediately straightened, as long as he thought about that kind of picture, all the grief and discomfort drilled into his body, it shouldn't be like that, no matter what punishment the court would sentence him, he shouldn't choose such an extreme way to end his life, leaving the living with endless regret and pain.
Aina, the chief designer of the interview for the fashion design company, looked at Yin Manqing's design drawing, her eyebrows tightened deeper and tighter each time, Yin Manqing sat opposite her, carefully looking at Aina's expression, she should be dissatisfied, otherwise how could her face be so ugly......
Yin Manqing trembled, his hands were stirred together, he was so nervous that he was about to jump out, but he didn't dare to open his mouth to disturb Aina.
Finally, Aina finished reading the design draft and looked at Yin Manqing, "This is what you designed?" ”
"Yes." Yin Manqing nodded nervously.
Aina's gaze fell on Yin Manqing's design drawings again.
Yin Manqing was so tormented by her torturous slow actions that she couldn't hold back at all, "Director Ai, I'm a newcomer, please give me more advice." ”
"I'll be honest, you don't even know the most basic color options, the lines are stiff, not to mention any creativity, the design artwork of the whole series feels lackluster, a bleak, dull color, is it for the dead? I don't see how many customers can buy your design after it's made into a finished product, one? Two? There will still be no customer who wants to take a second look at such clothes. ”
After finishing speaking, Aina threw the design drawing to Yin Manqing, "Go back and practice the most basic skills first." ”
"......" Yin Manqing was instantly dumbfounded, although she expected such an ending at the beginning, but when she was really criticized for being incomplete, it was extremely difficult to accept.
"Next."
Hearing Aina's voice, Yin Manqing was eager, "Director Ai, among so many design drawings...... Isn't there a single one that can be looked at? ”
Yin Manqing seemed a little excited, stayed up late for several days to draw more than a dozen design drawings, revised again and again, and redrew again and again, but all the fruits of labor were vetoed by the other party.
Director Ai glanced at her, and there was a clear layer of impatience in his eyes, and there was also a strong disgust, "Let's go out." ”
Yin Manqing was ordered to be evicted, and he was embarrassed to continue to stay here, but his heart was like a boulder weighing thousands of catties, and it was so breathless that he couldn't breathe.
She is really so useless, even if she works hard, even if she has the intention to do it, she can never do things well and do it satisfactorily.
When passing through the aisle of the application, a young designer who knew Yin Manqing before began to whisper, "Look, isn't that Yin Manqing, she actually came to submit design drafts like us, she is crazy." ”
"You don't know? She has had a bad time in recent years, first divorced the young master of the Shen family, and lost a wealthy family as a backer; Even Qin Yuefeng, her former gold master, is dead, who else do you think she can rely on! It's all this age, do you still want to compare with the sixteen or seventeen models who just debuted? Models can eat youth, and models in their twenties are very repulsed on the catwalk. ”
"No wonder, it turned out to be out of breath, so she disappeared and disappeared, and there has been no news about her." The other answered.
"Cut, has she ever been red? It's never been popular, where did it come from. ”
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The arrogant female voice behind Yin Manqing, you said, my words came into Yin Manqing's ears, maybe she was hurt thoroughly by Director Aina, these words were heard in Yin Manqing's ears, there was not much reaction, if it was before, she would definitely blush and shyly flee from here, but at this moment, the corners of her lips were slightly smiling, who said no, not only was she not red, she used to be able to eat on the stretching table, it was not Ah Feng and Shen Ye who secretly helped, now without them, she is almost unable to move an inch, and she is useless......