Chapter 10: There is Him
D Xiaoli immediately nervously picked up the envelope, and then put aside the iron box and bank card in her hand, and her intuition told her that it was very important.
When I opened the envelope, I found a brand new piece of letterhead, with unsightly but tough words printed on it.
Xiaoli.
By the time you read this letter, I was gone. I'm a very unqualified father, I also know that you hate me, I'm sorry for you, and I've only beaten and scolded you since I was a child, to be honest, I really don't know how to be a father. You look like your mother, but your cow personality is like me, which may be the reason why we often quarrel! How much Qian wants to have a good meal with you and have a good chat with you when he leaves this world, but ...... Hehe...... There should be no way to achieve this! I have stomach cancer, I really don't know how this disease came about, but, since life has been such a mess, then there is nothing to be sad about, there is a little money in the bank card, it is for you to study in college, this money has always been prepared for you, although I said that I will not let you study, it is because I think you don't have to study, but I know that when you were admitted to Yuying, not to mention how happy I am, Xiaoli, you are a smart child, remember to study hard. Okay, that's it, you're a thoughtful kid, and I have nothing to worry about.
Mo Hua "Bastard! Looking at the words on the letterhead, Xiaoli bit her lower lip and couldn't help but curse without words.
She covered her mouth to keep the cry from overflowing, but in the end, the sad voice ran out, and everything she did was in vain.
What to do? Not much of her castle forged with hatred has collapsed, and what is she going to do in the future? How do you live in a world where there is no hatred?
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In the train station, the sweet voice of the radio lady was echoing, people were walking back and forth with large bags and small bags, and the train came and went with a bang.
Xiaoli carried her backpack and smiled at the person in front of her.
I saw Xin Yi, Li Junfeng, and Xiaoya standing in front of her.
"Sister Xiaoli, can't you just not leave?" I saw the little girl ask with red eyes.
"I'm just going to take a break." Xiaoli rolled her eyes at Xiaoya, and then said with a smile, but her smile was so pale.
"Xinyi, this is for you!" Xiaoli said, then took out the key in her hand and put it in Xinyi's hand.
"This ......"
"This is the key to my rental house, if anything happens, go and stay with me! The rent has already been paid. "This house Ma Wenhao rented for two years, saying that he wanted to give her a safe haven, and now that she is leaving, he will hand it over to Xinyi!
She didn't know when she would come back this time, maybe soon, maybe ...... It's not coming.
This time Mo Hua's departure, I have to admit that it really hit her hard, the person she hated all her life died, and then found that she didn't really hate him that much, at that time the whole world seemed to collapse, and she couldn't find a way to vent, and her heart was always so depressed.
It's June now, and exams are coming soon, but this one has lost her support and just wants to escape from here.
"Come to me when you really can't hold on!" Xiaoli smiled and rubbed Xinyi's hair. Although she really wanted to take Xinyi away, although she was so worried about Xinyi, but Xinyi was not like her, she still had to study, how could she ruin her future, and Xinyi also felt that she had to hold on because of her mother.
"Eun!" Xin Yi nodded, holding the key so tightly, her eyes were already red.
"Li Junfeng, Xinyi will be handed over to you in the future, help me take a good look at her." Xiaoli stretched out her hand and patted Li Junfeng's hand and delivered.
Seeing Xiaoli like this, Li Junfeng put his hands in his pockets, turned his head angrily and ignored her, his eyes looked at the other side, but his eyes flashed with inexpressible emotions.
Seeing such an awkward Li Junfeng, Xiaoli pursed her lips, she knew that he agreed, and she believed that he would do it well.
"I'm not here, so I'll leave it to you, please help me protect Xinyi well." Xiaoli said and smiled at everyone. In this city, she is the most reluctant and the only one who can't let go.
"We got it." The little girls replied loudly.
The announcement of the entrance to the station echoed in the station, Xiaoli bit her lower lip, turned around suddenly, and ran quickly towards the train with her backpack on her back. Don't let yourself look back, don't let yourself see the reluctant faces, and don't let your tears fall.
Behind him are a cry of retention, a sigh, and a cry......
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"Xiaoli!" As soon as Ma Wenhao came home from school, he saw Xiaoli wearing an apron in the house, busy everywhere.
As soon as he closed the door, he threw the book in his hand on the sofa with a flick of his hand, rushed to Xiaoli, and hugged her in his arms, "Why are you here." ”
He hugged him so tightly, as if only then could he believe that the person in his arms was not hallucinating because he missed him too much.
"Did you miss me?" Xiaoli, who was hugged in her arms, stretched out her hand and hugged Ma Wenhao tightly, put her head on his chest, pursed her lips, and asked softly.
"I really want to think about it, I think I'm going crazy." As she spoke, the iron arm that held her tightened again.
Even though it hurts, Xiaoli still smiled contentedly, "Me too!" ”
Leaving that city with regrets, she came to this strange city, fortunately, there is such a familiar him in such a strange city.
In her arms, she smiled, greedily sucking the breath from him, and now she knew how much she missed his breath.
After Mo Hua died, every time she chatted with Ma Wenhao on the phone, she wanted to cry, but in the end she endured it, she didn't reveal everything about Mo Hua, it was also because of her stubbornness, maybe because she didn't know how to speak, maybe because she was afraid that she would collapse once she said it. Whatever it is, it's good to be with him now.
In that city, although it was so familiar, although she had a lot of friends, but in that city, everything was reminding her of Mo Hua's death, as well as the regrets of this life, for Xinyi, she wanted to stay, and tried to stay, but slowly found that in that familiar city, it was difficult to even breathe.
It turned out that she was also selfish, so she chose this strange city, and chose this city that could make her breathe. Just because there's a him here.