Aunt Li no longer paid attention to Shen Ao, looked at Ni Wan's tears seriously, and showed a gentle smile. "Hmph, that's pretty much it. Save your tears, tell Aunt Li what you want to eat, Aunt Li will definitely let you feast. ”

Still blushing and tearful, her expression overflowing with an unnatural smile, but the nature of a foodie still made her say what she really thought in her heart. "Aunt Li, I have to eat Sichuan food, um, especially boiled fish."

"Okay, you wait for me to do it for you right away." patted Ni Wan's tearful shoulder, the two of them sat down together, and Aunt Li disappeared behind the kitchen door with elegant steps.

Shen Ao carefully set up the dishes and chopsticks for Ni Wangxi, made tea well, and handed her a cup of fragrant tea. "Thank you, old, ah, no, Shen Ao, do you come often?"

"Well, this is a very popular one for the elders of our family, private dishes, people who really know are good, and almost all the guests received are regular customers. Our old man likes the taste here very much, and always says that the old taste here is better than anything else. I've been eating big and playing big here almost since I was a kid. Shen Ao had a shallow smile on his face, playing with the quilt in his hand, his eyes were filled with joy and a hint of pain.

Ni Bangtear patted Shen Ao's hand comfortingly, because the small pain in his eyes was instantly discovered by Ni Bangtear. She listened to the conversation between Aunt Li and Shen Ao just now, and she already learned that Shen Ao seemed to have run away from home many years ago and was not in contact with his family. Although Shen Ao was withdrawn and proud, he broke up with his family for some special reasons, but looking at his expression just now, Ni Bang knew that Shen Ao must miss his family very much. "Hehe, Aunt Li loves you very much."

Feeling the gentle touch of Ni Bang's tears, I suddenly had a feeling of family-like warmth in my heart. "Yes, Aunt Li doesn't know why, she has never married in her life, and she has given me all her maternal love since she was a child."

"You should come to see Aunt Li often, she must miss you very much." Ni Bang tears want Shen Ao to come often, so that even if he runs away from home, he can meet again, and then release his previous suspicions, a family, how can there be any overnight feuds, just say it.

Shen Ao looked at Ni Bang's tearful eyes with distressed eyes, full of pity for anyone, and hoped that everyone would be happy, which made Shen Ao more sure that his choice was very wise.

"I know, I will bring you here often in the future, I think Aunt Li will be even happier."

Coincidentally, Aunt Li here keeps sending a variety of light side dishes, as well as hot, spicy and authentic boiled fish. "Xiao Ao's words are the most heartly, you have to bring tears often, Aunt Li will definitely help you raise your future daughter-in-law for nothing."

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, had a happy full meal, and then said goodbye to Aunt Li, and the two were stuffed with a bunch of side dishes and Sichuan-fragrant spicy snacks.

The two of them continued to walk after dinner, Shen Ao stubbornly continued to hold Ni Wang's tearful hand, and the two of them went home slowly. Speechless all the way, just stumbling on each other, feeling each other's body temperature, in the cool night.

kept sending Ni Bangtear to the door of the Chrysanthemum Field Studio, Shen Aocai reluctantly kissed Ni Bangtear's forehead gently before leaving. Ni Wan, who was at a loss for what to do, opened the door and went home with all kinds of delicious food, and an incongruous one appeared in the sea of roses.

Dressed in white silk pajamas and holding a crystal cup, people think that it is Li Yiyi, who drinks red wine elegantly. But Ni Bang's tearful eyes felt like a fox spirit dressed in white clothes and white skirts, with a cloak and a cape, sitting in a sea of flowers and drinking blood. "Your sister, you want to scare me to death, what kind of white dress do you wear in the middle of the night."

Li Yiyi drank all the red wine in the cup and laughed happily. "Hehe, Shen Ao is really romantic, what kind of rose sea is he doing, how much does it cost? The roses in the imperial capital are so expensive, and now the flower shop is cola. ”

The embarrassed Ni pulled tears and put the snacks given by Aunt Li into the refrigerator, which could only change the topic. "I remember there was no red wine at home, only the beer you bought in the box."

Li Yiyi continued to pour a glass, picked up a rose casually, put it under her nose and smelled it, and continued to drink. "Such a romantic sea of roses, of course I have to drink some flavorful red wine. I also went downstairs to take a taxi to my wine store recently, and spent a lot of money to buy this bottle of fine wine. ”

Ni Wan, who was full of black lines, finally knew that it was not enough for a woman to have a successful career, and without a man, she would be very gossip and boring. "Li Yiyi, I'm really lazy to take care of you, I'll go back to sketching."

"Hey, what about these things?" Li Yiyi screamed strangely, pushing the roses, did she just leave them alone and watch them wither alone?

"Leave it to you to enjoy it slowly, and don't bother me, I'm going to catch up with the draft today." This day is really disturbing, and after finishing Li Yiyi's design drawings, I have stayed up all night. As soon as I woke up in the afternoon, I was taken out by Shen Ao, and now it is midnight, if I don't work again, I will definitely not be able to publish the manuscript at the end of the month.

Walking into the studio, Ni Bangtear locked herself in her world, but instead of starting to work, she unfolded the rice paper and grinded. Messy thoughts were churning in her head, and she had no choice but to continue drawing. I can only choose to exile my own ideas, pick up a brush, dip in ink, and use it very flexibly.

The pen slowly outlines a lonely back, tall as a mountain, indestructible, but it reveals a trace of exhaustion and fragility, which makes people admire and heartache.

That's Shen Ao's back, that's Shen Ao's back in Ni Wan's tearful eyes, he always shoulders a lot of things, refuses to complain to Biren, is always alone, peerless and isolated, but always wants her to show the simplest smile to the world.

Ni Bangtear felt sorry for such Shen Ao, the first time Ni Bangtear was so eager to understand someone. However, there is no love surging in her heart, the two of them have known each other in the world for too long, so long that Ni Bang cried and thought that Shen Ao was a part of her life. is accustomed to Shen Ao's oppression, and is accustomed to the days when Shen Ao appears regularly, not only his boss and subordinates, but also his family.

However, now Ni Bangxian knows how much Shen Ao has paid for her. She was ashamed and guilty, and today, she realized that Shen Ao had borne a lot of bitterness and suffering. She looked at the lonely back and clenched her fists.

"Boss, if I can, I hope I will protect you in the future." Ni Bang's strong stubbornness makes people feel distressed, she doesn't shoulder too much darkness and secrets, because she can't escape, she can only continue to pretend without heart.

***

Shen Ao also fell into deep thought this night, standing on the balcony, looking at the night, he held a cigarette between his fingertips, took a bitter puff, and continued to watch the smoke linger and then be blown away by the wind. The feeling of holding Ni Bang tears made Shen Ao feel unprecedented satisfaction, and he had always put his feelings for Ni Bang tears too deeply. was afraid of a sudden confession, which frightened the simple Ni Bang tears. What's more, Shen Ao has too many secrets, for fear that he will accidentally scare Ni Bang tears.

After being away from home for many years, Shen Ao has achieved great success in his career, relying entirely on his own hard work, allowing him to enjoy a free life. But he still knows very well in his heart that sooner or later he will embark on the career arranged by the family, and he can't stay up for the rest of his life and not accept the affairs of the family.

Ni Bangxian is the woman he wants, but can she accept the pressure of a huge family? The so-called housewife, it is true that not any woman has the courage to challenge.

The Shen family, the red family that existed at the beginning of the founding of the imperial capital, has a huge direct lineage, and each generation has given birth to countless generals. As the eldest son and grandson, Shen Ao, although because of his belief in youth and an agreement with the old man, he ran away from home in order to fight for a breath and did not return for many years. But as he grew older, Shen Ao became more and more aware that he should go home.

"Ni Bang tears, will you accept me like this?" With such a heavy burden, Ni Wanxi, will you carry it with me? Shen Ao smoked in distress, he showed a sarcastic smile, no matter what happened, as soon as he was touched by Ni Wang's tears, he began to lose confidence.

***

Li Yiyi, who was drinking in the sea of roses, showed a bitter face. "Shen Ao, you are really generous, it's a pity, it's a pity, you missed the best opportunity." Picking off the petals one by one, Ni Bang tears sprinkled red rose petals all over his body. "A laugh defeats a lifetime, and a tear pays off a person. One person blooms, one person falls, from beginning to end these years, no one inquires. ”

A bewitching face is always delicate makeup, as if this kind of charm is poison and can deceive men all over the world, that is her weapon. But at this moment, Li Yiyi took off her disguise, her plain and delicate face showed her true expression for the first time, and Li Yiyi was also tired. She is a fledgling and always wants her career to be recognized by others, but she is often ridiculed by women because she is too enchanting and more suitable for men to be the second wife and the face of the junior, and men look down on her.

Therefore, she worked hard to build her own career empire, missing out on many men and many feelings. Today's Li Yiyi understands that when she becomes famous, many men are not worthy of her. She has experienced more, her vision is higher, her status is higher, but there are fewer men who pursue her.

"It turned out that I was also blindly pursuing some ethereal things, but I forgot my original self, missed the most beautiful years, and left me drunk alone. Sure enough, Ni Bang has never been confused, she always sees the things in the world so thoroughly, always understands what she wants in her heart, and then strives to pursue it, and then looks for the next goal after getting it. Yes...... Envy, jealousy and hate, sure enough, Ni Bang tears You should be happy, go to the ruthless happiness, the old lady bless you! ”

Alone picked up the wine glass, toasted to the night sky, and then leaned back, the slightly drunk Li Yiyi fell into the sofa scattered with many petals and looked at the vast night, sleepless.

――Hidden behind the happiness are Li Yiyi's tears, like unspeakable pain!