9. Stop crying

"Jinxi, you can accompany me to buy clothes. I don't want to wear such old-fashioned clothes anymore, I want to change myself-" In the afternoon, after lunch, An Yimo dragged Su Jinxi and asked her to accompany her to buy clothes.

Shopping for clothes?

Su Jinxi listened and couldn't help but be stunned.

You know, she used to buy very few clothes.

All the money I earn from part-time jobs is saved for living expenses and tuition fees.

"But Yimo, how much money do you have. And do you know how expensive clothes are now? You work so a part-time job, you can't spend money casually, Yimo-" Su Jinxi took An Yimo's hand distressedly, hoping that she would calm down and not act arbitrarily.

Hearing this, An Yimo pursed his lips and smiled slightly, and then took out a stack of money from his pocket. "You see, I still have money. I'm not willful, I just really feel that my previous self is too old-fashioned, so I want to change myself and not let anyone underestimate me, okay? Jinxi-"

Su Jinxi, who originally wanted to argue, nodded helplessly at this time and agreed.

An Yimo has changed, not only as cautious as before.

Maybe that's a good start.

Su Jinxi accompanied her and felt very comfortable seeing her happy smile.

Squander, squander, even if An Yimo has no money, she will help her.

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As the saying goes, a man depends on his clothes, and a horse depends on his saddle.

An Yimo changed into beautiful clothes and made a fashionable hairstyle, the whole person became more slim, and Ana's appearance became more beautiful.

A new beginning, this may be the new her.

She's going to impress everyone.

"Yimo, you are so beautiful. This dress is so beautiful, where did you buy it? As soon as class ended, a group of classmates gathered around and asked.

An Yimo looked at them with a smile, with indescribable joy in his heart.

I didn't expect it to be so beautiful to be held.

"Yimo-" Su Jinxi suddenly seemed to be crazy, grabbed An Yimo and dragged him to the side. Walking to a corner, Su Jinxi looked at An Yimo with a dull expression. "Tell me, why? Why are you so depraved? Don't you know how difficult it was for your parents to let you study here? Did you know that they're looking forward to it at home all day now, hoping to be with you? But you—"

"That's enough." An Yimo quickly interrupted. "Jinxi, my parents can't wait for me to never go back, how can they still miss me."

Saying that, An Yimo remembered the situation when he was a child, when his parents knelt in front of the principal.

"But they are your parents after all, so you should think about it from their point of view. Yi Mo, this world is changing too fast, you must not lose yourself and lose your faith, Yi Mo-" Su Jinxi continued, I really hope An Yimo will not fall into self-degradation like this.

After listening to Su Jinxi's words, An Yimo immediately looked at her blankly, and the original wanton smile disappeared at this time.

Her dark eyes flickered rapidly, and suddenly large tears slid down her cheeks, and pain, hysterical pain arose.

"Jinxi, what should I do? Jinxi, I really don't know what I'm going to do, Jinxi-" An Yimo squatted down and cried in pain.

All her hopes were dashed, and she didn't know what she was trying to change for, what she was working for.

"Okay, Yimo, get up, you get up. Don't cry anymore, it's not good for your eyes. Yi Mo, it's okay, it's okay. As long as you don't do that again. Let's work together, work hard for our dreams, Yimo-" Su Jinxi stretched out his hand to help An Yimo up, and looked at her sad expression, Su Jinxi also sobbed and hugged her.

"You know what? I've had the same thing happen to you before, I don't know how many times I committed suicide at the time, you see-" Su Jinxi reached out and gently stroked An Yimo's back, said in a low and slightly hoarse voice, and stretched out her arm to let her look at her wrist after speaking.

Su Jinxi has a lot of knife marks on her wrists, which looks distressing.

An Yimo paused, reaching out and stroking her wrist.

"Jinxi-" An Yimo called softly to Su Jinxi.

"So you must not be okay, you know?" Su Jinxi didn't answer, just hugged her again.

The two confided in each other and comforted each other.

Facing Su Jinxi, An Yimo's heart hurt even more.

She didn't expect that Su Jinxi was the same as herself, and she had always been loyal to her, but she hurt her like that.

"Uh-huh, I know, I know, Jinxi. I'm not going to do stupid things anymore, Jinxi, I'm sorry. An Yimo helped Su Jinxi wipe her tears, and said in a trembling voice.

Hearing her words, Su Jinxi nodded like a chicken.

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