Chapter 047: Only Touch Once
Yin Manqing looked at the nurse and handed the agreement, "Please tell Dr. Li, I have already confirmed, and I will ask her to help arrange the operation tomorrow." ”
Not just sure, but sure.
I didn't want to have a child between me and Shen Ye before, but at this moment, I am also unwilling to change because of the existence of the child.
What's more, his indifferent attitude is also tantamount to telling her clearly and clearly: he doesn't care about her and the child at all.
"Xiao Man, you ...... Are you going to take the child out? The person who was surprised was Fu Wan, Yin Manqing obviously cared about this child very much, and Fu Wan seemed to notice that she was angry.
"Xiao Man, wait."
Looking at Yin Manqing's back without saying goodbye, Fu Wan tried to catch up, but was stopped by Shen Ye, "Leave her alone, it's not something you should take care of." ”
Shen Ye's words were cold, and he dragged Fu Wan's hand and walked towards Shen Ting's ward, the very sparse and ordinary touch seemed to stimulate Fu Wan, and the scorching temperature came from his palm continuously, with a strong warmth and sweetness surrounding her heart.
For a while, Ling Fu Wan was so sluggish that she left everything behind, and just wanted to blindly immerse herself in the tenderness given by Shen Ye.
She really tried her best, tried her best to hide her feelings for Shen Ye, and tried her best to restrain the thoughts about him that were about to overflow, but in an instant, the defense line she set up was crushed.
Fu Wan's eyes couldn't help but be wet, but in the next second, he hugged his slender and sturdy arms tightly.
Although Shen Ye didn't wave her hand, he was absent-minded, always fantasizing about Yin Manqing's abortion in his mind......
Yin Manqing is after signing the agreement, her heart is extremely uncalm, infinite fear meets her heart, one day in the future, she should not regret doing this, there are too many uncertainties and hesitations.
She seemed to be a ship that had lost its course at sea, only endless wandering and panic wisps came, sitting in the open-air corridor of the hospital, the snowflakes sprinkled seemed to be particularly desolate under the evil light of the landscape lights at night, falling silently and turning into snow.
Yin Manqing stretched out his hand to catch the snowflakes, and every time it snowed, he couldn't help but think of Shen Ye, their cabin, and their childhood.
She raised her head slightly and looked up at the sky like an impermeable web, "Everything will go well for tomorrow's surgery." ”
Thinking that her flesh and bones turned into a pool of blood and was ruthlessly strangled by her, Yin Manqing's body couldn't help trembling, and the overwhelming guilt and apology grew, and she felt that she couldn't help the child.
I also thought about what might happen during the operation, whether there would be any accidents, and I would never wake up again.
Yin Manqing was so uncalm, and her heart made her more and more afraid of tomorrow. Sitting on the long stone bench, he didn't feel the slightest coldness, and he didn't notice anything wrong around him, but in an instant, his lips were sealed.
Yin Manqing protested in a panic, not expecting anyone in the hospital to attack her so blatantly.
"Settle down, don't make a noise for me." The sound surrounding her head surprised and puzzled her, but she didn't expect it to be Shen Ye.
When the dim light of the night was projected on his face, it highlighted Shen Ye's gloom at this time, Yin Manqing's fearful resistance, and finally he was dragged into the car by Shen Ye.
"What do you do?" Looking at Shen Ye's unkind face, Yin Manqing felt all kinds of fear.
If Shen Ye wanted to do something, or if there was something he wanted to say to her, he would say yes, there was no need to use such a forcible way at all.
Shen Ye didn't answer, his face was heavy, and he started the engine quickly, Yin Manqing's sense of crisis came strongly, "I asked you what do you mean by this, are you kidnapping me?" ”
"Isn't that the way you like it? I'm here to match your preferences. He said sarcastically, remembering the last time Yin Manqing suddenly disappeared, obviously she was kidnapped by Qin Yuefeng, but she blindly shielded him in front of the police and protected him.
Thinking about it so far, Shen Ye didn't have a good face to show her, and sped up the car, no matter how Yin Manqing protested, he chose to turn a deaf ear.
Yin Manqing was anxious and panicked, looking for a way out as if she was on pins and needles, and pressed down the glass, Shen Ye noticed her actions one step earlier, and her tone was sharp, "You'd better not jump out of the car, you can't even want to die until you owe me an explanation." ”
"You ......" Yin Manqing was angry, and the moment the two looked at each other, the flames splashed, "I don't owe you anything." ”
"Listen, stay honest with me until I don't want to let you go, otherwise, I don't know what crazy things I'm going to do."
Shen Ye's words contained too many layers of meaning, and his face did reflect an almost deranged look.
Yin Manqing ignored his warning, and was bent on how to escape from him immediately, without knowing what Shen Ye wanted to do, she could only try her best to ask for help, looking at Shen Ye's mobile phone, and reaching out without thinking.
In order to accurately recapture the mobile phone, Shen Ye let go of the steering wheel with his hands that were not afraid of death, Yin Manqing was so shocked that he couldn't say a word, Shen Ye was as resolute as a strong man with a broken wrist, without fear, Leng Cen reminded, "If you are not afraid that our family of three will die in a car accident at the same time, you can just call for help." ”
Her gaze stared directly at Shen Ye's hand that was off the steering wheel, and she was scolding him in her heart for being crazy, crazy, bold, fearless, and without scruples.
Yin Manqing didn't dare to struggle, and watched as Shen Ye snatched the phone from her hand and threw it into the back seat.
Shen Ye's demeanor just now was too scary, Yin Manqing hadn't recovered from the fright for a while, and on the surface he was at ease, but his heart was jumping wildly, and after a long time, Yin Manqing said weakly, hesitating and frightened, his face was unusually pale, "Let me get out of the car, old shoes like mine, I'm afraid of soiling your car." ”
She was still angry about Shen Ye's words that day, no matter what Shen Ye wanted to do, Yin Manqing was no longer interested after the fright.
When Shen Ye heard this, his eyebrows tightened, and he seemed to realize that he had gone too far that day, but he didn't think about apologizing, compared to what Yin Manqing did, he was just harsh words.
"My car can withstand dirty, you sit down well, if there is anything wrong with my child, you are the only one who asks."
When he heard Shen Ye's mouth talk about his child again, Yin Manqing was not surprised, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "Your child? Your child died the last time you forcibly demanded it. ”
The mocking smile gradually turned into bitterness, Yin Manqing was upset and ruffled her hair, and said in a low voice, "The most wrong thing I did in my life was to marry you, and in the end, I made a mistake and conceived your child again and again, if I have a chance to choose again, I would rather Ah Feng go to prison, and I will not sacrifice so much to put my marriage into it." ”
After all, I was too young to understand the true meaning of marriage, and I didn't understand that getting married meant that I had to live with him for the rest of my life, as if I was in prison, and I was locked with him without the freedom of life.
The initial period of marriage was indeed difficult, but later, after gradually understanding each other's intentions, she was immersed in joy and reluctant to pull out.
But as she said, if there is a chance to do it all over again, she really won't be with Shen Ye again, the young grandmother of a wealthy family is not something that a shabby person like her can do.
Shen Ye listened, his seemingly unwavering eyes were actually turbulent underneath, "I only ask you one thing, and you answer me honestly: In the years we have been married, have you ever really loved me?" Even if it's just once. ”
In such serious words, Yin Manqing was at a loss.
"You ask me if I ever love you, and you ask yourself if you really love me. Before you want to ask others if they have ever loved you, ask yourself if you have ever loved others. You are with me and you are unwilling to divorce, just to prove that you are stronger than Ah Feng, you want to win him, and I am just a victim of the struggle between you and him. ”
Yin Manqing seemed to have seen the facts clearly, and said with great certainty.
He has never known how to treat others in a harsh and harsh way, but he is laissez-faire and lax to himself.
"I married you, you got your wish and Ah Feng and I lost each other, you have already won him, what do you want? What more could you want? What other use do I have for you? ”
Yin Manqing's eyes were swept with a layer of tears, her words became lower and lower, and she became more and more powerless, and when facing Shen Ye, she had indescribable grievances and tiredness.
She hides deep love in her heart, but she can only say to him duplicitously that she doesn't love him, hates him, and forces him to let go......
Shen Ye twisted the steering wheel, a sharp turn, the sports car made a sharp brake sound, Yin Manqing's body was about to hit the front, there was no expected pain, the body was hugged into the hard chest, Shen Ye's angry rebuke fell into his ears impartially, "You shut up for me, don't mention him again." ”
From getting in the car to the present, she opened her mouth and closed her mouth, a Ah Feng on the left and a Ah Feng on the right, she had to figure out that he was her man.
Shen Ye glared at Yin Manqing with fierce eyes, Yin Manqing felt that his fire was spreading, even if she was given a thousand dares at this moment, she didn't dare to speak out.
I saw Shen Ye staring at her for a long time before saying, "What are you hiding from me?" He seemed to come prepared, as if he knew something, otherwise, Shen Ye's eyes would not be so sure.
"Nope." She replied too quickly, and became more and more suspicious of trying to cover it up.
And Shen Ye's eyes were extremely wrong, Yin Manqing was not difficult to find the flames in it, she retreated in shock, "Don't forget what you said last time, you said that it was the last time you touched me, and you won't touch me again in the future, you said that even if I open my legs, I beg you......"
At this point, Yin Manqing blushed and couldn't continue.