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The following Saturday and Sunday was a rainy day, and the scene of smoke and rain covered the entire new district. Those once bustling streets, but now it is difficult to find people. The willow forest, and the surface of the huge inner lake beside the willow forest, were filled with water vapor, and everywhere was a wet scene.

Zhu Yushen stood upstairs in his house and looked at these, and a sour feeling surged in his heart, because he thought of Zhai Suyun again, and maybe Liang Ying. After pondering for a while, he picked up his raincoat and went downstairs. Then he put on his raincoat and stepped on his bicycle and rode hard to the development area. There are almost no pedestrians along the way, and there is very little traffic.

After riding for half an hour, Zhu Yushen arrived at the dormitory area of the employees of the development zone. He followed the location that Zhai Suyun had told him before, and soon found Zhai Suyun's residence.

Only then did he pull out Zhai Suyun's mobile phone and tell him that he had arrived downstairs in his dormitory. Zhai Suyun had mentioned to Zhu Yushen before that he only had one day off every Saturday, and when he was resting, he generally didn't go out.

Zhu Yushen's arrival surprised Zhai Suyun. He quickly ran down from the dormitory building, and after greeting each other, he led Zhu Yushen upstairs. In the process of going up the stairs, Zhu Yushen found that the sanitary condition of the dormitory building was relatively poor, and all kinds of garbage were scattered on the stairs. Zhai Suyun's dormitory was in the westernmost corner of the fifth floor.

The fifth floor is the top floor of this residence hall. Along the way, Zhu Yushen found that the doors of many dormitories were locked, and the objects placed by the doors and in the corridors were also covered with dust.

After entering the dormitory, Zhu Yushen found that it was a dormitory for three people. But the quilt on the outermost bed was covered, and no one had slept here for a long time. Zhai Suyun's bed was by the window. The dormitory is neat and clean.

There are several flutes hanging on the wall at the head of Zhai Suyun's bed. Zhu Yushen walked to the window. I found that there was also a willow forest outside the window. Further beyond the willow forest is another part of the huge Yangtze River inner lake.

It's raining heavily. After Zhai Suyun poured Zhu Yushen a glass of water, he also stood in front of the window. The two of them stood side by side in front of the bed, watching the rain rattling down the lines and the wind whirring through the treetops and water.

At this moment, they are all immersed in the memories of their own ill-fated fate and unpleasant past. After a while, in order to break the embarrassment, Zhu Yushen sat down and asked, "How many of you live in a dormitory?" Is it hard to work here? ”

Zhai Suyun sat opposite Zhu Yushen, he turned sideways to Zhu Yushen, lowered his head and said slowly: "The accommodation conditions here are very poor. You can see it. The young people who have come to work in the factory recently are not used to living here, so most of them have gone out to rent a house. We used to have four people in this dormitory, but now only two people live in it. The same is true of the dormitories in front, where less than half of the entire building is occupied.

But it's also better, because I don't like crowds or crowds by nature. There are few people living here, and another important reason is that it is too remote, and it is very inconvenient in terms of clothing, food, housing and transportation. The rain in the south of the Yangtze River can't stop for many days. It's annoying to ride from here to the factory on a rainy day.

I don't go to work today, I happened to be lazy on this rainy day, and I slept late in the morning before getting up. Before. Every Saturday, my day off, I get up early in the morning and rush to the pier. Spend the whole day there. I rode back in the evening.

Now, there's no reason to go there anymore, and I feel very lost. Presumably you have already understood those things between me and Liang Ying, and it didn't take long before and after, but it turned everything upside down! ”

Zhu Yushen thought for a while and said: "I have heard those things told by others, but what they say is not necessarily the truth. To tell you the truth, I still can't believe that Liang Ying is leaving you now. That time we met at the pier and then went to her boat to talk, and I felt like you two were a loving little couple.

Yes, after a short period of time, the situation is very different. I think there must be some bitterness in your heart, which is unbearable for a person like you who is working alone outside the home.

I wonder what happened to bring such a big change to you. Could it really be as they say, everything is caused by Wu Feng's provocation and your personal poor conditions? ”

After saying this, Zhu Yushen felt embarrassed again, because he found that Zhai Suyun's face was rather ugly. Then the two of them cooled down again.

After a while, Zhai Suyun said: "You saw when you came, we are staying in the dormitory here, the conditions are very poor, and the location is out of the box. Actually, we don't have a good salary, but the work is not easy. A large part of the work is manual work, so our few workshops are mainly male employees. And the workers in these development zones are basically the same as me, they are the second generation of farmers who come to the city from other places to find money.

Our identity and situation are the same as those of our parents, but our character is not like them, who only know how to blindly endure humiliation, and we are not willing to accept the arrangement of fate. Deep in our hearts, we are not ready to move all the time, and we have a higher pursuit.

However, the reality does not allow us to do so, so it can lead to us hitting walls at every turn. And our distant home doesn't seem to be able to go back.

On the one hand, this is because the countryside is becoming more and more depressed, and there is almost no way to earn a living at home. Besides, we won't be able to farm anymore, so what can we do when we go back?

On the other hand, it is the young women who are extinct in the backward places, and they are much faster than us. Therefore, if you want to find a woman to marry in your hometown, it is almost difficult to go to the sky.

In the city and in the new district, you can see many young women, most of whom are from other places. Their attitudes are clearer than those of us men, and their demands are certainly higher than ours. They just want to marry someone with good conditions, and they want to become people in this city.

Take our factory as an example, no matter what their appearance or age, the female employees here are basically assigned to colleagues with good conditions who can buy a house and settle here, or citizens here. Their personal problems have been largely well addressed.

A male employee like me, who is not very good at his own condition and cannot be supported by his family. It will definitely not go into the scope of their consideration.

It's funny. Many of us are so poor that gay men still can't retreat. I still want to resist stubbornly. However, if we don't fight, we have no other way out.

In the past, Liang Xianlu, a woman with good qualifications, also worked with us, and she attracted the attention of many male employees. Many people are actively trying to please her, fantasizing about staying and flying with her.

However, it started out as a black humor. Most of the male employees simply can't afford to buy a house here in the new district, so where will they stay with her?

Ridiculously. I was involved in it, and it ended up humiliating. During the time I spent with Liang Xianlu, everything was illusory. No matter how hard you try, she is always cynical.

However, her unprecedented reserve and well-behaved are indeed very attractive, and those who beat her ideas will not stop. One smile of hers was enough to make people feel comfortable for a while.

In the harsh living environment, those who have thoughts about her even treat her as a beautiful scenery to watch and talk about masturbation. She always gave me the feeling that she was imminent, like a mirage, out of reach.

But she's not a mirage after all. When she whetted some people's appetites. and to abandon those who are not in good condition, and to consider practical problems among men who are in good condition. It's a very scoundrel thing indeed. Because people with poor conditions are not qualified for her to consider.

This is all the more evident from the fact that she had recently asked a well-to-do local man to buy a house for their family, and at the same time hung on the appetite of a rich kid from Huangzhen to make the family constantly pay for her aristocratic life.

This also makes those of us who have fantasized about her sigh. But after the sigh, the humble and pitiful life has to continue.

In fact, I also thought that maybe Liang Ying would have to make the same choice as Liang Xianlu one day. It's just that I didn't expect this matter to come so quickly and so resolutely, and there is no room for negotiation.

Although this incident brought me a catastrophe and completely shattered my dream of a good life. But all this happens in peace, and there should be no trace to complain about. After all, people tend to be happy and avoid suffering. Now, I myself feel like what I did in the past was ridiculous.

Since I was rescued by Liang Ying when I fell into the water during that swim, until Liang Ying left me, during this period of time, what I can do for Liang Ying and the Liang family is really not worth mentioning. Due to the limitations of my background, coupled with my lack of hard work, and lack of good opportunities, I couldn't change my destiny at all.

On the other hand, instead of supporting me, my family saw me as a pillar and prematurely asked me to take on the responsibility of supporting the family. All of this happened so freely. Although he is a scoundrel, there is no reason to complain.

Liang Ying and I have developed from a loving couple to two sides of the relationship, in fact, we have gone through two stages. The first thing was the house buying turmoil, which was the beginning of the rift between me and Liang Ying, but it was not enough to completely destroy everything.

The second thing is that Wu Feng intervened between the two of us and made some trouble. Since then, there has been no way for me to communicate with Liang Ying.

Buying a house is a sensitive topic these days, and many people are now on it.

The Liang family has been living in a relatively poor environment for so many years, and because their daughter is mute, they have always been in a very low position among the people around them.

During the time when Liang Ying and I were with each other, her parents and I would sometimes discuss buying a house and settling down. Our original plan was to buy a house in that new development.

But because the current situation is not good, it is not easy to raise money. When we raised some money to buy it, the price went up, and it went up ridiculously. We can't keep up with development. This distressed me and my family.

But at this time, the new situation of Liang Xianlu's family brought them a lot of excitement. Originally, the conditions of Liang Xianlu's family were better than Liang Ying's.

Liang Xianlu's family finally bought a large set in a fairly good location in the new real estate. The key is that so much money for buying a house doesn't cost her parents a penny, it's all from Liang Xianlu. People also get it through a good way.

At that time, the two men chased after Liang Xianlu at the same time. Liang Xianlu put out the matter of buying a house, saying that the time to test them was up. Neither man is simple. It was easy to take out a sum of money and give it to her. Let her quickly buy the big house. And so it goes. Liang Xianlu and her parents really raised their eyebrows.

After this incident, Liang Ying's parents often lamented and sighed in front of me and Liang Ying, and said a lot of things that would make others majestic and destroy their own ambitions. On the one hand, they thought that their daughter Liang Ying's natural appearance was incomplete, so it was impossible to catch a golden beetle like Liang Xianlu; On the other hand, I blamed me for being an incompetent person who could not improve the life of their family.

In short, since the purchase of his house ran aground and Liang Xianlu's family came out again, these two things happened one after another, and the original peaceful life of Liang Ying's family was broken. faced the scolding and complaints of Liang Ying's parents. Liang Ying and I had no choice but to endure in silence and quietly.

Later, I was afraid that I would delay Liang Ying, so I took the initiative to tell her that I didn't want to drag her down. Although I have the meaning of anger in my words, it is also a rogue act. Liang Ying didn't say anything about this, she was still silent as always. She didn't let me walk away from her either.

But then things changed dramatically, even though I didn't want to see it. The crooked mouth that once pursued Liang Ying, he himself, or their family's energy, was indeed amazing. It's a tough thing on our side, and it's not worth mentioning it when you get to him.

The crooked mouth attitude is also very straightforward. He came to the door several times and threw money. and stated that he himself has also changed a lot, and everything he does is for Liang Ying.

So. If I don't take the initiative to quit in time, then I will be a good person for the bad guys. The point is, if you don't quit, you can't compete with others, and the result will definitely be self-inflicted.

That day, when I said in front of Liang Ying's family that I quit and let Liang Ying choose another son-in-law, Liang Ying's parents were full of joy. They said I was a good person, a good person.

Liang Ying was silent at first, and when I turned to leave, she made some noises and watched me leave gloomily.

When I walked out of their house and out of the docks, I didn't feel sad at all. On the contrary, I feel more relaxed because I don't have to take responsibility for the time being.

Later, although I no longer went to Liang Ying's house, I still often went to the willow forest to play the flute against the pool of clear water.

Within a few days, Liang Xianlu led a plump woman to me. She told me that this woman was Wu Chengnan's sister Wu Feng, who worked in the cafeteria of the 15th Middle School.

She said that considering that I was once frustrated at Liang Ying's house because of buying a house, she recommended Wu Feng to me as a confidante in time. As for how far it can develop, it depends on the fate of the two people.

At first, I really thought that Liang Xianlu was joking with me, because I still know her personality better, and she usually has a very unserious attitude.

But then, I found out that Wu Feng was serious. After Liang Xianlu left that day, Wu Feng and I were in the willow forest, and later we went to Xinjie for dinner together, and we talked a lot, and we talked very speculatively.

Wu Feng also mentioned you, teacher. She said that when you came to Yushan District, she was conquered by your appearance and temperament. She took the initiative to give you a hug, but she was deceived by a traitor, you turned out to be a person with a wife! Even if she knows this truth, she still wants to settle for the next best thing and be a confidant of yours.

But you didn't appreciate it, and you snubbed her again and again, and it hurt her.

When Wu Feng vented these dissatisfaction with me, she actually cried, and for a while I was very, very sympathetic to her and pity her.

Later, she told me that because she was old and didn't have a boyfriend, she often had to deal with some bastard older men, who often harassed her. So she has to hurry up and make herself famous and have a favorite buyer.

She said that before coming to see me, Liang Xianlu had told her everything about my past and what had happened recently. She thought it was an opportunity, and here she was. She can also be regarded as a door-to-door delivery, I hope I will not live up to her true feelings and kindness.

Seriously, at first, I thought this big girl was really a bit humorous, and she was a little embarrassed to be straightforward and frank. But I still like this kind of character.

Also, she was so good at drinking that she drank a few beers in one sitting. When she came out of the hotel, she said she was drunk and asked me to help her walk. I held her by the hand, but she fell into my arms. Later, I walked back with her in my arms.

When we parted, we exchanged mobile phone numbers. She said that she would take the initiative to come to the development zone to find me in the future! (To be continued......)