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Speaking of this, Zhu Ying slapped her face twice. The words paused for a moment, she might have thought of something. Zhu Yushen found that her face became sad at this moment.

To be honest, Zhu Yushen admires this little colleague with the same surname in his heart. It was because of his poor background that he himself saw the other side of society; And Zhu Ying, as a woman with poor looks, that kind of catastrophe must be unprecedented. But she also managed to complete four years of college, how difficult it is! Is there something unspeakable about her?

Zhu Yushen said: "Teacher Zhu, I didn't know much about these things about you before. I'm really surprised to hear you say that today. It's been so hard for you to get this far, it's a miracle! "The sun was shining brightly, and the spring breeze blew through the willow branches, making it gently sway.

Zhu Ying heard Zhu Yushen praise herself like this, and two blushes appeared on her face. Afterwards, she sighed and said, "Da Zhu, you are good, more cultured, and understanding." If only Feng Jun's kid was like you. Unfortunately, he is a cynic.

When we were in Huangzhen last semester, the two of us had many secret conversations together. He once told me that although he had two doll-like chicks at the same time, they were both little women, and they were too pretentious. It made his life like a mess.

He likes to have more contact with intellectual women like me, who are mature and unusually intelligent, and can take care of him like a sister.

However, a few days later, he said that women like me were too strong, and I was afraid that they could not do much in bed. He was worried that he would not be able to withstand the torture.

Da Zhu, take a look. He speaks of this. Isn't it unpredictable about his psychology?

It's good. After his fuss, I was completely disinterested in him. This is also a complex that is difficult to let go. Undoubtedly, who doesn't fancy their family's wealth? Otherwise, he wouldn't have had so many sexual resources.

Xiao Zhu, I'm scared of poverty. When I went to work, I vomited when I saw the poor, so I had to flock to the rich. I know you'll be interested in how I managed to stay during college. Well, I'm going to talk to you about it today.

The little compensation we asked for was almost used by the time I finished high school, because the money was depreciating. Originally, I was able to go to college to resist for a while. It turned out to be very helpless. At this time, I couldn't squeeze much money out of my parents, so I had to figure out how to solve it myself.

Some simple-minded people may want to say: This is not simple, just work while going to school to support yourself; Or ask relatives and friends to sponsor it.

Regarding the former point, as the saying goes, it is called work-study, and I have indeed done it. I believe that you have also done it, otherwise the problem of eating will not be solved.

But the hate is that there are so many poor people today. In our grade at Normal University, there were a large number of students whose family conditions were miserable. These people are just as hard to feed as I am, and they all seem monkeys about money. Everyone is vying for the opportunity to make money inside and outside the school.

One thing you may not know is that girls are more vulnerable than boys. Watching other people's campus life have a good time; Watching the girls who live together talk about eating, drinking and playing all day long; Watching the girls in the same dormitory spend their money indiscriminately. I'm still moaning without illness, I'm so angry!

But except for gas. What else can I do? They didn't hurt my interests. In my junior year, many girls in my class became drunkards, which was practiced by often going out to dinner. They kept irritating me.

And my situation was that by the time I was a sophomore, I was basically at the end of my rope. In the early stage, because there was still some compensation, it could barely support it, and food, drink and clothing were all to maintain the minimum standard of living.

I'm in pain, I'm wondering if I'm just messing around by sticking to school! I thought I might have dropped out of school and gone home in the first place to work and earn a living.

Sadness is sadness, curse is curse, but the days go on. At this time, my stubbornness came up again, and I had to stay at the Normal University forever.

And guess what? At the beginning of that semester, I picked up a generation of rice and a plastic bucket from my family, and the bucket was full of pickles. It's not that I can't afford to eat in the cafeteria, so I'll solve it myself in the dormitory. I went to the cafeteria every few days to borrow a pot stove to use, fried a jar of pickles, and then cooked rice in a small rice cooker in the dormitory, just coping with the days.

That kind of scene is really funny. The classmates drank until they vomited, and in order to fight for righteousness, they sometimes spit out the food and drinks they ate and continued to serve others; I'm alone in a corner eating pickles! I said that this kind of disaster is probably unbearable even for you, right?

After holding on for a while, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I went to the extreme. There are old stickers inside and outside the school who are greedy. Although I don't look good, I'm so young, right? I took the initiative to stick stickers on men who I thought could scrape oil and water, make some sacrifices, and cheat some small money to spend. That's to finish my studies.

Some people say that doing this kind of thing can make those men feel emotional, and I bah, how is this possible? It's just a deal. Those men who have families and rooms and still do this kind of thing are not good birds in the first place, how can they still have feelings for them? If you get tired of this, change it.

If you want to talk about feelings, it's really troublesome. When a girl grows up, it's unlikely that she doesn't have this idea in her heart.

Soon after entering the Normal University, I fell in love with a handsome guy from the next class. He is much more handsome than you Zhu Yushen, and in addition, he is also an athlete.

My flesh, just the way he runs in the sports field in his pants, I don't know how many girls' hearts can be shattered!

I can't guarantee if he calls me. But one thing is for sure, he likes to talk to me. I found that he has a positive attitude towards life, he is also sunny and funny, and he usually acts like a son.

I love the way he looks. My flesh smack, I couldn't sleep thinking about him during that time. Of course, I also tried my best to maintain my ladylike image in front of him, and tried not to let him see my poor, miserable and other disgraceful side.

But reality can't be fooled after all. One day, both of our own shortcomings were exposed in front of each other. At that time, my face was really unbearable!

The situation is as follows: on that day, the head of the department gathered all the students who applied for the hardship subsidy together and distributed the subsidy, and everyone took turns to take the stage to receive the money from the head of the department.

The poor students who received the sponsorship should have a smile on their faces and a great sense of gratitude, because there was a city TV station covering and filming on the scene that day, and I stood there with a cramped expression. Watching the leaders and the people on the TV station laughing and grinning, I was dizzy and felt like the world was spinning.

What I never expected was that inadvertently, my beloved boy also squeezed between us poor students. He rubbed his hands together and smiled flatteringly.

He was also surprised when he saw me, and glared at me a few times. We didn't say hello either, we both kept a straight face in front and back, and hurriedly received the money and finished the job.

After the filming was completed, the leader made serious criticisms of the two of us. Scolding the two of us for not having a grateful heart, receiving subsidies as if we were being squeezed out of money, isn't this dizzy? Do you want to be cared for and funded by the organization in the future?

As soon as we said this, the two of us panicked on the spot, and immediately admitted our mistakes. said that he was really dizzy at that time, and he was sorry for the leader's love. We even have the idea of slapping ourselves a few times, that regret!

Don't think we're lying and coaxing the leader. To tell you the truth, it is our voice from the heart, people are poor and short-sighted. Without this subsidy, it wouldn't be worse for us!

After someone learned about it, they scolded us as unproductive people. They said that the soldier can be killed but not humiliated, and for that subsidy was exposed under the camera, and he was scolded afterwards, doesn't this hurt his self-esteem?

Phew! The person who said this must be good for his own money, and if his supply is cut off, look at them crookedly! Isn't it all a necessity?

However, after the two of us admitted that we were wrong, we drew our swords and faced each other. First of all, I was troubled, I said my meat, I really didn't expect you, a man with a son's brotherhood, to be a poor student! It's a waste of time and energy that this lady has spent so much time and energy observing you and spending her mind on you! You useless thing, liar, scoundrel, pocket money!

Anyway, I cursed a lot of ugly words and made him cry.

He crouched there with his head in his hands, tears streaming down his face. When I saw him like a bear, I became even more angry, and I wanted to go up and kick him a few times. Later, I didn't know how to do it, my heart softened, and I accompanied a few tears to come out.

As soon as he saw me soften, he stood up and started to get angry at me.

He scolded me for being a useless thing, usually pretending to be a lady, pretending to be temperamental and deep, but behind the scenes I was like! It turned out that he was all the way, so poor that he had to get a subsidy, and he was still in front of the camera! After being scolded, he also softened. Is this a lady, a lady doing it?

Their family is so poor that they are in debt in order to study. And this debt will continue to grow, and in the future, it will be exhausting to death just by paying it.

But people want to face trees and bark, and he can't be stingy in front of his classmates. In addition, it is necessary to follow the fashion. When he sees other boys posing in front of girls, asking for dinner, watching movies, or something, he can't lag behind, and he has to do this kind of thing.

In this way, the deficit behind him is even greater, so he wants to find a girl with a good background to be his object. It doesn't matter if the person is not good-looking, as long as you can support him. Of course, it would be better if people were virtuous.

My flesh was searched, and he found it on my head. He left it there for me to do as much as I could. Just when he thought he was going to get his wish, he found out that the truth turned out to be like this! Depressed!

We both blame each other like that. You see, this event has stripped us of the last bit of camouflage. From then on, I couldn't believe what my eyes saw, and I swore that I would not marry anyone who was not rich. (To be continued......)