46. Chapter 56
"Out of the main hall, can Her Royal Highness the princess feel more at ease?"
I don't know how long I walked along the cobblestone path, Mo Lingshuang stopped her wheelchair, walked in front of me, knelt on one knee, picked up my hands on my lap with big bony hands, held them tightly, her warm eyes stared straight into my eyes, a smile on the corner of her mouth, and her tone was soft.
It turned out that he did not hesitate to offend Emperor Tianming and pushed me out of the main hall, but he actually saw the uneasiness in my heart in the main hall, this person ......
"Your Royal Highness, since you heard the most unbearable words that I buried deep in my heart that night, for the sake of fairness, should you also tell me those words buried in your heart, huh?"
I stared at him with a bony eye, wondering if he really knew my hidden secrets, or if he was testing me.
It's strange to say, since I'm in the main hall, An Qingjie must be waiting for me to come out of the hall, why didn't I see her when I came out of the hall? Thinking of Emperor Tianming's slightly fluctuating eyes, I felt a little uneasy in my heart.
"Could it be that Her Royal Highness the Princess is afraid that the wall has ears, hehe, Her Royal Highness the Princess can rest assured, I guarantee that no one will dare to approach fifty meters around Bibo Lake."
Moling Shuangyun smiled lightly, his eyes looked at me gently, and he didn't urge me, just held my hand and looked at me quietly.
Only then did I realize that Moling Shuang actually pushed me to the edge of the Bibo Lake opposite the Shengji Palace, and not far away I could see the turquoise and clear lake, as well as the tall and magnificent Shengji Hall on the opposite side of the lake.
In the daytime, the Shengji Hall is less bright and green, and the singing and dancing are sluggish, but there is more majestic and solemn, and the atmosphere is magnificent.
"Are you getting better?"
There was a cool breeze blowing by us, and the faint smell of medicine brushed my nose, and my mind moved, and somehow, the voice came out of my mouth, just like that late that night, he hid among the dense low branches, just for a pair of helpless eyes, I involuntarily pushed the wheelchair, and without hesitation blocked in front of him, as if under a spell, I couldn't help myself.
As soon as the words came out, I lowered my head and bit my lower lip in annoyance, like a little girl admitting defeat, a little annoyed and a little awkward.
"Silly girl, I didn't expect that hearing the first words you said made me so happy and happy, and made me feel that the disease I brought out of my mother's womb was only to meet you, and because I met you, I finally didn't feel that this disease made me sad and afraid."
"When you say that, it's as if I hurt you."
I blocked him angrily, but he was not angry, and his face that had always been light and breezy had a joy that could not be concealed, and his tone was low and gentle, like the most mellow wine, but I already felt drunk when I smelled the rich and mellow taste.
"Silly girl, it's not you who hurt me, but you saved me, if you hadn't saved me that night, how could I sit with you by this clear lake and chat at this moment?" He winked at me with clear eyes, and there was a little cunning in his slightly flickering eyes, "I used to have this disease, and I knew that I would die if I didn't know anything, although my appearance was not revealed, but I was still afraid and sad in my heart, after all, I am a man, not a god. But that night I first told you about my fears, and then I was ambushed on the way back to the Shengji Palace, and I hid in the dense bushes with my wounds, and when I heard those men in black approaching, I was thinking that in fact, my fears were useless, life is impermanent, look! I was not tortured to death by illness, I was killed first, I was afraid that it was simply unfounded, and I was helplessly waiting for death, but I never thought that you who passed by risked revealing your identity and risking your life in front of me, at that moment I decided, since I was destined to die in this life, why not find a meaningful thing to do, and then I decided to protect you and let you live happily, instead of being trapped in a wheelchair with numb eyes all day long, like a bird in a cage, I don't know when I will die! ”
Mo Lingshuang's eyes were sincere and unpretentious, clear and frank, looking at him, the spell he got on me seemed to be working again, making me start to believe in him from the bottom of my heart, obviously until now he was just a stranger who had seen the third side, and even Su Enamel, who had always loved me a lot, couldn't make me wholeheartedly and defenselessly trust.
"You must remember that I am doing this today not only to add a life talisman for you, but also to give you a place to stay after you leave. I know that since you are pretending to be deaf and dumb in the depths of this palace and pretending to be an idiot, there must be something you want to do, so what I can do is to let you leave without scruples after fulfilling your wish, or one day you have not fulfilled your wish, but you are tired and can no longer do it, as long as you send someone to the post station of Nanchen Kingdom in the capital to inform you, I will definitely come and take you away in person. In the same way, if something happens to you that cannot be solved, you can also seek the help of the envoys of the Nanchen Post House, and they will do their best. This is a token, put it away and don't lose it! ”
Mo Lingshuang pulled out a piece of coiled dragon jade pendant threaded with red silk thread from his neck and hung it around my neck, and solemnly instructed.
I stretched out my hand, picked up the crystal clear panlong pendant, put it in the palm of my hand and rubbed it carefully, this jade is as clear and warm as the person in front of me, but with a refreshing coolness, the person who irons has an indescribable comfort in his heart.
"Okay, I'll push you back, and in three days I will leave Beiyang and return to Nanchen, and I will come to see you every day for these three days." He looked at my slightly furrowed brow and opened his mouth to interrupt my doubts, "Don't worry, no one will find out your secret." ”
After speaking, he let go of me and did his best, got up and stood with his hands behind his back, looking at the void with a light face, and his voice was a little helpless: "Come out!" ”
Before the voice fell, I saw that there was a black head on the edge of the lake that was originally empty, and immediately appeared a black head, hanging down respectfully and uniformly, all dressed in black, kneeling on one knee, and appearing silently, as if it came out of the ground, which startled me, looking at this posture, there were dozens of people in front of me, it was almost to the point of five steps, one post, ten steps and one sentry, it was really difficult for so many of them to hide so secretly.
Now I finally know why Emperor Tianming is so jealous of Moling Frost, and he looks like he has nowhere to go, it seems that the development of Nanchen Kingdom in the past few years has exceeded everyone's imagination.
"Look, as soon as my family heard about my assassination, they immediately sent me so many secret guards that it wouldn't be of much use even if I tried to protest." The corner of Mo Lingshuang's mouth looked at the black pressure crowd with a wry smile, stretched out his hand, and suddenly the black pressure crowd disappeared in place, as if it dissipated into the air out of thin air, I looked around curiously, but miraculously did not find a person.
"Hearing you say that, your family seems to care about you."
"Well, how can I say it, the Nanchen royal family is a little different from what you think, there are emperors who are afraid of their daughters-in-law, queens who like to nag non-stop like aunts, and a delicate and willful princess, two princes who don't like to manage the government, a sick seedling who can't do without the medicine jar all day long and a large group of nosy relatives. But in detail, in our family is the supremacy of women's rights, the status of our four big men is far lower than that of the old and the young two women, as long as something happens on weekdays, the two of them burst into tears, a few of us only surrender obediently, I really want to take you home now, the old and young in the family will definitely like you very much......"
Mo Lingshuang pushed my wheelchair and walked slowly on the path, while telling the happy stories of their family in a gentle and beautiful voice, such a beautiful harmony reminded me of those days in the palace, if it weren't for my willful refusal to accept the reality of my own crossing, stubbornly living in the deep longing for my brother, would I be able to feel the happiness like Moling Shuang?