Chapter 047: The One I Love and Hate the Most

"What about you, how long are you going to hide it from me?" Yin Manqing did not deny her snubbing of Shen Ye at all, she was intentionally cold.

She didn't know Shen Ye better and less, no matter how close she was, she couldn't exchange their hearts and minds, as if there were too many barriers breeding between them, constantly expanding.

"Let's be clear, except for the past two years, what am I hiding from you!" Shen Ye didn't expect that a phone call would cause Yin Manqing to be extremely flustered in her heart, and she refused to say anything.

From Shen Ye's attitude, Yin Manqing saw his firmness, as if he really never thought about telling him anything, "Go to work quickly, I'm going to see Sheng Fang's mother." ”

"You know that the current situation does not allow you to go out, you are deliberately angry with me! Can you give me a little time, and I'll explain it all to you when I'm done with the things around me. Shen Ye grabbed her arm and didn't allow her to leave here......

But Yin Manqing's temperament is stubborn and unyielding, "Unless you tell me now, otherwise, you can't stop me from going out today." Even if something really happened to me, I would admit it. ”

Shen Ye's concealment, she couldn't say what happened to her without reservation, Yin Manqing was tired, cranky, guessing, tired enough.

Shen Ye couldn't completely stop her from seeing Sheng Fang, what happened to Yin Chengli at the beginning, to this day, Yin Manqing's debt and guilt are still there, only if she works hard to do something for Yin Chengli and Sheng Fang, can she alleviate the guilt in her heart a little......

Sheng Fang's previous mental state was disordered, but after treatment, she gradually improved, and she could forgive Yin Manqing from the bottom of her heart, but the only thing she couldn't forgive was herself.

At the beginning, Shen Ye helped Sheng Fang's mother escape the punishment through various relationships, but over the years, she herself was equivalent to living in prison, and her heart was like a heavy shackle that locked it.

"What does my brother want, give us your dreams, often come to see us in my dreams, my mother and I miss you very much." Yin Manqing gave Yin Chengli incense and looked at Yin Chengli's portrait, which always reminded her of some things in the past. If Yin Chengli hadn't embarked on the road of no return, he would definitely be doing well now.

Sheng Fang's mother was teary-eyed, "Stinky boy, don't gamble over there, be a good person, be a good person, don't let us down." ”

Yin Manqing couldn't cry, she was the most unqualified person to cry in front of Sheng Fang, in front of Yin Chengli, it was her misunderstanding and mistake that caused today's tragedy, the moment she hugged Sheng Fang, the pain in her chest spread all over her body, there were too many sorrys and self-blame, but she couldn't bring bad emotions to Sheng Fang, "Mom, Xiaoting called to say that she lives well abroad, and she will graduate soon, and she should return to China for development after graduation." ”

Over the years, after Shen Ye "left", Shen Ting continued to study abroad under the support of the Shen family, perhaps because she was evading her identity, she refused to come back for two years, and occasionally when Shen Ting asked Shen's mother for living expenses, she would call back, and Yin Manqing also vaguely knew some of her situation.

"It's good if she doesn't cause trouble, and I don't care if she comes back or not." Sheng Fang's mother's voice was obviously helpless, and she seemed to see something clearly, even if Shen Ting was her own child, even if she missed Shen Ting very much, she was not intimate with her at all.

Shen Ting is used to living a heartless life, as if no one is important to her, including the Shen family, who has raised her for so many years, also has no sense of intimacy.

This night, Yin Manqing snuggled up to Shen's mother and said a lot of heartfelt words, the mother and daughter seemed to have returned to the past, she was still the most distressed one of Sheng Fang's mother, and she and Yin Chengli would always be Sheng Fang's mother's concern.

Yin Manqing had to thank Sheng Fang's mother for her tolerance and kindness, even if she did such a big wrong thing, she still ignored her past suspicions and forgave her magnanimously......

ALTHOUGH SHEN YE ACQUIESCED TO HER GOING TO SEE SHENG FANG, SHE SECRETLY SENT PETER TO PROTECT HER, EVEN IF THE TWO HAD A SMALL CONFLICT, HE WOULD NEVER JOKE ABOUT YIN MANQING'S SAFETY, BUT WHEN PETER REPORTED THE SITUATION AND YIN MANQING AND QIN YUEFENG MET BY CHANCE, SHEN YE WAS SUDDENLY STARTLED, "KEEP AN EYE ON HER, I'LL COME OVER IMMEDIATELY." ”

And Yin Manqing also looked at Qin Yuefeng in front of him in surprise, he didn't expect it to be so coincidental.

But Qin Yuefeng's words clearly told her that it was no coincidence, "You think I and you once, twice...... Are the encounters all a coincidence? I'm telling you, I did it on purpose, deliberately in front of you. ”

Many times he and Yan Lixiang have met them in department stores, and even in other places, everything is not accidental, he just wants to be cold, and reminds Yin Manqing all the time that he is still there, and he is always by her side.

Yin Manqing was a little helpless, "Ah Feng, are you okay?" ”

Qin Yuefeng shortened the distance between the two, "Let's go have a drink together." ”

Hearing this, Yin Manqing was slightly stunned, and only said after a few seconds, "I...... In a hurry, let's do it another day. Intuition told her that she couldn't promise Qin Yuefeng.

Obviously, Qin Yuefeng was angry, the gloom on his face was terrifying, Yin Manqing retreated quietly, but he couldn't retreat from his palm, and soon had the strength to restrain her arm, "You've been waiting for more than two years, will you die in two hours now?" ”

Once he thought that she was in a hurry to go back because of Shen Ye, Qin Yuefeng's words were quite sharp, and the red light that burst out of his eyes was very compelling, "No, I'm not going to see Shen Ye." ”

"Since it's not, talk to me."

"You let go first......" Yin Manqing struggled, and didn't feel that there was anything else to talk about with Qin Yuefeng.

"It's impossible to let go until I've finished what I want to say." I didn't plan to let go all along, I originally thought that Shen Ye had left at the beginning, Yin Manqing was desperate, and she would eventually return to her side, but she didn't expect her perseverance and endurance to be more amazing than anyone else.

"Ah Feng, don't be like this."

She was forcibly taken into a nearby tea restaurant by Qin Yuefeng, her arm was strangled painfully, but the protest she made could not make Qin Yuefeng feel the slightest pity for her.

It was only when he sat down facing each other that he let go, "A glass of orange juice, no ice." ”

Qin Yuefeng took it upon himself to order juice for Yin Manqing, even in the hottest weather, he still remembered not letting Yin Manqing eat frozen food, especially now that he still looked angry.

Yin Manqing knew very well that he was angry, but he could only make him angry.

"You know Shen Ye is investigating me." Qin Yuefeng said frankly, his eyes were full of sharpness.

Hearing this, Yin Manqing couldn't say a word for a long time, and only said for a long time, "What does it mean, I don't understand." She didn't expect that Shen Ye would have a holiday with A Fengfeng at all.

Qin Yuefeng was silent, staring at Yin Manqing, as if he wanted to see if Yin Manqing knew about this matter, maybe Shen Ye would indeed not tell her what made Yin Manqing worry and fear, Qin Yuefeng paused when he spoke, and he didn't intend to expose Shen Ye anything, "Now that Shen Ye and I are no longer the same as before, if he wants to go against me, it will not be easy." I'm just a reminder that you don't get involved anymore. Yin Manqing, I don't want to be your enemy, if we have to become enemies one day, I won't show mercy to your men. ”

His words were very general, and Yin Manqing couldn't hear it clearly, "Ah Feng, what happened?" What enemy? I have never wanted to be an enemy of you, it is my fault that I can't keep my agreement with you, I have guilt, I owe it, I have absolutely no grudge against you, how can I be an enemy? ”

"You have to understand that as long as you are with Shen Ye, we are enemies. Perhaps, since a few years ago, you have unswervingly told me that we can't go back, we are already enemies, but over the years, it is I who have deceived myself and believed that there will be a turnaround between me and you. ”

Qin Yuefeng's face poured out a strong self-deprecation, "You are the person I love and hate the most in my life." ”

She's really hateful, and he's angry himself.

Since they have decided to let go of her and never meet, they have been ruthless again and again, and the position in their hearts will always be occupied by her alone, and no one can replace them.

Yin Manqing was speechless, her apology and discomfort were written on her face, all the fear was shrouded in her chest, and she couldn't breathe for a moment, "You are the most respected and most grateful person in my life, if there is no Qin Yuefeng, there is no Yin Manqing now." ”

In her most difficult, difficult and helpless time, it was the appearance of Qin Yuefeng, she could not have today, let alone have a chance to meet Shen Ye, and then fall in love and stay together......

"Since you want to thank me, show your sincerity! Your gratitude, your gratitude, is not just words, not sincere, if you really appreciate me, you can't treat me like this. ”

"Yes, a person like me who only has one mouth and no sincerity will be punished, maybe you don't have to wait until you show me mercy, and the retribution will come soon." A horrific revenge and counter-revenge is being planned between the person she loves the most and the person closest to her, in which someone must be injured, and no matter who is hurt, she is the one who suffers the most.

Yin Manqing's premonition was also particularly strong, and he even began to guess Shen Ye and Grandpa Shen's respective thoughts......

Cursing her own words was not something Qin Yuefeng was willing to hear, especially listening to the retribution that Yin Manqing said, Qin Yuefeng smiled instead, laughing at himself, "Yin Manqing, I love you for nothing, and my feelings for you have never changed until now, but you don't know me at all, even if you don't try to understand me at all, I hate you, I hate you, but I never wanted you to be retributed, even if I hurt you a little, I don't want you to suffer." As a result, you see me as such a person. ”

She didn't see Qin Yuefeng as someone who would destroy it if she couldn't get it, but at this moment, Yin Manqing didn't explain, and her heart was uneasy and afraid and forced her to be speechless.

"I came to you today to inform you in advance, I decided to accept your grandfather's proposal, this may be my last chance to get you, and it is also a real battle between me and Shen Ye, this time, either he dies or I die, the two of us can only live one, and you Yin Manqing can only choose one."