Eighty-nine

In the past, Zhu Yushen heard women discuss together, saying that when a woman is over thirty-five years old, if the family has not improved, she will reflect on the bold words made by the man when she fell in love, and the promise to let her live a good life in the future; She couldn't stand seeing other women of the same age eating well, dressing beautifully, wearing gold, etc.

So he went home to quarrel and vent, and the conflict between the husband and wife escalated. The person who guards her life, after the quarrel, her husband thinks she is making trouble unreasonably, which is really unreasonable, and she doesn't want to and can't easily meet her request. In this case, if her husband is as fierce as Xie Wumei's father, the woman can only transfer her grievances to other ways to vent. Just as her mother interfered in the marriage of their three sisters.

Xie's mother married a childhood sweetheart's husband, and later thought that her life had been ruined, and it was inconvenient to subvert it, so she could only ask her daughter to marry her childhood sweetheart's boyfriend or first love. The result may be harm to others and oneself. This is the tragedy of perseverance, and the other is the tragedy of betrayal.

Zhu Yushen thinks that just like his own mother, he runs and leaves when he can't get by, thinking that he can find something better. After taking this step, I realized that it was better not to take a step. On the one hand, they abandoned their original children. On the other hand, due to the disgraceful experience, it is impossible for the men behind to pay more attention to them. Some have to give birth again and drag themselves down. When life is unsatisfactory, in turn, you will be concerned about the things ahead. They have to torture their conscience all the time, and they live as if they were walking on thin ice all their lives, physically and mentally exhausted and miserable.

Life is a mess, and if you accidentally untie it, you will occasionally tie a dead knot. can strangle people to death. Zhu Yushen stood in front of the window. Make a gesture of putting your hands together and leaning forward against your forehead. After opening my eyes again. His heart was relieved, and he blessed Fifth Sister Xie in his heart.

The following morning, Zhu Yushen went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and met Xu Xiaojuan on the street who was also buying vegetables. Looking at her at this moment, Zhu Yushen felt very kind. He hurried up to her and called her. Xu Xiaojuan turned around and smiled at him. Zhu Yushen said: "I heard that you didn't go to Sun Village to open a store? Why is it still here. ”

Xu Xiaojuan said: "The fifth sister is not coming, I can't leave for the time being." Because Sister Dahua can't be busy alone. Forcibly leave me to finish this batch of clothes before leaving. Maybe she won't be able to open a store anymore and won't make much money now. ”

Zhu Yushen was a little frustrated when he heard this. It seems that after a period of time, the Dahua costumes that were once like soft incense nests will no longer exist; In the opposite shop, only the proprietress Hu Yuqin was left.

Xu Xiaojuan didn't care about Zhu Yushen's expression, she seemed to be in a good mood, maybe the newborn love moistened her.

At this time, Zhu Yushen looked at her with a peach blossom face, and some regrets welled up in her heart. He thought about that rainy day in the first month, when he went to her house. After he walked out of the door in the rain, Xu Xiaojuan chased him out, and waited for a sad experience. If it weren't for that Wu Bao's sudden visit, if it weren't for the fact that he wanted to abandon her and get along with Xie Wumei. If...... I and Xu Xiaojuan may really be able to become a couple, that should be a beautiful thing.

However. The weeping soul behind her, where will Wu Bao go?

Zhu Yushen thought that when he went out angrily from Xie Wumei's house, Xie Wumei was just crying and did not chase him out. So he speculated that if Xu Xiaojuan and Xie Wumei both liked him, then Xu Xiaojuan should care more about him.

Xu Xiaojuan interrupted his thoughts and said, "The fifth sister is no longer in the store, I heard that she went to her brother's house to help with the decoration." How can a girl's family do it? ”

Zhu Yushen whispered to himself: "Did she really go?" Xu Xiaojuan wondered, "Don't you know, you don't care about her too much!" I heard that she was all tanned. Oh, by the way, didn't you go to her house some time ago, and her parents promised you, right? Zhu Yushen didn't answer her.

After saying goodbye to Xu Xiaojuan, Zhu Yushen got into the car and rushed to the side of Xie Wumei's brother's house at the fork in the road. In the distance, he saw a familiar figure carrying a load from the sand to the house. When Zhu Yushen walked to the edge of the sand, she had already come out of the house, and there was a sound of someone talking in the house.

Xie Wumei looked up and saw Zhu Yushen standing there. She didn't squeak, and walked over to the sand and laid down her empty load. She lowered her head and said, "Sister Dahua will not open the store soon, and I don't know where to do anything again." My mother blamed me for delaying the decoration date and told me to pick up the sand and help the bricklayer. ”

Zhu Yushen did not speak. He saw that Xie Wumei's face was indeed darker, and her right shoulder was pressed by the dirty flat shoulder to stick to her clothes, and maybe her shoulder was also red. Zhu Yushen stretched out his left hand, put it on her right shoulder, and looked at her with pity. Xie Wumei turned her head to the right, biting her lip, and forcibly held back to prevent herself from crying.

As soon as Zhu Yushen withdrew his hand, a white pickup truck rushed to the house. Xie Wumei hurriedly walked over to the dustpan to pick sand. After a while, two people got out of the car and removed a few boxes of tiles from the rear trailer. Zhu Yu was deeply impressed, and the yellow hair in it should be Ding Wei, the cripple. His hair was covered in white ash, and the skin on his face had become wrinkled. The other person is very fat, more similar to Xie Wumei, and should be her brother.

After the pickup truck reversed, it drove away, and Zhu Yushen was exposed to the noses of the visitors. The two of them only glanced at Xie Wumei and Zhu Yushen, and then the two of them used a rope to carry a frame of tiles to the house. The whole box of tiles was very heavy, and Zhu Yushen took them apart and moved some into the house at a time when he was decorating.

Ding Wei walked behind. Due to his lame legs and his small stature, the sling slipped backwards and most of the weight weighed on his shoulders. He looked very struggling, and limped into the house with a limp.

Fifth Sister Xie had already picked up the sand at this time, and Zhu Yushen could only say goodbye to her. He waved his hand and disappeared into the white dust that had been rolled up by the passing cars. Xie Wumei looked at his distant shadow, threw the flat pole aside, and sat on the red brick steps in front of the house, stunned.

After resting for a few days, Zhu Yushen went to the bank to withdraw money and prepared to buy decoration materials on the second floor. At present, he can also concentrate on this. He stopped as he passed by Dahua's costume. He saw that Xie Dahua was cleaning up in Dahua clothing, and the door number was also removed, it seemed that she would really not open this store. In the opposite store, Hu Yuqin sat alone on the motor and buried her head in her clothes.

Zhu Yushen stood in the center of the street between the two stores and stayed for a long time. He couldn't move. (To be continued......)