192. Chapter 192: Even if I am crushed, I will move forward

"He spoils you now because he loves you, but what about later? He has such excellent conditions, and there are so many women around him, do you think he can love you for the rest of his life? He doesn't provoke women, and women will take the initiative to provoke him. Men are creatures who can't help but seduc. Su Mu said again.

She really doesn't want Su Xiaoshen to continue to be obsessed, Mo Qian, this man is indeed the dream of women in country X, but she still doesn't want Su Xiaoshen to be with him, she doesn't care if Su Xiaoshen can become rich in the future, she only cares if Su Xiaoshen can be happy in the future.

Mothers in the world are the same, and what they care about will always be the same, that is, whether their children can be happy or not, and nothing else matters.

"I believe in him and I believe he will be good to me in the future. Besides, as long as you live a good life now, the future will be left to yourself in the future, life is short, and you have to be happy to live. One cannot be stopped by the so-called "later". Although Su's mother has always been bitter, Su Xiaoshen has always insisted.

"That's it! You just listen to me, immediately handle my withdrawal, and then apply to study abroad! Haven't you always wanted to go abroad? Mom is smashing pots and selling iron, selling liver and kidneys, and she will also send you abroad! Su Mu got up, looked at Su Xiaoshen, and her expression was solemn again.

She knew very well that her combination of soft and hard was useless to Su Xiaoshen, and now she could only take coercive measures.

Su Xiaoshen looked up, looked at Su Mu fixedly with red eyes, and shook his head desperately: "Don't, I want to be here, I won't go anywhere, where Moqian is, I will be there!" ”

Su Xiaoshen's words only made Su Mu feel a rush of qi and blood rushing to her head, she took a deep breath, naturally took a step back, the whole person trembled slightly, and focused on Su Xiaoshen's forehead with one hand: "You tell me one more word!" ”

"I'm going to be with Mo Qian! Where he is, I am! At least until I finish my university studies, this is the case, and even if I want to study abroad in the future, I will discuss it with him. Won't say goodbye without saying goodbye. Su Xiaoshen said again, his attitude was always resolute.

Looking at her mother's appearance, she was also scared, but she had to.

"Xiao Shen! When did you become such a disobedient child, become such a stranger, and don't say anything else, won't you dislike and be ashamed? You are someone else's affection// person's thing, now everyone knows about it, even those aunts in the community know, all poke your mother's backbone, I have been innocent with your father for a lifetime, although life is poor, but I have never suffered from people's white eyes! Su Mu said again.

Su Xiaoshen lowered his head: "No matter, in short, I just want him!" ”

"Su Xiaoshen, are you crazy!" Su Mu raised her hand, and a slap landed on Su Xiaoshen's left side of the face mercilessly.

This time, the left side of her face was also swollen instantly, just like the right side of her face, swollen like steamed buns.

"Mom, I beg you, don't force me, okay? I also have my own plans, my own thoughts, I'm sorry to let you follow me, but I won't give up Moqian. Su Xiaoshen hugged Su's mother's thigh and begged in a low voice.

"Mom, don't be angry, okay? Don't be angry, you're my only relative now. Su Xiaoshen said again.

She can imagine how others point fingers at her mother, how others poke her mother in the backbone because of her, she feels guilty, very guilty, but this does not mean that she will compromise because of guilt.

The power of true love is always infinite, and it can always give people unlimited courage to do things that they never dared to do before.

"Do you know that I am your only relative? Su Xiaoshen, you tell me not to be angry, if your daughter is so disobedient, Sunshine Avenue doesn't go, you have to be someone else's lover// person, what would you think? Will you kill her? Su Mu's voice was already hoarse and trembling.

"Mom......"

"Don't mom, Mommy, get me up at once, and leave the city with me! Walk! After Su Mu finished speaking, she directly pushed Su Xiaoshen away, opened the cabinet, and directly took out the duffel bag inside, and then forcibly knelt on one of Su Xiaoshen's arms: "Go!" Come home with me! I have to take you away today! ”

Su Xiaoshen knelt on the ground, grabbing the mattress with one hand: "Don't, mom, don't force me!" "She struggled, struggled hard.

"Let me go!" Su Mu tried her best to pull Su Xiaoshen, although she is old, but because she has done a lot of work in her life, her strength is very ......

Su Xiaoshen grabbed the mattress with one hand, shed tears, and shouted: "Mom, don't." ”

Su Mu separated her from the mattress after just a few clicks, she dragged Su Xiaoshen hard, and walked out directly: "Follow me!" ”

At the door, Su Xiaoshen desperately broke free from Su's mother's shackles, clutching the door frame of the bathroom, her hands were almost embedded in the wood, she shook her head, only to feel that her brain was blank: "Mom, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving." Let's talk about it, don't be like this, I'm afraid. ”

"You! You! You! Su Mu raised her hand, and the slap landed on the top of Su Xiaoshen's head, and it was heavy.

Su Xiaoshen hugged the door, didn't resist, didn't speak, just cried vigorously.

hit the son's body, hurt in the mother's heart, and in the end, Su's mother's tears couldn't stop flowing, and finally, she still stopped and knelt beside Su Xiaoshen with a "bang ......": "Xiaoshen, what do you want me to do!" You kid, can you listen to me, if you don't listen to me, you will definitely regret it in the future, Mom just wants you to be stable and happy in this life, do you know! ”

Su Xiaoshen hugged the door frame, tears were like beads with broken threads, the whole person trembled heavily, and shook his head desperately: "Mom, let me be willful, okay?" Let me be selfish for a while, okay? ”

Su Mu sat on the ground weakly, and slapped her face hard again and again: "In the final analysis, it's all my incompetence, it's all my fault with your father, if the two of us didn't live so poorly at the beginning, you wouldn't have to worry about money, and you wouldn't know Mo Qian because of that!" People say that girls should be rich, it's not unreasonable! Xiao Shen, it's your parents who are sorry for you! Mom and Dad damn it! ”

Her slap hit her face, but it hurt Su Xiaoshen's heart, seeing her mother so sad and broken, Su Xiaoshen's spiritual world also completely collapsed.

Su Xiaoshen grabbed her hands and hugged her tightly into his arms: "Mom, don't be like this, I'm afraid." ”

"Woooooooooo......oo Woo woo woo woo ...... "Su Mu leaned on Su Xiaoshen's arms and cried loudly.

It's because she has no interest with her husband, if they have a good family, Su Xiaoshen will not know Mo Qian, and become someone else's lover.

After knowing everything between Su Xiaoshen and Mo Qian, Su's mother felt guilty, angry, and sad in her heart, it was she and her father who were incompetent!

"Xiao Shen, let's stop the precipice, okay?"

"Mom, even if there is a cliff in front of me, I have decided to move forward bravely, even if I am broken, I will move forward bravely."

"......" Su Mu was silent.

Su Xiaoshen hugged her and stopped talking......

In the next second, the mother and daughter hugged each other tightly and cried together.

This is the only time her mother cried in Su Xiaoshen's memory, even when her father's business failed and he was in debt, he had never seen his mother so sad.

Su Xiaoshen can understand her mother's mood, she understands everything, and she can understand all the qiē.

The two of them, hugging each other, cried for nearly an hour.

One hour, Su Mu pushed Su Xiaoshen away, wiped her tears, and said, "You stand up." ”

Su Xiaoshen didn't know why, but immediately got up obediently.

After Su Xiaoshen got up, Su Mu changed her posture, knelt on her knees, grabbed her hands, and looked at her on her back: "Xiaoshen, go home with your mother, my mother thinks about it, and I can't watch you jump into the fire pit." Mom is just such a daughter as you, Mom really only wants you to have no worries for a lifetime, Mom doesn't want you to be someone else's lover and live that kind of insecure life. ”

Seeing his mother kneeling to herself, at this moment, Su Xiaoshen panicked, Su Xiaoshen "p......ounced", knelt on his knees, and grabbed Su's mother's hand: "Mom, what are you doing, what are you kneeling down to me for?" ”

"Of course I beg you to kneel to you, I beg you, come home with me, and cut off relations with Mo Qian. Life is a game of chess, one wrong step, one wrong step, before you go completely to the abyss, I, the mother, must pull you. You're too young now, and you don't understand a lot of things. Su Mu looked at Su Xiaoshen and always knelt on her knees.

"Without him, I would have died. If you keep pushing me and forcibly separating us, I'm not sure I'll do anything. Su Xiaoshen looked at Su Mu, her eyes were sincere and sincere, and her eyes seemed to be a faucet that had opened the floodgates.

Su Xiaoshen's words only made Su Mu feel a "......buzzing" in her brain.

She didn't expect Su Xiaoshen to say such a thing, without him, she would die......

"You're not sure what you're going to do? Why, without him, you still can't commit suicide? A man is so important or, so important, that you can give up your life? Is it important enough to make you ignore all of your mother's feelings? Is he more important than your mother? Su Mu asked.

"He and you are the most important person to me, he is important, and you are also important. Mom, didn't you and your father resolutely stay together despite your grandparents' opposition? You should know how I'm feeling, don't you? The feeling of loving someone without regard for a qiē, others don't understand, can you still not understand? Su Xiaoshen grabbed Su Mu's hand hard, and his voice was choked.

Su Xiaoshen's words made Su's mother's heart tighten, yes, before, how could she not be for love......

"Knock knock knock ......!"

"Knock knock knock ......!"

"Knock knock knock ......!"

There was a knock on the door.

Su Xiaoshen wiped away his tears, got up, and opened the door.

It's none other than ...... outside the door Mo shallow.