"This is your future sister-in-law!"

A sip of spicy wine poured into my throat, and the burning sensation spread down my esophagus to every corner of my body. The hot stream eventually dripped from the corners of the eyes.

I tilted my head up, closed my eyes slightly, felt the heat flow in the corners of my eyes, and my heart ached.

"We get married next month, and there will be two people who will love you in the future, are you happy?"

"Well, I'm so happy, so happy......"

Yes, I'm so happy, so happy that I can't help but have red eyes, so happy that I sit alone in the zero bar at midnight, pouring spicy liquor glass after glass, wanting to get drunk, but no matter how much I drink, how much I drink, my brain is still sober, and my brother, who lives with me, has found the love of his life, and from then on all his tenderness will belong to another woman. And in this world, all people can be jealous of that woman, but I can't, just because I am his sister, and I am loved by him in a thousand ways, and I love my sister in every way.

At this time, the doctors and nurses in the hospital should be looking for me like a frying pot, they would never have thought that I, who had been in the intensive care unit of the hospital for nearly 20 years, had been smooth and well-behaved, and had been following the doctor's instructions, would jump out of the window and leave, and I was nowhere to be found.

It hurts, my heart hurts, it hurts......

Pushing away the messy empty wine bottles piled up on the bar, I staggered to my feet, holding the bar step by step towards the stage, where there was earth-shattering music, dazzling multicolored lights, swaying men and women, where I was going, I was going to forget everything, even if my heart couldn't bear such overloaded music, I was going crazy once, being that moth to the candle flame, and living fiercely and happily in the last moments.

"Miss, what's wrong with you?"

The stage was so close that my heart was pounding, and the pain of the tear combined with the effect of the alcohol made me collapse a few paces away from the stage, in a thick crook of my arm.

"Brother... Elder brother... It's my brother... I hurt so much, it hurts so much... My heart hurts..."

In the shadow of the light, I couldn't see the face of the person who hugged me clearly, only a pair of bright star-like eyes were bright and dimmed in the shadows.

Such a warm embrace, every time I have a heart attack, my brother will pick me up like this, his eyes are anxious, and he will call the doctor with a worried face, and every time I will shamelessly feel that my brother who is so worried about me is very handsome, and looking at my brother like this makes me want to exchange my health for a lifetime.

"Brother, help me, help me, I hurt ...... so much"

"Miss, bear with me, I'll take you to the hospital right away."

"Don't, don't go to the hospital, brother... I don't want to go to the hospital..."

I twisted my body frantically, not to go to the hospital, there were corridors filled with the smell of disinfectant water, spacious and bright but white miserable walls, white sheets, white quilt covers, white pillows, and constant ticking precision instruments, which would remind me at any moment that I was a patient who could not run, could not jump, and could stop beating at any time.

"Don't go to the hospital, don't..."

I hugged the neck of the man in front of me indiscriminately, my eyes found his wriggling lips without any focus, and frantically pasted them, rubbing and biting, without any experience, I let my lips collide with the man's teeth, and the smell of blood gradually spread in my mouth, and I was still stubborn.

"Okay, okay, don't go to the hospital, don't go to the hospital."

The man's sweet voice comforted me helplessly, and he turned his head sideways past my frantically gnawing lips, took me into his arms, and strode out of the bar.

The cool night breeze blew in my face, and I was awake for a moment, and by the light of the bar sign, I could see the man's face clearly, with sharp edges and corners, delicate facial features, and a pair of black eyes that were surprisingly bright under the excessively long black bangs.

"I'll send you home..."

"No, I don't have a home, take me to you."

While I could still maintain a moment of sobriety, I stared closely into the man's eyes, and without a moment of hesitation, I made a master for myself, the first master for myself in this life.

"You know what you're talking about!"

"I know, please take me away!"

"Good!"

The man strode over to a black Porsche Cayman GTS and pulled me into the back seat carefully, turned around and closed the door neatly, walked to the front in a few steps, pulled the door in, and drove out at a gallop.

"I'm so sad, I'm really sad..."

On the soft big bed, I clutched the clothes on my chest and rolled on the bed in pain, until the mattress next to me fell heavily and the tall figure shrouded directly above my body, and I seemed to have found an outlet.

"Help me..."

I grabbed the man's neck, kissed it regardless of it, this time smoothly stuffed my tongue into the man's deliberately slightly opened lips, and busily sucked the liquid in the man's mouth, the man hesitated slightly, and the next moment he indulged mercilessly, the soft tongue vigorously entwined my tongue, licking every inch of my mouth, the burning breath kept spraying onto my face, and the heavy gasping sound accompanied by the slight heaving of the chest overflowed low from the corners of the mouth.

The clothes are getting messy, the temperature in the room is getting hotter...

Ah, yes, so be it, since I can't get you, let me indulge myself into hell and never be reborn...

"Brother..."

At the moment when the man entered me, I cried out in tears, and the pain of my lower body being torn in half seemed to be unable to suppress the stuffy pain in my chest, and the tears in the corners of my eyes flowed silently.

The person on my body heard my roar, his body stagnated slightly, and then his movements changed his previous gentleness, and suddenly he went berserk, knocking me into a body like a storm, and my lower body hurt to numbness, and gradually, my mind began to slowly blur, and I could only hear the "Bang!" made by the person when he slapped my body. Syllable! At the moment of falling into a coma, I prayed to the heavens that I should go away like this, that he would find his happiness, and that I could leave him satisfactorily and no longer drag him down......