Chapter 033: One Life
After the sorority broke up, Shen Ye couldn't help but ask her when she learned to play the guitar, Yin Manqing smiled lightly, and her faint smile showed endless pleasure, "When I was kicked out of the house, when I was the most miserable, I almost didn't carry the guitar to the street performers." ”
Regarding a series of things that happened after being kicked out of the Yin family, Yin Manqing tried her best not to let herself think about it, but she always inadvertently couldn't help but think of what happened before.
"Why didn't you come to me then? If you come to me, you won't have to suffer so much. ”
When I heard Yin Manqing say that she was about to go to the street show, her heart was sour. It's just that Shen Ye said this, he was very unconfident, he was still young when he went to study in the United States, and he was ......
Shen Ye seemed to realize that he had blamed her wrongly, "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you." ”
Yin Manqing didn't blame Shen Ye for breaking her promise at the beginning, after all, when she was a child, she may have been too whimsical, but Shen Ye did not forget her, and he married her later because he still remembered the original agreement. What happened to him in between?
Yin Manqing suddenly became serious, and when she approached Shen Ye, she hugged his neck coquettishly, "At the beginning, you left to study in the United States, why didn't you have a phone call after a long time, at that time, was it empathy and don't fall in love?" ”
When it came to "empathy and don't fall in love", Yin Manqing pursed her lips, when Shen Ye left to study in the United States, they had contact for a while at the beginning, and they would call her every night at the agreed time, and even Yin Manqing, who was staying in Yin's house at that time, was particularly worried that Ding Baolan had changed her phone number, but later, even if the phone number at home was not changed, Shen Ye never called her again......
The frustration and panic I felt at that time can still be easily recalled now.
"You don't know, I felt like I was given up at that time, Dad, Aunt Baolan didn't like me, and even the only one who was good to me and loved me ignored me, I really even had the heart to die." Yin Manqing added that Shen Ye used to be her dream, but there were beautiful dreams and nightmares.
The more Shen Ye listened, the more uncomfortable he became, and he held Yin Manqing's hand, his expression was too serious, so serious that Yin Manqing was suddenly full of pressure, she didn't have to be obsessed with the past, but she just talked about it unintentionally.
Immediately, she said: "Mr. Shen, if you really feel guilty, there will be time to make up for me in the future, I am not greedy, I just want you for the rest of your life." ”
The slightly coquettish words did not diminish the joy that emanated from her whole body, and even though she mentioned the previous events, she was still not emotionally affected......
Hold Yin Manqing's hand and hold it to the top of his head, "Touch it." ”
"Huh? What the? Yin Manqing didn't understand what it meant, it seemed a little weird to have her palm on the top of Shen Ye's head, only Shen Ye would make such a move in the past, every time Shen Ye stroked the top of her hair, every time there was a sense of happiness and joy overflowing.
"Mr. Shen, are you a child? I'm the one who needs comfort the most right now...... It was you who suddenly cut off contact with me, so that all of a sudden I didn't have any news about you, and I could only guess your ...... in a cranky way."
Suddenly, with Shen Ye's leadership, Yin Manqing's palm seemed to touch a very unusual touch, and there was a raised scar on the top of his head, which was so long that Yin Manqing's face turned pale in an instant.
"It's ......"
Her heart suddenly tightened, Yin Manqing's throat ached, and a chill began to spread around her body, and she couldn't help but tremble.
"Not long after I went to the United States, I was in a car accident, hit my head, had more than 20 stitches, had a moderate concussion, and lay in the hospital for two weeks before waking up. When I woke up, there were some things I couldn't remember, and the doctor said it was fragmentary amnesia. And the name Yin Manqing never appeared in my life again until I returned to China and accidentally published a report about you in the newspaper, supermodel Yin Manqing...... This name began to awaken my memories about you, until I remembered them all, and then you know, I forcibly snatched you from Qin Yuefeng's side, and took advantage of Qin Yuefeng's omissions to force you to marry me. ”
Shen Ye told what happened in the United States in the past, he didn't say it before, thinking that it was unnecessary, and it was in vain to explain it, and even when he first married Yin Manqing, he was confident that he could make Yin Manqing fall in love with him again, and he didn't need to rely on their childhood memories at all.
Yin Manqing listened, his face turned pale, his heart was sometimes tense, sometimes he was jumping wildly, it turned out that such a big thing happened to him before, it was not that he had forgotten her and their agreement.
In fact, he always remembered her, remembered the promise he had made to himself, his eyes were red, and his fingertips gently swayed at that long scar, "It must be painful, right?" ”
She had been unconscious for two weeks, and if it had happened now, she would have fainted.
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt." Shen Ye knew that she would definitely be very sad to tell Yin Manqing about this, and as expected, her tears fell involuntarily, therefore, in the past two years, what happened in the two years when he was considered missing, Shen Ye couldn't tell her anymore, he didn't want her to worry, worried, he just wanted to do his best to use his time to care for her and cherish her.
Yin Manqing cried even more fiercely, and tears burst like a bank and flooded her cheeks.
What Shen Ye was most afraid of was Yin Manqing crying, "Hey, Mrs. Shen, did you do it with tears?" If I didn't tell you if I knew it, I would have misunderstood you to the end. ”
Originally, he didn't think about it with Yin Manqing at all, and Yin Manqing never knew about the scar on the top of his head.
Because of this, Yin Manqing cried even more fiercely, she really did a bad job before, she was indifferent to Shen Ye's affairs, and when she learned what happened to Shen Ye, she was both distressed and annoyed, the more comforted Shen Ye was, the more she cried, and her emotions were completely uncontrollable.
"During the time when you suddenly ignored me, I secretly scolded you, and even painted a lot of portraits of you, giving you a cross and a fork to curse you...... But I also prayed that I could see you again, every year on my birthday, although only my mother bought me a small cake to celebrate, but every year I have a wish, I hope you can come back soon......"
Yin Manqing sobbed and choked up about the days when Shen Ye suddenly lost contact.
It's just that later, she gradually lost her confidence, the older she gets, the more she can understand the promises and agreements she made when she was a child, and she can't easily believe it at all, Yin Manqing once made fun of her stupidity, what Shen Ye said at the time was just a joke, however, she stupidly believed him for many years......
Shen Ye listened to Yin Manqing's childish actions, what secretly scolded him, what kind of painting and cursing, it was very similar to what she would do, which made Shen Ye cry and laugh for a while.
"I'm curious, you must be ugly when you paint my image, and you must have made me ugly based on your hatred for me at that time." Shen Ye teased.
"You still dare to make fun of me, I said I didn't mean it, I didn't know you had a car accident."
Fortunately, although the car accident made him forget her temporarily, at least he saved his life.
Shen Ye stared intently at Yin Manqing, who was standing in front of him with teary eyes, the more he looked at her, the more he liked her tightly, and learned from Yin Manqing's tone just now, and said in a soft voice, "If you feel guilty about me, I'm not greedy, you can compensate me for the rest of your life." ”
After saying "one lifetime", Shen Ye was shocked, and his chest was swollen and painful in surprise, but how could he have the time for a lifetime......
"I don't feel guilty, it's Brother Ye who is guilty, why do you remember so many people, you only forgot me, which means that I don't matter at all in your heart, I am someone you can forget casually, it doesn't matter."
Yin Manqing wiped away her tears and was indignant.
If Shen Ye hadn't been in a car accident, if he had been in a car accident, he hadn't forgotten himself, if they had kept in touch, halfway, she wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet Qin Yuefeng, she and Shen Ye should have gotten married very early, together, loving and loving......
It's just that there are really no assumptions in life, all ifs, really just ifs.
Shen Ye was very helpless, if he had a choice, if he could choose the person he forgot on his own initiative, he could choose to forget all the people, but he would not forget Yin Manqing and forget all the things between them.
"Vexatious." The index finger tapped the tip of Yin Manqing's nose, and firmly hugged her into his arms, tightly, "But I allow you to be unreasonable in front of me forever." ”
Spoiling her, loving her, and indulging her is the only thing Shen Ye can do for Yin Manqing at present.
As long as his life is long enough, he really wants to go down with her at all costs.
Yin Manqing was surrounded by Shen Ye's breath, she liked his hug so much, only in Shen Ye's arms, she could really feel that they were so in love, when they separated, even if they could guess Shen Ye's intentions, but Yin Manqing had too many uncertainties, too many cranky thoughts kept breeding......
Perhaps, love is a vanity that needs to be constantly proven, like fireworks, it needs to be lit to see the most brilliant and dazzling moments.
"You told me everything that happened so many years ago, can you ......" Yin Manqing prostrate on his chest and spoke cautiously, "Can you tell me what happened to you in the past two years, there was a fire on the cruise ship, how did you escape......
Even if Shen Ye is back safely now, she wants to know everything about Shen Ye, even the slightest thing, she arrogantly thinks she knows him, but she doesn't know about him, she knows so little......
Shen Ye saw the eagerness in Yin Manqing's eyes to learn the truth, but there were some things he couldn't say, even if it was her......