Lin Qianxin was nineteen years old at the time, and the weekend happened to be her birthday. Zhu Xiaobei ran into the dormitory and called her, "Lin Qianxin, your boyfriend is here!" ”

Lin Qianxin hurriedly tidied up her clothes in the mirror, and Zhu Xiaobei grabbed her who wanted to run out of the dormitory in a hurry, "Wait!" Look at you like this. She took out a lip gloss and applied it to Lin Qianxin's lips without saying anything, "It's so much better!" ”

Lin Qianxin pursed her sparkling lips in the mirror, and said with annoyance: "Why do you want to dress like this? ”

Zhu Xiaobei pushed her out of the dormitory and said with a smile: "I will be grateful to me when you come back, go ahead!" ”

Lin Qianxin looked from the dormitory building, Shao Feiyang was wearing a white T-shirt and blue jeans, standing next to his Land Rover and waving to her. It's just the simplest dress, but he looks so different.

Shao Feiyang has an almost perfect face shape, handsome and prominent facial features, a straight nose bridge with a good-looking arc, looking at Lin Qianxin's eyes are very gentle, and his slightly raised lips have a doting smile.

He greeted her classmates familiarly, saw her coming, took her schoolbag, pulled her into the car, saw her get into the car and lowered her head, reached out to shake her hand, "Where do you want to spend the weekend?" ”

Lin Qianxin deliberately pursed his lips exaggeratedly and said, "Listen to you!" ”

Shao Feiyang was stunned when he saw her brightly painted lips, scraped her face with his fingers, and said with a smile: "Didn't wipe your mouth after eating at noon?" ”

Lin Qian's heart was knotted, he should have known that Zhu Xiaobei was unreliable, and he was embarrassed to say that he was a beauty pacesetter in the dormitory! Pull out the tissue from the car and try to wipe off the lip gloss.

Shao Feiyang grabbed her little hand while driving, "I'm kidding you, it's good!" ”

"Really?" Lin Qianxin didn't believe it.

"Really!"

"Feiyang, where are we going?"

"Go to the amusement park."

Shao Feiyang was twenty-five years old at the time, and when he saw Lin Qianxin for the first time, she appeared in front of her like an elf with white clothes and black hair, and a pair of beautiful eyes.

She walked up to him, raised her chin, and said, "You are Shao Feiyang?" ”

Shao Feiyang determined at that moment that she was the rib that he had taken away.

There are many people in the amusement park on weekends, and Lin Qianxin wants to play every project, but it is difficult for Shao Feiyang to help her line up. The two sat on the Ferris wheel, Lin Qian was afraid of heights, and when the Ferris wheel turned to the highest place, she didn't dare to look down anymore, turned around and wanted to hide in Shao Feiyang's arms.

When she turned around, Shao Feiyang just wanted to hand her the water, she turned her head suddenly, and Shao Feiyang's lips inadvertently touched her earlobe.

Lin Qianxin took the mineral water handed to her by Shao Feiyang, she lowered her head, she felt as if her face was burning. Did he just do it on purpose? Probably not, right? The most they can do is hold hands and hug each other. Lin Qianxin, who has just entered college, basically understands the affairs of men and women through TV and romance novels.

Shao Feiyang couldn't help but smile when he saw her blushing when he lowered his head, "Shallow, what are you thinking?" ”

"Nope!" Lin Qianxin felt as if he had been caught at the scene of the crime, and he was extremely nervous, "I didn't think about anything, really!" She accentuated her voice with the word "really."

Shao Feiyang saw her nervous appearance, and suddenly wanted to kiss her, maybe the moonlight tonight was too beautiful, and the light on the Ferris wheel sprinkled on her youthful and flamboyant face was indescribably beautiful.

"Shallow."

Shao Feiyang reached out to touch her face, the skin on her face was blown, pink and tender, Shao Feiyang wanted to pinch it hard with his fingers to see what it was made of, how it could be so tender.

But when his fingers touched her face, he became cautious, and he was suddenly afraid that if he exerted force, the face would be punctured. Shao Feiyang carefully touched her face, as if he was touching a precious piece of porcelain.

Lin Qianxin is a little nervous and a little looking forward to it, isn't it common to kiss at this time in TV novels?

was at school before, and one day Zhu Xiaobei mysteriously asked her if she was with Shao Feiyang. She still didn't understand what it meant, and asked rhetorically, what is that?

Zhu Xiaobei said that it was a kiss and a hug.

Holding hands was there at the beginning, and then at most it was a hug, except for this, Shao Feiyang had no overstepping behavior towards her. But isn't this kind of thing supposed to be a matter of course?

What Zhu Xiaobei said is probably the current situation, right? Lin Qianxin simply turned his heart sideways and closed his eyes.

Feel a gentle kiss fall on your eyes.

"Shallow, happy birthday!"

When she opened her eyes again, she found that Shao Feiyang had put a delicate and beautiful bracelet on her wrist.

When she was nineteen years old, the boy she loved the most was on the Ferris wheel and kissed her lightly on the eye. The little white pigeon in Lin Qianxin's heart spreads her wings, and she feels that she is the happiest person in the world.

With the bustling crowd of the amusement park in the background, Shao Feiyang gently put his hand on her shoulder and asked passers-by to help take a photo.

The two people in the photo were smiling happily, and Lin Qianxin knew that Shao Feiyang had washed the photo out and put it in his wallet. She generously wanted to help Shao Feiyang inscribe, and her not-so-good-looking handwriting was left behind the photo, "Lin Qianxin's nineteen years old".

She had Shao Feiyang at the age of nineteen, and when she was twenty-two years old, Shao Feiyang was still by her side. If she agreed to Shao Feiyang's proposal by the sea, would Shao Feiyang continue to be by her side? Until both of them are gray-haired and their teeth are gone?

Lin Qianxin was not sure.

It's not that she doesn't love Shao Feiyang, she loves Shao Feiyang very much. Shao Feiyang is the first man and the only man she has. However, in her heart, she didn't know why she was always afraid.

She was afraid of losing.

Shao Feiyang is so good, he loves her very much, he gives whatever he wants, and he loves her in her ear all the time, as if he is emphasizing that he will never leave her. And this kind of emphasis is like a kind of self-psychological comfort for uncertain things.

It's like people bluff in front of a powerful enemy, and the enemy between them, the enemy who can't be touched or seen, is security.

Lin Qianxin tried hard to convince himself that Shao Feiyang would not leave, and he would never leave him. But every time she quarreled, after she ran away from home with her small bag, when Shao Feiyang took those celebrities and celebrities to attend various occasions, she was not sad, not sad, but she believed that Shao Feiyang would not touch them.

But every time this mutual hurt happened, there was a thin crack in her heart. This invisible crack, imprinted on the heart, cannot be repaired. At first, it doesn't matter, thinking that it won't have any impact on each other's feelings.

But as time passed, the cracks grew one by one, and her heart could no longer ignore them. If you are not careful, you are very likely to be broken.

When Shao Feiyang knelt down on one knee in front of her and begged her to marry him, she kept telling herself in her heart, "Promise him, promise him!" "If he rejects him, will he turn away and never pamper her again?

But the crack in her heart reminded her, "Sooner or later, he will break your heart." ”

So she was at a loss, so she panicked inexplicably, so she covered her eyes and pretended not to see Shao Feiyang's affection, so she said with tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm not ready." ”

Three years is not a long time, Lin Qianxin has changed from nineteen to twenty-two, and Shao Feiyang has also changed from the boy in a white T-shirt to the president of the Shaw Group.

Fortunately, Shao Feiyang is still there, even if he will really leave one day, at least he is still there now, and he has not left.

If Shao Feiyang knew that Lin Qianxin rejected his marriage proposal for this reason, probably he would not be disappointed. He was like a two-sided man. On the one hand, he pampered Lin Qianxin, but on the other hand, he permanently imprisoned Lin Qianxin by his side.

On both sides, the two Shao Feiyang are both deeply in love with Lin Qianxin, from the age of twenty-five to the twenty-eight Shao Feiyang. When he faced Lin Qianxin, he often couldn't suppress the other side of his heart. This often frightens him.

What was surprising was that Lin Qianxin had such a great charm for herself, and she easily controlled herself. I'm afraid that the longer I stay with her, the more I want to imprison her, even if it's chained, and I don't want her to leave.

So every time, he told himself that maybe for Lin Qianxin, he also had the same influence. So he began to search for other women, celebrities who wanted to be on the throne, celebrities who wanted to get close to him, and took them to appear in public. Tell Lin Qianxin through TV and newspaper media, look, you care, right?

Although Lin Qianxin came back every time as Shao Feiyang hoped, Shao Feiyang was a little afraid, afraid that he would really lock Lin Qianxin by his side one day. So he proposed to Lin Qianxin, in another way, hoping to form her and himself forever and put his surname in front of her name.

But she refused, and Shao Feiyang, who was already up and down, became uncertain, could it be that he didn't spoil her enough and didn't love her enough? Why would she refuse.

The more uncertain he was, the more worried Shao Feiyang became, and this worry was eroding little by little, eroding the other side of him that he was originally depressed.

How nice would it be if they could stay at each other's nineteen and twenty-five forever? At that time, there was only pure love between them.

Shao Feiyang said goodbye to his former youth and frivolity, and even dared to kiss Lin Qianxin's eyes gently. His shallowness was still so small, he didn't want to scare her. Since then, he has never been to a night club again, and there is no nightlife except for socializing.

Three or four days a week, I will pick up Lin Qianxin from school, and I will spare time to accompany her on weekends, and I can even quietly accompany Lin Qianxin in the library for a few hours of self-study. Because she didn't like it, Shao Feiyang quit smoking, and even the secretary driver next to her asked to quit smoking.

That year, Lin Qianxin was nineteen years old.