228. Torture him, and torture himself
The corners of Mrs. Cheng's mouth showed a (ambiguous) smile, leaned over to Hongxiang's ear, and whispered a few words.
"Huh? Mother, this won't work, in case Brother Ziluo ...... him" After hearing this, Hongxiang's face suddenly turned red, and she couldn't say anything more.
"Silly boy, what's wrong with that? When I brought you here, I also gave you a dowry according to the regular bride-in-law, and you should have had a round house a long time ago. Mrs. Cheng smiled and said with confidence: "Hongxiang, I know Ziluo's temperament best, as long as the raw rice is cooked into cooked rice, he will be good to you." ”
"But...... He only seems to like Sister Yun Ying, I'm afraid ......" Hongxiang said hesitantly, and her speech was no longer as clever as usual.
"What are you afraid of? It's normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, he just likes Yun Ying, what do you have if you have one more? Besides, you didn't see that he and Yun Ying hadn't even spoken for a few days. Mrs. Cheng said with a straight face.
The two were talking when they suddenly heard a stray footstep walking in.
It was Cheng Ziluo who came back, and he was still so drunk that he couldn't even walk.
"Ziluo, you drink so much again, how can your body stand it like this? Alas, can't you do without drinking? Mrs. Cheng saw that her son was back drunk again, and couldn't help but blame her distressed and dissatisfied, and at the same time gave Hongxiang a look.
Hongxiang hurriedly walked over and helped Cheng Ziluo, and said softly: "Brother Ziluo, I'll help you." ”
"No, I can go on my own." Cheng Ziluo waved his arm to push her away, raising his eyes full of red silk and scanning the entire hall.
Still as usual, there are only two people here, his mother and Hongxiang. There would never be the figure he wanted to see, Yun Ying, she would never be here waiting for him to come home.
And the funny thing is that every time he comes back, he still fantasizes that she will sit here, or stand by the door. Seeing that he is back, she will smile softly and say, Ziluo, you are back.
Unfortunately, fantasy can only be fantasy forever.
What Yun Ying looks like now, he hasn't even looked at it carefully.
So much tenderness and sweetness in the past, laughter and laughter, as if they were all easily erased by her with that slap. She didn't want to see him, she didn't want to pay attention to him, and she wouldn't wait for him to come back at home......
Cheng Ziluo smiled bitterly at himself, and said to Mrs. Cheng: "Mother, I'm going to sleep." He stumbled out of the hall.
Looking at the figure of Cheng Ziluo staggering away, Mrs. Cheng said with red eyes: "Alas, if this situation continues, Ziluo will be ruined sooner or later." We have a family, but what iniquity has we created? ”
"Mother, when Brother Ziluo wakes up, I will persuade him." Hongxiang comforted Mrs. Cheng.
Seeing Cheng Ziluo's appearance, her heart was also sad.
"What are you waiting for him to wake up? You go over tonight and stay with him. The two of you are really married, and your mother will be at ease. Mrs. Cheng said undoubtedly.
"Mother......" Hongxiang called out softly, and lowered her head slightly uneasily.
"Hongxiang, you tell your mother the truth, do you like Ziluo?" Mrs. Cheng looked at Hongxiang and asked gently.
"Well, I like Big Brother Ziluo." Hongxiang nodded without thinking.
"Hehe, that'll do." Mrs. Cheng finally showed a comfortable smile on her face, and said kindly: "Hongxiang, although it is a little wronged to let you follow Ziluo in this way, but in the hearts of my father and mother, I have long regarded you as the daughter-in-law of the family." The two of you, sooner or later, will also have a round house, so there is nothing to be shy. Tonight, you're going to him. ”
"But, mother, in case Brother Ziluo ......" Hongxiang's mood was conflicted and hesitant, and she didn't know what to say.
Although she does like Cheng Ziluo very much, she does want to become his woman as soon as possible.
However, after all, she is a little girl who has never experienced anything between men and women, and she really lacks such courage to let her take off her clothes and sleep next to a man.
"Child, you have also seen it, Yun Ying and the others have long been bad. He was drunk again, the lights went out in the room, and it was dark, and he was afraid that he wouldn't even be able to tell who you were. You go, you don't need to say anything, it's all a matter of course. Mrs. Cheng pointed at her with a smile, walked over and took her hand: "Let's go, you go back and pack up, and go to your eldest brother Ziluo." By the time the two of you actually get together, everything will be fine. Don't worry, Ziluo is a conscientious child, and he won't treat you badly. ”
"Well, mother, I'll listen to you." Hongxiang finally made up her mind, she wanted to fight hard for her happiness.
The two of them said and walked out of the hall together.
Naruko Luo Gao walked to his room with one foot and one foot lower, and he now lived in a room not far from the house he and Yun Ying had used to have.
Every time he came back, he would subconsciously glance at the house that had left him and Yun Ying countless sweetness and joy several times.
There, in general, it was pitch black and never lit. He came back late, Yun Ying must have fallen asleep a long time ago.
And today, when he walked past the room that made him nostalgic and heartbroken, and looked up at it again, he was surprised to find that Yun Ying's room was still lit.
Yun Ying, haven't you slept yet? It's so late, what is she doing? She...... Could it be that he is no longer angry with him?
Cheng Ziluo's heart moved slightly, as if there was a trace of long-lost tenderness surging gently in his chest. Before he knew it, he raised his foot and walked in the direction of the light.
Standing in front of the closed door, Cheng Ziluo's heart fluctuated, and all kinds of inexplicable bitterness and sourness surged in an instant.
Although he drank too much, he still knew better than ever in his heart.
Here, there have been many happy and sweet footprints of him. But at this moment, he could only stand outside the gate hesitantly and sadly like a strange guest.
This door had never been locked until he had returned. And now, every time he walks through here, he sees that the door is tightly locked.
Yun Sakura had completely locked him out of her world.
Cheng Ziluo hesitated, raised his hand, and knocked lightly on the door a few times.
"Who?" Yun Ying's delicate voice came from inside, and it sounded a little tired.
Cheng Ziluo didn't speak, and continued to knock on the door persistently.
"Who?" Yun Ying raised her voice again and asked.
"Yun Ying, it's me." Cheng Ziluo said in a low voice, his voice slightly hoarse.
There was a sudden silence in the room, the lights went out suddenly, and there was no more sound.
"Yun Ying, open the door...... Cheng Ziluo still knocked stubbornly outside the door.
There was still no sound inside the door, and Yun Sakura had already blown out the candlelight and lay down on the bed.
She usually goes to bed early, and even if she can't sleep, she likes to go to bed early, anyway, she doesn't have any other hobbies to pursue, and she is lazy about everything.
Especially during these days, she always feels that people are very tired, tired and tired, and she is tired, so she is even more sleepy.
But today, I don't know if I slept too much during the day? She didn't feel comfortable sleeping in bed, and then she didn't sleep at all, lit the lamp and sat up to read. Unexpectedly, Cheng Ziluo would come and knock on the door.
"Yun Ying, open the door, I want to see you." Cheng Ziluo's voice raised, and the door knocked heavily.
He could see that the lamp in the room had gone out all at once, and his heart seemed to sink into the darkness with the extinguished candlelight. However, he just didn't want to leave, God knows how much he missed her, how much he wanted to see her.
"I've slept." Yun Ying finally said a word.
Her heart was stirred up by the increasingly violent knock on the door, and tears couldn't help but wet her eyes. She tried her best to keep herself from crying.
Open the door for him? Don't give! Can't give! If the door is opened, won't all the suffering and pain she has endured in these days be wasted?
She couldn't give him a baby, how could she tie him up like this for the rest of her life? Let him go and be with Hongxiang. Originally, he was already about to get along with Hongxiang, but at this time, how could he be allowed to come back?
Hearing Yun Ying's emotionless words, Cheng Ziluo stood outside the door and weakly lowered his hand that was about to knock on the door.
She still didn't want to see him, and she still wouldn't forgive him.
For so long, he has been tormented in hell every day, dreaming of getting back together with her, and torturing himself to the point of being inhuman.
But she still couldn't see his injuries at all, and she still couldn't see his pain at all.
In her heart, she has never loved him.
Even if he used strong means to get her and imprison her by his side, he still couldn't keep her heart. She always loves another man.
Cheng Ziluo stood quietly outside the door for a long time, and finally said with difficulty: "Then you can sleep...... I'm leaving. ”
After saying that, he turned around and left lonely.
Yun Ying lay on the bed, listening to his heavy footsteps walking away. The tears finally couldn't be stopped, and large strings fell, wetting the pillow towel under his face.
She whispered repeatedly in her heart: Ziluo, don't go! Don't leave me! But he couldn't make a single sound.
Thinking back to the last three sad and painful words he said, I left.
Yun Ying's heart suddenly hurt so much, and it was so empty.
She seemed to feel that this time, he was really going to leave her. This time, it seems, she will really lose him......
A fear and worry that she had never felt before suddenly swept through Yun Ying's entire heart, she couldn't care about anything anymore, jumped off the bed barefoot, rushed to the door and opened the door: "Ziluo! ”
Outside the door, it was empty, and there was no figure in sight. Only the bright and cool moonlight quietly sprinkled on the ground.
Yun Ying stood at the door in a daze, feeling melancholy in her heart.
I couldn't help but look up at the room where Cheng Ziluo lived now, it was dark inside, and there was no light.
He must have slept after drinking too much......
I don't know how long I stood there, and suddenly I heard a clear voice: "Sister, you haven't slept yet?" ”