Twenty-five. trance
The melodious music wandered in the cafΓ© full of leisure and elegance, and Yang Guang and Xu Li sat on the booth by the window, whispering something. It's just that Yang Guang is very devoted, but Xu Li is stunned from time to time, and she feels a little reluctant.
Help Xu Li cut the snack and deliver it to her. Yang Guang also discovered Xu Li's eccentricity today, and he always wandered from time to time. Yang Guang frowned, got up and sat down next to Xu Li, held her hand, and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" Xiaoli, I feel that you are very wrong today, if there is anything, you must sue me, I am your boyfriend, I don't want you to see me, after all, we will support each other together for a lifetime in the future. β
Yang Guang was worried that there was something wrong with Xu Li's family, and he was embarrassed to talk to himself, after all, he knew that Xu Li's self-esteem was very strong.
"I'm fine!" Xu Li heard Yang Guang's serious and concerned words, and grabbed Yang Guang with her little hand, her heart was warm but complicated. He turned his head sideways to look at Yang Guang, gritted his teeth, and continued, "No, I have something. Amor, you don't have to worry, it's not what you think, I, I have something to tell you. β
"Say it, I'll listen to that." Yang Guang wondered in his heart, since it wasn't what he thought, what else could there be.
Xu Li opened her mouth and spurted it again, an embarrassed look appeared on her delicate and elegant face, frowning slightly, soft and pitying.
"Don't worry, no matter what, I'm there for you, and I'll solve it with you." Yang Guang said very firmly,
Xu Li became more and more sad when she heard this, a faint mist faintly appeared in her clear and clear eyes, looking at Yang Guang's anxious and cherished face, Xu Li hesitated slightly in her heart, but she also knew that she would make Yang Guang worried, and immediately explained seriously,
"Amour, you really don't have to worry, I'm fine, there is nothing at home, and I haven't encountered any difficulties, what I want to say is between the two of us. The two of us ......, the two of us, Amour, you may not know, I've been hesitating all this time. β
Yang Guang first breathed a sigh of relief, and when he heard Xu Li's words, he was puzzled again, but he still listened to Xu Li's story.
"It's my first time in a relationship and it feels really good and I'm so happy to have met you. But during this time, I felt a little lost, really, really speaking, or letting others know, I must think that I have nothing to do, but I can't hide myself. β
As she spoke, Xu Li looked at Yang Guang, who was frowning, guilty and sad,
"I don't know what happened to me? Since I know that you have made a lot of money gambling on stones, this should be something to be happy about, after all, this also means that our future living conditions will be very good, but I don't know if this is a completely different relationship from my initial impression of you, maybe the time of change is too short, so I am a little uncomfortable with this change, and it feels like a dream, very unreal. I thought I'd get used to it as time went on, but I'm still in a bit of a trance. β
Hearing this, Yang Guang was annoyed and depressed, what is this called? ! I didn't see Xu Li still have this kind of youthful feeling in the past. She has always been very serious and calm about life and a qiΔ, because there are countless people who break up with poverty, because Yang Guang has never heard of the rich who broke up, of course, excluding those who have character problems because of the rich, and those who the rich take the initiative to abandon the chaff.
Because of this incredulity, Yang Guang did not doubt the truth of Xu Li's words, and her eyes were indeed misty and guilty.
But anyway, it's funny that there is a problem for such nonsense, right? Yang Guang subconsciously clenched his fists, his face cold.
"Actually, I think it's weird myself, after all, it's fair to say that everyone wants their lives to be better, and money can do that a lot of the time. After what happened to my dad back then, I also thought about whether I could save my dad if I had a rich boyfriend or something, but my dad didn't give me a chance to sell himself. Later, I also thought about finding a rich man, so as not to have a similar situation, but such an idea was just a flash, even if I met such a person, I didn't feel anything at all. I don't think that ordinary people are better, after all, ordinary people also want to work hard to improve their living standards, and they also want to be more wealthy...... sorry, I'm a bit messy. β
Xu Li held Yang Guang's hand hard, looking confused, even if she was annoyed and depressed, Yang Guang couldn't help but want to comfort her,
"Don't rush, take your time, time is there, just so let's get to know each other's thoughts more."
Xu Li nodded, snuggled up to Yang Guang, calmed down her somewhat rapid breathing, and only after half a sound did Xu Li continue,
"It's actually strange to me that I'm twenty-three years old and haven't been in a relationship yet. Sometimes when you think about it, you don't know what you're looking for or what you're thinking. Sometimes I think that being rich is not the best choice, because rich people will always be more seduced and seem insecure, although some can be single-minded. But even the average person can't guarantee that he will grow old. And if you really encounter any difficulties, such as being seriously ill, it is likely that your family will be ruined, and you can't say that you have a sense of security.
I didn't know what to do, and to be honest, I hadn't bothered about it before. Because I think I can always meet someone who can make me tempted or even disregarded, so even if life is embarrassing, I will not regret it.
Maybe it's fate. I believe in life, my dad's affairs, many things, leukemia can't be cured even if there is money, but it will be very painful to be entangled. Some people grow old together, some people live happily, and some people live in embarrassment, which is the relationship of fate. β
Yang Guang listened quietly, Xu Li said very messily, maybe she didn't think about saying this, she just thought of where to say it, but these somewhat chaotic words represent Xu Li's mental journey, this is her heart, she is telling Yang Guangna her truth and everything.
"My family conditions are not good, but even if it is very hard, but we are also very happy, although sometimes I complain about the unfairness of life, but more is grateful to my parents, my parents are rare to be free to love and get married, my mother is very beautiful, she pursued her a lot, but she chose my dad, even if it is a hard life for this, but she has never complained and chagrined, just trying to live a better life, just after work, every day to prepare foot washing water for my dad, see my dad smoking will complain a few words, but make the house in order. I think that's really good.
So I thought about finding the person I was interested in, no matter what the future holds, and that was my life. Xu Li said in a low and hoarse voice,
"Yes, fate, I also believe in fate, it is the ...... that fate destined us to meet"
Yang Guang opened his mouth and said, this is also the truth, the sea of people is vast, and being able to know itself is a kind of fate, of course, it is also okay to call it fate.
"When I met you, I didn't feel anything special at first, but as I came into contact, I was tempted unconsciously. I'm actually so happy that I can have my love. But the change in your situation has made me a little confused, I don't know if I am too greedy, or too serious, just because it is different from the original life I imagined, I have become so confused, and I can't even devote myself to it at all. It's painful, and I even feel sorry for you, but I want to correct it, but I can't, and I know for the first time that I'm going to be so nasty. β
Smiling bitterly, Yang Guang didn't know how to react at all, and looked at the tears that Xu Li drooped from time to time when he looked at the hanging head, and he was even more annoyed. Even he didn't know how to describe Xu Li's thoughts, and it was only at this time that Yang Guang knew that his understanding of Xu Li in the past was a little superficial.
This is quite a special woman. Although her thoughts were indeed annoying, Yang Guang couldn't hate them.
"I used to be very ordinary, and even many times I was very troubled, worried about how to honor my parents, how to provide good living conditions for my future wife and children, but fate inadvertently favored me, I discovered my ability, get rich quickly, I met you again at that time, I was also tempted, I remember the first time we went on a date and walk, you said, when I began to pay attention to you, I was a little yearning but cringed.
That's because I don't know if I can give you a good future, because I think you should have a good life, and then I found out what I can do, and I mustered up the courage, and I think these are the hints that fate has given us. Yang Guang said softly,
This guy is also shameless, and he didn't forget to make up a nonsense at this time, he was just thinking about the forest at that time. It is rare that a conscience does not want to harm the good cabbage, and even this bit of conscience will soon disappear without a trace. At this time, it was said with deep feelings.
Xu Li is in Yang Guang's arms, looking up at her bright little face, tear-stained, but beautiful, she paints some light makeup at most, even if she cries, it doesn't affect anything, this is natural beauty. Those misty eyes deeply reflected Yang Guang's figure. The sunset outside the window shone over, casting a soft halo on Xu Li, and the beauty made Yang Guang a little addicted.
"Well, I'm grateful that fate let me meet you. It's totally my problem, sorry. Xu Li said guiltily,
"Well, what do you want to do? Declare it up front, I will never let you go. Yang Guang sighed and asked,
"I don't want to break up either, my first love, my first heart, I don't want to end like this." Xu Li muttered, stroking Yang Guang's face, "Amo, give me a while, okay?" I'll adjust, I don't want to miss you, it's just that it's unfair to you right now, and it's a torment for me. β
Can't you adapt when you're together all the time? Yang Guang wanted to reprimand, but thought that Xu Li had said that she had been adapting to it a while ago but couldn't adapt to it.
opened his mouth, but in the end Yang Guang just sighed, frowning, and didn't know what to do! He believed in Xu Li and believed that she was not shaken by the pursuit of other people or something, but the more this was the case, the more confused Yang Guang became, and he didn't know what to do, this was the first time he had encountered such a situation.
"I'm sorry to upset you." Xu Li snorted, and the guilt in her eyes and face really couldn't be hidden.
"Forget it, love itself is full of ups and downs, who makes me like you. But you have to make sure that if something happens, you must let me know, and don't think about holding on to yourself or anything. In the end, Yang Guang said, he didn't know what kind of mentality he was saying this.
"I know." Xu Li said, clinging to Yang Guang's arms, listening to Yang Guang's heartbeat, very nostalgic.
After a long time, Xu Li raised her head, looked at Yang Guang and said, "You also have to take care, drink less, don't drive after drinking, although your life is leisurely, but you must also maintain your eating habits." Gambling on the stone, I believe you are measured. β
"I'm sure I'll adjust, and I'll always follow you when the time comes." Xu Li finally said, "Don't send me away." β
After speaking, Xu Li kissed Yang Guang on the lips, picked up the bag and walked out, watching Xu Li's beautiful back leave, Yang Guang only felt all kinds of feelings echoing in his heart, and couldn't help but pat the table, the huge sound made many people look over, and Yang Guang didn't pay attention to it.
What is this called? Yang Guang was depressed and annoyed in his heart, but he couldn't bear to blame Xu Li, after all, he felt that it was difficult for you to control this kind of thing. Otherwise, there would be no such thing as a beautiful beast. Even on a certain Cheng dΓΉ, Xu Li's expression shows her seriousness about this relationship, and shows her sincerity and recognition of Yang Guang.
But I'm still depressed! And Xu Li didn't say a deadline, of course, there is no way to set a deadline for this kind of thing. Leaning on the back of the sofa, Yang Guang smiled bitterly, how can this feeling be similar to the taste of falling out of love.