110. Chapter 115
"Frost, you're thin again!"
I walked slowly in the garden of the villa with the help of Molingshuang, looking at the purple and red in the garden, but my mood was gloomy.
"Ahem...... It doesn't matter, the cream can still help you do what you want to do. ”
"You know what I want to do?"
I looked sideways at Mo Lingshuang beside me in amazement, and found that his expression was unmoved, and his eyes fell on me dotingly, without a moment of hesitation, as if he would look at me so tenderly forever.
"What you want to do most is to avenge your whole family, since you can't move Emperor Tianming now, then naturally you want to move the one next to him."
"You still know me best."
My voice is low and light, and I am always very relieved to be with Molingshuang, it seems that he knows everything you are thinking, so many times I can talk to him directly, without concealment, and I feel very easy to get along with him.
"Aren't you worried that you did it when Emperor Tianming finds out."
"Frost, I've endured it for eight years, from the age of 8 to now I'm 16 years old, and I'm thinking about revenge all the time, I'm really tired, very tired, very tired. Do you know? Every day and every night, I see the bloody scenes of the day of the palace tragedy, and those who died for my revenge plan, all of them appear in my dreams in blood, and I can't sleep all night. ”
As I spoke, I felt that my body was cold to the bone, and I couldn't help but shiver, and a warm embrace gently held me in my arms, giving me silent support and comfort, and conniving at me to continue to pour out all the words that I had never dared to say to others.
"I don't know what to do, I don't know who to talk to, I'm afraid of the death of the people around me, and I don't want to hurt anyone, but I know that what I'm doing is going to hurt many, many people, and many, many people will die, unless I can give up revenge, but that's the last thing I can do. So I decided to dye my hands with enough blood, and I thought about it, maybe I could really make myself cold-blooded and ruthless when I had enough blood on my hands. ”
"Silly girl, since you don't want your hands to be stained with blood, then I'll do it for you, okay?"
Mo Lingshuang's voice was as gentle as ever, but with deep pity, he held my hand firmly in his hand, and his eyes became serious and serious.
"But don't you think I'm using you? Using this weak cloak to take advantage of you, and saying something that I don't want to use you in a high-sounding voice. ”
"Silly girl, we are all adults, we will have our own judgments, and we will control our own behavior, whether it is me, or Bodhisattva, Beixue Yeqi, Su Enamel, or Beixue Yeyang, we are not a chess piece with no thoughts, and we will not be at the mercy of others. The reason why we are willing to help you is because you are very important to us, and you are also the person we really want to protect, no matter what kind of feelings we are trying to help you, we are definitely not sympathizing with you, or being used by you, if you think that we will think like that, you will look down on us too much. ”
"Is that so?" I looked up at Molingshuang in a daze, and his pale face was an affirmation I had never seen before, which made my heart inexplicably reassured.
"Even so, I want to do it myself, after all, Su Jingyi is my father-killing enemy, and I don't want to let him go."
"What about Su enamel? You know how deep his feelings are for you. Ahem...... Mo Lingshuang coughed twice, looked up at the silent me, and continued, "Even if you can't bear to see him in pain and entanglement between you and your father, and ruthlessly let him marry Princess Ji Yue, do you think he will give up on you?" ”
"I don't know, I can only do what I can, and the rest will be left to God's fate!"
I looked up at the sky faintly, it was a sunny day, the sky was cloudless, but unfortunately there was a heavy feeling of suffocation in the air, it seemed that there would be a heavy rain falling from the sky in the next few days.
"Frost, wait until that day, I want you to do something for me."
"What?"
"Take me away."
"Ahem...... Good. ”
"Didn't you ask me why I changed my mind and left the Northern Yang Kingdom?"
"Why ask? If you want to go, I'll take you away, if you don't want to go, I'll wait for you in Nanchen Kingdom, it's that simple. ”
"Thank you."
"We don't need to say thank you to each other."
"By the way, I need to do one thing in the next few days, no matter what I do, can you just ignore it?"
"Something to do with the night sun?"
"You've guessed it?"
"Hmm."
"Yes, it has something to do with him, so I hope you don't get too concerned about his behavior."
"Have you figured it out? That teenager is not something you can control. ”
"I know, but how can a child who is too much control help me with my revenge plan?"
"Actually, you can do it another way, you know that if you hurt that child, you will also be in pain...... Ahem......"
I listened to his suppressed low cough, reached out and gently stroked his back, helping him to smooth the uneven breath, and felt a little sad in my heart: I don't know that I will have heartache if I hurt Yeyang, but Mo Lingshuang, do you know that since I heard what you said under the window late that night, I have decided to advance the plan, the plan that would have taken three years to now, because I don't want to be like the previous life, until the last life is dying, I regret why I didn't stay with my brother for even a minute and a second.