Hearing that something had happened to the Mu family, Su Xiaoshen, Mo Qian, and Qin Baimo quickly returned to China.

As soon as they got off the plane, the three of them rushed to Mu Qiqi's ward.

As soon as Su Xiaoshen pushed open the door of the ward, he saw Gu Chen sitting on the edge of Mu Qiqi's bed, holding her hand tightly, with an unconcealable haggard look between his eyebrows.

Su Xiaoshen and Mo Qian and Qin Baimo walked into the ward back and forth, Gu Chen immediately got up when he saw this, and looked at the three of them with extremely scarlet eyes: "You guys are here." ”

Such a Gu Chen made everyone feel distressed.

Mo Qian strode forward, hugged him and patted him on the back as a sign of comfort: "It's going to be fine, huh?" ”

Gu Chen hugged Mo Qian and nodded: "Well, it will." ”

Subsequently, the two men let go of each other.

Mo frowned and looked at Gu Chen's bloodshot eyes: "Hurry up and go back to sleep, look at you like this, what do you look like?" ”

Gu Chen smiled bitterly: "Hehe, don't be sleepy...... he hasn't closed his eyes for two days and two nights, he is very sleepy, but as long as he closes his eyes, some memories will come like a tide, as if they can completely swallow him, such a taste makes him unable to sleep peacefully.

As long as he thought that Mu Qiqi might lie here forever, as long as he thought that the person he loved most might never wake up, he had no way to let himself sleep.

Last night, he tried to take sleeping pills, but the white pills, which worked for others, didn't work at all for him.

People, if you really have trouble, even pills can't help you.

Su Xiaoshen and Qin Baimo stood aside, looking at Gu Chen's eyes, and at this moment, they were all silent. Su Xiaoshen looked at such Gu Chen, such Mu Qiqi, and only felt as if something in his heart had been crushed by someone.

Su Xiaoshen walked to Mu Qiqi's bed, and clenched his fists together: "Xin Kai's is this dead man, he should have been killed at that time, and he shouldn't have been left alive ......!" ”

"If I had known that Qiqi would become like this because of him, I would never have fucking listened to Mu Qiqi and left him alive." Gu Chen clenched his fists, a pair of eyes, and his anger burned, making people dare not look directly.

Su Xiaoshen walked to Gu Chen's side and held his cold hand: "Gu Chen, you too, don't be too sad, Qiqiji people have their own natural appearance, I believe that she will definitely be able to wake up, and after a while, she will pass the dangerous period, and we will transfer her to country M for treatment, after all, country M's medical skills are the most developed in the world." ”

Although Su Xiaoshen comforted Mo Qian like this, her heart was also full of all kinds of uneasiness, before she came, she and Mo Qian asked the doctor, and the doctor said that the chance of Mu Qiqi waking up was really, really slim.

Qin Baimo patted Gu Chen's arm: "Well, I also believe that Qiqi will wake up, Qiqi is so good, God will take care of her." ”

Gu Chen nodded, and then patted Qin Baimo and Su Xiaoshen on the shoulders: "Well, okay, I know, you don't have to comfort me, I ......understand all the big truths, I understand them all" The big truth, everyone understands it, but some emotions are really difficult to control.

Mo Qian stood aside and threw a punch directly at his shoulder: "Ya, hurry up and go back to sleep, you want to die in the hospital?" Get out of here. ”

Gu Chen didn't speak, just nodded, and then, picking up his mobile phone, ready to leave: "Take good care of her, for me." ”

The moment Gu Chen turned around, Mo Qian followed him to the door, and then, closed the door, and looked at him: "Gu Chen, there are some things, what happens is what happens, if something happens, we have to face it together, you have to remember, you are not alone, you still have a lot of friends with us to accompany you, what's the matter, don't hold it in your heart, you are not happy, buddy will drink with you, drink until you are happy, go back to sleep, don't think so much first, it will pass." ”

Gu Chen's heart twitched.

A qiē will pass, will it? Will it really pass?

Gu Chen didn't know, he really didn't know, now, he felt as if he had been thrown into a forest full of miasma, white everywhere, the air was full of depression, he couldn't find a way out, and he didn't know how to get out.

Mo Qian put his arm around his shoulder: "Let's go, I'll still accompany you home, if you really can't sleep, let's have a drink, drink some wine, and then you can fall asleep." ”

Gu Chen nodded.

Together, the two of them hooked their shoulders and left the ......

After Mo Qian and Gu Chen left, there were only three women left in the ward.

Su Xiaoshen pulled Qin Baimo to sit down on the sofa next to Mu Qiqi's bed, and Su Xiaoshen grabbed Mu Qiqi's hand tightly: "Qiqi, wake up quickly." Do you know that everyone is going crazy because of you now, especially Gu Chen, who is simply unable to sleep now...... Hurry up and open your eyes and look at his haggard appearance. ”

Qin Baimo let out a long sigh and looked at Mu Qiqi, who was lying there quietly, without a trace of consciousness: "The world is really impermanent. What a good girl, how could she lie here like this? ”

Su Xiao took a deep snort and frowned slightly: "Cousin, we will wake up in Qiqi, won't we?" Will it come back to our big family? ”

The door opened slowly, Luo Shao pushed the door in, and when he saw Su Xiaoshen, Luo Shao's gaze softened instantly, he stepped forward quickly and said in a low voice: "Xiaoshen, Bai Mo, you are back." ”

Qin Baimo nodded slightly.

Su Xiaoshen moved to Qin Baimo's side, and then vacated a place for Luo Shao, and said, "You can sit here." ”

Luo Shao nodded, and then sat down.

"You didn't sleep well either? Look inside your eyes, they're all bloodshot. Su Xiaoshen said.

"Well, I've been very unhappy recently, my good friend Mu Qiqi's mother has become a vegetative person and is lying here, and the wife Lu Xinyue at home is always calling me, threatening me, threatening me with my parents at every turn, asking me to do this and that, and asking me to press/rub her whole body and lie //groove at night." Luo Shao scolded in a low voice.

**

At the same time, Luo Shao's villa.

In the bedroom, Lu Xinyue sat quietly in front of the dresser, holding an inspection report in her hand.

The clear vanity mirror reflected her tearful face at the moment, as well as her eyes that were red and swollen to the extreme.

On the report sheet, the three words "egg//nest cancer" made her have mixed feelings in her heart.

The doctor said that her cancer is malignant, and now if she kills the child and starts chemotherapy, she may be able to live for a year and a half, but if she does not undergo chemotherapy and insists on having a child, then her life will only be six or seven months.

Count the days, if she really doesn't treat, then after giving birth to this child, she will die.

She caressed her lower abdomen: "Child, mom won't give up on you, mom will give birth to you." Definitely. ”

She felt the beating of the little life in her stomach with the palm of her hand, and the tears were surging more and more.

The world is impermanent, the situation is changing, Lu Xinyue never thought that one day, she would choose between children and prolonging her life as she did in the TV series.

In the past, Lu Xinyue always felt that the word cancer was really far away from her.

She really never thought that one day, she would get cancer, and it was still at such a juncture.

Pulling open the drawer, she took out a pale green letter paper and a white carbon pen, and then began to write ink-colored handwriting on the letterhead: Young brother, my favorite man in Lu Xinyue's life, when you see this letter, it should be a few months later. At that time. My body must have been burned to powder, and my ashes should have been lying in the cold cemetery...... Young brother, a few months ago, in the face of all kinds of difficulties and sudden intensification, you were very angry and unhappy, didn't you? Hehe, I know, you're not happy, but I still want to do that, why? In fact, not for anything else, I just want to let myself spend my little time with you and get in touch with you. You know, I really love you, I love you more than myself, it's just that sometimes, the way I love you is not very right, how selfish my love is, I know, young brother, I also want to be selfless, but I really can't do it. A thousand words, or a sentence, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry I did everything I could to possess you, I'm sorry I made you suffer so many grievances, I'm sorry, I let you marry the person you hate the most...... No matter how much you hate me, I hope you can take good care of our children in the future...... Count me begging you...... (Lu Xinyueliu)

When she finished writing this letter, Lu Xinyue's tears began to flow uncontrollably, like beads with broken threads, falling on the paper bit by bit, staining the paper with ink color piece by piece.

She put the letter away, put it in the envelope, and then, put it in her drawer, gently wiped away her tears, looked at herself in the mirror, and said to herself: "God, why don't you give me more time, why do you want me to die so early, I still have so many things to do, why should I die?" Do you want to punish me because you see the sin of me? If that's the case, then can I ask you to punish me later, even if it's just a year late? ”

Closing her eyes, Lu Xinyue grabbed her chest fiercely, and hit her fists desperately one by one, and her heart was full of mixed feelings.

After the countdown to life, she always thinks about a lot of things every day, and always involuntarily looks back on the road she has traveled in the past.

She asked herself, do you regret falling in love with Luo Shao?

No, she doesn't regret it, not at all.

Even if he never gave her a good face from beginning to end, she didn't regret it at all.

In this life, to be able to fall in love with such a vigorous scene, she feels that she is not in vain.