His name is Li Junfeng.

Because he was born in an underworld family, the people in the family only fight and kill, there is no romance in life, there is only reality, cruelty, and life, so he didn't know what love was since he was a child!

Love, no one has ever given him, her mother died when she was very young, and her father often brought different women by his side, one person today, and another person tomorrow, as often and as quickly as changing clothes.

But he has been strange since he was a child, and he doesn't feel much about this kind of thing. Women are like clothes, and this was the first life lesson his father taught him.

The first time he saw her, she was fighting with a girl in his class, and he was amazed by her high-spirited appearance.

Her desperate fight to the death made him admire.

Seeing her surrounded by several girls and looking at the scars on her arms, Li Junfeng felt unbearable for the girl for the first time, so he said that she was his horse and asked them to stop.

He is the little bully of the school, and he is a person who mixes with the underworld, not to mention the students in the school, even the teachers dare not mess with him.

He rarely showed mercy to save her, but she glanced at him coldly, and left without saying a word of thanks.

Although he thought she was very interesting, there were so many beautiful girls, and there were countless girls around him, so for her, he was just amazed by her, and he didn't pay much attention to her.

Later, she came to his class and called him out by name. Just because he saved her last time, it brought her more turmoil, both men and women, young and old, are very interested in her, "Li Junfeng's horse", not that there are girls looking for her to choke, and there are also boys who come to her to be angry.

She asked him to speak to clarify, because she didn't want to get into such unnecessary trouble.

After she finished what she had to say, she turned her head and left before he, the client, could answer.

was ignored by her again and again, which aroused his curiosity about her, so he asked his younger brother to check her bottom.

knew that she was a junior in her life, and she had already become the eldest sister of the first grade in a month.

Knowing that she has a very good best friend, studying in a higher school like Yuying, she will fight purely because someone bullied her best friend, and she hit the person in the next class, so it caused more provocation.

The last time she fought in the back alley, it was because the person she provoked had a sister who was in the same class as him, so there was a scene where the senior bullied the junior class, and there was a scene of him heroically saving the beauty.

I heard that she is very righteous, and if something happens to her subordinates, she will also help, and the ruthlessness of the fight is something that many boys sigh about......

These, these made him interested in him, so he confessed to her in a high-profile manner.

She didn't say yes at first, but when he said he would protect her men and her best friend, she did.

What a weird girl!

After getting to know her, he knew that her family was very poor, and knew that she was short of money, so he arranged for her to work in his own bar; He knew that she often had no money for breakfast, so he always asked someone to buy breakfast and put it in her place, just because he was afraid that she would starve herself; He knew that she didn't like trouble, so he would help her clean up any troubles one by one.

I don't know when, his whole heart was on her, and her smile and frowning touched his nerves.

But she was always so indifferent to him, indifferently accepting his flattery to her, indifferently accepting his closeness to her, and even indifferently being his girlfriend.

Ever, her temperature and her smile are only limited to her best friend, Zhang Xinyi.

watched her smile innocently at Xinyi, watched her protect Xinyi as gently as water, and watched her take care of Xinyi meticulously. I have to admit that he is jealous.

Yes! He was jealous, even if he knew that she cared about a girl, he was still jealous.

He cared about her, so much, but she was always cold to him, making him feel that he was dispensable to her, this feeling of being ignored made him powerless, and it made him angry, you know, it was the first time he cared so much about a girl.

Maybe because of his anger, or maybe he wanted to explore his place in her heart, he began to accept the love of the girls who circled around him, and even made out in front of her......

She called him to say that he had broken up, he thought he had succeeded, thought she was jealous, and even when he heard her confess to one of Yuying's top students, he was still complacent, thinking that she was taking revenge on him.

However, when she was cold as ice to him, he found that he was wrong, and he was so wrong that he regretted it!

She opened her mouth to tell him not to trouble that high-achieving student Ma Wenhao, and he kissed her excitedly, but she took out a knife and put it against his lower abdomen.

He thought she had feelings for him, not so ruthless, but the knife that stabbed her in the lower abdomen let him know that he was exalting himself too much.

At first, he just thought it was fun to be with her, but the knife made him realize that he was really in love with her, and his life, if she wanted it, what if she gave it to her!

So even if he was stabbed, he couldn't help but continue to kiss her.

But she said to him coldly, "Don't make me hate you! ”

I remember that she said that if she hated, she would either retaliate, or when that person was transparent and retaliated, he was not afraid, but the latter ...... He really didn't want to try.

For the first time, he was afraid of losing someone, a fear that he didn't even realize but was already deep in his bones.

Because he loved her, he chose to stay by her side in obscurity and be her safe haven.

Because he was afraid that she would leave him, treat him as a transparent person, and turn him away, he didn't dare to force it, and even put down his body to be the "ordinary friend" she wanted, and was willing to be used by her again and again. Even if he is the one she calls and the one who comes and goes, he is willing to do it.

He hoped that one day she would look back, see his goodness, and choose to return to him, but found that he was powerless to recover what he had lost.

He didn't know why he fell in love with that little white face, that person was so weak that he couldn't protect her at all, so he often humiliated him and bullied him, he thought that Ma Wenhao would leave her side soon, but he didn't expect that the more he hit him, the tighter he became.

But along the way, it can be seen that the man is also very attentive to her and has paid a lot to her, which he has to admit.

But......

When he knew that she gave the first time to that Ma Wenhao, he still couldn't help but be mad, he was so angry that he almost wanted to kill that person, but remembered that if she hurt that person, she would be even more indifferent to him, and in the end...... He could only hold the bottle and swallow.

He was not reconciled! Why wasn't the person she loved him?

No one knew that such a high-spirited person was planted in the hands of such a skinny woman.

He endured the pain, approached her, protected her, and finally got her side eyes, but he knew that she didn't love him, and just categorized him in the horizontal column of good friends and good brothers. He had struggled, he had gone crazy, he wanted her to fall in love with him, he wanted to make her his own. But he found that doing so pushed her farther and farther, so he could only silently accept the position she set for him.

Every time she told him about that man, his heart was like a knife, but he could only swallow all the pain in his stomach, because listening to her distress was also a kind of love for her.

Later, she had a conflict with Ma Wenhao, and he couldn't help but fight, but she left crying, he knew that these tears were not for him, but for the man.

He also knew that the man loved her too, but seeing her sad and crying, he really wanted to take her away or tie her up to his side. But...... Afraid of losing her, he had to extinguish the small flame that had just burned......

That day, she got drunk and got into fights with people, and as he had done many times, he saved.

He dropped her off at the hotel, but she kept him when he wanted to leave.

God knows how excited he was when she begged for pleasure, but in order not to be a stand-in for someone else, he repeatedly confirmed that she knew who he was. When he received an affirmative answer, with the help of alcohol, he spoke out the words of his love that had been suppressed for so many years, and he attached to her body and kissed her on the lips.

But when he worshipped her whole body, and kissed every inch of her skin, the tears that glistened in the corners of her eyes stung his eyes and pierced his heart......

In the end, he suppressed his lust, put a quilt over her, and then took him in his arms, allowing her to cry loudly in his arms......

He knew that even if he wanted her at that time, she would never refuse, and she would never annoy him afterwards, but from those tears, he could see that she didn't love him, she really didn't love him!

However, he loved her, so he didn't want to watch her cry, he didn't want to watch her do things that hurt herself, and he didn't want to see her regret it later because of this night impulse.

Because of these, even if the beauty is in his arms, he would rather be uncomfortable and choose to protect her intact in his arms. Perhaps, as so many people say, he really has masochistic tendencies.

There are some people that we will eventually miss out on - life in the world, and we will experience some emotional twists and turns. Looking back, those who have surged in life, in the depths of their hearts have been loved to set foot in the green grass, whether they still retain precious emotions to reminisce about the passing time. It's just that we will eventually miss out on someone who can accompany us for a lifetime.

But, even if he misses it, he still loves her.

To love someone is to know that you can't be together, but you still stupidly let him occupy your heart! Your future does not have me, my future does not have you, but you are in my heart! It can't be extinguished for a long time, it was, it is, it is, it is in the future...... Still is!

Mo Xiaoli, I know that you love him, and he loves you, but what I want to say is - I love you no less than him, even if you never cared about it......