yes, he ended up giving her not a surprise, but a fright.

That rainy night, he ruthlessly told her to break up and leave with another woman in his arms, which also became a nightmare that she couldn't let go of in her life.

Lu Yechen's eyes sank a little, and he wanted to say something but didn't say it after all.

"That day, I stood downstairs at your house until the early hours of the morning, I thought you would not be so ruthless, at least you would read the love of those three months, and come down to give me an answer, but you didn't, even if I lay in the hospital for the next three days without eating or drinking, you never appeared. Maybe that's when I realized that you really don't love me. Mu Sinuan smiled softly, as if the past she was talking about was not her own experience.

"I'm sorry."

She heard his hoarse apology, tilted her head to force the tears back, she looked at him with a smile, "I'm not telling you this to apologize, I just want to tell you, Lu Yechen, we can't go back, I've ......"

"Don't talk about it." He abruptly interrupted her unfinished words and placed a blueberry cake in front of her, "Let's have something to eat first." ”

understood that he was running away, and Mu Sinuan didn't want him to feel guilty, so he chose to be silent.

On the way back, they didn't talk to each other anymore, Mu Sinuan leaned against the car window, and gradually fell asleep.

The car was already parked downstairs at her house, but Lu Yechen didn't want her to leave.

Maybe she is right, not all mistakes can be forgiven, she should have tasted despair when she left pregnant, right?

It's just that he was young at that time, and thought that she would always stand where he could see and wait for him as long as he needed it.

After all, it was his selfishness that caused the lack of these five years, in fact, he really wanted to ask her situation over the years, how was that child, and how she survived those difficult years, did she hate him?

In the end, he didn't even have the courage to ask questions.

Lu Yechen smiled bitterly, staring at her quiet sleeping face, he didn't want to wake her up, his fingertips touched her cheeks, and he whispered, "Ah Nuan, if time could be repeated, how good would it be?" ”

Five years ago, if he hadn't listened to his father, or had been able to trust her a little more, would the person she was always thinking about now still be him?

Mu Sinuan was actually awake, maybe she didn't want to be separated like him, so she didn't open her eyes, listened to each other's breathing, and smelled the smell of him in the air.

She knew that this time apart, he and she would really be reduced to strangers, going their separate ways.

The road was forced by herself, but she was determined, but she didn't.

And when she heard his sighing and helpless voice, she could no longer pretend, her long eyelashes fluttered, and she opened her eyes to see his outline change from blurry to clear.

"Here we are." Stripped of Fang Cai's loneliness, he raised a smile at her, as if the sentence just now was her auditory hallucination, and he behaved perfectly, if it weren't for the heartache that she saw in his eyes......

The hand on the doorknob could no longer be pushed away, Mu Sinuan was silent, a certain emotion churned in her heart for a long time, and she only said one sentence after all, "Pay attention to safety on the road." ”

Getting out of the car, she didn't dare to look at him again, and rushed back to the apartment with a quicker pace, and through the window of the hallway, she saw that he was still there.

The car lights flickered, Lu Yechen lit a cigarette, looked up at the apartment she was in, and seemed to want to find her.

*

For several days, Mu Sinuan didn't seem to sleep well, and went to work with panda eyes every day, which made the boss worried.

"Si Nuan, your mental state has not been very good these days, has something happened?" The boss Lin Xiao finally couldn't help but call her into the office, and her concern was genuine.