181. Chapter 47
"Xiaoyu, you've changed."
"Huh?"
I looked up at the Bodhisattva in confusion. Bodhisattva's face changed slightly, but there was a faint relief in his tone.
"You have become much happier than before, and your eyes are no longer stagnant, and you always feel that everything in this world is not in your eyes, no one can leave you, and you can give up everything and leave at any time."
"Do I have one?"
"It seems that Moling Frost has taken good care of you in the past eight years!"
Hearing Bodhisattva Ming mention Moling Frost, I bowed my head silently, my heart hurt fiercely, and I couldn't stop feeling sad in my chest.
"Maybe you don't even notice it, you're going to laugh and make a fuss, and you're not going to have to survive on revenge like you used to. The most important thing is that you no longer hold all your thoughts in your stomach, but are willing to communicate with others. ”
"Silly girl can cry when she wants to, laugh when she wants to laugh, get angry when she wants to be angry, if you have any ideas, you can say it boldly, as long as I am here, you can do what you want to do unscrupulously."
Lingshuang's words unconsciously echoed in my ears, I remember that when he said that sentence when the academy had just been built in the mountain village, I was idle at home, and I heard that the college was recruiting substitute teachers, so I ran to apply without hesitation, at that time I had just arrived in the village not long ago, and I didn't know many people in the village. As soon as they saw that I was a woman, some of them looked down on me, and refused to even give me the opportunity to take the exam, so I went home in a gloomy mood, and sat on the second floor and refused to speak. Lingshuang happened to be at home in those days, and he always knew me very well, and when he saw my unhappy appearance, he didn't ask me why, so he said those things to me. The next day I ran to the academy early in the morning, and went directly to the head of the academy to fight it out, and I won and became the first female gentleman in the academy.
If it weren't for Ling Shuang, with my stuffy gourd like to hold everything in my heart, indecisive and hesitant temperament, even if I suffocated myself, I wouldn't have been able to run to the academy again, let alone find the head of the academy to single-handedly This is a bit earth-shattering in the village.
Yes! Do what you want, don't hesitate, this is what Lingshuang taught me, so this time I chose not to retreat.
Lingshuang I know you're gone, but this time I'll still choose what I want to do!
"Yes!" I raised my head suddenly, and looked at Bodhisattva Ming without the slightest evasion, "You're right, Lingshuang has taught a lot of things, for him I won't talk about life and death as lightly as before, I will correct my past mistakes." Since Yexue has become such a brutal and twisted character because of me, then I will definitely stay by his side and make him a generation of wise kings. ”
Yes, this time I really made up my mind, since I have returned to the palace, everything is out of my control, instead of passively avoiding it, it is better to face it positively, anyway, I am already a person who has died once, and I am also a person who is about to die, what else can I be afraid of?
"Lord Bo, please continue to prepare for the wedding celebration between the palace and the emperor with Prime Minister Su Cheng, and move all the things in the palace in the Green Clothes Palace to the emperor's bedroom, from now on the palace will personally take care of the emperor and help him recover his memory, during the time when he recovers his memory, if something happens in the court, please notify the palace as soon as possible."
I know that once I admit my position, then I have to be strong in everything that follows, first of all, I must put myself in that position first, and I can no longer be soft-hearted and willful.
"Subordinates obey!"
"And those eunuchs and imperial doctors who are under house arrest, if anyone dares to divulge the emperor's situation, you know what to do!"
"My subordinates understand."
The Bodhisattva's expression did not change in the slightest, and at that moment I felt as if I had gone back to the days when he was with me eight years ago.
"Lord Bo, before the emperor wakes up, this palace wants you to take me to meet the Empress Dowager and the Empress Dowager."
"Princess, what are you going to see them for! Now that the emperor has not woken up, it is not safe for you to go there. ”
Bodhisattva looked at me worriedly, with disapproval on his resolute face.
"Lord Bo, when the emperor orders, will you also block it in many ways?"
My face sank, I didn't know why I was a little unhappy, a fierce aura spread out from my body, Bodhisattva saw me like this I was subconsciously stunned, and after seeing my dark face, I knelt down on one knee in front of me, and my voice sounded low.
"The subordinates don't dare!"
"That's good, from today onwards, as long as the emperor can't handle the affairs of the court for a day, you will treat my order as the emperor's order for a day, you can do it?"
"The subordinates obey the princess's will."
"That's good, you wait here for a while, this palace has to go and freshen up first, otherwise how can I go to see the aunt who 'loves me' very much!"