Chapter 18: Lin Encounters the Past
Gu Ling had never rubbed her hair, so Lin Yu's heart beat even harder, and at the same time, he was so shocked by his affectionate-sounding "I will feel distressed" that he forgot to respond for a long time.
There was only a calm look on his handsome face, and he smiled at her naturally as usual, without any special expression.
"What's wrong?" Gu Ling saw Lin Yu sitting there staring at his face, and thought that there was something on his face, so he reached out and touched the lines of his face, "Do I have anything on my face?" ”
"No... No, you just..."Lin Yu wanted to ask him, but he didn't know how to ask. How could she be embarrassed to repeat that kind of words again?
"How was it just now?" Gu Ling tilted her head in confusion to look at her confused but beautiful crimson face in the sunset.
"No, no! It's nothing. "Forget it, maybe she's just thinking too much. Because she could see that his actions were natural.
"Why don't you talk about it?" Gu Ling didn't understand anymore, seeing her soft eyes that looked slightly confused in the sunset, and became more sparkling because of the brilliance of the sunset, he was tempted for a moment, and the impulse that had been suppressed for many days finally came out of his shell, and he couldn't help but stretch out his big hand to caress her red and smooth cheeks, "Why don't you say it?" ”
Lin Yu was so shocked that he didn't dare to move. As if the move would destroy something, she could only hold her breath nervously, and then felt his rough fingers gently caress her face.
A subtle tingling sensation passed from his fingers into her skin, causing goosebumps on her skin, and she shivered involuntarily.
Gu Ling also felt her tremble, and in an instant, a hot air rushed up, and he couldn't help leaning forward and kissing her red lips anymore. The table was between their bodies, but it couldn't stop the heat of his kiss.
Along her soft lips, his lips were thin, gently rubbing and touching her, and his exhaled snort sprayed hot on hers, blending with her exhaled breath.
Lin Yu's face flushed. She shuddered a little, and then closed her eyes trembling as she could no longer bear the hot heat of star-to-eye star-to-eye in his bright eyes, and took his hot kiss in a panic. Between the rubbing of her lips, she shuddered and spat out the words, "No... I..."
"What's wrong?" Gu Ling asked her in a hoarse whisper.
"I... I'll be afraid. Lin Yu opened his eyes and looked timidly into his dark eyes.
"Afraid?" Gu Ling gently pressed her lips for a while before reluctantly leaving her, and then stared at her deeply eye to eye after a short distance, as if some spark was burning under her dark eyes.
"Actually," Gu Ling reached forward to hold Lin Yu's soft hand, pulled her hand to his chest, and laid it flat where his heart was beating wildly, "Actually, I'll be scared too." ”
"You're scared too?"
"Hmm." He clasped his palm against her, looked into her glowing eyes and whispered, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid of my own confusion." But I want to touch you so much, it's the first time I've been like this, and I can't restrain my own desires. ”
His voice was very hoarse, and her heartbeat increased when he heard it, "I lie in bed every night with your figure in my head, no matter how hard I try to get rid of it, there is no way." ”
Lin Yu felt her cheeks burn, she didn't know how to respond to him, she could only stare blankly into his focused eyes. She wanted to order herself to look away from him, but her eyes seemed to be controlled by something, and she could only stare directly into his dark eyes in a daze.
"Okay? I want to touch you, let me touch you..."
Lin Yu can't say it's good, but he can't say it's bad. As if hypnotized, she was gently pulled to her feet by him, and slowly walked to the seat where he was sitting with the traction of his big hand.
As the sun dimmed, the laboratory gradually dimmed, and the shackles of reason gradually disintegrated with the gloomy world. Step by step, she looked into his eyes and approached him.
At the moment when Gu Ling entered her body, the unemployed Lin Yu was in tears, in the tearful eyes, she tried to open her eyes, wanting to see Gu Ling clearly, deeply and deeply, remember his face for the rest of her life, who told herself to fall in love with this man, who told herself to give him a heart!
It was Lin Yu herself who acquiesced to all this, she handed over her first time to Gu Ling, without any promise, thinking that as long as there is love between the two, Lin Yu desperately fell in love first.
Since the first time, an intimate atmosphere produced after a skin-to-skin blind date has always surrounded them closely, subtly affecting their relationship. The words between them became less, but the gaze between them became more.
An unspeakable, intimate atmosphere gripped their hearts, often making it harder for each other to control their blushing heartbeats, and their bodies had been so intimately combined.
Eighteen-year-old Lin Yu fell in love with her mentor Gu Ling, fell in love with his eyebrows, fell in love with his smile, fell in love with everything about him, the excellent Lin Yu thought that Gu Ling also loved her the same, because he also showed it like this, Lin Yu was so proud, so proud that he forgot to ask Gu Ling if she was his only one.
Until that day, a strange woman's phone call came to the dormitory to look for her.
"May I ask if you are Lin Yu?"
"I am, who are you?" Lin Yu replied politely.
"I'm Gu Ling's wife, are you free now? Can I come out and meet up? The woman on the phone was also very polite, her tone was calm, but Lin Yu seemed to hear the most terrifying voice in the world, and she didn't know how she insisted on answering.
"I'm free, please tell me the location, I'll go right over." Putting down the phone, Lin Yu leaned on the table softly, Gu Ling's wife? Gu Ling has a wife!
"Are you alright, Lin Yu?" The classmate saw that something was wrong after she answered the phone, and asked with concern. Lin Yu, who is so good, has never shown such panic.
"I'm fine." It took a few seconds to calm down, Lin Yu took a deep breath, he always had to face it.
The woman sitting in front of her looked like she was pregnant for about seven or eight months. She wore a very loose maternity dress, which made her figure even more bloated. Her face is round, but she has the gentleness that is about to be a mother.
She didn't beat Lin Yu like a shrew, she drank white water and asked Lin Yu, "What do you want to drink?" ”
"Everything." is worthy of Lin Yu, and he quickly recovered as before.
"I have been married to Gu Ling for two years, although we are husband and wife, but I don't know him very well. I hope you can understand, I don't want to dominate this position, just because I have children. She showed her mother's characteristic gentle look, and reached out to touch her round belly, "I have applied for a U.S. green card, and after the child is born, I will leave with the child." ”
Lin Yu's face did not change at all, only the white fingers she put under the table revealed the extreme pain in her heart now. From the beginning, she didn't know that Gu Ling had a wife and children! She just loved, desperately loved, but why did this turn out to be?
"I may not be a good wife, but I wish I could be a good mother..."
Before she finished her words, Lin Yu stood up abruptly and bowed deeply to her, "I'm sorry!" She dropped the words, turned around and ran out of the coffee shop.
Who's wrong? Who is it?
Is it her? A shameful third party? Is it this pregnant wife? Or the man who has a wife but takes away someone else's body and mind?
The answer is obvious. Lin Yu rushed downstairs to the teacher's dormitory, looked up at Gu Ling's window, and said nothing. Half-ringing, she walked downstairs to the public phone and dialed the phone in Gu Ling's dormitory, but she couldn't say a word when she held the phone.
"Hello?"
Lin Yu still didn't speak.
"It's... Lin Yu? ”
Lin Yu bit his lip and didn't speak.
"What's going on? You speak, Lin Yu, what's going on? Where are you? The man on the phone was anxious and threw out a series of questions.
Lin Yu didn't say anything, hung up the phone, the uncle who kept the public phone was used to seeing the feelings of these children in school, "Wumao." "Uncle is not interested in these feelings.
Lin Yu took out the money, didn't look at the upstairs where Gu Ling was, turned around and left. Where to go, where to go? Eighteen-year-old Lin Yu encountered the first love in his life, the first time he handed over himself, the first betrayal, and a fierce betrayal.
This desolate and sad mood surged into Lin Yu's heart for the first time, and when she was young, she realized that she was just Lin Yu, not omnipotent.
Walking along the road to the school, walking in circles, there were fewer and fewer people around, until when he came to the statue of Mao Yisheng, Lin Yu stopped. Even though it was already dark, she could clearly see the man's anxious expression in the night.
Thin-rimmed glasses, white shirt, handsome eyebrows and eyes, Gu Ling, what kind of person are you?
Silent. Lin Yu looked at him, only silent. Firm as Lin Yu, different from ordinary girls, there is no crying, and even a tear has not been shed until the incident.
"I... I'm sorry. Gu Ling stood in front of her and spoke.
Fortunately, his first sentence was sorry. Lin Yu thought.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I have a wife." Gu Ling's voice was as gentle as ever, but Lin Yu no longer felt anything for his voice.
"Lin Yu, can you give me time? My wife and I have no relationship, she applied for a U.S. green card, and she and her children will go to the U.S. I don't go, I stay. ”
"Let's go."
"What?" Gu Ling didn't hear clearly.
"Let's go." Lin Yu repeated, "Let's go, let's go to the United States." ”
"Lin Yu..."Gu Ling's glasses revealed despair from the thin-rimmed glasses, how could he not know how strong Lin Yu was to be a girl!