156. Woman, where am I sorry for you?
"Jiaowan, I'm sorry."
Somehow said this, An Xin walked past Chu Jiaowan as if she had fled.
She should have said this to Chu Lingye the most.
But she couldn't.
Heaven owes her and him a word of sorry each.
Chu Zhendong stood in place, his heart was burning but he couldn't say that he was suffering, seeing An Xin's figure getting farther and farther away, he finally took a step forward: "Xin'er, I can't stand you for my father." ”
Father......
Only An Xin understood the true meaning of the word Chu Zhendong, and her footsteps paused slightly and continued to walk forward.
I don't know when it was blurry in front of me, tears and rain seemed to be falling down, An Xin didn't dare to wipe her tears or cry a little, and kept a steady pace and walked out of the door.
Lu Xiao was a little anxious to wait, a quarter of an hour had passed since the appointed time, why hadn't she come yet?
He began to feel uneasy, opened the curtain of the carriage door and came out, and saw An Xin as soon as he stood still.
She was walking out of the door, looking ahead with wooden eyes, her steps were mechanical and wooden, like a puppet that had been wound up and only walked forward, although the distance was not close, Lu Xiao still saw the tears in her eyes, and couldn't help sighing in her heart.
This woman sent someone to deliver a letter to him in the middle of the night last night, and when he saw these things, he couldn't even accept them in cold blood, let alone this weak woman?
"I'll help you with the baggage."
A cold voice suddenly came right in front of her, and An Xin didn't have time to stop and crashed into Lu Xiao's arms.
An Xin hurriedly stepped back, but her whole body seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't exert any strength.
"You want to cry, don't you?" Lu Xiao stroked her undulating back: "My shoulder is temporarily borrowed from you." ”
"Bang!"
The burden in her right hand fell off her hand and fell to the ground, An Xin lay on Lu Xiao's shoulder and cried loudly like a child.
……
A month later.
"Lord, there is still no news from the princess......"
"Boom!"
Chu Lingye threw the cup on the ground, and the smoke in his black eyes was enveloped in layers.
An Xin never went back after leaving Chu Lingye's mansion that morning, and it had been a whole month, and the whole person seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.
Is this woman going to hide from him for the rest of her life?!
"Knock, knock, knock......"
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, Chu Lingye looked at the door, it was a strange man wearing yamen clothes, his eyebrows were lightly raised: "Who are you?" ”
"Lord Wang, we are from the Yamen, your wife has gone to the Yamen to raise you, and you want to dissolve the marriage, please come out on time."
After the man made his intentions clear, he retreated.
Chu Lingye sat in place fixedly, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up a self-deprecating arc.
"Brother Wang, something is wrong." Chu Lingdong hurriedly ran into the house.
"Say something quickly, see if you're in a hurry."
"Uh...... Brother Wang, I'm not in a good mood to hear your tone. Chu Lingdong remembered the woman on the street.
He's not in a good mood, which man would be in a good mood when this kind of thing happens?
Chu Lingye felt like a fire in his heart: "When did you become so wordy, say, what is the matter?" ”
"Hehe, Brother Wang, don't worry, I seem to have seen Sister-in-law Wang."
"Huh?" Chu Lingye was surprised: "Where is she?" ”
……
The room was unusually quiet, and An Xin sat at the desk and scribbled casually on the paper with a brush.
"Knock, buckle, buckle ......"
Someone was knocking on the door, and An Xin raised her head: "Who?" ”
"I, Chu Lingye."
An Xin's heart seemed to have been hit by something, and the brush in her hand "snapped" on the paper, and the place quickly turned black.
"Open the door!"
The voice was not too loud, but An Xin could still feel the coldness and reluctance through the door, and she couldn't help but start to be nervous: "I don't know you, you...... Knocked on the wrong door. ”
"Heh, Miss Shu is really forgetful, we haven't cleared up the relationship between us, but you forgot it all first. Give you ten seconds to open the door or I'll bang on it. ”
"Nine!"
"Eight!"
"Seven!"
This man is sometimes unreasonable like a stubborn stone, An Xin inhaled hard, and walked to the door uneasily.
"Two!"
"One!"
"Click!"
An Xin pulled the door open, and her gaze didn't have time to retract, and she was looking at him.
At this moment, he mustered all his strength and was about to hit the door, the lines on his face and his handsome eyebrows were tight, thirty-three days have passed, and he seems to have lost a lot of weight.
"It's very tight." Chu Lingye stared at her for a moment, stepped forward with long legs, and entered the house: "Is this place comfortable?" ”
The fresh and familiar breath was getting closer and closer, Chu Lingye was standing directly opposite her, An Xin could even clearly feel the hot breath exhaled from his snort covering her forehead, but she was like she had been immobilized by a spell, so she could only stand still and look down at her shoes:
"It's alright, it's quite secluded."
Secluded......
This border between the suburbs and the countryside is secluded enough, if it weren't for Chu Lingdong who happened to bump into her, those subordinates he sent would not have to find her even if they looked for another year!
Chu Lingye glanced down at her abdomen and sneered: "Your brother-in-law is really good to you, this place is ...... It's quite suitable for raising a baby. ”
Although she has thought about it very clearly these days, An Xin's heart still hurts significantly at this moment.
"Why did you do this to me?"
His suddenly raised voice hit his head, An Xin trembled, looked up at him, bumped into the melancholy and hurt in his eyes, and the excuses he had already thought of couldn't say a word.
"Say! Why? Why do you want to do this to me?! Chu Ling suddenly grabbed her by the collar, turned around, and pushed her hard.
His strength is so great, in his hands, An Xin is like a thin puppet, regressing uncontrollably, and in the next second, her back "banged" on the cold door panel, and before she could come back to her senses, Chu Lingye's sturdy body was already tightly pressed against her:
"Why? Woman, where am I sorry for you? What is your grudge against me that makes you treat me so cruelly? ”
He was roaring, like a beast with extreme grief and anger, he was so close to her, An Xin could clearly feel his body trembling, trembling constantly, she knew that he was in pain, and it was not only him who was in pain?
She would rather he have something to be sorry for her, she would rather she had a deep hatred with him, at least then she would feel better.
"Say!"
The loss and depression that had been accumulated in my heart these days surged up like a tide at this moment, and Chu Lingye pressed her tightly, for fear that she would run away again: "Say, why don't you speak?!" ”
An Xin was about to collapse: "Chu Lingye, I don't want to do this either, I'm sorry ......"
"Excuse me? Don't I'm sorry! He lowered his head, put his thin lips to her ear, and whispered, "Ruru, I just want you to go home with me." ”
The emotional voice is too gentle and too spoiled, if he only spoke to her like this before, she would forgive him no matter how big he was.
But this is not the case anymore.
She and he shouldn't have been......
An Xin shook her head vigorously, trying to say firmly: "No! Chu Lingye, I can't go back with you. ”
As soon as the words fell, An Xin felt Chu Lingye's body stiffen obviously, and in the next second, she felt that something was touching her abdomen, it was his hand.
"Just because of this kid?" Chu Lingye gritted his teeth, and his cold voice was word by word: "You are reluctant to do it, I will help you!" ”
"What do you mean? Ah, it hurts, Chu Lingye, it hurts, let go, let go, ah......"
An Xin was suffocated by the intense colic pain in her abdomen, and she begged for mercy and pushed him desperately, but instead of stopping, his right hand was still squeezing down hard.
"this kid, we're still the same as before." Chu Lingye gritted his teeth, as if he was enchanted, and even his eyes were hideously scarlet.
"Chu Lingye, are you crazy...... Let go, it hurts, it hurts...... Let go! ”
The pain became clearer and more obvious, and in a trance, An Xin seemed to see a bloody hand reaching into her stomach and ruthlessly taking away her baby, and she didn't know where she got the strength to push Chu Lingye away.
"Boom!"
The delicate body slipped to the ground because of the loss of his support, An Xin subconsciously covered her abdomen, there was still a faint pain, but it was no longer as drilled as just now.
Chu Lingye took two steps back again and again, seeing that her painful face suddenly regained a little consciousness, he was stunned and walked towards her.
"Don't come here!"
She screamed suddenly, her left hand still covering her abdomen, but her right hand stretched forward in a blocking pose.
Her gaze was defensive and frightened, she had been very resistant to him recently, and besides, he had hurt her again just now, Chu Lingye was deterred, but after staring at her for a moment, he took another step:
"I'm just looking at you, I won't hurt you......"
"Don't come here!" An Xin stood up suddenly, grabbed the dagger on the wooden table near the door, and pointed at him with a trembling tip of the knife: "Chu Lingye, don't come here, please." ”
"What? Want to kill me? Chu Lingye smiled sadly, and still refused to stop: "Your heart has been killed by you, and it's not bad for this knife." ”
"Here, or here, you can be killed with just one sword, An Xin, I've thought about it, if you don't want to go home with me, it's not interesting for me to live alone."
Chu Lingye had already walked over, his chest pressed against the tip of the knife.
His senseless tone and melancholy gaze told An Xin that he was not joking, and An Xin suddenly remembered that day he almost went down from the roof of the Chu Wangfu Restaurant for her, this man has always been a master who does not want to die......
Her eyes suddenly swelled violently, and tears flowed down in an instant, and she suddenly returned her hand and put the blade of the knife across her throat:
"Chu Lingye, let me go, woo woo, please, let me go, woo woo woo......"
She's crying.
Chu Lingye's heart, which was pricked like a needle with every sound, ached faintly, and he couldn't help but reach out and wanted to wipe her tears, but she hurriedly took a step back!
"Don't touch me! Woo, don't touch me......"
Too excited, An Xin's right hand can't stop shou. Twitching, the sharp blade sliced through the skin, leaving a bright red line of blood.
Chu Lingye didn't dare to move anymore, her right hand was stuck in front of her, and her fingers curled up weakly.
"It was not easy for Lu Gongzi and I to come to this point, woo...... Chu Lingye, if you really love me, really ...... Woo, you really want to be nice to me, please let me go, woo, please fulfill my ......"
"Woo woo ......"
She couldn't stop crying, and she could still see his face through the curtain of tears, vaguely as if she had turned into the immature handsome face ten years ago.
Chu Ling froze in place, with her trembling tearful face in front of him, her ears filled with her painful crying and what she had just said, he had never seen her cry so heartbroken as she did now.
"An Xin, I really doubt that if I don't promise you today, you will really dare to go down and end yourself with a knife."
"But I don't want to take risks, in case one corpse kills two people, I, Chu Lingye, am still afraid of being punished by God."
Chu Lingye turned around with a wry smile, his fists hanging on the outside of the two tui were clenched tightly, and his fingers almost pinched into his palms:
"Okay, Anxin, I'll fulfill you...... I'll be waiting for you tomorrow morning at the Yamen, and we'll draw a line thoroughly. ”
With a steady speed of speech and a shallow tone, Chu Lingye seemed to speak very easily and naturally, but why was every word like a knife with a highly poisonous poison, stabbing into his heart fiercely, and every knife was dripping with blood.
The crying behind her was much quieter, and now, this little woman should be satisfied......
Chu Lingye smiled: "An Xin, you are so cruel to me!" If I could do it all over again, I hope I'd never met you in my life. ”
Dropping the letter in his hand, he walked out the door without looking back.
"Click"
With the crisp sound of closing the door, his figure completely disappeared from sight, An Xin trembled and held the knife, if she could, she would like to wipe it off with a knife, but there was still a small life in her stomach.
"Khooth!"
The dagger in her hand fell at her feet, An Xin walked to the door, picked up the page tremblingly, and saw a heart drawn on it, and five small words were written in the center of the heart:
Midnight loves Ruru.
An Xin squatted on the ground with a "bang", unable to stand up again.
……
"Are you sure you want to dissolve your marriage?"
In the yamen, Lord Liu looked at the pair of men and women in the hall, and wondered a little, the two people who came to let the official sentence the marriage relationship were mostly unhappy or even hostile to each other, but the pair on the opposite side seemed to be different.
Chu Lingye frowned uncomfortably and looked at An Xin silently.
And she, nodded firmly: "Sure!" ”
"Well, now the official will sentence the two of you to dissolve your marriage."
It turned out that what she thought she would never be able to do in the past would only take a few minutes.
An Xin didn't know how she got out of the yamen, Chu Lingye kept walking on her left hand side, and didn't say a word from beginning to end.
"Done?"
A cold voice came from the left front, An Xin followed the prestige, she was not in the mood to speak, and her silent nod was a reply.
"That's good." Lu Xiao walked over and put his hand on her shoulder: "An Xin, you go back to the carriage first, and I will talk to Chu Lingye alone." ”
"Okay." An Xin replied in a low voice, and walked towards the direction of the black carriage with her head down.
This little woman was like a tame cat in front of Lu Xiao, so well-behaved and obedient, Chu Lingye stared at An Xin's petite figure and couldn't help but feel a trace of bitterness in her heart.
"Feeling bad?"
The cold voice came from beside him, Chu Lingye stared at the night and looked at him coldly: "It's not your turn to make fun of me." Lu Xiao, to tell you from the heart, I really want to cut you bastard with a thousand knives! ”
But he couldn't, hurting Lu Xiao in exchange for only An Xin's resentment towards him.
"You hate me, I can understand that." Lu Xiao chuckled: "Chu Lingye, An Xin and I owe you something, I'm sorry." ”
This sentence was entrusted by An Xin to him, and there were some things that she was destined not to say in person.
"Hehehe."
Chu Lingye smiled bitterly, and unconsciously chased after An Xin's figure, she was getting farther and farther away from him, would she never return to him again in this life?
Looking at him, Lu Xiao felt a little uneasy in his heart: "Chu Lingye, if I were you......"
"Your wife is still alive." Chu Ling suddenly interrupted him.
Lu Xiao was stunned, and his ink-like eyes instantly condensed.
Chu Lingye glanced at him and teased him coldly: "I'm thinking, what will you do if she comes back one day?" She shouldn't have thought that her father-in-law turned out to be a hypocrite who didn't even let go of her sister-in-law. ”
Thinking of his Yan'er, Lu Xiao's heart seemed to be dripping blood, and he was silent for a moment before he regained his composure: "Lord Wang, you can rest assured, An Xin will definitely be happier with me than with you." ”
Yes, if she wasn't happy, how could she leave him so unhesitatingly?
Chu Lingye frowned deeply, gloomy and sad.
An Xin lowered her head and walked forward, she had already walked far enough, but she still felt that Chu Lingye was beside her, the familiar mint fragrance and the deep gaze shrouded her like an indissipating mist, no matter how she tried to escape, she couldn't escape.
"Xin'er!"
A pleasant female voice came from her side, and An Xin followed the voice, her footsteps froze.
"In a bad mood? Can we talk for a while? Cheng Yuxin stood opposite An Xin.
A hint of indifference appeared at the corner of An Xin's mouth: "Say it." ”
"Oh, sorry, shouldn't have just said you're in a bad mood." Cheng Yuxin slowly raised her hand and smoothed her slender bangs: "Xin'er, I never thought that you and Ling Yehui would end so quickly." ”
An Xin smiled bitterly: "Isn't this exactly what you want to see?" ”
"Hehe, yes, that's exactly what I want to see." Cheng Yuxin smiled, smiling so brightly and beautifully:
"Do you know An Xin, some time ago I have been very desperate, I feel very defeated and helpless, I think that I am afraid that I am going to miss the man I love in this life, I think that my Cheng Yuxin life is over, I even asked myself, where am I not as good as you An Xin...... But now I know that I am better than you, because the person I love has always been Ling Ye, from the beginning to the end, because I have never betrayed him, An Xin, I feel glad for him when you left Ling Ye. ”
Cheng Yuxin's voice was not high, but it hit An Xin's heart like a hammer, didn't she tell herself to put this matter down? But why is it so depressed all of a sudden? She looked at Cheng Yuxin, and she was speechless for the first time in front of this beautiful woman.
"You know, Ling Ye could have cooperated with me, this is a great opportunity to save the Chu Palace, but I never thought that he would refuse to sign the contract at a critical moment just because he was afraid that you would misunderstand. An Xin, for you Ling Ye even opened up the entire Chu Palace, it's okay, it's okay! ”
OK......
An Xin understood the meaning of these two words, fortunately it was the right time for her to leave, and fortunately she made Chu Lingye disheartened at this time, otherwise he might have lost his career because of her, she knew how important a career was to a man!