~~~~~~~ there is still a chapter after 12 o'clock

Life always throws us some huge bad setbacks, and it's easy to let us give up our faith in everything we're holding onto. I think it's okay to give up your faith in many things, but never give up your faith in yourself. Always believe in yourself and believe that you will get everything you want, and if you have that kind of mental inclination, then as I said earlier, it is only a matter of time before you succeed.

Chen Zaitian had always believed in himself in his previous life, so he had a lot of success, even very successful. But now he has not achieved anything, saying that he is successful, he can't think of anything, maybe the key is that he doesn't believe in himself now.

I don't believe in my own truth, I don't believe in life, and I don't believe in my future.

Sometimes he always feels that he is very good now, plain, following behind a group of little girls, occasionally talking to them, chatting, making them happy when he is happy, and honestly following behind when he is unhappy. He didn't know if it was a success, but he felt that this kind of life was quite freehand.

However, after seeing Jessica's hard work and serious performance on stage, he couldn't help but think of this girl's usual bits and pieces even when she was a girl.

Nine girls, for their musical dreams, gathered together to form a big family. Everyone has gone through years of hard practice and training, and has paid a lot of tears and sweat that ordinary people can't see.

Have you ever thought that the reason why Xiaoyuan has today's dancing skills is not only because of how good her dancing talent is, but also because she fell down again and again when she practiced dancing, but stood up strong again and again, her sore feet, the pain of her dancing body, and the exhaustion of every movement, do you understand?

Have you ever thought about why Taeyeon's singing voice is so beautiful, thinking that she can do it with occasional off-line convulsions every day, and she looks happy all the time, lively and cute? How many times has she come quietly to a certain river alone, quietly looking at the flowing river, telling the tears in her heart, and then returning to the singing room to train harder.

Have you ever wanted to prove yourself like Yuna under her beautiful appearance, not only to show her beauty, but also her talent and ability. Why does she ignore the image of a girl and play some naïve and boyish practices in the show again and again, do you think she wants to? Maybe she's crying as she watches her teasing performance on a variety show.

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What we can see is what they show us, and what about what we can't?

Of course, all this may not be true, it is just conjecture, but you have to admit that they will all have their own stories, different stories, joys, and naturally sadness.

Chen Zaitian doesn't see much, but it's not too little. So he likes these nine girls very much, and he really likes them. It was as if he suddenly had a desire to take possession of these nine girls, protect them, care for them, take care of them, cherish them, and give them the happiest and happiest life in the world.

Of course, it was just a sudden thought. With the way he is now, no one will necessarily pay attention to a few more words he wants to say.

Celebrities are also people, they also have their own lives, and what they show on TV is just more about the effect of the show, just like Jessica, in front of the camera, she will always portray a cold, often in a daze, but in fact, she is a very playful and lively girl in private. Chen Zaitian once saw her in the nanny car, playing with Sunny in front of her, and then pretending to be irrelevant to herself, slandering Yu Li, looking at the struggling Sunny and the innocent Yu Li, everyone couldn't help laughing happily.

That's life, that's the truth.

Speaking of which, this episode of the program should be called 'Infinite Challenge Olympic Chorus Singing Festival Special'. Because of some small troubles at the beginning, everyone was a lot more serious and careful in the recording of the show after that, and everyone worked very hard and smoothly in the live singing.

One of the special features of this festival is that the team that wins the grand prize will receive the right to perform at the Music Center next month, which is on July 18th. The silver medal was "The Seagull with Heat Stroke" performed by Roh Hong-chul's team, and the silver medal and gold medal were won by Junjin and Lee Jung-hyun's "Senorita" by Junjin and Lee Jung-hyun. Lee Jung-hyun's dance is indeed fanatical and sexy, and the gold medal is well deserved. As for the final honorary award, it is naturally Yoo Jae-seok's "Let's Dance". This made Chen Zaitian have to wonder if Liu Zaishi's popularity had a little advantage.

Originally, Chen Zaitian thought that Jessica's "Cold Noodles" was very good, but he was not a judge after all, so Jessica and Park Myung-so failed to win the award. But looking at the audience who were fascinated and delighted, he felt that this song should be popular.

Mr. Chen had been in the tent in the lounge area on the other side of the stage, like most of the crew, waiting for their show to finish. It is indeed quite hard to record a show in the hot summer, just looking at the audience seats on the stage below, there are not necessarily many more people to know how hot it is, and the people are probably hiding indoors.

Jessica covered her little white hat with her hand and trotted with the artists into the lounge. Chen saw her early in the morning and brought her a chair.

Just politely thanked him, Jessica did it unceremoniously, took off her hat and fanned it directly, it seemed that it was really hot. Chen Zaitian watched the beads of sweat on her temples wet her hair, and looked at her delicate face, which was indescribably fresh and lovely.

"I'll get you a glass of water." Chen Zaitian stepped aside, took a glass of cold water and handed it to her, just Jessica's little fresh dress was already sweating like this, he really couldn't imagine what the vest inside of Zheng Junhe and the others in a suit who had just passed in front of them would look wet.

Jessica took the glass and said gratefully, "Thank you for being in the sky." ”

After two sips of water gently, she was already completely relaxed and stretched, Chen Zaitian found a piece of cardboard and fanned her on the side, and the slight wind blew her strands of hair.

The two of them didn't say anything, so it's a normal picture of the artist and the ordinary staff together.

This is nothing, to be honest, Chen Zaitian and them have more of a working relationship, maybe they will be bored to joke for a while when they are resting on weekdays, which is understandable.

Maybe in the eyes of Girls' Generation, Chen Zaitian is indeed a very interesting agent assistant, they will treat him more closely than other staff members of some companies, but he is still just an ordinary staff member, maybe he has something special that has been attracting their attention and attention from the beginning, but the reality is that he is not even an agent with a little status and status. The gap in identity makes each other slowly lose a little bit of heat.

Chen Zaitian is a newcomer, and the strangeness and fun make the girls more interested in him during this time. But after getting along for a long time, I slowly got to know a little better, and the novelty will fade away.

So now between Chen Zaitian and playing with her mobile phone, Jessica is obviously more inclined to the latter, so she seriously plays with her mobile phone, while Chen Zaitian does her job and fans her quietly, which is normal.

That's how life is, it's like doing. Love is the same, passion will be dull after it passes.

After the filming and recording of the show, everyone naturally went back to their respective homes to find their own mothers. Naturally, Jessica couldn't go home, and she definitely couldn't find her mother, so Chen Zaitian sent her back to the dormitory, which was also a tiring day.

shared the phone with Park Ji-ho, reported to work, and looked at the time, before it was time to get off work, Chen Zaitian could only honestly wait for the arrival of the end of work in the staff office of S.M Company.

There is no special situation, life in South Korea is similar to that in China, and it is also a work schedule from 8 to 6 in the morning. Of course, there are occasional overtime hours

Nothing to do, Chen Zaitian also took out his mobile phone and flipped through it, the names on the phone book are really very rare, less than ten people before and after, Liu Zaishi and Park Mingxiu's phone numbers were just added today, and he looked at the names on it, he suddenly found that he was so 'lonely', and there were so few friends. The former fox friends have lost contact, and the four brothers have just met Xu Wenjin now. Bored, he couldn't help but smile bitterly and dialed the number of 'Beauty Hyomin'.

"Hello!" A sweet voice came from the other end of the line, though a little out of breath.

Chen Zaitian said politely: "Hello, is it Xiaomin?" ”

"Well, yes, you're in the sky oppa."

"Hehe, yes, are you busy, I didn't bother you."

"We're practicing in the practice room, but it's fine, it's not a bother. Hee-hee, in the sky oppa, why do you have time to call me? ”

Chen Zaitian paused awkwardly, he couldn't say that he called her because he was bored and had no one to look for. "It's nothing, it's just that I haven't contacted you for a long time, so I just have time, let's call and talk to you."

Hyo-min had a 'I see' tone: "That's it, okay, I'll chat with you with oppa, haha, it just so happens that I'm also lazy and take a break." ”

Chen Zaitian listened to her naughty and cute voice, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he met her in the drink shop that day, and smiled knowingly. "Why, is it hard?"

"Of course..."Chatting with Hyomin that day, he knew that this beautiful and tall girl with a pair of beautiful legs was a girl who liked to complain and coquettish very much, and she said that she was very tired and bitter at every turn.

After listening carefully to Xiaomin's complaints about the hard work, he asked her gently: "Didn't you say last time that you were about to make your debut, and you have chosen a date?" ”

"I don't know yet, but the company has already told us to work hard to prepare, so it should be soon." Speaking of his upcoming debut, Hyomin is very happy, after a few years of hard work, his dream is only one step away from success.

"Haha, then I want to congratulate you, I just couldn't ask for your autograph last time, next time you must give me a few more signatures, don't become a big star and find you to sign it."

Xiao Min listened to his words and laughed happily: "Okay, then I'll sign a book for you in the sky." After saying that, she paused for a moment, "Oppa, are you free for the night?" ”

"Huh?" Chen Zaitian was stunned for a moment before replying, "I'm free, what's wrong?" ”

"Oppa, can I date you tonight?"

"Huh? Dating me? ”

"Hehe, don't think crookedly, it's just to ask oppa you to go shopping, and I'll surprise you when the time comes." Without waiting for Chen Zaitian to say anything more, Xiaomin said directly: "It's so decided, we won't end the training until half past six, and I'll do the subway when the time comes." ”

"And where are we meeting?" Chen Zaitian asked. Surprise him? What surprises could she have.

"It's right in front of the New World Department Store." Hyomin didn't wait for him to finish, and hurriedly added.