111. Escape from the wedding feast and see the king
"Ziming, congratulations, congratulations."
"Hehe, the bride is so beautiful, when will you add a baby?"
"Ziming, I thought you weren't going to get married in this life, haha, congratulations, I gave you a big red envelope, you're welcome."
At the wedding banquet, people laughed and celebrated blessings.
An Xin stood beside him to toast with him, walking past a table table, most of them were greetings, and she always maintained a warm smile, others thought she was happy, but only she knew that she was not in a state.
didn't want to disappoint Mo Ziming, didn't want to disappoint him and his family, so he tried his best to be happy and happy, but why was his heart empty, how could he not make himself fit into the occasion?
"Doctor Mo, I bless you on behalf of our Chu Palace." A crisp female voice came from the side, and a girl dressed in a luxurious and decent way walked over.
Mo Ziming looked at Chu Jiaowan, remembering that she had framed herself with despicable and obscene means not long ago, her brows frowned slightly, but after all, she was happy today, and she didn't have the heart to care, so she smiled lukewarmly: "Thank you, why didn't the prince come to drink the wedding wine?" ”
"Brother Wang has been uncomfortable for the past two days." Chu Jiaowan narrowed her eyes and looked at An Xin, who was holding Mo Ziming's arm: "Princess, it's so beautiful today." ”
An Xin chuckled in her heart and didn't speak.
Mo Ziming's face was completely darkened: "Lord Chu, what do you mean?" ”
"Mo Ziming, you should know it very well in your heart." Chu Jiaowan smiled coldly, and looked at Mo Ziming with a beautiful little face and resentment, she liked him so much, she even didn't care about her reputation for him and framed him in an extreme way, but what happened in the end? This man still wants to marry An Xin, and even Brother Wang is watching as if he has fallen into an evil and doesn't care!
Mo Ziming's eyebrows twisted slightly, and he said coldly: "I don't want to worry about you today, but if you want to smash the field, I don't mind asking the guards to invite you out." ”
"Huh. Has she been divorced? Chu Jiaowan laughed, her eyes suddenly turned to An Xin, and her voice suddenly raised a few decibels: "Princess, my brother Wang has not divorced you, and he dares to marry another man openly, are you really shameless?" It's extremely cheap! ”
Her voice was already crisp and deliberately very high, so that it could be heard clearly by the people at the surrounding tables from afar.
For a moment, everyone in the hall seemed to be silent, and a pair of surprised eyes were cast in unison.
Mo Ziming's heart trembled heavily, and then he said coldly: "County Lord, please respect yourself!" ”
"Am I self-respecting? It's that some people don't have self-respect, and they are shameless to marry other men even though they are married women! ”
It doesn't matter, he can look at her as much as he likes, anyway, after today, he will be someone else's father-in-law, and she will never have a chance to be the main room again, glanced at Mo Ziming complainingly, Chu Jiaowan stomped her feet angrily, and walked towards the door of the hall under the gaze of everyone.
At this moment, even the frolicking stopped, and the silence in the hall was terrifying.
People's eyes were surprised, ridiculed, wondered, and watched the play in all kinds of ways, without exception, all of them were cast on An Xin, she stood helplessly in place, and suddenly remembered that before, it was a year ago, that day she went to a high-end occasion similar to this to find Chu Lingye, but he left her and Hua Siying behind......
At that time, people's eyes were like this, when she coughed badly, but everyone was watching the play, no one paid attention to her, no one helped her.
"Don't get me wrong." The majestic male voice suddenly sounded: "It's me Mo who has no way to teach his son, which makes everyone laugh." ”
The familiar voice and familiar tone instantly stirred up waves in An Xin's heart.
When she was in a trance, Chu Zhendong had already walked over with a glass of white wine and stood beside her and Mo Ziming: "Ziming, Zining, congratulations, the little girl doesn't know how to be polite, you take care of it, I will punish myself with a cup and take her to make amends to you." ”
Raise a glass and start punishing the wine.
He was not in good health and couldn't drink liquor like this, so she couldn't help but shout softly: "Old prince, don't." ”
But when the words fell, he had already poured a large glass of white wine, and drank it too quickly, he couldn't help coughing, and his tall body trembled faintly.
"It's old, it's useless, hehehe......" Chu Zhendong looked around: "Everyone continue to be lively." ”
turned around and walked back to the banquet, and couldn't help but glance at An Xin again before sitting down. When I first came to the wedding banquet, I didn't see anything far away, but when I stood in front of her just now, why did I think she looked so much like Xin'er back then? It's no wonder that Jiaowan admits her mistakes......
Chu Zhendong had a great prestige at that time, he personally came forward to explain, and everyone no longer doubted anything, and the hall soon returned to its original liveliness.
But An Xin's heart couldn't be calmer anymore, and she insisted on returning to the wedding room after the toast.
A person sits on the edge of the bed, looking at the lively scene outside, but what is floating in front of him is a different scene.
Last year, it was also such a season, and there was no red carpet or such pomp in that marriage, there was only him.
Once without hesitation, once a moth to a fire, once ......
In the past two days, she had deliberately suppressed herself from thinking about those pasts, but the appearance of Chu Jiaowan and Chu Zhendong was like a spark, which suddenly ignited the emotions that she had buried deep in her heart in the past two days.
It turned out that she couldn't restrain herself at all, and some feelings could only be stored temporarily, even if they were deliberately suppressed, they were actually not less at all, but accumulated more and more, and once they broke out, they were hysterical.
At this moment, her eyes and heart are full of pictures of her marriage with Chu Lingye last year, and the scenes are clearly like breathing pain, completely controlling her consciousness.
Finally she couldn't hold on anymore and got up and walked out the door.
"Miss Xia, where are you going?" The maidservant at the door asked politely.
Her eyes were in a trance: "Go out and breathe." ”
"Today is a big day for you to get married."
"I'll be back soon." She smiled, dragged her long wedding dress through the white jade hallway, and walked out the door.
Everyone was so busy that even the yard was empty, and she walked out quickly, and he quickly led a horse.
Ride straight to Chu Mansion.
The horse stopped, and in front of him was this familiar courtyard, and An Xin walked over.
"Did the prince ask you to come?" The guards looked at her suspiciously, An Xin had been to Chu Lingye before, so the guards knew her, but today she was dressed as a bride, which was really strange.
An Xin looked up at the guard at the door, not knowing how to answer.
"Let's go inside." One of the rules of the work was that it was forbidden to inquire into the private affairs of visitors, and the guards waved and did not ask any more questions.
"Okay." An Xin walked in the door.
"He hasn't been out for two days, and the gardener says that he drinks at the princess's grave all day, alas, I really don't know what's wrong, if you want to find him, go straight to the cemetery."
The guard's voice as if lamenting suddenly sounded behind him, An Xin's body trembled faintly, and she walked forward in a trance.
Cemetery...... She knows where.
Walking across the lawn and around the flower pond, she saw Chu Lingye's figure in the distance.
He sat in front of the tombstone, surrounded by unmelted snow on the grass, and he sat motionless in the middle of the snow like a statue of sorrow.
Did he really think she was dead? How do you know that she is here?
After a moment's hesitation, she stepped on the thick snow and walked over.
"Chu Lingye."
A familiar voice came from beside him, and he turned back in disbelief to see her.
She was wearing a fiery red Fengxia long dress, the long skirt hung down in the snow, she wore her hair in a bun and put on a faint lipstick, even though she was no longer the original with light makeup, she was so beautiful and moving.
But today is the day she gets married, how could she come to him? Is it a dream, or is it a hallucination? Chu Lingye narrowed his eyes, looked at her intently, and did not speak.
She approached and stood beside him, and the smell of wine came through her nose, and when she looked down, she saw that the jug of wine in his hand was gone.
How long has he been sitting here?
An Xin's heart trembled faintly, "Can't you forget your princess?" ”
"What does it have to do with you?" His eyes looked painedly, and he looked away from her to the man on the tombstone.
"I just want to know what kind of place she really has in your heart." She asked.
He took a deep breath and muttered, "She's dead." ”
"Huh." She smiled grimly, "She's still alive." ”
The sturdy body trembled faintly, he stood up suddenly, lowered his eyes and looked at her coldly, "Xia Zining, what do you want to say?" ”
His eyes were so tight and deep, but An Xin still saw a trace of panic overflowing inside, this man has never been afraid of heaven and earth, but what is he afraid of at this time?
"I'm not called Xia Zining." She smiled reluctantly, and forcibly endured the pain like a cut in her eyes, "I suddenly remembered something, Chu Lingye, my name was An Xin." ”
He must have been surprised to see his Adam's apple slide up visibly as the words fell, but how could there be no surprise in his eyes except for pain?
"You're already married, why are you still coming to me?!" He grabbed her thin shoulders with both hands and looked at her hatefully.
His voice was so cold, like a sharp snowstorm, his trembling hand was so powerful, it made her shoulder hurt, but why didn't she feel the pain, why did she think he was sad and painful?
She laughed, I don't know when she became so cruel, he could still laugh in the face of pain, "I just stopped by for a walk......
As soon as the words fell, his body suddenly shook, and he had already held her in his arms.
He hung his head and buried his lips in the black hair on top of her head, "Woman, why didn't you tell me earlier?" Why? ”
Why wait until each other misses out?
His voice was very dry, his lips and body were trembling, and she felt it very clearly in his arms, and at this moment she knew that he had her in his heart, and she had always had her......
The emotions suppressed in her heart suddenly broke down at this moment, and she lowered her head and murmured, "Chu Lingye, did you already know?" ”