241. Chapter 241: Warmth and Pain
The long river of time is rushing forward little by little, advancing.
In the blink of an eye, months later, the seasons are changing rapidly, and at this moment, it is already autumn.
With the cry of a baby, in the XS private hospital, the daughter of Mo Qian and Su Xiaoshen descended into the world.
Outside the delivery room, Mo Qian, Luo Shao, Gu Chen, Qin Luyu, and Qin Baimo, who were anxiously waiting, heard the sound and immediately got up neatly.
The moment the door of the delivery room opened, the first thing Mo Qian asked was: "Mo Fei, how is Xiao Shen?" ”
Mo Fei smiled slightly: "It's okay, mother and daughter are safe." ”
The stones in everyone's hearts fell to the ground one after another, originally after Qin Rufeng's death, Su Xiaoshen was extremely weak because of excessive sadness, and everyone was extremely worried about Su Xiaoshen's situation.
Hearing the news of the safety of the mother and daughter, the big stones in everyone's hearts fell to the ground.
It's just that after so many ups and downs, Luo Shao's way of expressing happiness has also changed, he just smiled slightly, and he didn't have the bright sunshine he used to have, since Lu Xinyue died, this was the first time Luo Shao smiled, although this smile was just a glimpse.
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After everyone left, in the ward, only Su Xiaoshen, Mo Qian and their newborn daughter were left, from waking up to the present, Su Xiaoshen has been holding their daughter and refusing to let go, looking like she can't put it down, the little girl in her arms, small, soft, and the outline is as similar as 90% to Mo Qian.
Mo Qian sat beside her, hugged her with one hand, and grabbed their daughter's little hand with the other hand and said, "Mo Liansu, what do you think of this name?" ”
Mo is shallow and in love with Su Xiaoshen.
Su Xiaoshen nodded, "Yes, let's call it this, Mo is in love with Su Xiaoshen, it's good, the nickname is called Lianlian." ”
Mo Qian nodded, looking at his daughter, his eyes were full of love: "Well, our family is so cute, follow me." ”
Su Xiaoshen didn't refute, this kid is indeed very much like Mo Qian, it is simply a copy of Mo Qian.
"Holding you, I feel as if I am holding the whole world, Su Xiaoshen, thank you for giving birth to such a lovely daughter for me, thank you for always being by my side, thank you for being willing to love me all the time, thank you."
Su Xiaoshen smiled slightly, and hugged the little love in his arms tightly: "Thank you, I am willing to be like this all the time, never give up, Mo Qian, if there is an afterlife, I am still willing to be like this, hold your hands, and allow you to be gentle in the world and have children for you." ”
Mo Qian gently kissed the forehead of the mother and daughter, and then hugged them together in his arms......
The warm time of this moment is better than countless in the world.
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After leaving the hospital, Luo Shao drove to Lu Xinyue's grave.
On a late autumn day, it was bleak and cold, the cold wind blew his hair messy, and his wide white casual clothes swayed in the wind.
Looking at the smiling woman on the tombstone, his heart throbbed violently again, and the memories swallowed him like a tide, making him feel a strong sense of suffocation.
He smiled tearfully, silently approached the cold tombstone, then half-knelt down and hugged it tightly: "My dear, today, Xiao Shen gave birth to a daughter, and I am very happy, so I want to share this good news with you, so that you can also be happy over there." Did you miss me? Or have I been thinking a little too much lately? Recently, I have met you every night, the scene in the dream is always so beautiful and warm, in the dream, you have not died, I have not lost you, the two of us have lived a very happy life with Luo Nian...... The dream every night is really so beautiful that I don't want to wake up, it's just that a dream is a dream after all, there is always a time to wake up, after waking up, when I am pulled back to reality by myself, that moment, it is really painful and desolate, how happy I am in my dreams, how distressed I am in reality...... How empty ...... However, even so, I am still willing to see you in my dreams a few times a day. ”
"Recently, Xiao Luo Nian has been a little unbehaved, and he always wakes up several times at night, and at night, I have always taken care of him with my own hands......"
"By the way, he caught a cold a few days ago, and he had a high fever that didn't go away, and I was almost scared to death, but fortunately, in the end, he was fine, and the fever went away."
"Two days ago, I went to the elementary school where we used to study together, so many years have passed, and the school is still the same school, but everything is no longer the same."
"Lu Xinyue, I really miss you, do you know?"
"Lu Xinyue, some time ago, when my mother-in-law was having dinner with me, she said that she wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend and told me not to be immersed in the pain of the past, but I refused, I told her, I will not look for it again in my life, I just want to keep the memories with you, and spend the rest of my life like this with our Luo Nian......"
"You see, one of your departures took away all the beauty and color in my world in an instant, they all said, I have changed now, yes, I also feel that I have changed, I have become silent, and I am also restrained, and I suddenly found that in fact, this is also very good, I used to be too public......"
In the end, Luo Shao burst into tears, his body temperature warmed the tombstone, but the tombstone took away all the warmth on his body.
The sky slowly darkened, and after chatting with Lu Xinyue for a while, Luo Shao got up, patted the dirt on his knees, and waved goodbye to her......
This world has always been like this, some people are immersed in warmth, there must be people who are immersed in pain, some people are enjoying warm moments, and some people must still be suffering in pain......
At this moment, there is another person who is in the same mood as Luo Shao.
On the other side, Mu Qiqi ward
In the ward, Mu Qiqi was still lying there, like a sleeping child, with a soft expression and a ruddy complexion.
On the side, Gu Chen grabbed her hand tightly and kept kissing her palm: "Qiqi, Xiao Shen gave birth to a daughter today who is very cute, you have such a good relationship with her, you will definitely want to see that child, right?" If you want to, then open your eyes, eh? ”
"Qiqi, you've slept for so long, you should have slept enough, isn't it time to get up and open your eyes, look at me, and look at the outside world?"
Mu Qiqi in front of him was still asleep, and the expression on his face did not fluctuate at all.
"Now, I finally have the courage to tell you that I love you, and finally have the courage to take care of you unabashedly, but you don't know when you will wake up......"
"Mu Qiqi, I love you, are you awake? After waking up, the two of us have a good life, I beg you......"