Chapter 753: My World Is Different Because of You
I continued to work in the receiving department, and the store secretary didn't mention that I should be an assistant, so my work became very easy for a while. Whenever the shop secretary is in the store, he will occasionally come up to see me and sometimes bring me a cup of coffee. Because our receiving department is very cold, it feels especially good to take a sip of hot coffee. To be honest, I didn't have much money at the time, and I couldn't afford to invite people to dinner. I calculated my salary, I can only spend 20 a day, and if I spend too much, I will have no money! In society, it's not at school, but at school, I save my meal card, 5 days a week, 20 times is enough.
Now I work in the society, 20 yuan a day, just enough to spend. Luckily, I still went home for dinner, and most of my money was for drinks and snacks. In fact, I am quite ashamed, because when I went out with Liu Hanhan, I basically didn't spend money, and Liu Hanhan paid for it. Accustomed to nature, I really felt that there was nothing wrong with it at the time, and I felt that I and Yuan Bin did not belong to the same kind of people. He's looking for other people's money, and I'm Tuse! It's better to have money, it doesn't matter if you don't have money, I'm not running for money anyway. I usually comfort myself with this that people can't look down on themselves in life.
The store secretary also knew that I had little money as a small employee, so when I went out to eat, she rushed to pay for it. Just when I was very close to the store secretary, Liu Hanhan finally had a holiday. But Liu Hanhan told me that she was not in Dalian for the Chinese New Year this year, and the whole family was going to the south for the New Year. I calculated that this is still far from the Chinese New Year, and we can still play together for a few days. Although Liu Hanhan is on vacation, the two of us still haven't met. I usually have time in the morning, but Liu Hanhan is sleeping in the morning, in fact, I sleep sometimes. I went to work in the afternoon, and Liu Hanhan was out hanging out with her friends.
Liu Hanhan said that she didn't expect to be busier after the holiday, because there were too many friends looking for her to hang out. For such Liu Hanhan, I am really speechless, I can't stop it, and I can't follow along. So I can only let it go, sometimes I feel that I don't matter to her at all, with me and without me. Finally I couldn't get any longer, and that night after I finished my night shift, a colleague who was pretty good with me was leaving. So he invited a few colleagues who had a good relationship with him to go out to dinner together, and I went late, so when I arrived, I was fined 3 drinks.
At that time, everyone was eating and drinking, so when I arrived, I didn't eat a few bites of food and just drank with them. I wasn't drunk that day, but I was a little bit upset. After returning to the house I rented, I called Liu Hanhan with the strength of wine. Liu Hanhan didn't answer at first, I was so angry that I sent her a text message: If you don't answer the phone tonight, let's break up. After sending the text message, I took off my clothes, turned my phone on and went to bed. When I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, I saw more than 80 missed calls.
These calls were not only from Liu Hanhan, but also wild boars, Liu million, and a few strange calls, and I found that there was Han Xiaoxue in them. Not only are there so many missed calls, but there are also a lot of text messages. The content of Liu Hanhan's text messages is all about my husband, I was wrong and so on. Everyone else asked me what was wrong, asked me to answer the phone, or reminded me that Liu Hanhan was crazy, and asked me what was going on between me and Liu Hanhan. Okay, Liu Hanhan mobilized so many people to look for me because I didn't answer the phone, it seems that people still care about me very much.
I used to be very angry, but now I'm very moved, and the alcohol thing has made me a little sentimental. I hurriedly called Liu Hanhan, it was already more than 3 o'clock in the second half of the night, but I didn't expect Liu Hanhan to answer the phone all of a sudden. As soon as I fed it, Liu Hanhan called out on the other end of the phone, and then I heard Liu Hanhan crying on the other end of the phone. I hurriedly explained, saying that my colleague left tonight, I drank some wine, and I was angry at the time, so I sent that text message, and then I fell asleep and didn't hear the phone.
Listening to Liu Hanhan's cry, my heart is very uncomfortable, and I feel super sorry for Liu Hanhan. After Liu Hanhan cried for a while, she asked me if I had such a plan to break up with her a long time ago. In fact, I have this idea in my heart, but I swore to Liu Hanhan that I never did, just because I drank too much and said nonsense. Liu Hanhan asked me where I was now, and I said it was in the house she rented for me. Liu Hanhan told me that she would come to my house to look for me in a while, it was so late, I said forget it, I was afraid that it would not be safe. Liu Hanhan was very stubborn, and said no, you have to come to me now, and hung up the phone after speaking.
About 10 minutes later, I got dressed and ran downstairs to pick up Liu Hanhan. At more than 3 o'clock in the middle of the night, how could I be waiting for her at home. When I was going down the stairs, I remembered the game of testing my guts, which was to sit on the staircase outside my house for 10 minutes after 2 o'clock. I was really scared at this point, so I went down the stairs without looking back. After leaving the doorway, I stood outside our community and waited for Liu Hanhan to come over. At that time, there was really no one, and the surroundings were strange and quiet, only the sound of the wind.
I was cold, afraid, and hungry, and I only drank and didn't eat at night. I remember this feeling very deeply, when I stood outside for about half an hour, and I felt like I was freezing through. I don't know if I'm stupid or what's going on, anyway, I didn't ask Liu Hanhan when he would arrive, I just kept waiting stupidly. Finally, Liu Hanhan took the car to the community downstairs of my house, and it was none other than Yuan Bin who was driving. I really don't know how to describe the mood at this time, I just feel very irritable and my heart is very cold.
After Liu Hanhan got out of the car, Yuan Bin glanced at me disdainfully, didn't get out of the car, turned around and drove away. Although there was only moonlight at the time, I could see that Liu Hanhan's eyes were crying and swollen. My heart softened again, and I asked Liu Hanhan: Why did you come in his car? Liu Hanhan said: It's so late, I'll take a taxi, can you rest assured? Don't worry about that. I said: Then I don't care, but I sue you, I annoy him, especially annoy him, and he also annoys me, you know, doesn't he still say that he wants to find someone to go to the supermarket to beat me?
Liu Hanhan pouted and said: No, he lives close to my house, and he has a car, otherwise I wouldn't look for him. I waved my hand and said, "Forget it, forget it, go upstairs, it's too cold, I've been waiting for you for nearly an hour." Liu Hanhan hurriedly hugged me and returned home with me. As soon as I entered the house, I asked Liu Hanhan: Why do you have to come to my house in the middle of the night? Liu Hanhan coquettishly said: I miss you, don't you want to come? I sighed and said, "Miss me?" Miss me, I haven't seen me for so many days on vacation, forget it! Liu Hanhan suddenly came up to me and said: Didn't I tell you, I was busy in the past few days during the holidays, and many classmates and friends haven't seen each other for a long time, so I played with them for a few days.
I said, "What about me?" Your husband, you don't care? Liu Hanhan said to me in a super coquettish tone: Why don't I care about you, after I send them, I will accompany you every day, every day, 25 hours! I smiled and said to myself: 25 hours ....... Liu Hanhan: Yes, 25 hours, one hour more than others. The two of us didn't quarrel, and I didn't continue to lose my temper willfully, and the next time was the meaty time of love words. Maybe it's really because I haven't seen each other for a long time, but after meeting, I found that I love Liu Hanhan very specially.
It is absolutely impossible for me to break up with Liu Hanhan now, Liu Hanhan's thoughts are probably the same as mine. Of course, in moments like these, passion is indispensable. The two of us were naked again and had a fight over my bed. The super passion in the middle of the night, Liu Hanhan's scream was so loud that it was estimated that the neighbors heard it. Fortunately, there is an old lady downstairs in my house, and there is also an old lady upstairs, if it is a young person, it is estimated that some of them masturbated. After the incident, Liu Hanhan asked me, do you love her? I said, "Of course I do." Liu Hanhan said proudly: You men, as long as the lower half of your body is satisfied, then you will definitely run away.
I asked Liu Hanhan: Where did you learn these crooked theories? Liu Hanhan said with a smile: Every day in our school, I don't know this, I don't know this, I read the Great Technical Institute in vain. I nodded and said, "Yes, in our school, you can't learn the good, and you must learn all the bad." I was lying on the bed with Liu Hanhan in my arms, my heart was very steady, and at that moment I had this thought: how good it would be if I married Liu Hanhan, I could sleep with Liu Hanhan in my arms every day. Liu Hanhan buried his head in my arms and asked me: What are you thinking? I said: I want to get married! Liu Hanhan diverted the topic and said to me: Sing you a song.
I said, "Okay, don't be too loud, the neighbors are asleep." Liu Hanhan suddenly laughed evilly and said: Did I scream too loudly just now? Isn't that too lewd? I said, "yes, that's a." We both laughed at the same time, Liu Hanhan accepted the love, and then said to me: You close your eyes and listen to the song, maybe you will be sung and slept by me. I hummed and closed my eyes. Liu Hanhan began to hum:
Lonely because I want to be alone
Be gentle because you love someone
Attachment because there is a dream
Tortured for waiting for someone
Liberated by wanting to be alone
Be tolerant because you love someone
Indulge because there is a dream
Wandering because of waiting for someone
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Liu Hanhan's singing is very good, I want to shed tears when it sounds good, and I was completely moved by Liu Hanhan's singing. After Liu Hanhan finished singing, he asked me softly: Do you know which lyric of this song I want to say the most? Yes, my world is different because of you! Liu Hanhan not only sings well, but even speaks very romantic. Originally, these things should have been reversed, what I did to her, but now it turns out that she is doing romantic things to me. But this qiē doesn't matter anymore, because as long as it can make the relationship between the two of us better, I am satisfied.
I asked Liu Hanhan to sing it again, and Liu Hanhan sang it to me again, it was very good, really good. I sighed and said: I have heard the melody before, but I really didn't listen to the lyrics carefully, and I don't even remember the name of the song. Liu Hanhan smiled and told me: Fan Weiqi's "Because".