The familiar bed, the familiar light curtains, the familiar wardrobe, and even the smell of this place are so familiar......

Her mind suddenly became a mess, and she seemed to go back to the past, and walked straight to the closet, and opened it tremblingly.

She didn't know what she was doing, but a voice seemed to tell her over and over again that there was something she was looking for hidden in the depths of her closet.

What is it?

His trembling right hand seemed to know the direction, and he leaned in through the clothes in the closet, grabbed a cold object, and took it out.

It's a pill box!

She seemed to think of something, but she couldn't think clearly, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't think clearly, she only saw a familiar figure floating and shaking in front of her eyes, but she couldn't see his face, she gritted her teeth in pain, and tried all her strength to grab him.

The two little hands scratched in the closet like crazy, and the clothes inside were thrown to the ground, and the other boxes of medicine in the deepest part were also grabbed out and thrown to the ground.

But she couldn't grasp anything, and the figure was getting farther and farther away from her......

"Ahh

Suddenly her head was about to split, she squatted weakly on the ground with her hands holding her head as if it was about to split, her hands tremblingly tearing at her hair, and her petite body twitched in pain. Cramp.

"What's going on?!"

A cold voice suddenly came from the door, as if she had been poured cold water on her head, she came back to her senses in a trance, looked up at Chu Lingye who was walking towards her with a black face, and immediately panicked: "Lord Wang, I just ...... I'm sorry. ”

What should I say, she was just delirious, like she had a dream, like she had become a different person......

Chu Lingye had already stepped forward, grabbed her arm, and lifted her up heavily: "Woman, what are you crazy about!" ”

The cold, trembling reproach slammed into her face like ice and snow, and his gaze was so painful and hurt, like a badly wounded beast, obviously angry, but too painful to even be angry.

I had never seen a person in pain like this, Zi Ning was frightened by him, looked at him in panic, and couldn't speak.

"Get out of here for the king!"

In a deep voice, he grabbed her slender arm and pulled her in the direction of the door.

"Ahh

She screamed in surprise and staggered back to the door, and before she could stand firmly, she saw Chu Lingye squatting on the ground, picking up the clothes and medicine boxes on the ground one by one with trembling hands.

His figure trembled, and even the sound of rapid breathing was clear and obvious in the empty room, how could Zi Ning dare to provoke him again, said softly "I'm sorry", and timidly exited the door.

The man was moody, and everyone in the palace knew it, and now she seemed to understand that he or his deceased princess had become like this.

She suddenly wondered if her princess would feel happy if she knew after her death that the man she loved was still thinking about her.

Chu Lingye picked up the clothes on the ground one by one, folded them, and put them in the closet.

Picked up three more medicine bottles, but didn't know where to put them, hesitated for a moment, and made a place in the closet and put them neatly.

He hadn't touched all of her belongings since she left, so he had no idea that she had medicine hidden in her closet. All the furnishings in this bedroom were the same as they were before she left, and he would come back every night, sleeping here alone, and thinking she was still with him in his sleep and in a trance.

Today was her birthday, and he didn't know what kind of jewelry she would like, so he called Xia Zining to help him choose, but this newcomer seemed to be crazy, and actually broke into her bedroom before his death and rummaged through his things.

"Squeak!"

Keep the door closed and locked, and no one will be allowed to enter the place except himself.

Zi Ning stood at the door, looking up at the sky, it was a little cold outside, but when she was in the main room, she felt familiar with everything she saw, and she was always uneasy, so she pondered it here repeatedly.

There was a sound of footsteps behind her, and she looked back and saw that his face was cold, and her heart couldn't help but tremble.

She didn't care about other people's faces, but whenever she faced Chu Lingye, she felt like she suddenly had an uncontrollable emotion in her heart, and she would always become extremely sensitive because of his face.

"Lord Wang, I'm really sorry just now." She forced a smile.

He walked up to her indifferently and grabbed her arm: "Then go and apologize to her." ”

"Huh?"

Confused, he had dragged her briskly towards the tombstone.

In a short time, she was standing in front of the tombstone.

"Get on her knees." He spoke calmly.

What the?!

Zi Ning turned her head to look at him, seeing his sharp gaze, a trace of stubbornness couldn't help but float in her clear eyes: "Lord Wang, did I hear it wrong?" ”

The calm tone was mixed with an unyielding meaning, just like when she resisted her unyieldingly, and her indifferent and arrogant eyes were even more similar to her at that time...... Looking down at her, Chu Lingye's heart couldn't help but soften a little.

However, even if this woman resembles her, she has no right to offend her!

He stared, and his voice was a little colder: "Kneel down and apologize to Xin'er!" ”

"Lord Wang!" Zi Ning hooked her lips, and her voice became a little heavier: "I didn't mean to offend her, and I should apologize for her, but she is not an elder or my dearest, so I will not kneel for her." ”

Calm resistance, but also resolute that will not deign, Chu Lingye's eyes faintly flickered a trace of strangeness, and his voice was still cold: "The dead are great, if you offend her, even if you are the emperor, you have to kneel for her!" ”

The emperor also wants to kneel?

How high is the status of this woman in his heart?

Xia Zining lost his mind, and his powerful big hand was already pressed on her thin back, and he pressed it down heavily.

She couldn't resist, "Boom! He knelt on the ground.

At this moment, she looked at the calm and pale portrait next to the tombstone, and her heart seemed to be stabbed by something, and she suddenly lost her mind.

"Apologize."

Chu Lingye's voice came from above, cold and resolute, the rebellion in Zi Ning's heart suddenly surged, she took a deep breath, stood up suddenly, and looked at him resolutely:

"Lord Wang, I know that your princess died because of you, and I know that you feel guilty about her, but you didn't treat her well when she was alive, and now that everyone is dead, what's the use of such a fake confession?"

Clear words, familiar voices, every word and sentence were like sharp swords, every blow stabbed at the most painful place in Chu Lingye's heart, his handsome and cold face suddenly distorted violently, looking at Zi Ning in pain, and his trembling right hand suddenly grabbed her shoulder.

Hitting people doesn't slap their faces, scolding people doesn't expose their shortcomings, she may have gone too far...... What was he going to do to her? Zi Ning suddenly began to be afraid.

Suddenly, she felt his hand gripping her shoulder trembling, and looked at him nervously, and saw the wound in those deep eyes like the sea.

"So tell me, what can I do to get her back?" Trembling let go of her, removing the disguise of indifference, all that was left was regret and hatred.

His too sentimental gaze hurt her eyes, her heart trembled faintly, and she looked up at him: "Lord Wang, people can't be resurrected after death, I don't know what happened between you, but I think since she is willing to die for you, she must want you to live happily and happily." ”

"Yes, there is no resurrection from the dead......"

That stupid woman may want him to live happily, thinking that he will be happy and happy if he gives his life to save the woman he loves, but he never knows that the person he really cares about is her.

In the days with her, even though he was resistant to her and had prejudices against her, he felt happy and happy, that was the only happy time he really had since Ruru left many years ago, but she was so cruel that he didn't say goodbye until he knew his feelings for her......

In this life, how can he still live happily and happily?

What did she say wrong? Why didn't his face get any better, but became more gloomy? Zi Ning was about to say something, but his voice suddenly came from his ear: "Today is also your birthday, I wish you happiness." ”

She was stunned for a moment, he had already turned and walked towards the parking place.

Zi Ning lowered her head and saw that the pair of earrings in front of the tombstone were still there, and under the sunlight, a bright light was reflected on it, making the woman in the portrait in front of the tombstone even more haggard.

Today is the joy of this woman's birthday, and it is also the joy of her and her sister's birthday......

……

After noon, Xia Zining made tea for Chu Lingye, made a salute, and was about to leave, when Chu Lingye suddenly looked at her back and said, "How long have you known Mo Ziming?" ”

Zi Ning's eyebrows frowned, and he smiled: "It's been more than ten years." ”

"Childhood sweetheart?" He frowned slightly.

His voice was calm and indifferent, but for some reason she vaguely felt that he meant sarcasm, and smiled: "It should be." ”

"Should?" Chu Lingye glanced at her with slanted eyes: "You should ask him if he really likes you, or if he likes you just because you are like other women." ”

What do you mean? An Xin looked at him in amazement.

And he had already gotten up and pointed out the door: "You can go and ask him now." ”

Zi Ning followed what he was counting on, and saw a long figure walking towards Chu Lingye's study, it was Mo Ziming.

"This king and Mo Ziming used to be close friends, I once ordered the guards of the palace to let him enter and leave the palace during the day, presumably he is here for you at this moment, you can go with him."

Chu Lingye narrowed his eyes and looked thoughtfully at Mo Ziming's approaching figure.

"Lord Xie......" An Xin smiled, turned around and took two steps, and stopped: "Lord Wang, I don't know why you think that Ziming is not sincere to me, but I believe him." ”

With a free and easy smile, she greeted Mo Ziming.

She still knows whether others are hypocritical to her or from the bottom of her heart, and she believes that even if everyone in the world turns their backs on her, Mo Ziming will not.

Chu Lingye's eyes changed slightly, and he hid a deep emotion, and said lightly: "You have been with him for so long, don't you know that he Mo Ziming once wanted to get involved with the princess of this king?" ”

Ziming had a relationship with the dead princess?

In other words, he also liked the woman named An Xin?

Her thin body shook inexplicably, she paused slightly, and then walked straight forward.

Chu Lingye stood in front of the door, looking at her back as she faded away, and lost her mind.

Of course he knew that when An Xin was alive, Mo Ziming had never had other women around him, and Mo Ziming was still an infatuated even if he was a bastard, but now there was suddenly such a woman around him, not because this woman was similar to An Xin, but because of what?

Mo Ziming beckoned to Chu Lingye from afar, and walked towards the courtyard gate side by side with Xia Zining.

It was already time for the handymen to leave the house and go home, and Mo Ziming must have come to pick her up.

"Khooth!"

Chu Lingye put the tea bowl on the table and stared into the distance, but why was there always that woman in the perspective no matter where he looked?

She and Mo Ziming got on the horse one after another, and were held by Mo Ziming, and the two looked so harmonious and loving.

Why do you suddenly have a long-lost sense of restlessness in your heart? Just like when I saw the portrait of An Xin and Mo Ziming embracing intimately a year ago, I was irritable and just wanted to get angry.

……

"Ziming, I want to ask you something." Zi Ning hesitated again and again, and finally opened her mouth.

Mo Ziming smiled: "When did you become so polite to me?" ”

Zi Ning glanced at him: "Did you know a woman named An Xin before?" ”

His heart trembled heavily, and Mo Ziming's smile was fixed on his face.

His expression had already told her the answer, and she understood it all in an instant, and smiled: "You don't have to be nervous, who hasn't been in the past, who hasn't loved before?" I didn't mean to pursue you. ”

Past?

Someone you ever loved?

It turned out that she didn't know the truth, and Mo Ziming secretly breathed a sigh of relief: "Zining, what did Chu Lingye say to you?" ”

"He told me about Anxin." She frowned slightly, and when she mentioned this name, she always felt strange:

"I've seen her portrait and heard about her, and it's only natural that you will fall in love with a woman like that, but the past is gone, Ziming, I just hope you don't live in the shadow of the past."

Mo Ziming also called her "Xin'er" that day, and when she asked, his answer was very vague, and now she knows that he called another woman at that time.

She is a person who has no memories, and she knows how important and precious memories are to a person, she knows that Mo Ziming is sincere to her, and of course she will not ask him not to remember the past......

"Don't worry." A stone in his heart suddenly fell to the ground, and Mo Ziming smiled freely and gently: "Zining, I swear to the sky, past, present, and future until this life, the person I love will always be you." ”

Even if he occasionally lied to her this year, it was in good faith and for her good, and he would never swear to deceive her...... In other words, he has always been sincere to her, even if he has had anything with "An Xin" in the past, it may not be what Chu Lingye said.

"Xin'er, today is the joy of your birthday, and I have prepared a special gift for you."

The clear voice interrupted Zining's thoughts, and she pursed her lips: "What?" ”

Mo Ziming hooked his lips: "Keep it secret for the time being." ”

……

The two dismounted and stood at the door of the family compound, and Mo Ziming knocked on the door.

Zi Ning looked up at him in surprise: "Is there someone inside?" ”

"Zi Ming?" A calm female voice suddenly came from the room.

Mo Ziming squeezed his handsome eyes at Zi Ning: "Mother, it's me." ”

Before Zi Ning could fully understand, the door had been opened, and a middle-aged lady came out with a smile, and saw Zi Ning slightly stunned: "Are you ...... Purple condensation? ”

"Yes, Auntie, hello."

Zi Ning smiled politely, the woman in front of her was wearing an elegant black dress, graceful and unassuming, she looked like she was about thirty years old, but Zi Ning heard Mo Ziming say that she was nearly fifty years old this year.

"Okay, okay, it's cold outside, come in." Mu Wanyan took Zi Ning's little hand and looked at her with a smile.

Ziming said that Xin'er had an accident a year ago, was seriously injured, and even disfigured her appearance, at this time she is no longer what she was at the beginning, but there are no traces on her face after her disguise, look carefully, although it is not so delicate, but there is also a kind of simple beauty, which is consistent with her temperament back then.

"I've prepared a meal for you, Zining, today is your birthday, you sit down for a while, I'll take it."

Mu Wanyan's enthusiasm made Zi Ning a little at a loss, and she hurriedly stood up: "Auntie, I'll help you." ”

"You sit and rest, I'll go."

Mu Wanyan smiled and went, and Mo Ziming also chased after him, going back and forth between the main room and the kitchen.

Looking at the fruit bowl and vegetable soup on the table and the delicate rice cake, Zi Ning's heart seemed to have a warm current flowing through it, and she had never felt a sense of warmth before.

Ziming told her that she and her sister were both outcasts and had never been loved by their parents, and at this time, she suddenly thought that this feeling might be the warmth of home.

"Zining, why are you in a daze?" Mu Wanyan smiled and sat down opposite her.

"Auntie, have we met before?" At first glance, Mu Wanyan Zining felt that she was very familiar.

"Forehead......" Mu Wanyan glanced at Mo Ziming, looked at each other, and had already understood with his son, and said with a smile: "Yes, we used to see each other often, Ziming often mentioned you to me this year, but he was worried that when he saw me, you would forcibly recall the past, so I didn't come to see you until now." ”

"Oh."

"By the way, I've seen the days, and Ziming's father has agreed, the wedding date between you and Ziming is set on the twelfth day of next month, it's a good day." Mu Wanyan looked at Zi Ning with a smile in her eyes. Although Zining has changed her appearance, she still likes this prospective daughter-in-law from the inside out.

Wedding day?

The twelfth of next month?

Why so suddenly? Ziming had never mentioned it to her, Zi Ning was stunned: "Auntie, I ......"

"Heh, why is Gongzi Mo in such a hurry to marry Ning Er??"

The clear voice suddenly came from the main room, and Zi Ning, Mo Ziming, and Mu Wanyan couldn't help but be stunned.

In the voice of Qingyun Ruodi, a sturdy figure had pushed a woman in, and the moment she saw them, Mu Wanyan, who had always been quiet, couldn't help but feel a wave in her heart.

The man is extremely handsome, just walking slowly and methodically gives people a sense of sophistication and elegance, and the woman in the wheelchair makes people feel silent and cool even though she just sits calmly, she and the man are simply a pair of dragons and phoenixes.

And her appearance turned out to be exactly the same as Xin'er back then......

"The door is not closed, Xiao and I took the liberty to break in, please understand." Xia Ziyan's smile is shallow, like a proud snow lotus, even though it is so beautiful, it always blooms in no one's place.

Mo Ziming had already gotten up to greet him: "When the distinguished guests come to the door, they are not welcomed, and they are rude." ”

"When did Brother Mo become so polite?" Lu Xiao hooked his lips slightly, and his beautiful voice was not high, but it filled the entire room like a breeze.

Today is Yan'er's birthday, he wanted to spend it alone with her, but she missed her sister, so he took her directly here, just now he heard Mu Wanyan outside the door about getting married, so he didn't care about saying hello and came in to listen clearly.

"Haha, it's just the right time to come, today is also Ziyan's birthday, let's spend it together."

While speaking, Mo Ziming looked at Xia Ziyan, and couldn't help but feel a little sorry in the depths of her smile, this woman was elegant and haggard, always indifferent and silent, but she was afraid that she would not be able to stand up in this life.

After greeting each other, Lu Xiao and Zi Yan sat down separately.

"Sister, do you know An Xin?" While eating, Zi Ning suddenly asked.

Everyone present suddenly fell silent, and Xia Ziyan's eyes couldn't help but show a little pain.

Zi Ning felt strange: "Sister? ”

"What a strange question, why do you suddenly ask this?" She looked at Zi Ning gently, this weak sister was her only relative in the world, but after that accident, she didn't even remember who she was.

She also didn't want her to remember that this stubborn stupid woman once didn't even want her life for that ruthless man, and if she remembered the past and persistently returned to that man, she didn't know how much hurt she would suffer......

"She looks a lot like you." Zi Ning smiled: "I even think you and her are the same person." ”

Zi Yan sighed in her heart, and said softly: "There are so many people in the world who look alike, Zi Ning, don't think nonsense." ”

"Hmm." Zining nodded.

She is not a fool, although Mo Ziming and they all behaved very naturally, but she felt that everyone had something to hide from her, however, her sister was willing to risk her life to save her to give her a piece of her lungs, she knew that even if she had something to hide from her, it was for her own good, why did she ask so clearly?

……

"Ning'er, rest early."

"Okay, you can rest early, too." Zi Ning smiled and waved her hand at Mo Ziming.

The door was gently shut, and he was gone.

He always spoils her, loves her, never loses his temper with her, and even when she occasionally plays a little temper, he is very concerned and sensitive, and she is always very secure when she is with him......

Women should marry such men, shouldn't they?

Besides, he was so perfect, so good; Moreover, he was engaged to him before she lost her memory; Moreover, his father and mother agreed to this marriage, and enthusiastically set the date.

However, how can there be something in the depths of my heart that I can't let go? It was vague, as if there was a kind of concern that made her uneasy.

"Ahem!"

There was a shallow pain in her fragile lungs, and she got up and closed the window tightly, still feeling cold in the middle of the night.

Lying down, her consciousness gradually became trance, and unconsciously, she seemed to be back in the familiar gazebo, she sat quietly on the cold stone bench with her big bright eyes, and a boy sat opposite her.

The gazebo was surrounded by lanterns, and the trance of the lights was red, making her feel warm all over.

He sat beside her at this time, and whispered in her ear: "Ruru, I want to be with you forever like this, and don't be separated if anything happens in the five roads." ”

He kept laughing when he spoke, smiling silly, silly, she looked at him carefully, but no matter how close she was to him, no matter how closely she looked at him, she couldn't see his face clearly......

"Ruru, come back to me."

"Ruru, Ruru, Ruru......"

Turning over, Zi Ning woke up suddenly, the blurred face in front of him was no longer there, and the hoarse voice of the young boy still echoed in his ears.

It's not the first time she's had such a dream.

Ruru ......

Who used to call her that? Why is this name so unforgettable, so familiar and so intimate......