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Zhu Yu thought deeply: I don't know how Wang Danbao is now? He may no longer be in this world. Li Lulu, who had the same tragic fate as Wang Danbao, is gone, and Zhang Cong said her grave is in the vast expanse of weeds in the lower reaches of the Chishui River. The fragility of life is reflected in this man and woman.

At that time of separation, Zhang Cong asked him to use his talent to write an elegy for Li Lulu, and then burn it to her.

He wanted to do that, but he didn't write it. Because he was afraid of his lover Xiao Rong. Although he recognized Li Lulu as a beauty, he could also understand that Li Lulu had a good impression of him at that time, and her death also represented the loss of youth and beauty, which could inspire him.

But he still felt that he could never write poems for other women behind his wife's back, even though Li Lulu's story was so poignant and moving. Because since he had Xiao Rong, his wandering heart finally found a home.

Since then, he has observed the entanglements and disputes of love that occur around him, and he is as calm as watching the fire from the other side. So he's going to downplay the other women in his head. Thinking of this, Zhu Yushen walked forward and quickly left this place.

What Zhu Yushen didn't expect was that when he came back and passed by the willow forest, he found Zhu Ying's figure. She was sitting with a man in his fifties, snuggling up to each other, and the two of them were whispering something.

Zhu Yushen accidentally broke into the front of their sight, and it was too late to avoid it. To avoid embarrassment, he deliberately twisted his head to the other side and walked quickly past them.

When he got to the other side. I looked back at it again. found that Zhu Ying's mood did not change at all. She literally treated him like a passerby. The man's hand shrank just now, and at this moment it began to swim away wantonly on Zhu Ying's body again.

Facing this scene, Zhu Yushen couldn't help but gasp. His heart was full of mixed feelings, and he didn't know how to look at it.

Next, Zhu Yushen found a hidden corner, he sat down on the grass, took out the book he was carrying, and flipped through it. He was reading a collection of novels. Soon he got into a groove, forgetting the passage of time and the people and things around him.

I don't know how long it took, Zhu Yushen suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, someone should have buttoned a piece of clothing on his head. He hurriedly took the garment off with his hands, and by this time he could guess who was playing a prank.

When he turned around, he found that it was indeed Zhu Ying, but the man beside her was nowhere to be seen.

Zhu Ying said, "Ouch, isn't this Teacher Zhu?" You're alone and hid in this place to recharge, right? You just dangled past us and saw me. Why don't you say hello?

Tell me what you saw? Don't be silent right now, and go back to school like a trumpet. Talk nonsense about this everywhere! It would be bad to say that I, Zhu Ying, were having a good time with an old man in this willow forest!

You can keep my mouth tighter, we used to be colleagues, and we all have the surname Zhu. People call you Da Zhu behind their backs, and call me Xiao Zhu. Hey, our surname, they call it like this again, it's like scolding, it's unpleasant! ”

Zhu Yushen stood up and said, "Let's have this surname, what does it matter if people call it like this?" I just passed by you, but I didn't see anything. Besides, you should know what kind of person I am, why should I bother you with this? I might as well read more books and write when I have time! ”

Zhu Ying said: "Yes, okay, Da Zhu, you are relatively simple, and your quality is quite high." My evaluation of you is quite high, I am relieved of your mouth. Alas, I said that you don't often have nothing to do now, you know, you are so lucky to be able to work in this part of the city, and to have a home.

My flesh, you know, I paid a price for this. What you just saw is not something that everyone is willing to do, even if you are willing to do it, you may not be able to do it, or you have the opportunity to do it. ”

Zhu Yushen listened to Zhu Ying's reasoning silently, and he had to admit that what Zhu Ying said was in line with the truth. When Zhu Ying was talking just now, he stared at her for a while, and found that she seemed to be better looking than before. This is mainly because after she came to work in the city, she was much more elaborate in dressing than when she was in Huangzhen. Sometimes, over time, beauty and ugliness will transform into each other.

After being silent for a while, Zhu Yushen asked, "Teacher Zhu, how do you feel about coming here to work, are you still used to life?" It's not easy for both of us to work here, and almost all social relationships are not here. ”

Zhu Ying said, "What else is your name?" Isn't your wife waiting for you right next to you, saddle up and ride behind? It's like me, almost unaccompanied, and the future is uncertain, I'm depressed! In this strange place, I have only known two people for the long time. One is you, and the other is the old pole you just saw. He is an official of the Education Bureau, and he used to work at the National Normal University and was my mentor.

I was able to blend in the way I am today thanks to him supporting me from behind. I'm a real person, and I don't want to owe anything to anyone. But I don't have any money, isn't it self-evident what can I give back to others?

Hey, Mr. Zhu, the two of us are also old families. You are calm enough and thoughtful enough. Today, the two of us met here unexpectedly, and I live in an unaccompanied environment. Now I'm going to talk to you, don't think I'm talking too much. ”

As she spoke, Zhu Ying sat down next to Zhu Yushen, she straightened her legs and made a relaxed appearance. She said: "In today's society, there is really no way, no matter what level of people, they like to judge people by their appearance."

It's deadly! You may not know that judging people by their appearance is much more terrifying than what people often say, and judging people by background, money, and conditions is much more terrifying!

Let's take your Da Zhu's situation as an example, Gu Mingxiu told me all about you before. Your family used to be very poor, and it was impossible for you to gnaw at the old age after you went to work, to help your family a little, and to complete personal affairs. But you ended up being what you are now, and that's okay.

In my opinion, God is still good to you. Although it does not give you a good background. Good background. But God gave you a handsome look. Good figure. No, you have these to make some women tempted by you. Otherwise, you are poor and ugly, and the demons may not even want to pay attention to you.

I say that the long difference is more terrifying than the background, bad conditions, etc., because basically you can't change it. The conditions, if you can't do it, you can work harder and work hard to create and change. But looks are innate. How to change?

Some people may say, isn't it over with a plastic surgery? I don't believe in that. This plastic surgery, not to mention the death of the expensive, may also ruin the person's face. In the environment we are in now, anything can be fake, how dare you take your own face, or even joke with your life?

Compared to your Da Zhu, I, Zhu Ying, am miserable. Not only did I come from a poor family like you, but my parents only gave me an inferior look. I'm depressed!

Our family is in the northern countryside, and we are generally poor. The conditions there are not comparable to those in Jiangnan, the land of fish and rice. And I, who is poor and poor, have grown up since I was a child, but I am not less angry.

To tell you the truth, since I myself have been poor since I was a child, I also hate poor people, and I am too lazy to be in the company of them. Not to mention, you also know that it is not easy for poor people to jump out of the poor circle.

Now, there is a false theory in society that the children of the poor are more likely to stand out and get out of the picture. It's all, and if that's the case, then there are no poor people left.

Putting aside the reality that everything now has to fight for the father and the mother, it is just that the children of the poor family must mix up, and they must also have strong perseverance and tenacity, and so on. You know that. How many children can have this kind of perseverance and will?

I'm poor, so I hate poor people. When I was studying, I grew up with an aversion to poor boys. I think that if you Da Zhu are the same age as me and study in the same class, then I will always despise you.

It can't be helped. Think about it, what kind of students love the most about the welcome of teachers and classmates when they are studying? Of course, it is a person who has to be high-grade in appearance and grades. You don't have to be at the top, but you have to be on the road. For the holidays or something, send something to the teachers, and invite the teachers to their house for dinner.

Be generous to your classmates, and help other students pay for snacks if you have nothing to do. It's no wonder that such students are not likable!

On the contrary, those poor students are all day long, and they always want to take advantage of others when it comes to eating and drinking.

There is a great truth that people are not exhausted, but it is actually difficult to reach the sky to do that. In most cases, people are poor and short-minded, and when people are poor, life is unsustainable, so why do you care so much?

Sometimes it's really angry to think about it, how can we meet so many poor students when we are studying? Why are there so many poor ghosts around us? The other aspect of despising the poor is to yearn for a better life and to appreciate and worship the rich.

I just went to Huangzhen Middle School and had a hot fight with Feng Jun, you know that. I expected it to turn out like that. Don't say it, from the first day I arrived at Huangzhen Middle School, I had a little affection for you and Feng Jun.

In the beginning, I noticed that you two look alike, both skinny and cool. Later, after some understanding, I found out that you are the type I hate; And Feng Jun and you are just the opposite, the conditions of their family really make the young women feel excited.

Although I also know that there is no shortage of beautiful women around him, I have confidence in myself because I am a strong woman. I think Feng Jun can find a different feeling from me. No matter what the result is, as long as he can be good to me, it will be good for a while, it will be a while. In this way, the benefits are definitely indispensable.

To tell you the truth, during the time when the two of us were in a hot fight, I didn't let him break the bank, and there were a lot of benefits to food and clothing. In fact, he, a handsome and humorous playboy, doesn't spend a penny to sleep with a second-class girl or sister-in-law, and most people are willing to do it.

Although I was kicked out by Feng Jun in the end, and I was not allowed to take advantage of him anymore, the benefits I got were more than the salary I earned for one semester! Think about it, if you were to be with someone like you and give you extra food, what good would you give me? Maybe you want to scrape some good off me! You also use this to prove that you can, to prove that you are high. I'm dizzy!

Speaking of the incident that embarrassed me that day, I actually hate Xiao Yu, Gu Mingxiu and others even more. They developed feelings of envy, jealousy, and hatred for me, and I had long seen this. So they spoofed and tried their best to encourage Feng Jun to say something that would kill people, so that they could watch a good show.

Feng Jun is too straightforward, easy to be impulsive, and prefers to be grandstanding. No, under the fanning of others, he said too much and did too much.

After this incident, although I myself was ugly, I felt even more sad for Feng Jun. I think sooner or later this daredevil will suffer a big loss. Eighty percent of the wealth accumulated by his rich father and the generations above will be lost at his hands!

That's not all, if someone wants to harm him, he may not be able to die well. Don't think I'm alarmist, he's acting recklessly, you know. (To be continued......)