Chapter 89: His Accusation
Standing at the door of the hotel room, Xiaoli looked a little at a loss.
Because Li Junfeng's car broke down, she was delayed on the road for a long time, and when she was waiting for help, she took out her mobile phone, but saw that there were more than 30 missed calls on her mobile phone, and the owner of these calls was Ma Wenhao. She called back, because Ma Wenhao was very nervous, afraid that she would have an accident, he asked her why she was late, Xiaoli had no choice but to tell him about her and Li Junfeng going home to see her grandfather, but damn it, the line was disconnected before the words were finished, and her mobile phone was out of battery at this damn time. Luckily, a rare taxi came at this time, and she was able to come back, otherwise she might still be there with a cold wind!
But when she went to the western restaurant she had agreed with Ma Wenhao, it was already closed, and then she met her former part-time colleague there, who had also worked here before, fortunately her colleague recognized Ma Wenhao, and later inquired, the colleague said that Ma Wenhao had left not long ago, and when she chatted with Ma Wenhao before, she heard that he had collapsed in a hotel. Although she didn't know why Ma Wenhao came back but didn't stay at home, but went to the hotel instead, she still hurried to the hotel.
Came to the hotel, the hotel staff did not disclose the guest's housing information at all, she finally knew that Ma Wenhao lived in that house after a lot of hard inquiring, Xiaoli gasped, pondered, and then reached out and knocked on the door a few times.
"Who?" Ma Wenhao's voice came, and after a while, the door was opened.
"It's me!" Seeing Ma Wenhao, Xiaoli replied cautiously.
Seeing Xiaoli standing in front of the door, Ma Wenhao was stunned for a moment, but he didn't let Xiaoli in for a while, he stared at Xiaoli, and Xiaoli also looked at him calmly, the eyes of the two people were entangled, as if they wanted to see each other a hole.
I haven't seen him for a few months, I don't know if it's a delusion, she feels that he has grown taller again, his hair is shorter, it seems that he has just been repaired, his brows are frowned, his face is no longer that warm expression, replaced by a cold expression, she never thought that one day he will look at her with this expression, it seems that he is really angry.
entangled each other, and in the end, Ma Wenhao turned his head. In the past few months, he has dreamed that they can meet, but now he finds that he is chilled when they meet.
"Smoking?" Standing in front of him, a faint smell of tobacco blew towards her.
Hearing this, Ma Wenhao pursed his lips and turned his head, avoiding Xiaoli's gaze.
Seeing Ma Wenhao like this, Xiaoli sighed, then reached out and pushed him into the door, and closed the door of the room casually, although it was a bit shameless to do this, but she knew that if she didn't take the initiative to come in, they wouldn't be able to speak properly at all.
As soon as she walked into the room, the strong smell of tobacco hit her, and she saw that the ashtray placed on the table was full of smoked cigarette butts, oh my! With so many cigarette butts, how many packs of cigarettes did he smoke?
Ma Wenhao, who was pushed into the room, laughed self-deprecatingly, sarcastically mocking his incompetence, in front of her, he didn't seem to win once, obviously he was so angry that he was about to die, obviously he was disappointed just now, and decided not to see her, but when he saw her, he just wanted to hug her into his arms.
I have to admit that he misses her very much, even if she releases the pigeon, even if he knows that she went home with her rival to meet her parents, even if he is so jealous that he is going crazy and is so angry that he is about to die, but he still misses her, and he wants to think about her very much! Thinking of him, he was afraid of his infatuation with her, and he hated his reluctance to her.
Ma Wenhao saw her surprised eyes, he bypassed her expressionlessly, picked up the cigarette on the table, sat on the bed, lit a cigarette, the smoke curled, swallowed the clouds and spitted fog, the glasses stared at one place, the deep eyes lost their brilliance, and the whole person was lifeless all of a sudden, as if he had no soul, giving people an extremely decadent feeling Xiaoli angrily slapped off his cigarette, "What are you doing?" Learn what decadence. ”
She pressed her heart with one hand, and looked at him like this, and there was a faint pain in one place, and she couldn't breathe with depression.
Ma Wenhao raised his head, glanced at her lightly, then lowered his head, gently took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it gently, and inhaled it gently, all of this was gentle, even the trembling of his hands was gentle......
Syllable...... I slapped the cigarette off again, and the cigarette butt stabbed in the palm of my hand, and it hurt a little......
"Say, what do you think of me?" Ma Wenhao stood up with a bang, yelled at Xiaoli, his eyes were painful and difficult to hide, after yelling this, he seemed to have been drained of all his strength and fell back to the sofa.
"You tell me, how can I tie you up, how can you really put me in my heart? I know you love freedom, I'm afraid you think I'm restricting you, I don't dare to care about you, I don't dare to ask you, but you know what? Every time I see you and other people so good, every time I see you and Li Junfeng entangled, every time someone tells me how you are, I'm really sad, I really don't know how to do it, can you tell me? How can I make you love me with all my heart? With that, he buried his head in his knees and choked out a little suppressed.
"I ......" Looking at his fragile appearance, Xiaoli found that she couldn't say a word.
Oh, my God! How could she torture him like this, he didn't say a word to her, she really didn't know he was so insecure.
With a tremble, Xiaoli squatted down and freed his head from between his knees, his eyes were a little red, and his eyes looked at her blankly.
She raised her hand and smoothed out his messy hair, and he was childlike and insecure, and it would make people panic to look at.
Xiaoli sighed and touched his face, a little ice, "I really didn't know you would be so insecure, I thought you already knew how I felt about you, I thought that some love was understood without saying it, until now I found out that no one will understand some words if you don't say them clearly, I don't know what others think of me and Li Junfeng, but I really don't know how I am with him, for me he is my brother, do you understand?" ”
For the first time in her history, she explained to a boy so gently, she never had to explain things to anyone, and this time, she was really panicked. She had never seen such a grumpy and fragile Ma Wenhao, and he made her very flustered and heartbroken.
Seeing a little brilliance in Ma Wenhao's eyes, Xiaoli smiled gently, "Stupid, why are you so jealous?" ”
"Then why are you with him today?" Even after hearing Xiaoli's confession, Ma Wenhao still questioned with a sense of security, Li Junfeng is a powerful rival in love, he used to be Xiaoli's boyfriend, and now he is staying by Xiaoli's side, playing an important role in her life, and he can't ignore his existence.
"I ......"