Chapter 32: Life and Death Are Not Up to Anyone
Ke Yihan raised his head, looked at Xu Qianxue, and said helplessly: "It's not that she won't let you see Yan Mengzhen, it's just that she is very excited now, and her parents can't convince her, it's useless for you to see it, I know your concern, but wait for a while, wait for her to slowly recover the sadness in her heart, and then talk about it." ”
"Has Yan Mengzhen eaten lately?" Xu Qianxue ignored Ke Yihan's answer and asked directly.
Ke Yihan sighed, and said helplessly again: "If she eats, I won't be so nervous, in fact, she is angry, I have nothing to do with it, I don't mind if she kills me, as long as she doesn't get angry, but she's angry, she hasn't eaten for a long time, she drinks a few sips of water every day, I'm afraid that if this continues, her body can't bear it, I don't want to see her lose weight day by day, looking at her a little haggard like this, I feel really uncomfortable, Yan Meng is really powerful, in this life, I was planted in her hands like this, without complaint or regret. ”
"I have a way to get her to eat." Xu Qianxue said confidently.
Ke Yihan heard Xu Qianxue's words, smiled bitterly and said: "I know, you are for our good, but I know Yan Mengzhen's situation very well, her parents can't persuade her, and other people are useless, I discussed with the doctor, if it doesn't work in the end, I can only have an infusion, this is the worst plan." ”
"Ke Yihan, since I'm here, I naturally have the confidence to let Yan Mengzhen eat, otherwise I won't come, you have to believe me, otherwise Yan Mengzhen will wither a little bit, Yan Mengzhen and I are both women, and they are about the same age, a lot of words, she has no way to say to her parents, but you can say it to her friends, you actually understand very well, Yan Mengzhen doesn't have a few friends, and there is no chance to tell a lot of words, it's better for me to act as her friend today, let her say her heartfelt words, you give me a chance, Rather than make her miserable like this, why don't you let me go up, maybe there will be a result you don't expect? Xu Qianxue insisted.
Ke Yihan looked at Xu Qianxue's eyes, in fact, she was right, instead of making Yan Mengzhen miserable like this, it was better to let Xu Qianxue try her luck, just as she said, when such a thing happened, Yan Mengzhen didn't even have a person to talk to, how could she not feel uncomfortable? How can you not be sad? Thinking of this, Ke Yihan nodded and said: "Okay, then you go and talk to Yan Mengzhen, I don't ask her to forgive me, I don't ask her to talk to me, I just hope she can take care of herself, anything is my fault, it has nothing to do with her, I don't want her to make myself so miserable for me, for these sad things, these are not what I think." ”
Xu Qianxue nodded, turned around and went upstairs, but she didn't take two steps, turned around, looked at Wu Qiuyao's eyes and said, "Do you have anything you want me to bring to Yan Mengzhen?" ”
Wu Qiu Yao's face changed, Xu Qianxue, a woman, was still quite scheming, knowing that he and Ke Yihan were brothers, she also deliberately asked such a sentence, even if he has a lot of things to say to Yan Mengzhen in his heart now, and there are many things to tell, but Ke Yihan is here, what can he say? A qiē word can only be turned into a.
Xu Qianxue looked at Wu Qiu Yao's appearance, frowned, and asked puzzledly: "If you have it, just say it directly, if you don't, you have to say it directly, you are silent like this, yes or no?" Make it clear? ”
Wu Qiu Yao really wanted to strangle this woman, she did it on purpose, saying such things in front of Ke Yihan again and again, and what was even worse was that the woman pretended to be very innocent, and her confused eyes made him a little uncontrollable, if it wasn't for Ke Yihan's house, she dared to provoke him with such eyes, he directly tore her clothes, and asked her without hesitation, so that she couldn't get out of bed for a few days, it was necessary.
"Is there any?" Without an answer, Xu Qianxue said impatiently again.
Wu Qiu Yao yelled excitedly: "No. ”
Xu Qianxue looked at his appearance and said unhappily: "What's the roar if you don't have it?" Thought I had bad ears. ”
After Xu Qianxue finished speaking, she left angrily, Wu Qiu Yao looked at the back of her leaving, it was really angry, what does this woman mean? What kind of situation did she have, obviously she did it on purpose, but in the end, it was her fault, thinking of this, the whole person was uncomfortable, the whole person was unhappy, and she looked like a resentful woman.
Xu Qianxue walked to the door, she could hear the crying inside, Yan Mengzhen was miserable one by one, she pushed the door in, Yan Mengzhen didn't notice it at all, she walked over, pulled up Yan Mengzhen on the bed, and the two looked at each other like this.
Yan Mengzhen looked at Xu Qianxue's eyes and said with tears in her eyes: "You said, I lost Nangong Chen and lost my child, I feel that my world will disappear, Xu Qianxue, you always said that you would help me, but now, who can help me?" No one can help me, I lost Nangong Chen, I lost my child, now, I can only live a good life if I completely lose myself, I don't want to live anymore, life is too painful, too tangled, I would rather just close my eyes and fall asleep in the past, I don't want to live such a painful life, Xu Qianxue, can't save me, no one can save me, life is too bitter and tired, I live too badly, I don't want to live for anyone, I want to leave like this. ”
"Yan Mengzhen, I told you, you have to be strong, you can't be like this, you look at your current appearance, do you think crying is useful? If you cry, Nangong Chen will come back to you, I won't stop you, if you cry, your child can live by your side, and I won't stop you, but it's useless at all, Yan Mengzhen, you can't keep talking with tears, you know? You are so uncomfortable, your parents are more painful than you, more uncomfortable than you, you think about it, there will be a long time in the future, you can't be so depressed all the time, you know what I mean? Xu Qianxue said soothingly.
Yan Mengzhen shed tears, shook her head and said: "I understand all your words, I know all your truths, but I don't want to do this, I can't do it, I really can't do it, I don't want to live for anyone, I don't want to live so painfully, I live for others all my life, now, I want to live for myself once, woo, Xu Qianxue, don't give me such a big pressure, I don't want to, I really don't want to, sacrifice myself for others again and again, I want to live for myself once, Life and death are controlled by oneself. ”
"A good life and death are controlled by yourself, you have died a hundred, so what about the living? I know that your mother has the best relationship with you, she survived the brink of death, if you lose you, do you think she will be able to live alone? Your father is full of guilt for you, and if you die today, do you think he won't be sick? You can hate Ke Yihan, but you can't deny that you love him deep down, and you can ignore all of them and leave them like this, but can you bear it? Yan Mengzhen, death is never a good way to solve things, only by living can you face more things, why have you never understood this truth? Only if you are alive, you can find out the person who killed your child, we can't let the murderer go unpunished, so we must work very hard to find the truth, if I were you, I would not cry here in love, but look for the murderer. Xu Qianxue said word by word.
"That's because you're not a mother, I'm a mother, I lost my child, I don't want to look for the murderer, what if I find it? Will my child come back to me? Can't get back, even if I know who that person is? Can my child smile at me? I don't pay attention to my parents, I don't pay attention to the people around me, they are uncomfortable, I am also uncomfortable, instead of letting them watch me uncomfortable every day, it is better for me to make them uncomfortable at one time, if the person who wants to die, it is impossible to live, of course, the person who wants to live will not die so lightly, but I only want to die, Xu Qianxue, I know you are for my good, but I'm sorry, I can't do it, I really can't do it. Yan Mengzhen choked up and said.
Xu Qianxue looked at Yan Mengzhen so uncomfortable, and she approached Yan Mengzhen step by step.
She leaned into Yan Mengzhen's ear and whispered: "Yan Mengzhen, you have heard me well every word I say now, but don't be surprised, many things, if a third person knows, the situation will be very bad, you have to be sad and live well, only in this way, you will be better than now, you hear clearly, Nangong Chen is not dead, and your child is not dead." ”
When she heard that Nangong Chen was not dead, Yan Mengzhen was already excited, and when she talked about the child, she was even more excited, Xu Qianxue quickly pressed her shoulder, lowered her voice and said: "Nangong Chen was deliberately murdered, and your child is the same, if you can take the child from Ke Yihan's house, the other party must not be simple, maybe you are still saving zài here, so, you can't be very excited, as for other questions, I will take the time to talk to you well, you don't ask, you just need to remember that the people you love are alive." ”
Yan Mengzhen shook his head and choked and said: "Impossible, God doesn't have such kindness to me, no, I know you lied to me, I have sued myself countless times, it is all fake, but every time I open my eyes and look at this cold world, I know that everything I dream of, I don't want it anymore, I want to face it bravely, even if it is painful, I have to face it bravely, woo, it hurts, it hurts." ”